Titan
ENDED UP!
Dreaming is the only thing that makes me happy. Is it wrong to expect that dream to come true? In fact, I assume that this is too funny, and you are too good to be real in my life -- Tania.
*
While Titan who was now standing while relaxing leaned his back against the wall of the school corridor, waiting for Tania to pass through this place. Titan knew very well, surely Tania would pass this place on her way to her class.
And it's true.
Tania seemed to be approaching Titan, of course Titan immediately changed its position and approached Tania so swiftly. And, Titan makes Tania's move stop.
"What's wrong?" Ask Tania to Titan.
Titan smiled, "there's nothing."
"Continue?"
"I miss you."
"Learn from whom?" Ledek Tania, holding back a laugh, "you don't have the talent to be a ragtag." Tania's getting so attached to Titan.
Titan smiled, scratching his non-itchy nape, "i don't have the talent to be a ragtag. But I'm very, very talented if I have to be the guardian of your heart" said Titan.
"Dispose."
"Why?"
"You're like a professional poet, you know."
"Let's just say it." Titan said casually, while draping his hands together, and looked at Tania with a relaxed gaze.
Tania was weaving her lips slightly, "yeah. I'm going to class first." Tania intended to return to continue her footsteps.
But Titan immediately restrains Tania's hand, "eit. Hold on, dong."
"What's wrong?"
"Hm." Titan is like giving a pause.
"Hm why?"
"Today I want to spend the same time with you," explained Titan with a serious face.
Tania frowned, "Why?"
"I'm afraid we won't see each other again." Titan clasped Tania's hand tighter. Face seriously.
Tania did not understand what Titan meant. Tania looked at Titan's face in great detail, as if looking for answers from the serious-looking look of Titan's face.
"We still have plenty of time. I'll take a break at the library, yeah. You promised to help me." Tania said she diverted the conversation and Tania ignored Titan's words, which were like giving a signal about 'separation'.
"okay." Titan confirmed Tania's words.
"Judek. I'm going to class, yeah." Then Tania passed leaving a beautiful smile on her lips. A thin, yet meaningful smile that is layered.
"sorry. After this I will leave, "inner Titan, as she looks at Tania's passing back.
*
Some time has passed. Tania was already in the classroom. In a moment the break bell rang, Tania seemed busy cleaning up the books lying on her desk. Occasionally it flashed in her mind - about Titan's words, but Tania continued to brush aside the bad shadows. Tania must be able to eliminate bad thoughts that are not necessarily going to happen. Tania has to think positively, and believe that everything will be fine.
Suddenly the Queen approached Tania with a face attached quite panicked. Previously the Queen had permission to go out of class to go to the toilet.
"Tan, you know what?"
"What, anyway? Come immediately panic so."
"Rayn, Tan. The Rayn."
"Rayn why?"
"That's ... Em ... Si Rayn's ... Go to the hospital."
Tania was a little surprised and stopped her activities for a moment, "what?"
"Yes. Rayn's in the hospital." The queen repeated her words.
"Why, how can you?"
"Yes, it's quiet."
"So he was fine. You're making up stories, aren't you?"
"Oh my goodness, Tania, why am I making up stories? I'm not kelleus's author."
"Yes, but why did Rayn try to get to the hospital?" Tania returned to tidying up her books.
"Say, Rayn was fighting a Titan."
DEG! Tania was speechless when she heard the words the Queen said. Then, Tania turned her head (again) towards the Queen with a pretty serious face.
"Lo's kidding, huh?"
"Well, why joke, anyway?"
"Seriously?"
"Gue seriously, Tania. Rayn fought with Titan, he said. Rayn is now being taken to the hospital. And you know? Titan has been expelled from this school."
"What?!"
Tania was so shocked to hear the statement. Without further ado, Tania must soon encounter Titan, "where is Titan now?" Ask Tania.
"Titan again scolded Mr. Danny on the field. Maybe Mr. Danny's gonna punish Titan one last time, before the Titan finally quacks-"
Not yet had the Queen continue her sentence, Tania immediately ran out of class - she had to meet Titan in the field.
"Tan, where are you going?! I'm not done talking either." Shouted the Queen, but Tania did not budge at all.
*
"Gua couldn't have done Rayn. It's totally impossible. The cave only intends to nolongin him. You can't slander me like this, dong!" The sound came out very slowly from the mouth of Titan.
"Allah. A lot of ngeles lo! All this time you had a conflict right with Rayn?! And you have to take responsibility for your rotten hands! Rayn's in the hospital because of you!" Sent someone to Titan.
