Titan

eps. 26

In this world no one is really sad. There is also no one who is truly happy. The world keeps turning. Everyone has the right to determine their own life path. Sometimes, being alone for a moment is what we need to do, just to make us understand about everything that has happened. This is evidence of self-maturation.

"Separation is not the end of everything. But getting caught up in that sense of separation would be just like us slipping into an bottomless abyss. Surviving and parting is something that is difficult for us to deal with." - Lendiary.

***

When you arrive at the airport. The queen ran, narrowing her gaze in all directions. The Queen is looking for a man with a relaxed appearance, a figure that currently makes her realize, how important it is to respect each other's feelings. The Queen has let down a loyal heart and is ready to give it plenty of time just to make the Queen happy.

"Queen ...." Tania called the Queen who had already run until she did not care about the strange gazes of other prospective passengers at this airport.

Tania's after the Queen. His breathing began to fade. As a friend, Tania was worried about the Queen. The queen seemed to regret what had become her decision.

When Tania gets to the Queen. There the Queen was sobbing, crying, her tears were freefalling, but she tried to hold back the crying. Highlighting her eyes unable to lie, the Queen was deeply regretful. Even the great regret he felt.

Flight schedule Bandung-Bali, an hour ago.

His feet were trembling. The Queen cannot lie to herself. Then, the Queen dropped her knees on the floor, the look of her eyes were empty, but the clear grain was increasingly rushing out of her pair of beautiful eyes.

"Everything's late." The queen said in a bitter voice.

Tania looked at the Queen's pity, and approached the Queen. Trying to strengthen the Queen's heart and mind - which may be in turmoil.

"Rht ...." Call Tania with a cautious tone. The queen turned to look at Tania. The queen is also sobbing.

"Everything is too late" said the Queen, looking at Tania. This time he couldn't stand it anymore. The Queen hugged Tania tightly, shedding all her tears in Tania's embrace.

"Gue lost someone who really loved me. I'm nyesel. I never saw the sincerity and sacrifice he made to me. Jevin has decided to leave in my life. Forever maybe I will be haunted by regret in my heart. I haven't even apologized to him ...." Said the Queen in her sobs, Tania stroked the Queen's back slowly.

"Sometimes letting go of someone we care about the most is the hardest thing for us to do. This sense of loss will make you understand, actually who is the person in your heart right now, because love is in the heart, not an ambition in yourself" Tania said slowly.

The queen let go of his embrace. Then look at Tania's face with unusual eyes.

"For now, I need time for myself!" The queen emphasized her sentence to Tania. Making Tania frown in wonder.

"Rats?"

The Queen got up on her feet - followed by Tania, the Queen was about to run, but Tania managed to hold the Queen's hand. "Where are you going?"

"Gue needs time to make it yourself."

"But ... Your feelings are chaotic again. I'm worried about sam--" Tania's words are interrupted.

"Nobody wants to understand my feelings, Tan. It's time to get out of character in myself. Because what? This feeling hurts. It's even too painful. I'm sorry for what was my decision."

"Yes but right, getting out of the character you have in you is not the only way to make everything okay." Tania said and tried to make the Queen sure how important it is to share the joys and sorrows in a friendship.

"Sorry, Tan. I think I need some time to make my own." The queen said slowly, and she ran without another word. Tania fell silent. Watching the Queen look heartbreaking. There was compassion in Tania's heart, but the Queen chose to be alone and reluctant to share her wounds - which she thought others would never understand her heart at this time.

Tania was still standing, looking at the Queen's back that was progressively passing in her gaze. Tania tried to summon the Queen, but the Queen did not bother her at all. The Queen needs time to be alone. Being alone in what makes him feel so sorry for everything that has happened.

"Rath!" Call Tania again, and the Queen doesn't bully her. The queen is running.

"I'm sorry, Tan. I don't want to hang my life with people, or wish more people, right now I just want to calm myself for a while," the Queen's mind when running away from Tania.

Tania turned her body, her heart slightly touched by what happened to the Queen. Tania tried to imagine how she was in the position of Queen, maybe Tania would also do the same as what the Queen did. However, all this makes Tania aware, that love will actually be present over time even though we often do not realize the taste that has grown in the heart.

And, Tania passed by leaving this place.

***

"Staying in a very difficult position to continue to live is not something that is easy. I don't know why it's all this sick." Titan spoke in his heart, as he stood in front of a luxurious house with a classic modern design, all of which were milky white with a touch of gray..

Titan sighed softly, then began to step his legs to enter the house.

However, at the moment when Titan wants to knock on the door of the house, Titan hears a commotion going on behind the house. Quickly, Titan went straight to the source of the noise. What exactly is going on?

"Ray! Please stop!" Titan jolts, as he finds Rayn hitting a large mirror ornament behind the house. There was a figure of a middle-aged man there as well who was trying to prevent Rayn from doing unreasonable things.

Rayn turned towards Titan with a gaze full of anger.

