What's Wrong Pa

The wounded heart

Bi Ira recalled the time when Nadhira really slumped at that time and wanted to end his life soon but suddenly Nadhira was unconscious because of the actions of Nimas.

"Then what was Nadhira doing then Bi?"

"There is nothing else he can do but cry at night in silence without the knowledge of many people and pretend to be happy and strong in the morning, and even Tuan has always distinguished the affection between Nadhira and Amanda all this time".

"If it were me, maybe I wouldn't be as strong as Nadhira, I wouldn't like to be differentiated from the rest".

"But Dhira was different from the others, despite his severe heartbreak, but he never had any hatred for the person, he was a good child and had genuine affection".

In those sleep-blindest eyes, Nadhira was currently listening to the conversation of the two, without both of them noticing that Nadhira's dripping tears had arrived, for some reason when others talk about what he is going through, his tears are unable to be stopped.

"Dhira are you sad? No need to pretend to sleep in front of me right now, I know that you're still listening to them both" Nimas said.

"I'm tired Nimas, I want to sleep but I can't sleep, my head hurts so much and my energy seems like it's not going to exist, maybe it's the effect of the dope that's been given to me". Nadhira.

"The poison is deadly to Dhira, had I not taken it out of your body in the first place and the help of the medicine that someone had given you, perhaps after taking it you would have died and been in a different realm from the human realm, here my energy is drained a lot but it's you who looks so weak".

"We are different Nimas, I am just an ordinary human being who is still able to feel the pain of the world, while you are not a human being and if injured even your strength is exhausted not with the pain".

"Have you known that ordinary people still act like heroes and endanger their own lives, what if you don't survive this time, Dhira, you forget what Rifki said ha? Don't act rashly, because you can still die at any time".

"Yes yes yes I know that, so I want to meet Mama soon, is my life important to them? No".

"If you had known, you would have regretted doing something like that later".

"At the end of the day man will die also Nimas, and we do not know in what way we are called by the creator, though I did not die from this deadly poison, it could be that I will die slipping in the bathroom or something else, right? and I don't know when I'll live".

"If Rifki comes back and hears your words like this, what do you say to her?".

I don't know, I really hope that she'll be back soon, but I can't afford to meet her".

"Sooner or later she'll definitely come Dhira".

Nadhira is unable to meet Rifki because he has damaged the trust Rifki has given him so far, but he hopes that Rifki will return with him.

After two full weeks in the hospital, Nadhira was allowed to go home because Nadhira's condition had improved, David will take Nadhira to his mother's house to be cared for there and Nadhira can only resign even if David and his family are not good people but Nimas is always there to help him.

When Nadhira passed through the hospital lobby he accidentally saw Rendi from a distance, Rendi who saw Nadhira in front of him immediately ran towards Nadhira.

"Are you okay?" Rendi asked happily because she was able to meet Nadhira.

"Why are you coming! Don't go near my niece" David said as he pushed Rendi's body slowly.

"I just want to meet Nadhira"

"You don't deserve to meet him, a very bad father like you doesn't deserve to be Nadhira's father".

Sarah holds Nadhira's hand tightly when she sees David and Rendi fighting, while Nadhira and Nandhita are only able to keep quiet looking at the situation, Nandhita was so hurt when she heard what Rendi had done to Nadhira.

"Why does Papa want to meet Dhira? Papa is aware of what Papa has been doing to Dhira, Dhira almost lost his life because of Papa" said Nandhita.

"Dhita, are you here? Since when do you come home, son?"

"I was very disappointed with Papa, because Papa and the woman, Mama lost her life!"

"What does Dhita mean?" Nadhira said in surprise to Nandhita.

"Yes Dhira! Mama left us because of Papa, because what was done by Papa made Mama into the abyss of that time".

"No Dhira, it's all not true, Papa doesn't know what the matter is about Dhira" Denied Rendi.

