UNDESIRABLE

Chapter 19's

All the camera glare was on me, flash after glint kept poking me in the eye. I was mentored by Arkan as well as my uncle who worked as my manager.

This was the first time I answered the questions of the reporters, it was one or two words that I was allowed to mention.

"Are you okay?"

"What about your marriage?"

"Has the kidnapper been caught?"

I smiled and swallowed. "Please pray for the best of me."

The question posed by the reporters just revolves around that.

"Why is the company so negligent in securing its models?"

"The kidnapper has been caught and we will tighten the security of every model" replied the uncle embracing me and inviting me to step inside the car.

They were really jostling once, "You look just fine compared to what I thought."

I immediately turned to the person who said that word. I looked at him with a sharp gaze, how could he say such a sentence. I know so well about my situation.

"Are you a fortune teller?" I asked to make things a little quiet. The woman was flirting when I looked angry.

"Work properly, don't conclude with just one look. Stop making deceptive titles, it harms me. You don't know how bad I am just because of the exaggerated reports you gave me to spread." I looked closely and he was getting misbehaved. Everyone was more and more interested in making my report.

I smiled wider. Just about to continue my sentence, uncle already pulled me into the car.

"I'm sick of working like this all the time." I grumbled along the way. My mood is really bad. I've asked Julian for leave, and he's only given me five days not to work.

When I got home, I saw Junior playing the blocks alone. I walked over and I hugged her little body, Junior was angry because he said I was disturbing him playing.

"Have you eaten?" I was messing with her hair.

"Bel~lum." she replied cutely.

"Do you want to buy food outside?"

"Juniol wants to play first." protest.

I smiled at Arkan.

"Hah~ alright. Let's finish the blocks after that we'll take a walk out, okay?"

"He'em." Arkan persuaded him.

We put the blocks together. I am not good at playing like this because it needs high concentration to compose well. Junior scolded his papi several times, because Arkan mismanaged.

I looked at the two carefully, a very beautiful sight. I looked at Arkan, the closer Arkan and Junior got to him the more I wanted to go back to him. Ipra's? I'm still thinking about how I really feel about Ipra. What I felt was only momentary or perhaps earnest to him.

Arkan woke me up from the daydream, he told me that my phone was constantly vibrating. I reached for my bag and found Dinar sending me a message, he invited me to dinner for his birthday. And he said he wanted to have a conversation with me. I'm investigating and we'll meet later tonight.

It was just three o'clock in the afternoon today, I went to safety leaving Junior and Arkan. I called Ipra and he picked it up.

"You're on duty?" my question while pacing on the grass.

"Yes, what's up Geya?"

"Anu~ I just wanted to ask. Are you disappointed in me?"

"Loved? disappointed about what?"

"Wedding...."

"It was an accident, I'm not disappointed at all. We can plan again from the beginning."

I bit my lips to hear her words.

"You still want to continue the marriage, don't you, Geya?"

I couldn't answer, quibbled at Junior calling me so our call had to be cut off.

I looked at the empty land. I feel so confused. I can't choose. Suddenly Arkan was behind me with his arms around my stomach. "Anyone thinks about it?".

I shook my head and took Arkan's hand off. "Is the game over?"

Arkan's face turned sullen. "Junior got angry with me, and he kicked me because he said I didn't help. How could he talk so rich." I chuckled.

"Junior bluntly that's exactly who tried it? you're exactly, the papi."

Suddenly my chest collided with Arkan's chest. He took a peek at my face while slipping his hair behind my ears. "Try you call me papi too" he said made me misbehave.

"Apasi~ rich kids only."

"Come dong mami Geya~."

I laughed when Arkan called me that. "Geli tau~" I cried.

I shook my head, "Can't."

Arkan took a breath and kissed my forehead. "His lips will be." he said with a smile.

"Yuk walk."

"I can't, I have an appointment with Dinar. I'm sorry." I'm sorry I couldn't play with them.

Only Arkan and Junior went to play.

