Titan

eps. 28

Hardest choice. Is, when it comes to choosing between holding on to stay or leaving behind a story that has just begun. Defending what is supposed to be maintained, leaving something that should be abandoned. Survive or leave? Two words that are very difficult to get into a choice.

"Delivering someone's departure is not easy, and still maintaining everything is not something easy. I'm not far, I'm not going. I still stay in my heart." --Titan Wirasena.

***

"Din!"

Call someone running up to Udin who just entered the school gate. Yes, this morning unlike the previous mornings, the weather was a little cloudy and the sun seemed timidly greeting and hiding behind the clouds. However, school activities are still running as usual.

"What's wrong?" Udin snatched up someone who called him.

"What about our plan?" Ask.

"Our plan is ma---"

"Wooy!"

Not yet Udin continued his sentence, someone managed to cut off Udin's sentence and approached Udin with a hasty-sounding breath.

"Eh, Yo! Can't you just not like a jelangkung?" The cynic.

"Remarked. I was just excited today. Oh, yeah, how's Din doing with our plan?" Ask Deo. While Jonathan clucked.

"Yes that's what I'm now asking to the Udin, uh suddenly elo dateng continues to cut the sentence Udin. Next time mah if you want to come say, excuse the cake." Jonathan said with a face that held back his annoyance, but Deo only looked grim.

"Yes, I'm sorry."

Udin sighed softly, "gue is still not sure he wants to drag you two in this case. Because you two must still not understand about things that you yourself do not know. I was going to bring my other two friends in this case, just yaaa they have their duties."Udin said he made Jonathan and Deo frown.

"Continue?"

"Well, how do you keep going? We must be trying to understand, really," Jonathan said.

"Aah, lo language, Jon, trying to understand what's wrong? Like the author of the lo language," ledek Deo.

"Yes, I am a writer. New nyaho lo?"

"Oh." Deo just ooh ria. "Eh but, really you have the same plan that you said yesterday? Even if I can't sleep, this is a problem. I don't know if I'm going to be strong or not see everything. Because honestly, I don't know what it was like when I was on Titan." continued Deo.

"I don't want to know first. This problem is quite complicated. I'm not a Titan myself. You guys know, right? I don't even know Titan, and vice versa. I'm just Jonathan's cousin, by any chance. Jonathan is the Titan. There are some people out there who think that I'm crazy, I'm almost like a psychic, all because I have advantages that not many people know. About Titan, I know about him from someone, someone who is currently very worried about the situation of Titan," Udin explained everything in as much detail as possible. Jonathan and Deo just nodded.

"Why are you nodding?" Ask Jonathan. "Do you understand?" Ask again.

Jonathan grinned the horse, "nothing. Hehe."

"PA!" deo aspirat.

"It's a habit to talk about the PA!"

"Udah. How come you guys make a gini fuss, anyway? I know you guys are whistling with me again, but don't make a fuss ahead of me too." Udin melted the atmosphere, making Deo and Jonathan immediately put on a face like he wanted to vomit.

"Looky? Sure you're handsome?" Deo says it's like Udin's melody.

"Haha. He's obsessed with handsome guys, Yo. Yehudah, yes, yes" Jonathan said with a sigh of laughter.

"Ye, don't get me wrong. I am the most beautiful in my house. I always say that to me." Udin defended himself, his face plugged like a sewot.

"Yes yes, nyokap you really. You are the most beautiful in the house. Yaiyalah, you guys are the only boy in the house. Haha." Jonathan laughed at Udin. Jonathan knows all the members of the Udin family. Udin's youngest child, he has an older sister named Kak Roshi, or whom he often calls 'teteh' or 'teh Ochi'.

"Yes at its core I'm the most handsome at home." Udin was still defending himself.

"Yayen, deh."

"What are we doing, anyway?" Deo scratched his head.

"Gue doesn't know either." Jonathan looked innocent.

"Let's go. It's us talking vaguely like gini, mending us to class now." Deo stepped on his feet and walked ahead of Jonathan and Udin. Without another word, Jonathan and Udin followed Deo's steps.

What Udin knew about Titan, why it was as if everything was going to end so pitifully. Or ... Perhaps because there will be the saddest story that Udin knows about Titan. Who is Udin in Titan's life? You are not, and you are no one.

