Titan

eps. 25

I see you give up on time,

Even if you try to remove the trail feels painfully,

All hit the tub of benalu, all,

Which never passes, though,

Makes you more withering,

Feeling the anxiety, the rumbling,

And an increasingly strong feeling of longing.

Past wounds make you something that blisters easily,

It makes you more fragile, again,

Blistering mercilessly, increasingly collapsing.

Only pain remains, though,

And you keep whining away feeling the pain,

Trapping you in an eternity of sadness,

I see you're trying to sew the wound, too,

Remove all suffering,

Knitting happily in the heart and trough of the soul,

It will all feel as warm as dusk,

If you and your feelings really exist and are real,

I'll be by your side not just for a while,

But for now, tomorrow, and beyond,

Until I'm completely gone.

"Because time and time again stabbed me to look so fragile, but believe me I was someone trained to be a thorn." - TitanWirasena.

- kangen

Tomorrow. Breathing that cannot lie. That day Tania was greatly shocked when she heard Rayn's words, which said; that the entire life of Titan was in her hands. This certainly made Tania worried, what exactly was Rayn planning? Or did Rayn just give a small threat to Tania-so that Tania was afraid and willing to accept Rayn back to be her lover. Sly! I don't know what Rayn has in mind, why justify various ways to get what she wants.

Actually, Titan and Rayn never greet each other, not even friends. It's just that they have known each other long before they officially became students at this Kejora High School. The two knew each other for a long time, but one fatal problem that put them in such a bad relationship. No, not because of Tania. Long before Titan and Rayn knew Tania, the two had been involved in a single problem-whether that was what.

Right now Tania was silent inside her room, there was one thought that made her mess up. Titan had no news at all from yesterday and until this second, even Tania had already tried to contact Titan, but there was no answer. What happened to Titan. Yesterday also made Tania not focus on drama training, of course, it also made some other drama participants talk about Titan in a dislike tone-maybe because Titan did not attend the drama rehearsal. Where's the kid going? Wouldn't he be attending rehearsals? But why yesterday did he not come to attend the rehearsal of the drama?

It made Tania become very worried at this moment.

"What else do you think, Tan?" Suddenly a voice rang out in the doorway of Tania's room. Yes, the Queen stood there, casually leaning her shoulders against the door.

Tania turned her head towards the Queen, "elo, Rat? Since when are you here?" Tania who was previously unaware of the Queen's presence is a little surprised-because the Queen managed to make her daydream scatter.

The queen approached Tania, "Gue was standing here since five minutes ago. Oh yes, since yesterday I noticed elo I think there is something else to think about. Wh why? Think of Titan?" Ask the Queen slowly.

Tania was only able to remain silent.

"If there's something else you think about and it's because Titan didn't show up for the rehearsal yesterday, try calling him, Lo has his cell phone number, right? After all, I was surprised by the Titan, why when he was already dapetin elo, it was he who even seemed to avoid without news like this," said the Queen in a slow tone.

"That's not the only problem, Rat. Besides, I don't think too much about yesterday that he didn't come to drama training. But I'm really worried about him." Tania said with a face that very clearly described worry.

"What is elo worried about?" Ask Queen.

"Ray."

The frowning-like queen did not understand why Tania concerned linking Rayn's name in her fear of Titan?

"You mean?"

"Emang Rayn said is it the same?"

"Gue doesn't know exactly what he means, but his words managed to scare me" Tania said. The queen sighed softly, she looked at Tania with a care look.

"Yaudah, let me obrolin this same Deo. I'm also sure, Deo must know what happened with Titan," said the Queen gave her spirit to Tania, then Tania also favored a thin smile-albeit, thin, but at least it made Tania a little relieved from her previous feelings.

Today was Sunday, Tania had not decided to go anywhere, especially now there is a Queen who comes to Tania's house - just filling free time with a little chatter that makes the two understand each other's life stories. Their friendship was tight, as if the sharpness of the knife would not be able to make their friendship rope cut off.

A few minutes later, the Queen's phone rang on the sidelines of a small chat between the Queen and Tania, with the Queen immediately taking the time to open the incoming message on her phone.

Whatsa:

Jevin: I don't know where to start, but for sure, I decided to stay away from Elo. Not that I lost the elo in my life. I love you, Rat. Sweetheart beyond myself. A struggle that I have been doing for you, in fact in vain. I never expected anything in return from you. I already know everything, you know when you say; you will keep me away and will not give me a little hope. That day I accidentally heard the conversation with Tania. Try to understand everything, Rat. I love you as sincere. I know this is too much, but I feel like staying in a position like this is not good for me, not good for you either. You may be bothered by my feelings. I'm ready for a special surprise for you, maybe that's the last surprise I'll give you for your birthday, so I'll try to disappear from your life, you know, because that's what you want from me? I'll try to follow what you want, Rat. This afternoon I will return to Bali, make a surprise birthday, I already naro something in your room. I hope, you are fine without a cave, the cave hopes you dapetin what can make you happy, because I can not make you happy. It's not about me giving up on circumstances or times that are too cruel for me to continue to survive, but I just want to follow what you want. Because I'm quite aware, if surviving does not forever end beautifully, and go is not forever sad. Sorry for everything ....