Nadhira's body immediately felt so weak, and made Sarah and Nandhita immediately wash it to keep it standing firmly, Nadhira's tears slowly fell down her cheeks.

"Why did Papa do that to Mama?" Nadhira asked sadly.

"It's not like what you heard Dhir...."

Dhukis.... Bhukk...

"Papa"

Rendi had not had time to say something to Nadhira, David's hand was faster to punch Rendi so hard that Rendi fell on the floor.

Rendi immediately rose from the fall and stood straight before Nadhira with blood flowing at the end of her lips, and when David wanted to hit Rendi again, he was afraid of her, Nadhira immediately released Sarah's handrails from her and rushed to stop what David was going to do to Rendi.

Nadhira stood in front of David firmly, and turned his back to Rendi, somehow so long never saw Nadhira so angry arrived this time Nadhira looks so angry with David because it has made Rendi hurt.

"No Om, don't hurt Papa anymore!" Nadhira said as he parried David's hand.

"Why are you blocking me Dhira! He's been making you suffer all this time, he's also been killing my brother".

"It's Dhira's own will and it's not Papa's fault that he did that to Dhira, about Mama's death I need real evidence, if there is no evidence never accuse anyone indiscriminately, if Om wants to beat Papa now, then fight me before Om does that to Papa, I won't let Om do that and hurt Papa".

"What kind of son are you doing? Come here" said Sarah to ask Nadhira to come closer to her.

"No Oma, I won't let Papa why, because Papa is Dhira's only parent, Dhira does not want if anything happens to him because of Dhira's negligence"

"Sir, what are you doing?" Nandhita said as she walked towards Nadhira and held Nadhira's hand tightly.

"Dhira, don't block Om!" David said with his emotions.

David immediately tries to hit Rendi but Nadhira continues to prevent him from reaching Rendi, Nadhira continues to deflect David's hand and does not let the punch hit Rendi.

"Dhira still remains on the founding of Dhira! If Om wants to fight Papa, then fight Dhira first, Dhira will not let Papa why, even though he has to fight Om! It is better that Dhira die than Dhira should see Papa hurt" Nadhira said.

"Dhira, why do you have to defend a man like this, even you against me".

"I don't care about anyone! If he wants to harm Papa, I won't let that happen to Papa, even though Dhira's life is at stake I don't care".

"Have Dav, don't argue with Dhira again, Dhira just healed, don't make him depressed again" said Sarah stopped the fight between the two.

David closed his eyes and tried to ease his emotions in front of Nadhira, the tall thin man was only able to sigh because of the words of his mother.

"You're so stubborn Dhira" David said.

"Because Papa is the only parent Dhira has right now, Dhira loves Papa more than she lives, I can't see Papa getting hurt like that Om, because Dhira's heart will hurt so much".

"I don't know what's on your mind right now Dhira, so you're defending a guy like that".

Nadhira had recovered from the wound on his leg so that the nature of Nadhira who likes the fight back again, during his hospitalization, he was hospitalized, the doctor also treated his leg because Nadhira complained to the doctor about the condition of his leg which sometimes hurts.

"It's Dhira's business, please Om respect Dhira's wishes".

Rendi is happy when Nadhira defends her, which means Nadhira will never leave her and Nadhira will return to live with her.

Nadhira turned her body to face towards Rendi, the gazes of the two met. Rendi stared at Nadhira with a smile that was so sincere to Nadhira, while Nadhira was only able to bow her head in front of Rendi without wanting to see that expression.

"What's Papa here for?" Ask Nadhira.

"Papa wants to apologize to you Dhira".

"Dhira had forgiven Papa before Papa apologized to Dhira, so Papa didn't need to apologize to Dhira".

"That means you're no longer angry with Papa Nak?"

"I've said to Papa before, haven't I? That Dhira will never be able to hate Papa Dhira himself or be angry with Papa, Dhira will not be able to do that".

"Thank you son, you're a good boy, Papa came to pick you up son, let's go home together with Papa".

