UNDESIRABLE

Chapters 10

It rained quite a lot today. I put a jacket on Junior, the weather outside was cold and even stabbed into the house.

I grabbed an umbrella and revealed it, holding Junior in my left hand. The distance to the garage is quite far from home, when I get to Arkan laughing he said "Why did the lady bother to come here, Mr. Yu and I can pick up the lady at the door."

"I don't like to wait." when I open the car door and put Junior in first. Before I entered the door, I stared at Arkan for a moment.

"Can you fold my umbrella?" I ask, just now Arkan will answer I immediately thrust the umbrella and then get into the car and close the door a little emotional.

In the car I accompanied Junior to learn to memorize the names of animals and colors. I had to bring Junior to work because the house was still not safe, I could not keep Junior to my father considering he had to enjoy his old age.

Dad no longer open a photo studio, this time he planted a garden in the back of his house. When I offered him a new home, he refused. He said he did not want to leave the house that filled so many memories. I agree with my father's words, the house does have abundant memories.

Memories of me and Arkan's wedding photos, when we had our first night. And, memories of being with my mom. The house was too beautiful to leave. I stared at Arkan from the rearview mirror, his stern face reminding me of when he was wearing his blue army uniform. His eyes are sharp squeaking, then his speech that makes people hurt. I miss the hard times of loving Arkan.

I had a hard time adapting to Arkan's lavish environment, cursed by my mother, dumped by my own husband. At that time I really became a pathetic woman and probably until now.

I shouldn't have any regrets about parting ways with Arkan. My decision was the best decision considering Arkan killed my mother, but the more I kept blaming Arkan the worse I got. Why should it be as difficult as this~

"Miss, I know I'm handsome. Miss doesn't have to look at me like that." said Arkan, making all my thoughts go away, she suddenly turned out to be a bitch like this.

Is he playing me again?.

When we got to the photo shoot, everyone stared at me with their eyes wide. Suddenly, I immediately turned to the right and left also back to find Arkan carrying Junior. My heart moved back and forth irregularly, Arkan was so handsome, he was so sexy when he was holding Junior. It is only fitting that the people here stare in amazement.

As I sat down at the dresser, uncle scolded me. "Don't I tell you not to take the boy to work? I warned you during a photo shoot on the beach. People must not know that you already have Geyaaa's child!~." muttered uncle slowly.

"I can't leave Junior alone at home, even though there's aunt Ahn but the house isn't safe" I replied trying to make uncle understand. However, I don't know where uncle's brain is he's completely heartless, "you can leave him in daycare."

"I don't want to." I said press and it was frustrating.

When I did a photo shoot with Junior on the beach, my uncle was angry because I was too lazy to bring Junior. All people know is that I am a single woman who has never been married and has not had a child. That's to keep my performance as a model. Julian's company tricked me they said the rules after I signed the contract. Because at that time I really needed income inevitably to follow what Julian wanted.

"Woah~ whose son this is funny. Is he also taking photos?" ask one of the crew.

"Ah~ he is the son of his personal bodyguard Geya." cursed uncle made me turn my back even the mascara tool that was being used pierced my eyes. I could also hear Lucy's coughing, and she seemed as surprised as I was.

My eyes hurt and tears came out. Damn, it's because of uncle.

My eyes became a little swollen because I didn't stop rubbing them. Even when you shot my eyes were still swollen, I had no idea the result would be good or maybe bad. Bodo time is with that, anyway this is uncle's fault.

I'm looking for Arkan's whereabouts, the staff said he was resting in my makeup room. And right, he was sleeping together with Junior who was overstimulating his body. I woke Arkan up very slowly, he opened his eyes with a single touch on his shoulder. I told him I was done, Arkan nodded then he moved Junior to the empty sofa next to him after which he rested his head on my shoulder. It felt like my body was crushed when our bodies touched each other. "What is~~"

"Ssttt~ I'm sleepy. Let it be like this for a while, hm?" Arkan said like a slob, he went back to sleep after saying that.

I kept silent in an uncomfortable position once, "Ge~ ap...pa~ i..pa.." my forehead linked into one trying to understand Arkan's words. However, I don't understand what he's saying. Suddenly the sound of Junior crying made me surprised, even Arkan immediately woke up and swiftly he held Junior and patted the boy's butt. It didn't take long, Junior's gone back to sleep.

We went home when the time showed 6-night set. Aunt Ahn has gone home, she has also prepared dinner for me and Junior. Because I was afraid to be alone in this big house, with a great sense of prestige I asked Arkan to stay the night. I thought he would turn it down but Arkan immediately said yes without a second thought.

I told Junior to eat his own food and he complied.

"No, I'm still not good at educating Junior. Aunt Ahn and dad raised Junior to be this smart." I obviously ate the food.

"Is Junior so crybaby as a baby?"

"All babies are whiny no one is not."

"May I know what cravings are there during pregnancy?" arkan's question surprised me.

"I once craved that Junior would not look like you. But look, he looks so much like you. Her eyes, her hair color, Junior's been like a clone of you."

"I'm happy because that means Junior's right my son."

I turn my back, "Do you think that I do it with a lot of men? so if Junior doesn't look like you, you'd think that Junior isn't your son?"

"Hm, maybe" he replied casually.

Suddenly my appetite was gone, "Sucks." I grumbled to drink water.

When I finished dinner, I accompanied Junior to sleep. We occupy the first floor because I'm afraid the terror will appear again.

As I was about to wash my face I found Arkan already asleep on the sofa. I put him in a blanket, his hair fell on his face covering his eyes. Without having my hands move on their own, I swept the hair up but it woke Arkan up. We looked at it for a while. "Has something going on, miss?" his question made me immediately take my eyes off.

"No, there's nothing."

"Why did you wake up?"

"I haven't slept yet, rather I can't sleep" I said as I touched the neck of my sore neck.

"You want to sleep with me?" I was silent because I didn't think through with every word Arkan said.

"The new lady will be able to sleep if she is tired, want to exercise a little? I don't mind if I have to do this couch." Arkan patted the sofa. He was really teasing me.

I wanted to punch him in the face that perverted, but I undo my intention because I did not want to damage the face of Arkan handsome.

"As for you, I just want to give you a blanket." I said waltzing away, as I was about to enter the bathroom "Don't let the gym lady alone in the bathroom ya~" this time I was really upset with his mouth. I grabbed a bottle of shampoo and threw it and made him scream. There were footsteps approaching the bathroom, and when I saw his body I went into the toilet and tried to close the door. "Ish Arkan there goiii~" I said, continuing to push the door but the strength of Arkan's body was much greater as a result of the door managed to open again.

"See what you've done to me?" he said, I laughed when I saw the contents of the shampoo scattered on his ashes.

I laughed so hard and it seemed to make Arkan anxious. He pinched both of my cheeks and said, "Clean, this is because you got the shampoo everywhere."

"Apasih~ if you say you don't make me sprained, I'm sure I won't throw the shampoo bottle. I went~" once again I pushed Arkan's body out of the bathroom. Arkan is no stop for nosy, he pulls my hand so your chest collides and Arkan hugs me. As I rebelled, Arkan strengthened his embrace. "Diem." he muttered so gently.

For a while we kept quiet with this situation, until the door of the guest room opened and showed Junior was staring at the two of us who were hugging...

TBC.......