UNDESIRABLE

VIII

Dinar hugged me when I got to Komp. Karamtama II's. The chairman scolded me for just disappearing, he also insinuated Arkan because his position made me arbitrarily at work. I apologize to the chairman and the rest of the crew. It turns out that as long as I'm not around everyone here is gossiping about me.

The soldiers' wives pulled me into the main kitchen. They said that something happened so surprising. Arkan's mother came to the compound to pick up Alifa and suddenly Arkan's mother greeted the mothers and asked them to stay away from me. He said that if they get close to me they will get bad luck. I took a breath and smiled.

"Thank you so much you didn't stay away from Geya" I bowed.

"It's got to be a tough wedding huh." I just smiled.

"It's okay, someday your mother-in-law will assume your existence. Gradually the in-laws will also like you."

I'm glad that there are so many people who care about me. Stupid, all this time I've always felt alone. And I had a father who loved me so much, a bunch of mothers, and friends who were as caring as Dinar and Ipra. The contents of my head suddenly heard the sound of Ipra, Ipra's sentence while in the hospital terbesit.

The chairman asked me to set up the lighting. We'll all be filming futsal matches between groups of soldiers. Arkan forced me to allow him to compete, but I still forbade him he still has not fully recovered. Earlier in the morning he whined in pain because the stitches were released due to overnight activity. I panicked because I didn't understand what to do, but Arkan calmed me down and told me to bring the medical equipment in his car and Arkan did it himself.

"Can, huh?" he asked again to put on a very cute face.

"Yes, permit Lieutenant Colonel to participate in futsal. Geya." now his men also follow me whining.

I'm shaking.

"It sucks! We're at Komp, my men can take me to the medical building if anything happens to me."

"Really! we can immediately carry the Lieutenant Colonel. Come on, Geya, if Lieutenant Colonel doesn't come, we can all lose. Moreover Lieutenant Ipra betrayed us." They turned to the opposing group as well as me. Ipra moved the group?.

Arkan blinked his eyes a few times begging.

"I'll be scolded again by my mother if something happens again to Arkan" I said as I mounted a tripod.

"Mother scolding you? because what?"

Shit, I'm slipping.

"You're keeping something a secret, aren't you?" I didn't answer.

"Okey if we bet. I'm going to go futsal, if I win you have to tell me why you're angry. Deal." he said just leave. Arkan's men love riya, while I want to throw this tripod at her head.

What if Arkan wins the game, do I have to tell him everything?.

The game starts, I try to be the mc in the movie while Dinar becomes the mc of the match. It turns out being the host was fun. Arkan is so handsome wearing a white jersey, his hair down. I can see his leg muscles, it's worth it last night he was so strong. God, I slapped my cheeks as hard as I could. I can't help but be ashamed of myself, why can I think of such a passionate activity while working like this.

Ipra managed to snatch the ball from Arkan. And at that time also the big bird team conceded. Ipra scored in the first match. He smiled at me and I returned his smile. The match started again, the crowd was so excited. And here I found out that there are a lot of people who like Arkan. Some of the teenage crowd yelled at him encouragingly, I rolled my eyes when Arkan misbehaved. I saw Alifa too, she had just arrived with the other doctors.

I held back the upset when the chairman asked me to interview Alifa. He was indeed good at saying, he also encouraged Arkan at the end of the interview. The chairman squinted his teeth when he saw I was upset.

The winner always comes at the end of the game. The referee blew his whistle making the Big Bird shout in delight, the Arkan team brought a victory that seemed to put his opponent down. They hugged and shook hands as well as Arkan and Ipra. The couple gave them a drink and a towel. My steps stopped when I saw that Alfa had already given Arkan a drink. Arkan accepted it, I bit my lip keeping the mineral bottle back in place.

After filming was over, I landed my butt in the chair. The printer machine was very noisy because Gitae was printing some photos. The smell of photo paint gushed into my nose.

"Geya, can you please tidy up the photos? I'm gonna grab some stuff that's left in the field."

"Okey." I said get up from the chair and started cutting photos. My mood is still broken, even after he told me his love, Arkan is still very close to Alifa.

"Ga afraid to be alone here, hm?" I can exhale with relief when I hear Arkan's voice. He hugged me from behind.

"I thought there was a ghost or a bad person." I muttered glancing at him from the tail of the eye.

"Your hands can get hurt." Arkan took the scissors I held.

I continued my activities while Arkan was still hugging me. Several times he commented about himself who rarely came out in photos. Arkan began to annoy me by kissing my neck.

"Arkan, I'm working." I said. But Arkan ignored him, he just got more and more excited to bite my neck.

I took off my hug and turned around. He was still sweating, I suddenly remembered last night. Again.

"I'm working."

"Yes, you know." answered directly.

Arkan stepped closer to me, then suddenly he lifted my body and sat me down on this photo-filled table. I was about to protest but Arkan kissed me. I can't refuse it, because I want this kiss myself. I touched her wet hair and occasionally pulled it because of anxiety. Arkan pulled my lower lip and I could feel it smiling.

Suddenly the door of the room opened as soon as I pushed Arkan's body until he fell to the floor. The crew fell silent in the doorway, they looked at me and Arkan in turn. My breath was cut off, and I realized I was still sitting on the table.

"Ekhem, let's edit the movie. To be finished quickly and be able to return home. Hah~ I miss my wife." said the chairman.

I realized that they were pretending not to have seen what happened to me with Arkan. I smiled wryly at Arkan feeling guilty for pushing him. Arkan raised both his eyebrows saying it was okay. He said goodbye to come out but what surprised me and maybe the crew was more surprised was, Arkan kissed my lips while opening the memory of the midget and said "We continue later malem, yes." I'm open to disbelief, he could have said that in a place where many people like this.

I walked to my desk in shame.

"Hah~ I really want to go home."

ooooo

I closed the door and opened the laptop. But my mind can't stop thinking about Geya. The smell of his body is still stuck in my hands, I can see clearly when he pulled my hair last night and even tug it again. Damn, I think my face is red. Heat. I didn't stop hearing Geya's moaning.

"Crazy, I'm a gini-rich piktor."

"But he's my wife, why am I thinking hot things about my own wife." I talked to myself and frustrated myself as well.

I never thought that I would like him just because he was wearing sexy clothes. After the events of the night when I left Geya alone, I feel heavy heart also actually to leave him alone let alone the situation I am the same he was almost willing to admit anu. But, at that time I still love Alifa, so I wanted Alifa more. I finally knew that Alifa was just me venting.

Alifa dating the same I just let tetep can deket same Ipra. Seven years I love him and love him the same he turned out Alifa did not have the same feeling. He easily married another man after breaking up with me.

And I just realized that Geya never felt forced to marry me. Although at first he himself asked me to make never considered there was a marriage. I'm amazing, because I can be the same Alifa even though I'm the only one who loves Alifa as much as I can make Alifa forget the same Ipra. Therefore I advise Geya to make the same deket Ipra, even I really hope they are dating and Geya divorced me.

But now I realize that he said rich because of my nature. It's my nature that I never thought of him as a wife. Slowly I have the same feeling Geya. His look, his way of speaking with feelings. It touched my heart. Especially when my stomach was pierced, Geya cried during the driving. He didn't take my hand off at all until I entered the operating room. And I can be heard vaguely if he says "Cepetlah open the eyes of Arkan, I promise I never miss your relationship with Alifa. As long as you wake up.". For him my happiness is more important, and I am very selfish with Geya...

tbc...