UNDESIRABLE

XVI

Arkan tried to get closer but I was scared when he approached me. I don't believe in any of this.

She didn't kill herself but was shot dead by Arkan. Arkan touched my shoulder but I quickly brushed it off. I'm so scared of him right now.

"I can explain everything, Geya. It's not the same as what you think."

"WHAT? NOT LIKE WHAT? YOU KILLED MY MOTHER. YOU KILLED MY MOTHER. YOU MURDERER!" I was beating him so fast. I cried so hard, and when Arkan was about to hug me I pushed him right away until his body hit the desk.

"PLEASE DON'T COME ANY CLOSER! I'M SCARED!." I don't even want to see his face right now. I ran out of the room crying, not forgetting I was carrying this book I found. I didn't hear Arkan yelling at my name, like he wanted me to go.

When I got home I cried. I hugged my father very tightly. I can't accept this fact, it never occurred to me that Arkan killed my mother. It hurts so much, my chest hurts so much to know this.

Dad asked me what really happened. But I can't tell dad. I don't want you to feel the same pain as me.

I went into the room and cried again this time while looking at a picture of my mother. I removed the photo from the book and threw the book in any direction.

"Mother~" lirihku.

For three days I was still crying and sometimes even screaming made my dad bang on the door every night. I couldn't contain it all, the husband I loved had already snatched away the most precious thing from me. Suddenly I was in my head, I clearly remembered that he had said the same words as me. So apparently Ipra already knew this.

There he knocked on the door saying that Dinar had come to visit. I told him to come in, and Dinar hugged me very tightly. He visited because he said he heard the news that the company was bustling with Arkan problems. With that Dinar visiting me, he also asked me what happened. But I didn't say anything to her, I don't think I should have told anyone this unless they knew.

Dinar accompanied me until I finally wanted to get out of the room and have dinner. After Dinar came home, I rushed to take a shower. I didn't know if Dad would change my bed sheets. As a result he found a photo of the mother that I had torn from a shabby book. He was crying when I entered the room, he looked at me and asked me where I got the picture. And in the end I told my father everything, he was silent but his tears were still flowing. At this inopportune time, Arkan comes home. Dad hit him in the face and kicked him out, he said the same words as I did in the study.

"KILLERS!" He said pushing Arkan. And I just realized that that word would make Arkan so hurt.

I pulled out my hand begging me not to hit Arkan again. I was crying, dad was crying and so was Arkan. He cried while kneeling in front of my father, his hands holding his legs.

Arkan kept saying sorry, but there was no reply from my mouth and father's mouth. He pulled the hands of Arkan who was holding his feet. "Go home~ that you are doing now will not bear any results" he said entering the house.

I was anxious to hug Arkan at this moment, but the pain in my chest made me undo my intentions. Arkan looked up, our eyes meeting each other. "Are there no more sorry doors for me?" the tananya is so beautiful.

"Go home." In the end I couldn't even give an answer to Arkan.

I entered the house with heavy steps. Outside there was a rumbling sign of the coming rain. And when I closed all the curtains of the house, it rained. Arkan did not move at all, he remained silent there until the sun rose again. Arkan was still on his knees muttering apologetically.

I looked at my father but he was as confused as I was.

"To know the next process you can present the trial. Take him." he ordered, they all took Arkan and left.

It's obvious that my father and I didn't report Arkan. Then who?.

Mom and dad-in-law came home. I've been expecting it if they've learned of the murder Arkan committed. Papa deliberately proposed to me for Arkan because he felt guilty that Arkan had shot my mother. That's why this marriage happened, father was very angry because he felt in play. But how else, it all happened. And I told Besan that no matter how angry and hateful you are, you still can't hate Arkan. Dad took everything.

I visited Arkan with his lawyer. This time he was wearing an inmate uniform, in uniform but with different meanings. His face was pale, his hair was a bit messy as well.

"I brought food for you." I gave you food. And Arkan ate it, he told his lawyer to come out for a while Arkan said he wanted to talk to me alone.

But ten minutes into the walk, not a single word came out of his mouth. Until I catch my breath, "I love you" she said, making me stare directly at Arkan. He returned to eating. This meeting was really strange, I never thought that I would meet Arkan in prison.

I walked down the aisle looking at my phone, there was news that Julian's Make Up business was booming.

"What a coincidence, can we talk?" I immediately turned to the source of the voice, it was Alifa's voice.

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The first day of the trial, I did not go inside for fear of crying again. Plus I really can't see Arkan's face. I really can't think well, I've made a unanimous decision.

Only father, father and mother-in-law. Dad said it was his first time sitting in the victim's chair.

When I got home, I wanted to tell me something about the trial. But I cut it off by saying "I'm going to get a divorce with Arkan."

Extra :

Alifa took me near the car park, I don't know what she wants to say to me. But I knew after this my feelings would definitely get worse, and sure enough after hearing Alifa's words it felt like my heart was falling into my stomach.

"I'm pregnant. And this is Arkan's doing."

TBC......