UNDESIRABLE

Chapter 12's

"Woah~ I really can't believe this news makes me work hard. But did you really accept that guy?"

I play the ring around my ring finger, I look up at the mirror. There was a reflection of Arkan's face looking at me, "Hm, we're getting married soon" I said as I looked at Arkan's dark eyes. There was no reaction from his face.

I walked out of the room when I got downstairs. There were so many reporters waiting for me, my uncle warned me to answer "Please pray that it will be best for us." I said so when they asked about marriage.

"Is it true that you have a child? I heard you are a widow, please confirm this news." I fell silent and turned to my uncle, without any cue Arkan pushed the bodies of the reporters and guided me to walk.

I turned to him and he muttered, "I know this will only make the news worse." again he spoke formally.

I escaped the press of the reporters. How did the female reporter know I was a single parent. I was about to pull my hair but someone prevented it. Arkan's hand gripped both hands, "Disappear this bad habit" he said touching my forehead and pushed it back until my back head touched the chair. "Close your eyes, then breathe calmly. Don't think of anything, hm." she said smiling at me. And her smile calmed me down for a moment, I followed what Arkan said. In the end, I fell asleep and woke up asleep in bed.

I shuffled and saw that the clock was showing at half-four in the afternoon. I took a blanket and put on my sandals, and when I stood up I realized that Arkan was asleep in my dressing chair. She fell asleep in a bad position, I tried to wake her up but she never woke up. As I was about to lift his body, "What do you want?" the question surprised me. I told him everything but Arkan couldn't believe it. "Miss wants to kiss me, huh?" he said walking towards me made me retreat.

"I'm really just intending to move you to bed."

"For what? to sleep with me?" his steps drew closer and made my feet hit the bed until I fell asleep in bed. Arkan quickly locked me up, his hands on the right-left side of my head, and now he's on top of me. Oh, my God, what is he doing. "I've already told the lady, how long the lady wants. Miss can just say, I'm ready at any time." Arkan smiled at me, his face getting closer and even our noses touched. I could hear the sound of my own heartbeat, so loud. There's no rejection in me, I don't know why I'm silent.

"Mamiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~" Junior's voice behind the door made me realize. I pushed the face of Arkan who would kiss me away, before I opened the door I could hear that Arkan muttered "Damn it, what I've done."

I found Junior's friend sitting on the sofa, the little boy was so polite. When he saw me he immediately greeted me.

"Ina, huh?" I and the girl nodded. Aunt Ahn said, Ina's been here from ten in the afternoon. I was shocked, because he said Ina's parents didn't call at all. As we were approaching dinner, we had to drive him out at night. Fortunately, Ina memorized her home address.

Arkan and I drove Ina home, the house looked so quiet. Even the garden lights are not left on, a house this big is minimal lighting.

I knocked on the door and the one who opened was a middle-aged man, he was Ina's grandfather. The address Ina gave her was not the address of her parents. He invited us to stop by first, Ina's grandfather told her about Ina's father and mother who were on the verge of divorce. He said a household rift would only make a child a victim. It is the child who will be much more hurt when he knows that his father and mother are not together. They will revolt when they are teenagers.

"Kelak~ grandfather pray that your household will always be fine. It's obvious that you both love each other" she said, making me and Arkan just smile wryly.

On the way home, there was no sound but a horn. I pondered what Grandpa said, Junior never knew Arkan was his father. Is it likely to be bad when he grows up?.

"No need to think about it, Miss is going to marry Ipra. Lucky Junior is still a child so he will consider Ipra as his father until he grows up" Arkan said while turning the steering wheel to the left.

"Yes, it might be like that. But, I don't want to hide anything from Junior. I think Junior deserves to know that you're his father."

"Miss, I'm already very happy to be close to Junior. I don't want to interfere with the girl's life later, if Junior finds out then it's Ipra who will feel hurt."

"That's been Ipra's risk" I replied, turning my eyes to the streets.

"Before the wedding, I'll tell Junior that you're his father." Arkan nodded without commenting.

"Miss?"

"Hm?"

It took a few minutes for Arkan to ask, "Will Miss really marry Ipra?"

"If you're not willing, why not try to undo it?" I asked Arkan to be surprised.

"How can I behave like that, I have no right to it."

I raised an eyebrow when he said so. I took a breath and changed the subject. "Don't you forget my birthday?"

Arkan speechless.

"It's so bad, I thought you'd choose me over Lucy." suddenly my face became sour when I said my assistant's name.

"Sorry."

"If last night you hadn't gone on a date with Lucy, I don't think that proposal would have happened."

"Miss is wrong, the application will still happen. The presence or absence of me, has no effect on the incident."

My forehead shriveled, I looked at Arkan who was unbending his seatbelt. "So you knew in advance that Ipra would propose to me?"

"Hm~"

"Is that what made you change yesterday? you said you'd persuade me to refer, but what in fact? you're not fighting for it at all." Suddenly my voice went up.

"I think the lady is too heartfelt, right now I just want to work not want anything."

"STOP HURTING YOURSELF!" I snapped at him, I snapped at Arkan. He looked surprised.

"I know you're lying to yourself, now I know the reason for everything. You made Lucy into an impingement because you knew Ipra would marry me. You need to know I accepted Ipra because I thought of your date with Lucy, because of you I accepted Ipra. If you were at my birthday party, I'd make sure the proposal never happened." I told Arkan. My heart was beating fast enough, my body suddenly turned cold. My eyes were staring at Arkan.

"The proposal could not have happened even if I wasn't there. You can reject it right, isn't resisting easy for you? Is it because there are so many people? or because you fucked up with Ipra? ah~ or maybe because you love Ipra then I accept it?. I'm telling you, stop making emotional decisions. I don't want you to regret it a second time." Arkan took a breath and continued his words.

"I still love you so much, I just want to know if maybe you also love me by way of what answer you gave to Ipra~. And it turns out you accepted it. I know you put a little flavor to Ipra but your heart still holds me. Now that you're getting married to Ipra, I don't think I can fight like this." Arkan pulled my hand and looked at me deeply. I clenched my lips to hold back tears. "As I said before, I will always be by your side even as someone else." For the gem of the time I saw Arkan crying with a smile, and it broke my heart. In the end my tears fell as well, Arkan cupped my face and rubbed every tear drop that fell on my cheek.

"Stop crying, and look at me." Arkan's hand touched my chin and made me look up at him.

"Happy birthday" she said with an unusually beautiful smile. My cry grew, I could not control the emotions of my soul at this moment. Why should I be this reckless, I really am the dumbest woman on earth. I realize I still love Arkan, even love him so much. But why should I accept Ipra out of pity.

"What should I do~" I tugged at my hair. "I'm stupid~" Arkan pulled both my hands and hugged me. He calmed me down and said,

"Follow what your heart says."

TBC........

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