Titan

eps. 21

A pair of eyeballs were staring up at the star-studded black sky. A thin smile that was mesmerizing, melting all the coldness that was present. As if no longer mind the breeze that keeps trying to fly her hair. The position lay on the lawn of his house, and he made one of his hands like a pillow-with the position of the downtrodden under his head.

Titan smiled to himself. An unusual smile, a sweet smile, which he had been hiding for years, and this time he re-spread that smile.

Feeling happy, when after he drove Tania home, and took the time to express all her feelings to Tania. Although Tania did not have time to give a definite answer, just crying and returning Titan's embrace, but it was more than enough in Titan's eyes. Perhaps, Tania would only take some time to truly accept Titan as the man who filled the empty recesses of her heart.

Some make Titan happy this time, Tania seemed to respond well to all her feelings, that makes Titan feel that happiness really exists, even though it was created very simple happiness, even though it was created very simple, you can love and be loved sincerely.

"Oh the stars, the cave never thought, if it turns out the cave will be this happy. In fact, the cave has diagnosed that the cave self does not deserve to be happy. But tonight the eyes of the cave are wide open, staring at the lost cave world, and there is never any hope of rising up. The cave is getting to know, that love is above everything," said Titan very slowly, his eyes really full of meaning. A second later, Titan smiled again, while feeling that he had completely gone mad because of this feeling of love.

"But the cave of promise, the cave will never demand anything from a loved one. Because the cave always believes in God, soon it will give a really beautiful life for me. Yes, I always believed," said Titan slowly. He smiled again, staring at the beautiful flickering stars.

Titan held up his left-hand side while his right-hand man overlapped behind his head, as his position was stretched out in his yard. The point of Titan raising his hand was; he pointed at one star, or even counted the number of stars in the sky there, his feeling happy, because he was unable to count the number of stars in the dark sky. Then, he understood, about a feeling, which he might liken to that; his feeling was just like the many thousands of stars decorating the night, the number of many, uncountable, perhaps the feeling to Tania was also like that.

A second later, Titan changed his position to sit. He sighed softly, then rubbed his face with both hands, there was drowsiness attacking his eyes. Then Titan stood up and went into his house. But keep in mind once again, the feeling of Titan this time is much better than yesterday. Titan's happy.

Kangen

Saturday morning, the atmosphere of Kejora High School looks like usual. It was full of student activities. Usually, Saturday is a special day for students to participate in learning activities outside the classroom such as sports and organizing, such as, because really learning and teaching activities in the classroom are only active on Mondays to Fridays, and Saturday is used for educational and more productive activities to improve the creativity of each student. In order to also avoid boredom with learning methods in the classroom.

Looks Titan who looks relaxed using sports shirts. Titan stood near the flag, watching some of the other disciples gathered on the basketball court.

Feeling lazy, and not knowing what to do, Titan sighed softly, and turned his back to leave this place. This time his subconscious told him to meet Tania, or at least he could relax in the cafeteria.

However ...

dug's!

Suddenly a basketball throw hit Titan's back, making Titan close his eyes for a second then sigh slowly, holding back his emotions. Titan knows who did this to him. Titan looked back, with a lazy look, after knowing who had thrown the basketball, the Titan lazily turned his body again.

"Lo's? Nyari because of the cave?" Titan asked lightly, staring lazily at the person who threw the basketball hard enough on Titan's back.

That person was even like challenging Titan, "Lo doesn't know whose cave? Rayn Mahardika Cave. You should be more able to appreciate the cave here," he explained. Yeah, that guy is Rayn, Rayn looks like she's mad at Titan, but I don't know what's causing it. Titan replied to her with just a slight smile.

"Lo said appreciate? What were you doing just now?" Titan shook his head slowly and smiled faintly, "Say appreciative, but you yourself can't appreciate others," Titan replied casually, his paltry smile re-expanding.