"Already! You don't have to argue!" Mr. Danny divorces the debate between Titan and Abdi-Rayn's classmates.
Titan sighed softly, putting on a face pleading with Mr. Danny, "I can't possibly hurt my own brother, sir. I can't possibly hurt Rayn. He's my little brother. Please trust me this time." Titan said with a face pleading seriously to Mr. Danny.
"The school will keep you out. I'm sorry." Mr. Danny doesn't seem to give any more tolerance to Titan.
"But ...." Titan tries to convince her again, but Mr. Danny is seen shaking his head - a sign that there is no more tolerance on the part of the school for Titan.
"So, father, I'm sorry. This is a school decision. I hope nothing bad happens to Rayn. We pray, may Rayn be okay." Seemed to put on a face like holding back disappointment, Mr. Danny passed away leaving Titan. Titan looked at Mr. Danny with a pleading gaze, but Mr. Danny had no power to give Titan tolerance. While Abdi, just smile evilly at Titan.
When Mr. Danny passed, all the school residents who had been watching, everyone accused Titan, now slowly began to resume their respective activities.
"Lo's totally outrageous, Di!" titan told Abdi. Titan's tone of voice sounded slow, yet filled with emphasis within.
Abdi smiled cunningly, "lo think the cave will be caged? Rayn has many stories about lo, and the cave as Rayn's theme, the cave supports Rayn to get out of this school," Abdi said with emphasis.
"Lo there's a grudge what's the same cave?" Titan's tone changed like a challenge.
"Why? Do you not accept?!"
"If you have a grudge against the cave. This is no way! Lo it's crazy! You fucked Rayn yourself, but you accused the cave! Where's your brain?!" Titan Sent. This time Titan's emotions peaked. His voice raised, making Abdi glare perfectly when he heard the sentence that was thrown from the mouth of Titan.
"Lo nantangin cave?!" Abdi is challenging Titan.
"Enough!" Tania came to be middle. At the same time, Titan and Abdi are found in Tania.
Tania began to approach the two, standing in the middle of Abdi and Titan. At times Tania turned her head towards Abdi and Titan - who were on the left and right sides of Tania.
"A. I hope you hold back your emotions. It has nothing to do with Titan and Rayn. Suppose they have a conflict outside of school, which I don't know. You can't, don't interfere with their problems?" Tania spoke to Abdi firmly.
Abdi smiled lightly, "lo can not understand, Tan, if I also like lo. That's why I want Titan out of this school. Because I'm jealous to see you're often the same way Titan. That's why Rayn and I are allied to remove Titan from this school." Abdi took it very seriously. One undeniable fact, that's why maybe Abdi is supporting Rayn to get Titan out of this school.
"And you can't understand either, Di. If love can't be imposed" Tania explained. The look on Abdi's face changed as if he had to accept everything even though it was bitter. Abdi lowered his face for a moment while sighing softly, seconds then turned his face in any direction, and in the end looked back at Tania.
"OKAY. Now the cave is gone. Although the cave can not stop to love you, but the cave will try to remove this unnatural feeling in the heart of the cave." Abdi said seriously, Tania just fell silent without answering Abdi's words. So Abdi decides to leave Titan and Tania.
After seeing Abdi's back passing by, Tania finally ventured to look towards Titan. Titan's face was attached seriously, looking into his eyes deeply.
"This is the first day you go to school after about a month you don't go to school, why do you make trouble like this, anyway?" Tania. Titan was still silent with his gaze fixed straight at Tania.
"You know? How many times have I talked to you, I have never asked for anything from you. But I just want you to stay with me. If you leave this school. Indirectly we will be very difficult to meet." Tania said again with a face that was plugged full of disappointment.
"I'm sorry."
Titan only uttered an apology, which did not satisfy Tania at all.
"I'm sorry? Make what? Even a million times you say an apology, it won't make it all back."
"I'm sorry, Tania. I really don't admit to mistakes. Rayn went to the hospital not because of me, but because....,"
"Enough, Titan." Tania decides on Titan's sentence, but Titan has not yet finished explaining all the actual events.
"Tania, please. You have to believe. There is not a brother in this world who is so strong as to injure his own brother." Titan is serious.
"Stop, Tan. I don't want to hear anything from you anymore. I also do not know any conflict between you and Rayn, or Abdi. I'm very disappointed in you. Today, you really let me down." Tania said as she held back tears. Then Tania rushed to leave Titan.
Titan lets Tania run. Titan was only able to stare at Tania with a straight gaze towards Tania that was increasingly passing from his sight. Making Titan's heart even more broken accept all these realities. Actually, there's something Tania doesn't know about Rayn-who turns out to be her step-sister Titan. Even if Tania knew about it, it was indeed very hard to believe. Although Rayn always behaved never able to accept reality, but Titan always tried to survive and accept this harsh reality. Two guys with different characters.
