Titan

eps. 18

Eighteen :

"Keep all the wounds neatly, so that everyone does not know, that there is a cry in a smile that expands sweet." -- Titan Wirasena.

"Actually, falling in love is the thing I fear the most. Because, I'm still not ready to get hurt." -- Tania Alexandra.



Titan



Kangen

The eternal spray of the twilight began to be seen clearly. Windows, chairs and tables are the best friends today. Titan seemed to be enjoying the twilight this afternoon accompanied by a blank sheet of paper, and his right hand held a pencil, while occasionally looking out the window - gazing at the magnificent orange sky, he also took the time to express all his feelings on the blank sheet of paper.

"Gue is not a romantic guy, but I'm anti-crying. I promise myself I won't hurt the girl I love." The Titan monologues quietly, while engraving Tania's name on a white sheet of paper.

Silence in silence with the dazzling sunsets. Titan never knew, that there was an unspoken message from the twilight, that falling in love was the most beautiful thing in the world. Because love, being able to make sick people recover, can make others who were desperate become more excited, can make people forget that the world is very cruel. However, if love is welcomed by false lovers, then love can make someone who was healthy, go crazy.

Suddenly the alarm sound from the alarm clock located to the right of this table rang, making Titan sigh slowly, then grabbed the alarm clock.

"Hm. Everyone is still bowing the same lo. Because you are everything, but many also abuse and waste the greatness you have. Now you are diem. Okay?" Titan says casually at the alarm clock he holds while turning off the alarm, then Titan puts the alarm clock back to where it came from.

Although only using singlet shirts and jeans that look torn on the knee, Titan looks very comfortable, he does like the style of his appearance is cute, but it all does not melt the standard of good looks. Full of charm, even though he looks like a brat and mismanagement.

The Song of the Twilight,

Somehow God created a feeling that chimes the beat of love,

I'm like dead, though,

Unable to hold desire in the heart,

I was even thrown into a poop, though,

Holding back the big longing.

As your smile melts with eternal pain, I discover the meaning of life and what I live for.

Somehow you made me fall in love,

Somehow the way you made my smile expand my warda felt quite a deep pain.

I felt my pain disappear while you were by my side forever.

However, if you leave for a second, my life will be full again in eternal darkness.

Which I don't know, though,

What feeling is God putting on this little heart that I have.

Possibly love?

Falling in love with the work of God I call YOU.

Yes, you are my woman.

This second, and so on.

A single smile was on Titan's lips, though thin, but it was proof that his current feelings were much better than his bad days. Titan folded the paper, and put it on the table. Slowly Titan rushed to his feet, taking his jacket which was hanging in the corner of the room. Titan immediately put on the jacket, with his cool he reflected while allowing the collar of the jacket. After Titan felt that his appearance was neat, he again grabbed a paper containing the beautiful narrative, then pocketed it. Yes, currently Titan must immediately go to Deo's house. Because Deo needs Titan's help to prepare a birthday event for the Queen. And of course, there was Tania there too. However, Tania does not know, if Deo also involved Titan in a surprise birthday event for the Queen.

"You're being bullied as well I'm still handsome." Titan monologues slowly, while reflecting.

"Ekhem." Deheman's voice was heard from the direction of the door, making Titan immediately hit.

"Where are you going? How neat? Not usually," continued the person.

Titan smiled faintly as he raised his eyebrows next door, "This is neat?" Titan said and immediately turned his face to look back at himself in the mirror.

"Obviously, ah," continued Titan casually while justifying the collar of his jacket.

"Would you meet a girl, Bang?" He said he managed to get Titan to look back at someone who was now standing in the doorway.

"You know what? Don't you know, ah."

"Here, don't bother, Bang."

Titan smiled obliquely, "who's nagging?"

"That was?"

"No, no, no feeling."

"Oh that. Yaudah if so, anterin me to Aunt Amira's house, yes. This malem I want to stay there. Aunt Amira her husband again served out of town, so I was told to stay there," she explained at length. Titan approached his sister.

"Okay, all of you."

"Where are you going?"

"Again to the house of Brother, all of you,"

"To the temen house? Girl or boy?"

"Not to be, deh."

"Your nyebelin. Tell me about the cake,"

"You know what?"

"What kind of girl is a guy?"

"Yes, you think?"

"Surely a girl, huh?" Ajeng tried to seduce and tease his brother to throw a sentence that made him satisfied.

"Duh, little boy knows what, anyway?" Titan ruffled his sister's hair with his anxiety. Ajeng just hissed in protest.

"Little boy? I know it very well! Next year I'm going to go to high school!" Ajeng exclaimed with his lips pursed perfectly. Titan just chuckles amusedly.

"Udah-ud. I don't want to argue with you. Now you get out of Brother's room first, Brother wants-"

"Did I upset you?"

"No. Brother wants to pray maghrib first. You get out first. Wait in the living room, you'll be there." Titan also pushed his sister's body slowly to get out of the room, after which Titan immediately closed the room door without locking it.

After closing the room door, Titan shook his head slowly while smiling obliquely. Then, Titan went straight to the small bathroom in his room to take Wudhu.

Water flowing out of the tap, making Titan realize, that life must be like flowing water, although often carried by the current, but he still certainly stepped up to the goal. Titan washed the water on his face, doing ablution steps, to make his front hair wet. The charm is increasingly visible, Titan is indeed very handsome. However, that usual glare of the eyes held a thousand deeply wounded feelings.

How bad I feel when I miss coming, but what I miss can no longer touch his hand. Trying to survive even with this painful situation. I am fragile yet strive to be resilient without the slightest bit of complaining.