"Lo said what?" Rayn solicited, feeling insinuated.

"Udah. Just play real. Don't care about my life. Besides, you're the same cave no problem, right? Yaudah means you don't have to look for problems with the cave" said Titan.

"It is precisely you who are looking for the same problem cave!" Rayn exclaims. Titan raised his eyebrows next to him, I don't know what makes Rayn seem to want to burn the emotions of Titan who had been trying to calm down.

"Ck! The cave is never a problem, yes, same lo!" Titan no less exclaimed, his emotions began to be provoked.

All the students who saw also seemed silent, I don't know what made Rayn angry at Titan. Titan itself does not know what causes it. Now, the debate between Rayn and Titan had started to become a spectacle for the other disciples.

"Heh, you king of PHP! How dare you phP-PHP-in Tania. Just so you know, you have no right to it! You don't even have the right to deket Tania!" Rayn exclaimed, revealing that she was truly unwise. Make Titan understand, what makes Rayn this angry.

"Oh so you want to learn about human rights? Da? You are a genius, so a class star, why should you ask to learn the rights of the cave? We all know about the rights of everyone. Everyone is free to determine the rights in their lives. So, you can not regular right or not deket cave with Tania or anyone else. If the cave is not entitled to deket same Tania, then what right do you have to deny the cave? We're a man, man. You should understand! Not acting like this!" Titan said trivial, while Rayn there increasingly burned emotions.

While from a distance, Deo watched in panic. "Oh, seriously, this could be a world war." Deo swiftly approached Titan and Rayn, to mediate, before there were other students who reported this to the teacher.

"Wet, wet, wet, selow man, relaxing kayaking on the beach, selow kayaking on the island. Hehe. Are you both doing drama rehearsals? The feeling of no scene want to fight like this, deh? Titan will be ustadz, and Rayn will be the lead? Masa ustadz same main role want to fight, anyway? It's not in the drama scene." Deo diverted the conversation to disperse the rumbling emotions within Titan. While Rayn clucked when she heard Deo's strange and disconnected babbling.

"Please tell me the same temen lo this, the cave wants to challenge him maen basketball!" Rayn's voice is very emphasis. His eyes were fixed on Deo, but his right hand pointed at Titan, clearly Titan was just clucking softly.

Titan looked at Rayn not like it.

Deo seemed to respond to Rayn's words well and cheerfully, "Oh, so you want to join the basketball? Come on, same cave. If it's a matter of maen basketball cave jaganya." Deo said with passion.

"Ck! You can what?" Ask Rayn lightly.

"much. If the ball is all I can," Deo said.

"What can you do? Basketball?" Challenge Rayn.

"Basketball? Ah, it's passing by."

"Futsal?"

"Through."

"Volly?

"What else is that, through that mah," trivial Deo. The game controls the whole ball.

"OKAY. Cave nantang elo the same Titan to compete for expertise in playing basketball the same cave. Now!" rayn said firmly.

"Yaelah maen basketball. It was ordinary, mah. Uh, yes, as long as you know Rayn, the cave is the new kid in this school, you may not know all the talent of the cave, the cave is multi-talented, all caves can be. If basketball is small for the cave, it is common. Nih, yes, I saranin same lo, if you want nantangin more difficult cake, if abstain basketball, sorry the same cave Titan will not maen." Deo said arrogantly. Rayn clucked in annoyance.

"OKAY. Then let's go futsal!" Rayn.

"Well, let alone that, too ordinary guy." Deo further burned Rayn with emotion.

"Let's go. You're both wasting your time, you know. Sorry, rather than the cave here horrifying you two ngabbing kayak gini, the cave pull ajalah." Titan says lazy. Deo raises his thumb - because this is what Deo wants, so that no debate between Titan and Rayn will lead to a fight. The tactics of a Deo, he is indeed intelligent, most able to reason.

"Eh, Titan! Where are you going?! The cave is not finished yet!" Rayn shouted, but the Titan passed by without caring.