"Nothing is impossible in this world, Tan. When I see you getting away, my heart feels more and more fragile. Maybe you're too good for me to have," Inner Titan watched as Tania passed.
*
The atmosphere of the night is gripping. A breeze blew the falling leaves onto the floor of the hospital corridor. It's nine o'clock at night, Rayn who was forced to be treated was sitting on a cage. His gaze was blank, just a pen and a small notebook he was holding. Look at his eyes deep enough to have a hidden meaning. What's wrong with Rayn?
"In a moment, Rayn will follow Mamah to Heaven." Rayn shed tears as she wrote something on the white paper.
Suddenly, Titan approaches Rayn in a white-gray uniform. Titan's appearance is not so good. Titan looked messy, like he was faced with a very chaotic thought.
"Rayn," call Titan as he approaches Rayn.
"Why come here?!"
"Gua just want mastiin lo doang state. And there is one question for you, lo why is it only when Abdi wants to nyelakain lo?! Why?!" Titan is full of emphasis. The signs of Titan's worry on Rayn seem so obvious. But it seems Rayn misinterpreted.
"BECAUSE THE BOSEN CAVE IS ALIVE! GOD IS NEVER FAIR WITH THE CAVE!"
Rayn jerking heartbreakingly. Titan fell silent as Rayn pushed her chest hard enough. Titan feels that Rayn's suffering was caused by him. Therefore, Titan was silent when Rayn pushed his chest. Titan feels the pain, but Rayn points out that he is the one who is hurt the most. These two half-siblings threw each other wounds and suffering.
"Rayn, the cave can understand your feelings. Because it's not just you who are hurt by this story. The cave too." Titan says quietly, with a face that begs Rayn not to give up too much in living this cruel life.
"What do you know about cave life? Do you also know how it feels to be sentenced by a doctor if you have heart failure?! Huh?!" Rayn jerked, making Titan flinch at the statement. "Lo never knew! Since childhood the cave has suffered quite heavy suffering. The cave family was destroyed. Bokap hide something that makes nyokap cave until must die! Lo know? The cave needs a nyokap in the last seconds of the cave! Because he's the only one who can understand the cave!" Rayn again.
Titan doesn't know what to say. The thing that struck him the most was when Rayn began to talk about the past of her parents. Titan knew very well that his mother's position was a second wife. And his mother Rayn's position was first wife. However, still Ginanjar is the biological father of these two young men. The problem is, Rayn's mother was rumored to be pregnant when the father had gotten a child from the second wife.
"If your suffering is caused by a cave. The cave will admit something that might make your suffering less," said Titan seriously.
"The cave asks you to come out now! The cave doesn't need you here! Out!" Rayn exclaims to drive Titan out of the room of this hospital. Titan can do nothing more. He just complied, came out without a word more said.
*
"Din's? How's our plan? Have you thought about mateng-mateng?" Tanya Deo was serious.
"Udah."
"Continue?"
"Gue was confused too. I don't know for sure. This prediction will be true or not. Fatir knows everything. But Fatir didn't know exactly what he was seeing. He just saw something so painful coming toward Titan. Or even his life could have disappeared." Udin explained it very seriously. Deo and Jonathan just nodded.
"When's the date of play?"
"Gue doesn't know for sure either."
"Continue planning what if it is, sarudin?! I've been fighting here this malem! The time of the discussion gini-gini aja," Deo cursed lazily.
"Gue hope you two have to be orderly. Can't complain there, complain here. What matters is that we can't be late. We need to help Titan. Because it's also about Titan's life and death." Udin explained it again. Deo and Jonathan just resigned to listen to the narration from Udin.
"If your speech is orderly, I feel like a Kindergarten boy again lectured by his teacher. Ah, yasudah, I'm sleepy. Want a handsome bobok first," said Jonathan, immediately lay his body on the sofa.
"Yes, lah. Mending to sleep." Deo chimed in, and instantly changed his position.
Udin scratched his non-itchy head, "that's it. I'd sleep too." Udin immediately took a swing to lay his body on the mattress.
*
Tonight, Tania looked shivering while asleep. His mind was haunted by the worry of someone who had managed to make him extremely disappointed. The thought disturbed Tania, so Tania could not sleep well.
A middle-aged woman entered this girl's room very carefully.
"Son?"
Her soft hand stroked Tania's forehead. Tania was still shivering and closing her eyes, as if unaware that her mother had come to her.