Fatiris. Yes, Fatir. The figure of a small child who had met Titan and Tania at the time when both were trapped in handcuffs. Fatir complains to Udin about what he saw from the look of Titan's eyes. Highlight the unusual eyes, and Fatir found something else from the pair of Titan eyes. Fatir was an ordinary little boy, who somehow God bestowed an advantage that others rarely had.

How did Fatir get to know Udin?

"That day I accidentally met Fatir, a child who had the same gift as what I had. He invited me to talk, talk about someone he was worried about. A person who has a heart so sincere to love, love and give his whole life for the person he loves so much. I do not know, how Fatir can make my heart seem to sink into the story he tells about someone who is said to have a relationship with the girl that Fatir considers as his sister. Chronos ... That person is a Titan. I was immediately shocked when I heard the name. A name that is sure when everyone hears, will think about the figure of a bad boy who is often absent on Monday, as well as the nickname of the false hope giver attached to him. This is a normal thing for me, though, but I do feel there is something unusual about what I catch from the way Fatir narrates and says that something will happen to Titan - whether good or bad, or bad, I don't know for sure. If it is true, that concern will continue to make Fatir really have to be dragged into the story that I myself do not know what will end like later. Happy or sad? Or ... Tasteless?" Udin spoke.

Coincidentally. Obviousness. And a story that was never expected. Udin never knew, that he would meet Fatir-the son of a duplicate locksmith, who also had the same grace as Udin. So, Udin felt that it was not just him who was often labeled 'crazy' because he was always caught talking alone - even though, there were invisible friends, who invited him to talk.

Then ... What does this have to do with Titan?

*

A man dressed in a white-gray uniform, decided to buy a red rose not far from Kejora High School, before he decided to take his foot to school. There are things he has to do this morning. At least it made the raging feeling in his heart subside and was much calmer.

"Mas Titan, morning tumben buy red roses. For whom?" The florist instead threw a question sentence, which made Titan manage to smile thinly.

"Make someone special in my life, sir." Titan is friendly.

"Who? Does Titan have a girlfriend?"

"It."

"Well, piye anyway? It turns out that Titan already has a girlfriend. I don't think you're single, Mas. Hardly a match until the same as my son in the village." The florist said with a Javanese-logged tone that was so very thick. Titan just smiled.

"My heart has been stolen by someone else, sir. Hehe."

"Want to. Usually you buy cigarettes in the morning at the shop there, but this morning even buy flowers. Don't think you're a tadpole."

"Yes, sir, when I buy cigarettes to be given to my girlfriend, later there I even diomelin with him."

"Come on. Yowes. How does anyone fit the flowers?"

"I think it's more beautiful. I bought this one, sir." Titan picked up a red rose that he thought was the most fragrant, and Titan gave money to the florist.

"OKAY. Mature suwun, yo. Don't forget, if you love flowers, you have to sing the song Via Vallen which is the title dear. Unguaranteed, the girlfriend of the until must be straight klepek."

Titan this time chuckled. "My girlfriend doesn't like dangdut."

"What's the same?"

"Like it just as much as I do." Titan said with lips that held back laughter.

"Well, over confident turns out to be the sampean."

"Hehe. Yaudah, Sir. I say goodbye first. Afraid of school. Take it back for you." Then Titan passed straight from this place.

"False, Mas. Buy flowers often!" 

Titan only raised his thumb at the middle-aged flower shopkeeper.

This was Titan's first day of school after about a month he did not attend school. This time, he must apologize to Tania-because last night the Titan had made Tania cry. If Titan could write his own destiny with the pair of hands he had, he might write a very happy story with the people he loved. However ... Titan must be able to accept whatever fate God has set on him.

Red rose flower.

He placed little hope on the red rose he was currently holding. Titan has never given a flower to a woman. This is her first time.

After some time, when Titan had reached the school gate, Titan decided to wait for someone behind the school gate wall. It's still half-seven, Tania will be here any minute.

Titan glanced at the circular clock in his hand, "still at half-seven. Before I never came to school this early, if ever, yes at most I hang out in the corner stall. Tania has succeeded in making me submissive. My heart is really broken. But I'm not sure if all this will end happily." Titan spoke very slowly while staring at the petals of roses whose stems he held.

With the position of leaning back against the wall, and next to the legs bent backward, Titan looks relaxed. Then, Titan turned his face away for a moment, and he saw Tania who had just arrived, Titan immediately approached Tania with a smile that was beautifully placed on her face.

