UNDESIRABLE

XVII

'I never did***** with Kai after we got married. Moreover, only I fell in love with Kai. Kai has never loved me at all, and Kai is currently taking care of the divorce process with me. I'm really sorry I left Arkan, I was stupid to just throw it away. Please let us be together, Geya. I don't want my son to be born without a father accompanying me later.'

I massaged my temple head, it felt like my head would break soon. My eyes feel sore because they shed tears too often.

Why the trouble came simultaneously, I just got a nuclear bomb that broke my heart. Now a grenade is ready to explode again. What should I do now, where should I go.

It was like a dream when I learned in detail about the mother incident. Arkan, what your papa did was really driving me crazy. I sat down and looked at my mother's picture, this is a picture I've never seen before. The Arkan family is very good at hiding things to the point that the photos and news contained in the shabby book never stick out on television.

I turned towards the door when a rattling sound rang out. Ipra, he's standing there smiling at me. I replied with a bitter smile. I don't know where Ipra knew my father's home address, but I'm really grateful that at least someone could accompany me while I was like this.

Ipra knew about the Arkan incident that shot my mother. He also told me that it was unintentional, but quickly I did not want to hear it. Whatever the reason, I don't want to accept it. I've been hurt too far now. Ipra accompanied me until the afternoon and I haven't come home yet. He said he wanted to meet his father and mother-in-law. But not home yet either.

"You know, I think what Arkan's dad did was wrong. It would have been better if Arkan and I had never met even to love each other like this, it would have hurt so much to know the truth if Arkan had killed my mother. If Arkan wasn't my husband and I didn't love him, the pain wouldn't be so much. I'd hate Arkan so easily, but right now I'm really confused because I love Arkan." I was crying, crying so hard. I vented everything through crying, slowly Ipra grabbed my body and tried to calm me down.

"Get it out, you can cry. I'm here to accompany you." he muttered as he patted my shoulder. And my tears are breaking.

ooooo

Then there are people in dark blue uniforms here a lot. They play, smoke in hidden places and do other smuggling.

I enjoyed the sun that was about to set. "Geya, I miss you." I muttered as I closed my eyes. Suddenly someone touched my thigh. He's my cellmate, the only one.

"Gue often really see you enjoy the sun going down, is it not hot?" ask him while lighting a cigarette.

"Like it." I'm short. Honestly, right now I really just want to enjoy the sun. Usually every hot day has been a few days with heat. I think my life is strange.

Usually I'm the hardened people, now I'm the jerked. Finally I felt the feelings of the people who had been in the room and I interrogated. It turned out that it was not very good to be forced, and yelled at. Especially if forced to do ngaku.

Suddenly, I immediately thought again about Geya who already knew about the incident in Amsterdam. Geya must have been shocked, and probably hated me. When I open packages that are stacked, I never thought if the package contained the same shabby book with a shabby book in the work office. There it is told that the middle-aged woman I did not intentionally shoot was the mother of Geya.

I didn't believe it because what I saw in Geya's room, her mother's face had no burns. And in the book also in the story, how the face of Geya's mother burned. Until I panicked, I burned all the books in the back of the house. Fortunately when my Geya nyamperin, I burned all the books. I'm afraid I've finally lost Geya, I love her and I love her. I never want to think about Geya leaving me because I know that I shot her mother, and papa takes care of everything. Until finally what came out of the news was the discovery of a suicide corpse in the ravine, not a corpse that was killed by being shot.

But now my fear is really happening. I don't want one shabby book left in the office. True the saying goes, As clever as the carcass is covered, the smell remains smelled too.

And until now, I don't know who sent the package to me.

My body gasped in shock, when an officer woke me from a daydream. The officer said, "Your wife came with your lawyer." I immediately stood up and walked over quickly to meet Geya. I know it's a little special to me, maybe it's from papa too. If Geya visits, the officers let me meet her at any hour.

ooooo

I glanced at the watch showing the clock set 6 nights. Suddenly I did not want to delay this already established thought. I have to tell Arkan immediately.

"You brought food? I miss your cooking, which is." she said sitting before me with the look of a sumringah face. It hurt so much, the speech and the look on his face made my heart touched.

"Yes, I brought you something to eat." I handed her a blue lunchbox.

Arkan ate it so voraciously, it even choked. "Slow down." I said give him a drink.

He looks fine here, or maybe invisible. I can see there's a circle from his wrist. Arkan has been in prison for two weeks. And this time he asked me to come to the trial. I refused but Arkan begged.

"I'll figure it out." After hearing that sentence, Arkan looked so disappointed but he still forced himself to smile.

"I miss sleeping in your arms, it's so cold here. Moreover, I sleep on the toilet deck, the smell is for mercy. I also miss being washed by the water if I want to take a shower, continue to be in the same way as you. If I had an hour to spoil you, I wouldn't have wasted that time."

'I miss you too. And maybe the food you eat will be the last meal I make for you.' My screams in my heart. My eyes glazed over Arkan's story, as well as his. Arkan had been crying from the beginning. But I quickly raised my head so as not to cry. "Sorry." he muttered.

"I'm sorry I let you down and hurt. Sorry, sorry~" was eventually held up however my tears fell as well. I'm totally powerless with Arkan's apology.

I cried and Arkan grabbed my body. And I can breathe the smell of cigarettes out of his shirt.

He never stopped saying sorry to me. I hugged Arkan's body, I missed him, I missed Arkan a lot. However, my heartache is greater for now.

"Let's get everything done."

TBC.......

Note :

The symbol of 'ooOoo' is a change of Pov or point of view yes. It's easier to understand that the word 'Gue' means it's Arkan's point of view. If that 'Me' is Geya's point of view.

Just a recommendation from me, try to read this Chapter while horrifying Davichi - Sunset Ost Crash Landing On You. If I say very much, tick it until the cry wkwkwk~.

If I make the story sometimes until talking to myself during the conversation, the photo is as if the main character I hihi, ever also reprimanded brother. He said crazy, wkwk.

So~ enjoy always the story yes Love 😊😊.

See you guys~