"Tania? What's wrong with you, son? Wake up, baby." Her mother tried to wake Tania up. Tania opened her eyes and looked at me towards her mother.
"I-mom."
"Geez, kid. Hot body. You sick?" Her mother's tone sounded so worried.
"Why, Mom?" Suddenly Tania's father enters the room and asks Tania who is not so good. His father touched Tania's forehead, and he felt that Tania's body temperature was so hot. Tania seems to have a fever.
"We'd better get him to the hospital."
Father took Tania to the hospital. Even though the night is getting late, Tania's parents still bring Tania to the hospital tonight. I don't know, what happened. Tania why must it be a hot fever?
*
Medical hospital 24 hours. Tania's parents took Tania to a 24-hour medical hospital. The doctor was very quick to deal with Tania. Tania's parents prayed that nothing bad would happen to Tania.
"How's my son doing, Doc?" Ask the Father.
"My son is fine. It's just that he had a pretty high heat fever. Your child should be treated for the next few days. Because it is feared that your child is affected by typhoid," said the doctor with a friendly tone of voice.
The doctor passed too. Both of Tania's parents tonight accompanied Tania who was lying weakly on top of the gurney. Tania turned to her mother, "I why, Mom?"
"You're okay, son. You're just hot fever. But the doctor told you to be treated."
"Mustained?"
"Yes. You better get some sleep. Mom and Dad will accompany you here."
Tania sensed that indeed her body temperature was not very stable. He felt weak and his whole body felt like it was not powered up. Tania looks like a typical person who if faced with a heavy burden of mind, then the physical effect will be fragile, as if rejecting the burden of the mind. What happened to Tania, what with loving Titan was such a bad thing, until Tania had to be like this?
*
Tomorrow looks bright. The sun rays greeted me kindly. The sunlight that entered through the window of Tania's hospital room, managed to wake Tania up this morning. It looks like Mom and Dad were waiting for Tania to wake up.
"Dad? Mommy?"
"You'll wake up too, son. How's her body doing?"
"I'm still a little lemesy, Mom." Tania changed her position to sit while leaning her back against the end of the gurney.
"All right then. You rest well here. Mom and Dad are ready to go to the orphanage first. But you don't worry, Mom and Dad will definitely come back here again to get you," said the mother so gently. Tania nodded slowly.
Her mother and father Tania passed from this hospital room. Tania's eyes were out the window. Tania looked at the friendly-looking sunlight. But now he misses someone, who knows who.
"Gue kangen," said Tania very slowly, with a gaze pointed at the window.
"Hey!"
Suddenly someone came to surprise Tania. With a little bit of fervor, Tania turned to the person. "Queen?! Just ngagetin the hell lo!" Resenting.
"sorry. Hehe. Uh yeah, what's up, Tan? How did you get to the hospital? You're feeling all right, huh."
Tania turned moody again, "don't know me either. Maybe I'm just doing it again."
"Lo, anyway,"
"Oh, yeah, you know where I'm being treated? I don't think I'm afraid of you."
"Semalem Bokap same Nyokap lo sms to me. I opened the message at dawn. And finally this morning I decided to come here, huh."
"No school?"
"No. I'm permission."
"Izin why? Sick too?"
"Big, Tan. I got permission because I want to nemenin you here."
"It doesn't have to be that many times either, Rat."
"It's okay. Sometimes I have permission. Oh yeah, Tan, you know what? I actually have the latest news for you."
"What?"
"Semalem Titan to Deo's house."
"Titan to Deo's house?"
"Yes, Tania. Semalem Titan to Deo's house. But she still wears her school uniform. I think the kids haven't come home yet. Because Deo is no longer at home, because Deo Semalem nginep at the house of Udin. By chance, I was on the porch. Do you know my house is the same Deo house next door?"
"Certainly? What's Titan doing to Deo's house? Don't be mumbling it's not clear."
"Gue didn't take that, anyway. I'm just saying that Deo's not home. And yes, Titan is gone again, deh."
"Well, is that doang?"
"Yes. Eh but Titan sempet tell me anyway, if Rayn's condition is not so good. I think Titan knows that I used to love Rayn."
"That's all?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Why don't you ask why Titan goes to Deo's house?"
"Yes gu-gue doesn't know. Don't think about that question."
Tania then sighed softly.
"But Titan gave me a piece of paper." The queen revealed a piece of paper to Tania.
"What paper?"
"That's Titan told me to come to the medical hospital 24 hours," said the Queen with a face attached seriously.
"So? Titan knows I'm being treated?" Ask Tania.
"Not."
"You mean?"