The queen suddenly shut up a thousand languages, she felt something jolting her as well as the recesses of her heart. Not feeling the tears falling down the cheeks, the look of the face turned into a piteous. Tania touched the Queen's shoulder, and asked; what really happened?

Without further ado, the Queen tries to call Jevin, but over and over again he tries to contact her, Jevin's cell phone number being unreachable. That thing made the Queen flinch. Is the Queen sorry? He would completely lose the figure of a sincere-hearted knight like Jevin. Ready or not, the Queen will feel lost to Jevin.

"Why, Rat? What was? Why are you crying?" Question Tania layered.

"Gue must go to the airport now," without answering Tania's question, the Queen rushed to the airport, quickly offering to join the Queen to the airport.

- kangen

After ten years ago, someone who was rumored to have died, came back instead, and said a reality that was completely incomprehensible.

Dramatic.

Titan hates his current life, he gets caught up in a drama he absolutely hates. Life is a dream, meaning that 'happiness' is never real, and too good to be real for the life of the Titan Wirasena Rajendra. 

Confined, wailing in anguish, the glare of keen-looking eyes full of seduction stared out the heartbreaking window. Life is too cruel, when the harsh reality of reckoning begins to approach mercilessly. Ten years ago, a single accident, which claimed two lives, made Titan not just hit hard, he said, but it also made him understand about the presence of someone who is very meaningful when it is completely lost from the face of this earth and can no longer meet to just shed the longing.

The accident only killed his mother Titan, and one friend of his mother, while his father became a suspect in the case. But his father hid all that neatly from Titan.

"Gua even hates drama!" Titan exclaimed with emphasis in his sentence, with his right hand clenched and smashing against the wall next to him.

Quickly, Titan picks up his bomber jacket and switches out the house - just to breathe the free air out there. However, the moment Titan stepped out of the room, his house phone rang. Titan immediately approaches the living-room to pick up the incoming phone to his home phone.

Titan lifted the phone slowly, "Hello, who is this?" Said, flat.

"Gue is the same. I want my nyamperin in my house! Don't take Ajeng. Enough me, elo, and bokap!" Exclaimed someone who spoke to Titan on the phone. At that instant the look on Titan's face turned serious.

"So you know all this time, if Bokap is still alive?!" Titan is flat, but slightly pitched like holding back anger.

"Why? You want to get angry?!"

"Rice! No use!" Titan yelled at the person who called him.

"Wait to you in the cave house! Don't take Ajeng! Because the existence of Ajeng is none of us! He's just a pick-up boy!"

That someone's words made Titan growl slowly, Titan was not out of thought, during this time his patience was drained by someone who continued to challenge and provoke his emotions to rise blindly and thrash like wanting to vent all anger and emotions.

Titan hung up the phone without further ado. He does not like if there is someone who mentions that Ajeng is a collector's child. Keep in mind, if Ajeng is a collector, but Titan really already considers him like his own biological brother. Of course, Ajeng did not know about his identity in this Ginanjar family.

What then? Who's the one who called the Titan?

With a face attached seriously and resisting annoyance, Titan turned out of the house, rushing to the place where the caller was staying. Messy, even the feeling of Titan was very chaotic. So all this time her brother, different Mother, had even known everything-knowing that Ginanjar's father was still alive. Something that the Titans did not understand very well, as if his heart was being played like a game of snakes and ladders, and Titan always gets a snake trap to keep falling and falling until time to point forcefully if Titan loses in this game.

Brother Se-Dad? Different Mom? Meanin?

Three questions that represent all of this misunderstanding. Yes, since the accident incident ten years ago, there is a reality that makes Titan have to accept everything with a spacious chest, the father is rumored to have two wives. And his mother Titan was in a position as a second wife or mistress. When all say that the father of Ginanjar-Titanah died, all evidence was revealed and requires Titan to accept a brother who was not far old with him. But fate is so cunning, Titan's father is still living in good condition and healthy, but sow deep wounds for Titan. Moreover, Titan was very disappointed, if his half-brother turned out to be so far away from knowing this. If you have to choose, Titan does not want to have a brother who is fatherly but different Mother. It just makes it harder to accept reality. Titan has been trying to keep quiet, hiding everything from the world.

Connect ...

Get ready for a conflict, huh???!!! Muehe.

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I can't make a story that is as colorful as other authors x(

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