UNDESIRABLE

Chapter 8's

I parked the car in the house.

"Something bro~ the Ipra is still stuck with Geya?" ask Lix.

I opened the suit and shirt and took the shirt out of the trunk. "Ipra wants to bed Geya" I muttered shut the trunk and threw the car keys at Lix.

"Seriously? so now you want to be rich?"

"That's their business." My mood turned bad. A few days ago I felt like I was getting back a life, but today it's all gone again.

Stupid, I shouldn't have to chase Geya back. He certainly no longer loves me. I stepped foot when I climbed the stairs, what is the purpose of my next life. Geya must have received Ipra, not looking uncomfortable at all from her face when Ipra clung to Geya.

I dropped my body on the bed, I missed sleeping on Geya. I reached into my pants pocket and took out a photo from my wallet.

"How can I forget a woman as beautiful as you."

I looked at a picture of Geya while pregnant, I never stroked her stomach. I also never knew what Geya was craving when Junior wanted to. I never knew the hours when Junior kicked his mother's stomach, never knew what it was like to be scolded by pregnant women. And, I never knew what Junior's baby cries were like.

"I'm so pathetic." I muttered curled up while hugging the photo.

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I don't know how long I've been asleep, which must be dark out there. I went downstairs after cleaning up, found my mom and dad getting ready for dinner. After parting ways with Geya, I no longer live in my house. There are too many memories of me being with Geya. Sooner or later I have to forget it.

"You still work as a bodyguard?" ask mama.

I'm nodding.

"You think this is too much Arkan, you're willing to stop being a soldier only for women who don't even support you when you're in trouble."

"I'm fired ma." I said justifying.

"Yes, after your dad asked the boss to fire you."

"Again, I should have been fired ma~. I can't keep working as a soldier by bribing."

From childhood I never wanted to follow in the footsteps of papa and brother who became a soldier. My ideals are a farm farmer in the village, I was too sick to live in the city when I was eight. My family was too hard, they demanded me to study and study. Until when I entered High School, my relationship was wrong when I fell in love. Ipra always reminded me that playing that night was not good even though we were men.

I smoked when I was 17 years old and you found out about it and hit me. It didn't stop when I was 19, I got a tattoo on my left arm. And of course it was also discovered by papa, I was tortured and not even fed all night. Papa was disappointed in me, he was so angry that his youngest son grew up to be a delinquent. Actually all the papa kids and mama are naughty, it's just that I'm the one who's gone too far. I think the mischief I made was very fun, skipping and not wanting to learn was not a problem for me because my family was rich. I could use the money to shut everyone up.

After that I was always supervised by him, because his affection was so felt. Inevitably I followed papa's wishes of becoming a soldier, papa gave me a covering lotion, as a result of which the tattoo was never seen. But my mischievous attitude and too bar-bar resulted in me often being reprimanded during the academy.

I lost my way until papa said he was going to marry me to someone. Papa coaxed me out loud and I wanted on one condition I wanted to stop being a soldier. Papa agreed to my wish, as time went on I was able to adapt well as a soldier when after getting married to Geya.

I wasn't interested in him at the time, just because he used to grumble on his own making me notice him. I realized that Geya was beautiful and her attitude was like the wind. He'll be nice if I'm nice to him, and vice versa. Until I found out, that Geya healed my heartache by growing a new love for her.

Geya is the only person who can awaken me to a life of gratitude. Geya's difficult life background embarrassed me, Geya never complained. While I complain a lot and use the rich life to have fun. I've always been slapped with Geya's simple attitudes.

Until finally, I fell again into a deep abyss of love and Geya still left me just like Alifa used to.

My phone vibrated to wake me from a long daydream. It was a call from Joe.

Arkan Pov End's.

"Where's Arkan?" I asked Mr. Yu.

"She said she'd be a little late."

I took a slow breath, it felt like I wasn't safe if there wasn't Arkan by my side. I tried to send him a message but Arkan didn't answer it at all. Even after we met at home for boxing practice, because my hand was broken Arkan only gave me material. Suddenly he became a martial arts teacher for me.

Julian said that after I became a model, there would definitely be a lot of bad people who would terrorize and it really happened.

Arkan taught me seriously, no joke came out of his mouth.

"If at any time I am not around, and the lady is being chased by a bad person. Miss needs to hit him like this, with a strong force." I nodded at him, and Arkan instantly averted his gaze. This was the fourth time he had avoided my gaze.

"Miss don't be afraid because of the little lady's body, the most important thing is that the lady uses the right technique so that the lady can defeat people who even though her body is twice that of the missus." he said then hit the samsak very hard and even surprised me. Like there was anger in that blow. Arkan didn't stop hitting his sams, he kept hitting. "Arkan." call me make him realize. His breathing was irregular, his previously sinister gaze slowly returned as usual.

"Are you okay?" many approached. Just as I was about to touch his shoulder, Arkan immediately brushed off my hand.

"Just think of yourself, don't think of anyone else." Arkan's answer surprised me. Why are you suddenly angry like that.

His attitude changed, Arkan is not like the Arkan I know. She turned cold to me, even Arkan was angry when I asked her to joke.

"What exactly happened to you? You ignored me and even got angry unclear. Did I make a mistake?" ask her. Arkan was speechless, he looked surprised when I asked him that.

"I've been thinking a lot lately" he replied, not looking me in the eye.

"Are you now disgusted to see me?" my speaking volume is increasing. There was no answer at all, the silence for a few moments that sounded was just the sound of ac.

"I'm just trying to get away from you."

TBC......

How, are you guys surprised by Arkan's life? it doesn't seem like wkwkkw.....