Slowly, Deo attempts to escape Rayn's presence, as Rayn's gaze is upset at the Titan-which is passing.

"Eits! You still have the same business cave!" Rayn pulls Deo on the shoulder, when she realizes that Deo is sneaking away trying to escape Rayn.

Deo cengennesan's. "What business, huh?" Deo pretended to be innocent with his face attached.

"Gua nantang lo make maen ball!"

"But, sorry it looks like the cave has a sudden business."

"Udah. You don't have to sneeze. If you are good at ball business, you will take the cave challenge, if you try to avoid the cave, it means you are a coward!" Obviously Rayn.

Deo's face looked hot, like a bull running amok at the sight of an enemy.

"Okay, the cave will take on your challenge. But gua saranin, if the basketball maen problem is common, ah, through it mah. Futsal? Moreover, the cave has been used to become the champion futsal se-RT in the cave village. A volly? Asemeleh, very ordinary, cave often tuh maen Volly when the cave still lives in Bali. Anyway everything is common for caves." Deo said very arrogantly.

"Continue?"

"Gini deh gini, how if the cave is nantangin elo, this is also about the ball," said Deo.

"OKAY. Who's afraid?!"

"Basketball is common. Volly was regular too. Futsal can do it too. Um...." Deo tapped his chin for a moment, "Ah, how about a cave challenge you to make a ball bekel maen?" Continued Deo, Rayn was seen glaring, then Deo immediately shouted "Hazy!"

"Chraggles! You think the cave boy?!" Maki Rayn's. But Deo ran away, regardless of Rayn's intentions.

Kangen

Currently, Titan is sitting casually in the corner of the canteen, occasionally he withstood pain in his back due to the impact of the basketball that was thrown by Rayn so very hard. But now, Titan is trying not to show that he is enduring the pain.

The canteen is not so crowded, nor is it too quiet. Titan was not at all bothered by the few schoolgirls who occasionally flashed before him and tried to steal Titan's attention. Titan is just funny. Just sit down, no matter who is trying to get his attention.

Suddenly Deo approached Titan with a giggling spirit.

"Duh-duh, my stomach aches." Deo sat unexcusedly next to the Titan, all the while grimacing incoherently.

"Waras lo?" Ask Titan slowly.

"Anu it... Haha... Anu loh that, Rayn haha." Deo said he could not help but laugh because being satisfied made Rayn very upset.

"Una-anu-una-anu. Lo what's the talk?" Titan says lazy.

"Yes anyway, the cave can not be explained, the point of the cave is quite entertained to make the Rayn sprain. Hehe." Deo began to soften his laughter, and began to sit quietly beside Titan.

"Oh yeah, Tan, you go back to school to do drama practice again, right?" Ask Deo.

"Yes. But it looks like the cave will permit" said Titan slowly. Deo frowning.

"Izin why?"

"Repo, lu!"

"Let's go. Yeah, you don't usually like gini. It hurts again, huh?"

"Ck! Cave pull first, yeah."

"Well, where are you going? I just sat down, nih, pesen food first cake, what cake. Maen pulled it out" Deo said, but the Titan passed by without Deo's concern.

There is something different about Titan. I don't know. Maybe because Titan feels pain in his back, or even Titan is not feeling well anymore. Deo sensed that there was something strange about the way Titan behaved. Because it is impossible, if Titan is that weak, a basketball that is thrown hard on his back will cause tremendous pain. Titan is not a weak guy, he is a tough guy. If only a hard basketball throw it is not the most painful thing. Because Titan knows all the most painful things in the world, if it only hurts to be hit by a hard throw of basketball, it's nothing to Titan.

Titan's steps run towards the UKS space. Maybe he just wants to relax his body there, or just lay his body, which feels a little pain.

While Deo in the cafeteria is even fun to order a lot of food. He is very puffed up and rakut, although he has a lot of food portions, but his body still can not be fat. Stay skinny.