"Hi,"

Titan greeted Tania, and standing right in front of Tania, it slightly surprised Tania.

"Shocked, huh?" Titan knitted her brows side by side, and slightly advanced her head closer to Tania's face, making Tania retreat one step.

"You-you?"

"Now, for you." Without further ado, Titan gave Tania a red rose. But Tania still speaks a thousand languages there. "I give this to you sincerely, as a sign of my apology to you." Titan says, again.

"Sorry?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Tania fell silent.

Then, the look on Titan's face turned serious, his smile still plugged in, but it looked faint. "I'm not a romantic guy. I can't be a romantic guy. But this time, for the first time, I gave flowers to girls" Titan said.

"I'm really sorry about you." Titan repeated the apology in his sentence. Tania looked at the pair of Titan eyes so deeply.

"What's up?" Tanya opened her voice in a tone so slowly.

"In the name of love I apologize and in every sense I apologize. I made you cry. And you know what? I get so hurt when I see you cry." Titan said with a very serious facial expression.

DEG!

Tania saw the sincerity that emanated from the look of Titan's eyes. His heart melted, until he no longer knew what to say. This feeling, this feeling is already attached to the eternal in the hearts of both, the feeling of love that is increasingly afraid to face the words 'part' and 'lost'. Had they lived in a fairy tale, it would probably have been much more beautiful, even though it ended very sad. At least, this makes the strength of their love more tested, stronger, even though the storm tries to shake.

"I'll take this flower." Tania received the flower, "and I forgive you, but on one condition," Tania continued.

Titan's face again shone, "what's the condition?"

"I'll rest when you help me pick up the books in the library."

"What?"

Titan was shocked as Tania slipped the word 'library'. All students at Kejora High School certainly know, that the child is very anti-entry to the library.

"Why?"

Titan scratched his non-itchy nape, with his eyes still fixed straight at Tania, "Em, to the library, huh?"

"Yes. Wh why? Don't want to help, huh? If you don't want to help me, I don't want to forgive you." Tania rushes by, but Titan holds Tania's hand.

"Yeah. Me, um, I want to help you crunch books in the library, ", said Titan. Of course it made Tania smile.

"Really?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Seriously?"

"I'm very serious Tania."

"I don't believe."

In Tania's heart chuckled, because it managed to make Titan want to accept the terms of the apology, even though there was no need to use the conditions, Tania had forgiven Titan. Tania is just trying to kill Titan.

"Judah if you don't believe me, you come with me now." Titan said as he slowly pulled Tania's hand.

"Eh, where are you going?" Tania holds Titan-so as not to take him away.

"To KUA. So you can believe me, if I'm serious." Titan said, leaving Tania speechless in a few seconds.

"W-what?"

Then, Titan chuckled, looking at Tania's silent expression with flushed cheeks.

"I'm kidding." Titan chuckles.

Titan smiled, shaking his head while staring at Tania's passing back.

"You're the only one who can make me laugh and smile after this."

A second later, Titan passed to his class.

*

Now, the time has shown at nine in the morning. The first lesson is over. But there was a sound from the direction of the school field, a very familiar voice in the ears of the Kejora High School residents. Yes, Mr. Danny's shaky voice, telling all the students to gather in the field.

"What's up, anyway?"

"Why are they on the field, anyway?"

"Sir Danny wasn't very, very good. Malesins."

"What's up, yeah, why did Mr. Danny tell everyone to hang out on the field?"

The question sentences were thrown from some students who are now scattering towards the school field.

"Consideration. I learned all in the field, because there will be a discussion about the school HUT event that will be held in the next few weeks. The event is getting closer. A very important event for this school, I hope everyone gathers in the field, lest anyone not gather. To the osis child, I hope to set the line of students," said Mr. Danny gave the command, a shaky voice that filtered through the microphone and reflected on the toak, making some students very lazy to hear the sound.

Tania and the Queen were already in the first row. The queen looked uninspired.

"Why, Rat?"

"Huh? Why what, Tan?"

"What is the spirit?"

"Hehe. Nope."

"Surely there's something else to think about, huh?"

The queen smiled faintly, "Yes, Tan. It turned out to be true said Dilan; if miss is heavy."

