UNDESIRABLE

Chapter 2's

"No uncle, please don't accept the man to be my personal bodyguard. He wouldn't take care of me but he might hurt me." I said expectantly that uncle wouldn't hire Arkan.

"Here you go, he's the best to take care of you for now. You just need to be professional, no need to bring massalu into the job. It's also for your safety, you're the best asset in the company. Just smile and keep the money flowing." I don't think about what my uncle said.

"Bring her to change clothes, fix her to keep looking so beautiful. Soon there will be a photo shoot." he ordered Lucy.

Lucy dragged me into the room and pulled my face. During the shoot I was dead in style because my mind was working on thinking about Arkan. When did he get out of prison? How could he propose to be a bodyguard when he was already rich.

"Hey! Focus, the look on your face is ugly. Sexier a little, otherwise I wouldn't have paid you." scolded the photographer, as I realized it and focused on the shoot. After this, uncle will grumble again.

One..two..three.four.

"Great keyboard!" his screams ended the shoot.

My body is sore, today I have to change clothes three times. Plus change the hairstyle so long. I went into the break room, ate some snacks given by the crew.

Just feeling so good, I've heard news about the schedule that will be crowded lately.

I did a rehearsal as a host at the prestigious awards event accompanied by Taylor and June who will kill Taylor when Taylor is in the category candidate.

I felt like my body was going to crumble, I went straight into the car after it was done. I feel so lucky to have a private driver. For 4 years I handled everything alone. It didn't take long I think I was unconscious.

I stretched my body, it was so tender and I just realized that I was in bed. I shuffled from the bed and opened the curtain that was greeted by the warm sunlight. Who moved me to the room?.

I went out of the room, down the stairs while massaging my shoulders.

"Is Junior awake?" I sit in the dining chair and gulp some water.

"Junior was playing in the garden." I nodded and ate the food that Aunt Ahn had prepared.

I brought food to feed Junior. I slide the glass door while slightly shouting, "Junior baby~ let's have breakfast~" call me to step foot into the grass.

Junior's voice sounded like he was chatting with someone. I approached the voice and found Junior talking to Arkan. I immediately held Junior.

"What are you doing here? Why do you know my house? AND WHAT DID YOU DO TO JUNIOR?!" I screamed so loud. I hugged Junior so tightly.

Arkan was silent, and I could feel Junior's heart beating so fast. "Junior, mommy wants you to come in. Don't come out until you let me." I muttered and Junior nodded with very red ears. When I took it down, Junior ran straight into the house.

"Let me ask you one more time, what are you doing here?" ask me so firmly.

Arkan was still silent looking at me, I could see his eyes were slightly watering. Then slowly Arkan stepped closer. "You just have to answer, stop coming." and Arkan stopped his steps immediately.

I could hear him swallow. "Your manager said I should start escorting you" he said. But I was really angry this morning.

"What do you really want? Do you know how hard it is to leave you? Why do you so easily appear before me like this. Please let my life be peaceful, I really don't want to be thrown again into that terrible mass. Please stay away from me, let me live my life with Junior. I don't need you anymore." I cried, I shouted, I really don't want to deal with Arkan anymore.

"What's my Junior?" his tanyanya makes me silent. Suddenly my tongue was muddled, I pecked for a while.

"He's my son. Not your son, now please go. I want to rest."

"I promised the manager to always take care of you. And that was his order to me, I won't bother you anymore. You can live your new life, I won't interfere" he said, then walked away.

I went into the house and daydreamed that I had gone too far with Arkan. I felt sorry for yelling and saying something I wasn't wearing. But I also felt that my actions were right. Then I was so scared that if Arkan took Junior from me, I was afraid that he would take away my loved ones again.

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I told Junior to go to the car first because Mr. Yu was already in the car. I took some clothes and I put them in the trunk. When I opened the door next to the driver, I got Arkan sitting there. He wears a bodyguard outfit especially with Ht Walkie Talkie earphone accessories attached to his ears.

I took a few breaths and got in the car. It's the first time I've sat in a car with Junior. Junior asked a lot about his storybook. He said there were some that were not understood, then I helped him so that the story was easy to digest.

It was so noticeable on Junior's face that he was so happy that I helped him. At once I realized that I was not a good mother to her. I was too busy working to leave him like this. After that Junior so many questions about the stories that do not understand because the story book only contains pictures. He is only 3 years old, and Junior has started to be able to compose words even better.

I kissed his head and said, "play well, don't fight." I muttered.

Junior smiled and nodded with such vigor and then ran into the park joining his friends.

I was surprised to find Arkan behind me. "I think it's too much, you can take care of me by watching the car across the street." I'm raving, really upset.

"I was just trying to be on guard" he said with such a formal vocabulary.

I try not to care. I waited for the pedestrian lights to light up but suddenly someone pushed me until I almost fell on the street and was probably the most beautiful if Arkan did not pull my hand. It happened so fast, I didn't realize that Arkan was on deck.

"Are you okay, miss?" tanya but not looking at me, she asked with a straight look.

"Yes, thank you." I said pushing her body away. After the pedestrian lights were on, I immediately walked into the car.

I put up the seatbelt and closed my eyes. I think I withered just a moment ago. "You need to drink to get a little better." I opened my eyes, then grabbed the mineral bottle that Arkan had given me. Then the car drove.

I spent the water in the bottle. Every now and then steal a padangan to see Arkan in the front rearview mirror. He kept looking straight. Blank.

Just then when I was held captive by him, I could feel Arkan's heartbeat being so tight. Is he perhaps afraid ? afraid I'm hurt?.

TBC......