Suddenly Tania passed in front of Deo, immediately Deo called out to Tania.

"Tan!" Call Deo.

Tania turned, "Yes?"

"Where are you going?"

"To the UKS."

"Oh. The cave saw the Titan walking towards the UKS. I think he's sick, huh."

"Titan's sick?"

"Yes. He's different."

"Which different?"

"Somebody's hiding something."

"Something what?"

"Don't know, anyway. But before, he staggered the same talk of the Rayn bangor. But luckily there is me who misahin."

"Sound talk? Meaning debate?"

"Yes debate."

"What are they arguing about?" Ask Tania.

"Gue doesn't know for sure. But before I started the debate, I saw Rayn throwing a basketball at the Titan's back, pretty hard, anyway. I think they are in a war again. Something else, I guess. But your name is also mentioned, Tan. I think the two of them are fighting over Elo, Tan," Deo said at length. Tania was silent, without answering Deo's chat, Tania ran into the UKS room. His feelings were filled with worry for Titan.

Could it be a feeling of love? Tania is now much more concerned about Titan. In the past, Tania did not really care about Titan, or even felt worried at all never. There was a feeling of fear in his heart, fearing that something would happen to Titan. Can you say that is part of love? I don't know.

"Titan" called Tania as she entered the UKS room. Tania looked here and there, while occasionally calling out the name Titan.

"I'm here" said the Titan-who was on top of the gurney on the left corner, lying down. Lying with his eyes closed, he did not sleep, only relaxing his body.

Tania approached Titan, "Why are you? You're okay, right?" Tania's words clearly showed her worry - without her noticing.

Titan, who had closed her eyes, opened her eyes and turned to look at Tania, accompanied by a sweet smile on Tania.

"I'm as if you're worried as if you're gini. Just calm down, I'm okay. Just not feeling well. It's healing soon." Titan said casually, as if everything was fine. Yeah, everything's fine.

There was a look of worry on Tania's face, Titan felt it too. Tania seeks to pay more attention to Titan by examining Titan's health, with the abilities Tania possesses - as PMR chairman.

Tania touched the Titan's forehead, "You're really okay? your forehead is quite an angel," said Tania. Titan smiled faintly, letting go of Tania's hand, and placed Tania's hand over her right chest.

"I'm not okay. It's just that my heart is a little rebellious," Titan said with a mischievous smile.

"Why are you hanging?" Tanya Tania was serious.

Titan smiled even more happily at Tania's worried look.

"My heart beats a lot faster when you're near me" Titan said with a faint smile that again expands with great charm.

Titan then changed his position to sit. Tania took a few steps back, but her hand was still held by Titan, making Tania a little nervous and not know what to do, but it was clearly very visible, if Tania was worried about the state of Titan.

"With you beside me, all the pain I felt was gone. To Love, I dare stop by and I dare to really." Titan said with eyes so deep, Tania also tried to dare to look back at the beautiful eyes.

Tania silently stared, she did not know what to do, all she did at this time was just be able to settle back the look of a pair of Titan eyes that were very charming.

Titan sighed, accompanied by a smile. "I don't mean if you doubt me." Titan said while releasing his handrails on Tania's hand.

"Titan," call Tania. This time Tania opened her voice, Titan looked back into Tania's eyes - a sign that she said when Tania called her name.

"If indeed the stars also need a dark place to always shine brightly, like a fish that always needs water to always live. So what's the difference with me? I need someone sincere to spend time together looking for the true meaning of happiness. I need someone who not only accepts all the perfection I have, but I need someone who is truly ready to accept all my shortcomings."

The Titan looked increasingly at Tania deeply, and again grabbed Tania-hand-holding her gently and tastefully.

"So?" ask Titan.

"I saw everything from you" Tania said seriously. Tania took the time to sigh for a moment, "We're dating," Tania explained.