"All this happened because of lo!!!" Rayn exclaimed full of emphasis in her sentence. Titan was speechless looking at Rayn with a flat gaze, Titan felt as if all accused him of being the most guilty person in the case. Though not.

"Already, Son. It's all Dad's fault" the middle-aged man said in tears.

"No! It's all her fault!" Rayn pointed at Titan so disdainfully. Titan lowered his face for a moment, then looked back at Rayn.

"Why do you think you're the only one who got hurt? Why should I understand, but you never want to understand? We're brothers, even though we're different. I have always tried to be a brother in my life. You always think that I'm the one who's guilty of all this. Although trying as hard as I can say; if my feelings are also hurt, but all that is useless, because your mind always accuses me of being the most guilty." Titan spoke in a dreamy voice, making Rayn pause for a moment.

Titan speaks a thousand languages. It's very hard for him to go through. The bad relationship with Rayn, it makes it all painful. If you have to choose, Titan wants to disappear from this world, he feels fragile if he has to be trapped in a difficult situation like this. The world does not want to understand the feelings of Titan, but Titan is always forced to be a person who always understands the world. Understanding without understanding is the most painful thing. One reality the world needs to know, Titan and Rayn are brothers, though different mothers.

"Ray. You can hate me all you want. But, I don't want to be horrified that you hate me as much as I do. Now, my last question; what do you want from me? So that you do not continue to accuse me as the cause of your dark story?!" Titan is serious.

"Gue wants you to give up everything you have to me." Rayn said no less serious. "Includes Tania," Rayn continued with a sharp look in her eyes.

DEG!

Titan clenched his hands, trying to hold back his emotions. For too long, Titan has harbored this sense of emotion and injustice, but Rayn is still unwilling to understand. But again, time forces Titan to become someone who always understands others.

"Why are you quiet?!" Rayn Sent.

Titan shone his eyes at Rayn, with a flat but unusual glare. "It's about the heart. You can take everything from me. A treasure? All assets bokap? Please take it. But it doesn't have to be Tania, she's mine, and I won't be able to let her go." Titan is serious.

"OKAY. That's so! You'll be mrsel!" Rayn pointed in a high tone while pointing towards Titan. The father just tried to hold Rayn's chest so as not to vent emotions or flirt with Titan. Titan had only watched all this with a twist. His gaze could not lie, that he also actually felt pain in his heart.

"Already, son," the father's wound, holding Rayn back from venting emotions.

"Rayn hates Titans, Dad! He called all Rayn's happiness! Rayn hates Titans!!" Rayn is burning with emotion.

"Aw," cried the father-feeling pain in the left chest. The middle-aged man who looked so weak, groaned in pain.

"Dad," called Titan and Rayn together, and Titan came to his father.

But when Titan wants to help his father walk into the house, Rayn brushes Titan's hand.

"Gue won't be willing if your rotten hands touch Dad! I want you to get out of here now, and I'm not letting you see me before you give Tania to me!" Rayn said with pressure, and Rayn pushed Titan's shoulder, and Rayn led him into the house.

Titan's speechless. His view is down. He was crying but held back. Titan tries to interpret Rayn's last sentence, which tells Titan to choose the two hardest choices. Titan's right hand held onto his left chest, trying to feel the beating pain that befell him. It's too hard. Titan is heartbreaking. His eyes glazed over, but he immediately wiped away the tears that were about to fall.

Without a second thought, Titan passed from this place while carrying the wound he carried on his shoulder, making him even more bitter and fragile. Why is his life so painful?

Is Titan going to give up Tania for Rayn? Rayn is Titan's younger brother. Yes, Rayn's position is Titan's sister. Although Titan is older than Rayn, Rayn is the son of his father's first wife Titan. Why his father Titan chose to marry again, because his first wife was difficult to conceive, difficult to have children. But when two years married to his mother Titan, and at that time Titan had reached the age of one year and a half, the father's first wife was rumored to be pregnant. That's the root of the problem.

Hardest choice. Should I give up a loved one for my sister? Or will he not be able to meet his father? Although the father has inscribed a song of disappointment on Titan, Titan still appreciates, loves, respects, and loves the Father.

Seconds keep stabbing,

Makes me feel the dark.

There is no power to love, though,

There is no power to love.

Time keeps laughing at me,

Elegies that hum in my soul.

Silent, silent, dark, and quiet.

No backrest for weapons to relieve fatigue.

All the demons from the heart continued to thrash, asking me to be lost in the world.

However, I was determined against the world.

The world is cruel and scary.

Survive or separate?

Survival will not make me happy.

But parting ways, will still leave wounds.

At least I'll stay, though,

In the most painful position.

Because leaving, it won't solve everything.

Connect ...

A/n: end, broo. Hehe. So far thank you for following this absurd story. I understand enough. It's a very, very ugly story.:')

Yuhu, approaching the ending deg-degan no? Comment dong?! Hehe.