"This is the hospital where Rayn was treated."
"Rayn was treated here too?"
"Yes. Actually, I asked Deo as well he said that Rayn is currently critical of his condition. And you know? Rayn's Titan's half-sister. They're one Father but different Mothers."
"Rat, don't confuse me."
"Gue doesn't confuse you, Tania. Basically this is reality. Rayn's step-sister Titan. I don't know what the details of their story are. But surely the Udin CS is again planning something."
"Something?"
"What?" Tania really did not understand what the Queen was explaining.
"Yes. I chatted them at dawn. And they signed me into the Whatsapp group. Therefore I know that they are still planning something for the Titan," said the Queen.
Tania fell silent, guessing about what the Queen was talking to her.
"Judek. If so, now I say goodbye, Tan. I need to see Udin and Friends. Because they invited me to discuss this issue. Take a break here, yeah. I will definitely be back here." The Queen said goodbye to Tania.
"Gue wants to come, Rat."
"No. You better rest. It's impossible to come along, Tan. Later if there's anything we'll tell each other."
The Queen finally passed and Tania seemed so resigned, unable to join the Queen to meet Udin and the Friends who were planning something. Question after question began to haunt Tania's mind. What exactly is going on?
*
A few hours later. Tania seemed to be in this inpatient room. The feeling of boredom kept haunting him. Suddenly someone opened the door of this inpatient room so slowly. It didn't seem to be someone who opened it, but it was the wind that opened it.
"Titan?" Pekik Tania's.
Then, someone who was none other than the Titan stepped foot into this room. Titan smiled sweetly at Tania. And, the Titan sat on the edge of the cage with his gaze fixed straight at Tania.
"You know I'm being treated?" Ask Tania.
Titan nodded.
"Your face, your face why so many small injuries? You're fighting, aren't you?" Tania touched Titan's cheeks and forehead, which appeared to be small injuries there.
"I'm okay" said Titan slowly.
"It must hurt?" Ask Tania.
Titan smiled as Tania was worried about her condition. "I'll take you for a walk in the garden of this hospital. You want?" Titan's Speech.
"Seriously? But I still lemes."
"I'm ready to be your foot when you can't stand up" Titan said.
Tania looked at the two Titan eyes with a gaze that seemed to be looking for an answer from Titan's attitude that seemed so unusual today.
"You just calm down. I can still walk." Tania excitedly lowered her feet to the floor.
"Yes, yuk. We're going for a walk around the park, right?" Take Tania. Titan nodded and smiled.
*
Tania and Titan seemed to be happily enjoying the daylight in the hospital garden which was quite beautiful. Breeze can make some plants dance. Titan and Tania who were now sitting together on a long bench made of iron looked very happy.
"I want us to continue like this" Tania said as she turned to the Titan sitting to her right.
Titan who looked relaxed, with his back resting on the back of the chair only returned Tania's gaze radiantly. "Me too" he said.
"But you're officially out of school?" Ask Tania slowly.
Titan smiled, "Yes. Whether or not I'm in school, I'm in your heart."
"I'm sorry" said Tania.
"Make what?"
"Yesterday I was emotional."
"You're not wrong. Because I should understand, if you can't get away from me. I understand that."
"That's what you know."
"I'm sorry, yeah."
"I'm sorry for what?" Tania did not understand.
"I'm sorry if I leave again or even I'll disappear."
"When are you talking about it?"
"Nothing is impossible in this world, Tan. I really want to stay by your side. But time has split---"
"Shh!" Tania managed to cut off Titan's sentence, "i don't want to talk about it anymore. I just want to enjoy this day cheerfully. Let me get well too. And we can spend time together. I hope you move to a school that's not too far away. Let's go home later. Even though our house is not in the same direction, anyway. Hehe," continued Tania.
Titan smiled in relief, as he saw Tania smiling loosely without any burden. It also seems, Tania has improved.
"Wait a minute. I have something for you." Titan rushed to the tree on Tania's left.
Titan hides behind the tree.
"Why are you hiding in there?"
Soon Titan emerged from behind the tree, carrying a heart-shaped cardboard box that was pink.
"I love you. I want you to stay happy." Titan spoke very loudly.
Tania smiled.
Titan came back to Tania. Tania is only silent a thousand languages get so sweet treatment from Titan.
"The injury on your face, why did it suddenly disappear?" Tania asked as she began to notice the small wounds on Titan's face had disappeared by the time Titan returned after hiding behind the tree.
"My injuries are not important. Because of your happiness, it's the most important thing in my life."
"You ...."
"Tania? I want to be there or not be me next to you, I want you to be happy. Smiling like no burden."