Because Mom and Dad are already part of the thousands of night sky stars. Now, in prostration I miss you.

After the Titan wudhu, he immediately grabbed the peace found on his bed. Perhaps only by worship makes his heart and mind become much calmer.

Kangen

Unlike the situation in Deo's house. Looks crowded, because there's a biangkerok Jonathan and friends. Yes, after returning from the concert venue dangdut hajatan, Jonathan and his friends even went back to Deo's house. Deo told Jonathan and his friends to go home. The dangdut virus has penetrated Deo's body, he feels billed with dangdut music when Jonathan, he, Udin and Rian invited him to bersawer ria on the stage by wearing a style typical of the legendary dangdut singer Arafiq.

"Young age, fiery time, who always felt dashing, never wanted to give up ha ha ha ha ha, young blood," Udin hummed ria instead, the situation at Deo's house is getting broken.

"Lo's voice is rich in rombeng cans," maki Jonathan.

"What's? A scab?"

"Cockfighting!"

"What's? A bugle?"

"Bolot is so useless tea!"

Jonathan and Udin even argue with each other, making Deo a little bit irritated with the chatter of Jonathan and Udin. While Rian, just focus nodding his head, because both ears are attached earphones, maybe Rian is listening to dangdut music.

"Lo complacently. At home, I am free to do it too. If you want to do a dangdut concert at my house, please. Nyokap-bokap again is not at home, really, so you all calm down," said Deo.

"Oh. If there is food?" Ask Udin.

"There was. Take it in the fridge everything is there."

"You actually told us to go to your house in what order, anyway?"

"Because I don't have a friend at home."

"Well, do we all have to stay here?"

"Yes that's not it either. Actually I want to make a surprise plan for my cousin, the Queen," said Deo flat.

"What surprise?"

"Birthday surprise."

"When is his birthday?"

"Saturday ahead."

"Oh." Jonathan was just making a fool of it, nodding his head slowly.

"Keep me want to give you a birthday theme like how?" Ask Udin.

"It's like a birthday."

"Yes, how rich do you want to be?"

"It's like a birthday."

Udin clucked softly, Deo's answer not at all satisfactory to him.

"Oh." Udin is just a fool.

"Kok oh doang, anyway? Help me think of cake for her birthday theme." Deo.

"She made me her, how was her birthday?"

"It's like a birthday" Deo said.

"No, the answer makes me confused."

"Hehe. Yaudah deh, later about the theme let Jevin with Tania who takes care, most immediately they come here. The Titan wants to come here too" Deo said with an innocent look.

"Keep, you tell me what am I talking about muter-muter nanyain theme for? If in the end there is already an expert in the affairs of such themes?" Udin said by putting on a slightly irritated face.

"Hehe." Deo just shakes a horse.

"The Titan wants to come here too?" Ask Jonathan.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Mistakenly?"

"No. Why why?"

"Father, anyway."

"Judah if it is a gapapa. You're all here a henchman. I'm gonna take a shower, ye. Sultry. Tired, brother dangdutan same you guys last afternoon." Deo immediately turned to the second floor of his house. While the others are just busy with their respective activities.

"Be careful, Yo! There's a girl who doesn't look like she's going to be ngintipin elo!" Shouted Udin, but it seems that Deo did not bother him at all.

"The invisible girl? Kuntilanak mean lo?" Ask Jonathan.

"Yes according to you?" Udin said casually.

Jonathan was just scratching his nape that did not itch. While Rian was still busy nodding his head while hearing the singing voice from the earphones attached to both ears.

Kangen

Time has shown at seven o'clock in the evening. Tania is now walking down the streets of Bandung alone. The road that looks crowded with various vehicles, not the least makes Tania disturbed. Some street vendors also decorate the outskirts of the street, but it did not make Tania's attention distracted, Tania just focused on walking to Deo's house.

Tania just stepped slowly, enjoying the cool and friendly night air. Every now and then the look of his eyes fell upon the sky, thousands of stars distracting him.

"Hey, Tania." Someone who was buying boiled peanuts on the side of the road called Tania. It seems that someone knows Tania.

Tania turned her head, and someone approached Tania.

"Lo Tania, right?"

"Sister Jevin? How come it's here?"

"It's a coincidence that we've met here. You're going to Deo's house, aren't you?" Said Jevin, his typical look of eyes made Tania a little awkward and did not dare to look into Jevin's eyes.

"Yes. Jevin's brother wants to go there too?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"But, Brother since when was it in Bandung?"

"Since yesterday."

"Oh."

"Yes. Oh, yeah, you don't call me brother, yeah. I'd rather be called Jev or Jevin."

"But ...."

"You don't have to, the Queen calls me Jev."

"What's the impolite name?"

Jevin shook his head slowly with a thin smile, "No. I'd rather be called by name."

"O-okay." Tania agrees with Jevin's words.

"Yaudah, if you want to go to Deo's house, just go." Jevin said with a smile, without waiting for Tania's answer, Jevin immediately boarded his motorbike parked not far from Tania's standing position. After riding his motorcycle and already wearing a helmet, Jevin again invited Tania to join Deo's house.

Jevin opened the glass of his helmet, and turned towards Tania, "Come, get on."

Tania hesitated.

However, whether this is a coincidence or not, a ninja biker stops right behind Jevin's bike. Tania immediately turned her head, and was a little surprised when the rider opened his helmet.

"Titan?" Pekik Tania slowly, Jevin also turned his head towards the ninja biker.

Titan's flat face makes Tania's heartbeat beat faster. Highlight Titan's eyes were able to make Tania unable to twitch anything. It seems Titan doesn't like it, if there's a guy close to Tania.

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