"Em, baper victim. I think you've got the novel Dilan flu virus," ledek Tania.

"Yes, I saw the movie dong. That's where I went straight to Jevin. I miss him."

"Watch Dilan? When's? How not to take me? You see that Jevin?" Tania blurted out a layered question sentence.

"No. I'll watch it myself."

"Lo miss Jevin?" Tania touched the Queen's shoulder, the Queen turned her head towards Tania and nodded slowly. "So, your feelings for Rayn are just ambition?"

"Yes, Tan. Turns out I was wrong. I'm more comfortable with Jevin. I was too stupid to even describe my feelings. Jevin's turn has gone in my life, a thousand slivers have come to my heart. And it's true said Dilan; longing is hard." The queen said in a soft tone.

Tania sighed softly and stroked the Queen's shoulder, "lo the patient, Rat. If Jevin is the right person for you, God will definitely make you the same Jevin deket again. You have to believe that the hand of God will definitely unite you and Jevin in a love story that allows you both to understand each other" Tania said.

"Yes, Tan. I believe in that."

There was no more chatter between Tania and the Queen. After a few minutes later, Mr. Danny who stood firmly in front of there, again gave a cue to all the students who now seemed to line up neatly filled the field.

"First of all, I say Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh." Mr. Danny began to open his voice which sounded very formal - a time when all the students were neatly lined up on the field.

"Waalaikumsalam warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh." At the same time the students.

"okay good. Thank you to all my children who are in order to march. This is not an impromptu ceremony of course. However, I as the vice principal and teacher of BK, will tell all Kejora High School students, that the Kejora High School HUT event will be held in the next two weeks, therefore ... We have to make all preparations from far away. And ... About the drama of the show to be performed by a select few students, will be canceled .... "

However, when Mr. Danny gave his speech, there were some students who put on a cheerful face and said the word 'yes' very slowly.

".... The drama show was cancelled due to lack of preparation and also something else that was very unsupportive. That's why it was canceled. However, the HUT event will still be held. In lieu of drama, you must still wear the costumes of the characters in the drama, for those who are dragged into the drama participants. And for those of you who are not dragged into the drama participants, are expected to also wear free costumes," continued Mr. Danny.

Sounds slow to the students.

"Oh, put on a costume, again."

"Ih Mr. Danny mah aya-aya wae siaih."

"Ih naon boa make costume."

"Why wear a costume?"

"Okay, okay. I think it's just an announcement that I have to make to all of you. To this day, members of the osis are expected to meet in the isa room, and for other students to return to their respective classes. One more thing, today's learning and teaching activities are a bit disrupted, maybe there will be many empty hours without a teacher today. But I hope you guys have to be in order until the time you get home." Mr. Danny closed his speech. All the students looked back up with cheerful faces, as today's learning and teaching activities were not so stable - there would certainly be plenty of free hours until coming home later.

All the students slowly, one by one, began to leave the field. But there was seen a grumbling Jonathan put on a disappointed face.

"Let's go. Why did the drama try? I've been desperately making a story script, uh even digagalin." Jonathan nags himself.

"Patience." Deo patted Jonathan's shoulder slowly.

"It turns out that it doesn't feel appreciated." Jonathan really put on an upset face.

"Aah, lebay loh ah."

"It's not lebai, Yo! It's a very heavy and heavy disappointment."

"Udah ah, do not be disappointed that way, later depression, fear of the cave mah."

"Fear what?"

"Fear of suicide."

"****. If I want to kill myself, I have to think seventy-seven times. I have not married yet. After all, I'm very scared of dying." Jonathan said he made Deo chuckle with laughter.

"Eh, what did you say? Is your disappointment heavy?" Ask Udin.

"Yes. Why mother?"

"Lo's wrong."

"What's wrong with Sarudin?"

"The heavy miss. Said Dilan." Udin chuckles. While Jonathan knitted his brows next to.

"Not funny, euy."

"You're talking heavy? The heavy one is not disappointed or missed, but ... Bring two sacks of rice while looking at the former path of his new crush. Pain, cuy." Deo chimed in, chuckling.

"Haha." The impromptu trio drift in a Dime Deo-joke - which is not at all too funny to laugh at, only Deo's expression is very inviting laughter.

However, when Udin turned his face for a moment, he accidentally saw the little boy who was already standing near the gate there. Then, Udin's face turned serious. Udin immediately approached the little boy while giving a warning to Jonathan and Deo to also approach the child.