"My happiness is you, Titan."
Titan smiles. "Jas. It'll be afternoon soon. You have to rest a lot. I'll look at you again tonight." Titan says goodbye to Tania. Tania smiled with a small nod.
Titan turned his back to walk away from Tania. However, Titan held onto his left chest, feeling such a deep pain.
"I'm sorry, if maybe tomorrow doesn't belong to us anymore" the inner Titan said.
***
When night falls. Tania seemed to be sitting on top of the gurney with her position looking comfortable. Tania is waiting for news from the Queen. Until this moment the Queen has not also given news to Tania.
Suddenly Tania's phone vibrates the incoming phone sign of a contact named Queen. Tania picked up the phone immediately.
"Hallo?"
"Tania, emergency."
"Why emergency?"
"Titan wasn't at his house."
"Yes, that. Her man's in the hospital again. During the day he walks with me."
"Titan wasn't in the medical hospital 24 hours."
"Lo, what the hell?"
"Gue's been looking into everything the same Udin, Deo, and Jonathan. Fatir is here too."
"What do you mean? I don't understand."
"Titan is gone."
"Missed where? Don't bother talking. This guy last afternoon he was the same as me."
However, whether the influence of the signal or not, the phone connection is disconnected. Tania looked confused, she did not really understand what the Queen said on the phone.
"Tania,"
"Titan?"
Titan smiled, then approached Tania. Titan's face was much different than before. Tonight, Titan was so radiant, that he did not let out even a hint of his dazzling thin smile.
"I'm happy, because you've been the most beautiful part to me" said Titan.
"You're different. You're more handsome. But why do I feel sad?" Ask Tania slowly.
"I'm doing fine. Don't worry about me. I'm going home tonight."
"Going home? Rayn's healed, huh? Em, you must be really tired, yeah, keep Rayn. I know now that you're Rayn's sister. I'm sorry, yeah. Because I believe, you can't possibly be your own sister." Tania said, because she knew very well, that Titan from morning to evening was always faithful in the 24-hour medical hospital, just to accompany Rayn.
Titan nodded.
"I just want you to know. I love you. I want you to stay happy. Before I actually go home, I want to make sure that you're okay" Titan smiled.
"I'm doing fine. You don't have to worry."
"Yes, then. I'm going home." Titan turned his back and began to move his legs out of this room.
"Titan," called Tania, Titan turned.
"Don't forget to eat." Tania said with a smile that was so sweet. Titan simply smiled, and resumed his footsteps to pass.
I'm really going to go.
A few minutes. Suddenly the Queen, Udin, Deo, and Jonathan break into Tania's hospital room with their faces in a panic. Tania was certainly surprised by the arrival of the Queen, Udin and the comrades.
"Maaaaaa!" The queen said without further ado. But his breathing sounded irregular. "Tan, you should know, Tan. You should know."
"You guys why, anyway, come straight to panic like that. I'm surprised, you know!"
"Sori, before, our arrival was rather surprising. But there's something I want to tell you before it's too late" Udin said.
"What are you talking about?" Ask Tania. "Don't confuse me."
"Magar ...."
"The Titan ...."
"That's the Titan ...."
"Titan why?" Ask Tania.
"Titan died Tania!" A single breath from Udin, made Tania dumbfounded with the calm that had just been thrown from Udin's mouth.
"What?!" Tania was immediately surprised. "You don't joke!"
"We're not kidding Tania."
The atmosphere turned precarious. The roar of tears began to decorate the atmosphere in Tania's nursery. Tania was still silent. However, Udin, Deo and Jonathan are seen putting on faces filled with heartbreaking regret.
"We're late" Udin wailed heartbreakingly. "Gue didn't know it was going to happen this way." Udin looked like tears.
"Gue did not expect that Titan would soon leave us," Jonathan said.
"Titan is dead. Our plan failed, and we were too late to save Titan" Deo said.
"What's really going on?" Tania asked quietly, but her eyes glazed over. "My answer! What the hell is going on?! Titan why?!" Tanya Tania was filled with emphasis.
The Queen approached Tania carefully. The Queen's face was not so good either, tears of regret flooded the Queen's cheeks.
"Tan, I hope you can accept the reality. Titan's dead. Semalem he's having a major operation. He donated his heart to Rayn. And what I'm telling you about Titan coming to Deo's house, turns out it's not the real Titan. It is the spirit of Titan" the Queen said cautiously.
"What?! No way," Tania tried to brush off the dark shadows. "Titan is unlikely to die. He was the same me! He might not have died!" Wrenching tears fell down Tania's cheeks.