Rendi immediately held Nadhira's hand and prepared to pull Nadhira and invite him home, but Nadhira did not budge at all and remained standing in place before.

"Why?" Ask Rendi.

"I forgive Papa does not mean I will go home with Papa, Papa once told Dhira that Papa no longer wants to see Dhira in front of Papa, then Dhira will grant Papa's orders, Dhira will never reappear before Papa"

"Papa does not want you to go Dhira, forgive Papa because Papa did not trust you before, Papa is very sorry Dhira, come back together with Papa".

"Im sorry Dhira, Dhira prefers to stay with Oma and Om, Dhira can't stay with Papa anymore".

"Why can't you, son? Papa please come back".

"Dhira is tired Pa, there is nothing else that makes Dhira stay there, for what is home if there is no happiness in Pa, since the departure of Mama at that time, Dhira feels that Dhira has no right to live there anymore because of the presence of Mama Sena and Manda who so much hate Dhira all this time, Mama Sena has burned all the photos of Mama, Mama, the very person Dhira loves, forgive Dhira".

"Don't leave Papa Nak, Papa please, come back with Papa, Papa promised Papa won't let Dhira get hurt again like before, forgive Papa's stupidity all along".

"If there's nothing else Papa wants to say to Dhira, Dhira excuse me".

Slowly letting go of Rendi's handrails from her wrist, Nadhira stepped away from the spot followed by the others, Nadhira leaving Rendi with a sense of compulsion, meanwhile Rendi could only stare at the departure of Nadhira.

"Don't leave Papa Dhira!"

Nadhira's departure this time makes Rendi's heart seem to be empty, Rendi is eager to stop Nadhira from leaving, but the mistake he has done is too big for Nadhira and Nandhita.

Rendi immediately remembered all the memories of the beautiful time together with her small family, Lia who continued to make her smile and cute face Nadhira when she was small with laughter that adorned her, Rendi seemed to have lost everything and it was very impossible to return to that time.

"Lia, where you are now, come back Lia I beg you, forgive me Lia".

"Pardon Dhira Pa" Inner Nadhira.

Nadhira and the others immediately rushed to the car park in the hospital, David immediately told Nadhira to get into his car with Nandhita, when David was about to enter also arrived Bi Ira ran towards him, seeing that Nadhira back out of the car was followed by David.

"Mother" Nadhira said happily.

Nadhira immediately rushed to visit Bi Ira and dropped himself in Bi Ira's arms, some days Nadhira did not meet with Bi Ira so Nadhira misses Bi Ira very much at this time.

"Mother anywhere, Dhira is looking for Mother from yesterday".

"I'm sorry Mom".

Bi Ira immediately gave a fairly large box to Nadhira, Nadhira immediately received it with his heran, why arrived Bi Ira gave it to Nadhira.

"Is this Mom?"

"just open".

With curiosity Nadhira opened the contents of the box, Nadhira seemed to smile thinly when he saw the contents of the box.

"It's..." Nadhira said as he looked towards Bi Ira.

"You're gonna miss that stuff so much in your old house, I brought it to you, kid".

"How do you know that this is a precious thing to me, thank you Mom for bringing me this stuff".

The contents of the box are pink dresses that Rifki once bought to her, there is a photo of the deceased Lia, a small tube that can be turned into a stick given to her for self-defense, Rifki said, and also a memory of her being with Lia.

"You know, you're gonna miss that thing so much that I brought it for you".

Nadhira took a cylinder tube that Rifki had given him with a happy smile, Nadhira held tightly to the tube-shaped object because he had never used it for a long time.

"Because of this thing I often make Rifki hassles with my behavior, if only Rifki is here now, I miss you so much Rif, when you come home and meet me" Nadhira's tears did not drop.

"What is Dhir?" David asked curiously.

"This is an Om stick and I often use it to protect myself from people who want to mean evil to me".

"Can Om hold it?"

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