I was getting ready to leave and I was surprised when Ergy was in the car. He said he was given a job by Arkan to take care of me.

"Arkan really ya~" murmured me.

Ergy was standing by my side when me and Dinar were eating. People were looking at me somehow amazed somehow annoyed, which must have been Dinar himself shocked when he found out I was in a guard like this.

At the core of the story, Dinar asked me to move Ergy to a place far enough away because she wanted to tell a story. I told Ergy to wait at the door of the restaurant and she complied.

"Did Vino do violence again?" askau.

Dinar smiled, "No, maybe worse."

I cringe not understanding.

"I'm really confused, how could he hide this from me. Geya, I'm Vino's mistress." There's water running down Dinar's cheek.

I was shocked when I heard it, I just couldn't believe it much less Dinar.

"I don't know why it's this smooth she's hiding it."

"Where do you know if you're a second wife?"

"The woman took her son to my house and said that she was Vino's first wife. At first I couldn't believe it, until Vino finally told me that I was a woman of impingement when he had a fight with his wife. I was so mad at him that Vino hit me again when I yelled at him." The dinar was crying hard enough to make people look at our dining chair.

I moved the chair to sit closer to her. I hugged Dinar's body so that he calmed down a little and took off. "I asked him which woman he loved more, and Vino said he loved his two wives as well. However, I feel this is not fair at all. I've been lied to by him, Geya." Dinar said while taking a breath.

Suddenly it feels like I was slapped by Dinar's explanation, have I been unfair to Ipra or maybe to Arkan?.

I accompany Dinar until he feels better. She is the most powerful woman I have ever known, Dinar takes care of her husband's first wife's child like her own. The key is an ikhlassan. Dinar accepted everything and his current position. He still loves Vino like he did when he first met, although I think Vino is too toxic for a Dinar who is a good-hearted tomboy.

When I got home I found a messy house. Sofa cushions scattered on the floor, snacks that became crumbs made my footwear uncomfortable. I opened the door to Junior's room with no one. Suddenly I could hear a splash of water coming from the bathroom. My heart skipped a beat for fear that the terror would bother me again. I grabbed a broom and I stuck my ear on the door, I could hear the voice of conversation but it was not clear.

I took a breath and opened the door and found Junior and Arkan soaking in a hole. I was surprised to see Arkan naked, as well as him while Junior invited me to join.

"Iya~ let's take a bath of three." Arkan.

"You crazy?!" I closed the door and cleaned downstairs accompanied by the thumbs coming out of my mouth.

I scolded Arkan and Junior.

"Mami told you to Junior, if you're done playing it's done again. And also why could the food be scattered like this?!"

Junior frowned back glaring at me. "It's not Juniol's fault! Young papi belantakin food mami~!" Junior doesn't want to be blamed while Arkan is a scorn.

"You are the same! father and father are both naughty!." I said annoyed.

After my clean house went to Junior's room, he was sitting on the bed. Waiting for me.

"Why not sleep?" ask me while sitting in bed. Suddenly Junior hugged me and muttered, "Sorry Juniol mami, Juniol has been naughty. Juniol, young papi likes to play together." I smiled and understood what my son was saying.

"Junior likes playing with papi?"

"Yes mami, young papi says papi will love Juniol's sister. Juniol wants my mom's sister." I'm full of frustration with Arkan today.

"Junior will be a child, later mami love sister if Junior is already big huh."

"Ga wants! Junior wants a sister now mami!"

"Yaudah later mami make first yes, mami must buy first the ingredients. Tomorrow we're gonna make some bars, okay?"

"Okey mommy! her sister should be beautiful!" I laughed when Junior was so excited.

When Junior fell asleep I went to see Arkan.

"You're telling Junior you want to give brother!"

"Either wrong? engga. Yuk yuk, Junior is the perfect experiment. This time we don't have to try again. It must be perfect." Arkan smiled flirtatiously at me and at that very moment I hit him in the face with a pillow.

"Basic bawdy!."

Tbc....