"Lo must be able to strengthen your heart, Tan. If you want to meet Titan for the last time, you can go to the number 3 orchid room in this hospital," said Deo slowly.
Without speaking anymore, Tania immediately ran towards the number 3 orchid room. Tania cried heartbreakingly while hoping that everything was engineered. Tania is not ready yet and the Titan has to leave Tania forever.
That night, when Tania's body was shivering, could it be a premonition? That there will be someone gone in Tania's life for ever.
After walking down the hospital corridor in a limp step. Tania finally arrived in front of the orchid room number 3. His knees were getting vibrating, because the distance was only a meter more crying sound echoed in the room.
And,
"Ninnnnn,"
Tania witnessed a not so good sight. It was Rayn who screamed the name of Titan, Ajeng who could not accept the departure of Titan, and all those who loved Titan looked so hysterical.
"Titan wake! The cave is sorry! Up, Tan! Wakes up. I'm sorry, because I'm evil. Wake up, Tan, please I'll wake up." Rayn sobbed heartbreakingly.
"The Titan does not stay Ajeng. Ajeng does not want Bang Titan to go. Bang Titan wake up." The sound of the cry of Ajeng was so poignant.
"Son, get up, son. Sorry Dad."
"Good way, son. Aunt always wishes you the best." Aunt Amira was also present in this sad atmosphere.
The sisters began covering Titan's entire body with a white blanket. There was a great sacrifice that Titan made for Rayn. From there, Rayn realized, that Titan is a figure that is so loving Brother. However, Titan is gone for good and will never be able to return again.
Tania approached the lifeless Titan. The unbearable sobs made Tania even more unable to stop the tears coming out of her eyes. "I don't want you to go." Tania was crying.
"You don't go!" Hysterical Tania. But the Queen, Udin and the comrades who had just come directly strengthened Tania. Often Tania forbids the sisters not to cover the face of Titan, but the Queen keeps Tania.
"Titan hasn't died sister! He's still alive. Titan wakes up, I don't want you to go. I need you. I love you the same. I love you, "hysterically Tania, again.
"Tan, ikhlaskan. Release Titan. Let him go quietly." The queen tried to strengthen.
"Toooo."
Then, there are sweet memories of Titan in Tania's memory. All the sweet treatment, all the sweet words seemed to be recorded clearly in Tania's memory. It's like being faced with a nightmare. Tania should be able to let go of the Titan-the bad boy who is often absent on Monday. Titan is a strong dandelion figure, which has passed through many major obstacles in his life.
"I'm fine, Tania. The most important thing to me is your happiness. I want you to be happy even if there is or is no me beside you, because I will stay in your heart. Goodbye" said the white shadow not far from the room. Then, the shadow faded and disappeared in the wind.
K A N G E N
"Tania! Wake, oy!"
Someone bravely woke up Tania who was asleep during the day in the classroom.
"Titan!!" Tania Sontak awakens while calling the name Titan.
"Titanos? Do you dream of him?"
"Ah, anu, the, em, anu."
"Lo is waiting for the Titan in the field. Today you're the same Titan again there's a badminton match, right?" Said.
"Rats. I want to say something to you. I never want to see Titan again. I'm baper. I was afraid," said Tania quietly, The Queen frowned strangely.
"Tumben, lo. Because usually you are the same Titan as the enemy. What I see is also usually lo it is very very brave when facing the same sort of Titan. Why the sudden guts lo ciut gini, anyway?" Ask Queen.
"Gue dreamt of her."
"What?!"
"Yes basically I baper the same dream earlier. I don't want to see Titan anymore, please." Tania begged the Queen.
"Baper is a dream. What is it you dream? You're having a wet dream on Titan?" Ledek Queen.
"Apaan, anyway, lo. Ngaco, huh."
"Yes the point is, Titan is waiting for you in the field. Nowow. If you do not yes, your position as the chairman of badminton is replaced by Titan" said the Queen lightly.
"Is that Udin?" Ask Tania.
"Who's Udin?"
"Our victory. That's like Andika kangen band."
"Lo's healthy? We don't have any friends named Udin, you know."
"Eh, yes, Udin's real name is Rega. He's there, right?"
"Oh Tania, I think your brain is starting to hang out. You sleep in broad daylight, where sleep is good again. Lo dreamin what, anyway?" Ask Queen.
Tania fell silent, not answering the Queen's question.
"It turns out that it was all a dream. A dream in broad daylight that changed all the feelings that were in my heart. In fact, Titan and I are a pair of crazy enemies of the position of being the badminton chairmen at this Kejora school. It's weird to me, and it's the thing that makes me like crazy myself. All the characters in my dreams disappeared and disappeared. The Udin that I know, it turns out never existed in reality," Inner Tania.