Udin approached the child, the boy who was sitting in elementary school seemed to put on a serious face while staring at Udin.

"Well, are you here?" Udin asked very slowly, changing his standing position only by knee-equalling the height of the child.

"I'd like to see Brother Titan and Brother Tania."

"Fatir, now is not the time for you to meet Kak Titan and Kak Tania, because it has not disbanded school," Udin told the child he called by the name Fatir. Yes, Fatir.

What's Fatir got to be here for?

"Kak Rega does not know, what it's like to keep a big worry for Kak Tania who also dragged me to worry about Kak Titan," said Fatir. The boy seemed to understand everything, but his innocence made anyone pity to see him.

"Yes. Brother Rega understands. Brother Rega understands. Later, if the school has broken up, Kak Rega will definitely tell Kak Tania if Fatir wants to meet, or later Kak Rega tell Kak Tania and Kak Titan to play at Fatir's house." Udin said very carefully. Fatir called Udin 'Kak Rega' because that is the real name of Udin-Rega Darudin Prasetya.

"alright. I'll wait in the complex garden." Without further ado, Fatir ran towards the East, making Udin immediately change his standing position while looking at Fatir's passing back.

While Deo and Jonathan just looked up.

"The guru did not expect." Jonathan shook his head with a mangap mouth while looking at Udin's face.

"What was that cave look at, really, you, Din?" Deo.

"Why?" Udin threw the question word.

"Well, swear. All those years, the cave has never seen you kayak before, Din. It's not the Udin I know. Udin who had just talked to the little boy was the angel side of an Udin who had a fair-faced face." Jonathan said, making Udin cluck.

"Muji or ngehina?"

"Not knowing me either. Hehe."

"****. Gibeng cave also lo."

"Yes, weh's normal."

"Who was it, Din? Lo's son?" Ask Deo.

"When did my son try?"

"Yes that time. Who is he, anyway? I think it's serious?"

"He's Fatir."

"Fatered?" Deo and Jonathan.

"Yes. It has to do with Titan and Tania."

"Continue?"

"We're putting together a plan. Before it's too late." Udin ran towards his class, followed by Deo and Jonathan.

What will Udin do?

Connect ...

A/n :

Hi everybody. This time I want to go back, no. I don't know where my life should be from, but I certainly thank all of you who have been pleased to read my work so far. Some more chapters will be finished. I'm sorry if this story isn't CLEAR. I know for sure, this story is not as good as the stories of other authors that many things are 'not predictable'. This story is just an easy story to guess, and super unclear.

KANGEN is over. Yay!! Anyone curious about the ending? [Surely nothing, hehe]

And after this is over, I have already prepared a replacement, which is certainly more exciting *may*

And, KANGEN story there will also be book 2. Because the story is still long. Hehe.

Anyway, I say thank you very much to all of you who have followed. Sorry if suppose my work is too much less than more *I understand*

The making of this KANGEN story is also too many obstacles. If I'm honest, I wrote this story from May 22, 2017, which I plan to finish in October, but until now it's not over, how many months are over? Long right? Yesterday there was something that made my mood very, very broken.

I was devastated, and felt that my life was too difficult. My father died, 3 months ago, of illness. And it felt really, really hurt to my heart. When the person who is always there for us, always gives infinite love to us, go away leaving us without a word anymore, other than the word "keep yourself well."

I cried. Sometimes very justifying the word Dilan, if the miss is heavy. And even harder if we miss someone we will never see again. Even touching his hands can't.

At the age of 19 years, it is not something that easily left Dad for ever. My ideals are just one of the first; peng makes Dad proud because his son became a writer and has published a book.

But ...

My father left me before he saw me as a writer.

I haven't seen my success as a writer (later). I have told him that I want to be a writer, but I still cannot prove yes at least 1 book published by me. Haven't. I can't prove that yet. I have a book that has already been published.

Until now I am still in the process of becoming a writer *thankfulness2 can write a book* and make my father proud in nature there. [Hopefully]

Of the many bacots kayak gini-because it is certainly not going to be anyone who comments or listens as well, even impressed lebay kayak gini. I say a lot2 thanks to Hehehehe.

See you in the next chapter:*[when no one is waiting, hahahaha.]

Ciao ^_^