"Deo, Jonathan, and Rayn?! They're here, right?" Ask Tania, again.
"My cousin deo? He is in Bali. After all, you've never met her, have you? Jonathan and Rayn? They're the Titan."
"Gue dreams that Titan is with Rayn's brother. Different brother Mother, but a father. Those half-sisters."
"Lo's really weird, Tan. Rayn's the same Titan they're both legitimate. They may not be brothers. After all, Titan is the only child of a famous lawyer in the city of Bandung. Rayn, Rayn is the son of a restaurant entrepreneur. There's no way they're half-brothers like you said before.."
"Jevin?"
"Let's go. The Jevin? Jevin is my brother. The birth brother is more precise."
"Due,"
"Lo why, anyway, Tan? Lo became strange gini after taking a nap earlier. You're turning into an impromptu amnesia."
"Gue dreams of dating a Titan, and you know, I lost a Titan. And that makes it so bad to the heart. Until ... You see I cry, right?" Tania is serious. The Queen laughed lightly.
"Oh my goodness, what was the dream, Mom? To the extent. So all this time you've been her boyfriend Titan?" Ledek Queen.
"Udahlah. I unplug. Going to the field."
Tania rushed to the field with her heart still haunted by a dream in broad daylight that managed to make all her feelings become strange. Tania was even very afraid to meet Titan.
And all the stories that happened were just a dream in broad daylight.
In reality, Titan is Tania's biggest enemy in school. Especially when Tania was named the chairman of badminton, Titan seemed unwilling if the position fell in the hands of Tania.
Today is the deciding match between Tania and Titan. If Tania loses, then Tania will have to relinquish her position to Titan. And vice versa. However, there are things that make Tania stuck. The dream still haunts his mind.
Now, Tania is preparing to compete against Titan. Tania held the racket that became her mainstay at the time of playing. As well as the Titan, he looked dashing there. The figure of Titan is much different than in dreams. In fact, Titan is a person who likes things that smell of art and criticism. Titan is also a man who is very indifferent when dealing with love. A typical loyal guy even though he looks more than a badboy. But Titan was a keen critic. Sometimes he also often becomes a protestor with students. He's the only high school kid who's happy with things that smell like defending the truth.
The match also began. Tania's heart thumped as she looked into her opponent's eyes which reminded her of the Titan figure in her dream.
"The dream is like the ball I threw on my racket. The more I tried to hit him, the more he dared to go back. And I hit him again, but he came back again. Until the end, I found the point that I should accept defeat, and let the ball fall in my circle of weakness. I also have to admit that right now, I'm falling. I fell to love. Fall in love with the one who won and took my heart as he pleased. I admit, this is my greatest defeat," Inner Tania.
Tania lost the match. Sure, Titan won this match. His concentration was dissolved by Titan's gaze which made him unable to focus. Titan in a dream is certainly different from a real Titan. Titan in real, is Tania's greatest enemy. Although in school, Titan is a popular guy because of his very handsome appearance, but for Tania, in fact Titan is only limited to enemies. Which, if they meet, must be quarreling. There is no day without a fight between the two.
Tania was silent to witness her defeat. There Titan celebrates his victory with his friends.
"Titan," call Tania.
"Tania, you must be able to accept your defeat. And I managed to defeat a master like you in this match," said Titan smiling obliquely.
Tania was instead staring fixed and so detailed Titan's face. There was a sense of 'kangen' in Tania's heart at the figure currently haunting her mind.
"You're all right, right?" Tania asked so foolishly. Titan frowned because Tania did not usually use the word 'you' in her sentence when talking to Titan. Titan underestimated that.
"That question should apply to you. Are you okay after losing for the first time in your life?" Speak Titan lightly.
Tania dropped tears. But not sobbing. Her tears just fell. It turns out, in reality Titan couldn't possibly love her.
"It turns out you're just a dream" Tania said very slowly. Titan just cringed strangely.
"Tania, why? Why did you lose to Titan?" Suddenly the Queen approached Tania who was silent but her eyes cried while looking at Titan.
"This second, I decided to get out of eskul badminton. And I'm not gonna play badminton anymore." Tania said slowly but was filled with emphasis. Tania ran away from the field and wiped her tears.
"gue doesn't know, it's a feeling of disappointment, disappointment, or something that's very difficult for me to understand." - inner Tania, as she ran away from the Titan's haddapan.
Titan looked strangely at Tania who was passing by.
EXPIRE.
