Titan

eps. 9



Nine: Nine :

T I t a n' s

Have you ever fallen in love, but you yourself do not know how to explain your feelings as people who you love?

I may have never been. And now ... I'm doing that again.

But, that feeling was present only recently, before that I had never frowned upon this. All this has happened since I met Tania. From him, I who did not know what it was like to fall in love, unconsciously, he has made me fall. I feel that at this time I am so weak, more, and sometimes not out of thought, why I can fall in love with girls so soon. Usually also my heart is difficult to open the same girl, but that does not mean I like the same guy, ye. I'm normal. If I wanted to, I could be the thirty-three prettiest girls in school, but unfortunately I was still able to appreciate the girl's feelings. But strangely enough, I was always accused of being ****** love that spread false hopes to some girls in school, when in fact it is not, they misunderstand me, misrepresenting my kindness. But I don't want to have to enjoy all of this. Sometimes this is the risk of handsome people, many loved and many who feel the most special in my eyes. Yes, I know it's too overconfident, but yes this is the fact. Sometimes I feel like a great artist, have fans, have haters too. And you know, a number of my haters out there that often call me as Titan sukampret. Well, what the hell. The name of the name given to me nicknames, Titan Picisan for example, let it be assumed that his twin is Roman, the difference is I'm the same Roman; Roman can write love letters with millions of poems for the girl he loves. If I am ... I am not good at making love letters or poems, and I also do not like to make love letters, I do not want to, I am more fond of land letters and inheritances. Aelahs.

Now I'm looking beautiful in my room, after all day I was hanging around here and there. The point is, I can walk this afternoon with Tania, although initially there were events that made me want the same past. I hope, I will never see you again just as cute as Deo who suddenly asked for my help to save a girl who wants to kill herself. But strangely it was my turn to say, he did not become suicidal, again I am absolutely sure, if I was willing to be flanked also remain handsome, again, even girls are hypnotized by my words and words. Even though I am not a superhero, why can I save the life of a girl, even through words. Honestly, I'm not Mario Teguh, do I need to change my name to Titan Teguh, because I've given quotes to the girl, until she failed to commit suicide. Ah, if I am a super hero, I do not want to crown myself as Batman, Spiderman, or Ulltraman, I will be like Gatot Glass, more Endonesya really.

Tonight, I will definitely insompret, right now that I'm like a person who lost his mind, his own grin with the position of lying on the mattress while looking at the ceiling, he said, while my right hand is under my head. I swear, only this time there is a girl who makes me this crazy. The girl was named Tania, a girl who served as the PMR chairman at the school. I thought; if I was with Tania it would be very, very suitable. Why did I say it was like that? Because as you know, I am a prisoner whose heart was hurt very badly in the past. And you know too? Tania is the chairman of PMR, you could say she likes to treat sick or injured students. Fits right? Who knows what wounds are in my heart can be healed by Tania. I hope Tania does the same. Even if Tania could not open her heart for this jerk guy like me, I would still wait, even though until Naruto changed his name to Sumanto. I'll be waiting. Waiting until where my time is up to wait. Yes, I know waiting for it is something very annoying, but the power of love might even defeat everything. Shit, why am I so melow gini?

"Dragon!" Call someone from outside my room. I changed my position to sit down.

"Not locked in."

Not long ago, my door opened and someone came into my room. Braided hair, it became the hallmark of my Adek, even if I see him, he is very similar to Bokap. While I, said my people more similar to Nyokap. Nyokap I used to be a college girl, because of her beauty. Because on average, if a girl must have a slightly similar face to Bokap, if the boys look more like Nyokap. That's it, as far as I know.

"What's wrong?" As I asked, as my grandfather sat next to me, he smiled.

"Will Ketan not sleep?" Ask.

"Don't call Brother Ketan. My brother didn't like that call. So, don't call Ketan anymore." My nickname Adek to me is Ketan, because the real name I am Tan, because when I was a child there was a incident of teasing Adek-ledekan Adek me, I was always glued Ketan. Till now.

"I'm sorry," in short, with a look of laughter.

"What's the malem-malem to Abang's room?"

"I want to ask your permission."

"Where to go? Where are the gini malems going? My brother will not let you go anywhere. You're a girl, not good gini-malem to the outside."

"Ih Abang su'udzon. Who wants to get out of the gini mallem. I just want to ask permission to Brother, my friend asked for Brother's mobile number. I love you, yes. Not authorized?" His face with a pleading face. At that moment I just took a slow breath.

"Let's go. No, deh. After all, you don't like ABG children. Not stingy, but you don't want to be accused of PHP-in people's children anymore. I would rather try than be tried. Brother does not like the same girl who pursues Brother, because his brother does not like to be chased." I started lecturing my grandfather, and he seemed to understand my nature and character.

"Why don't you like being chased?"

"That makes my brother feel like a fugitive."

My grandfather clucked slowly, I could see the expression on his face that was a little upset, but tried to hide it from me. Besides, my heart has been filled, it is difficult for me to turn and move from the heart of a girl to the heart of another girl. My heart and my feelings are not a pocong that can jump here and there. And the feeling of love that I have is not like the song Sambalado-which poked a little, just a little, but biting, the edges make heartache. Aelah, really dangdut me. The point is, I will keep trying really for the person who stops in my heart. Although I am a jerk with a bad image and a thousand bad rumors about me, I will not hurt the heart of the girl I love. Because in my life it is ... There are a lot of things I don't like, and a few things I like. There are people who can take my heart, then I will be special, so the slave of his love I am even willing. Oh, my God, why is this crazy?

"Abang is too cute. Later far away soul mate," Ajeng threatened. I smiled lightly.

"Who said? Don't you know."

"I don't know, Bang. So the guy must be friendly, kind, polite, cheap smile, surely there will be many who like,"

"Without having to kayak it, enough diem, a lot of kok who like the same brother. There are so many people who like."

"Dad, shit. I like to lose the same debate, brother. I only give advice, because I prefer the guy I called earlier," said Ajeng, I sighed slowly and then got up from sitting, standing on my back to the wall, standing up, as well as draping both hands, a few meters away from Adek I sat.

"Hm. So that guy that was the same afternoon you had that kind of character?" I said casually, with the glare of my eyes fixed on my Grandpa.

"W-what? Did you go to my school?" He said a little.

"He's your boyfriend?" Ask me.

"Why didn't you tell me you were going to school? I told you, don't pick me up" he said, at once his face turned visibly irritated, probably because he thought; I was an overprotective brother. But it's all because I love you.

"Yes, because I love you. Now you ask, is she your boyfriend?" I clarify my question, with a face holding back my annoyance, Adek I also sighed softly.

"Yeah. She's my girlfriend," she explained. I guessed, the guy who was dating this afternoon was with me.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't honest with you all this time. Because if I'm honest, you definitely won't want me to make a date," continued Ajeng, I sighed slowly.

"Who said? For now, brother permits you to date. Okay, maybe at first Brother did not let you date, because you're still a child, still Junior High. Brother is afraid if you fall into negative things, or Brother is worried that you are heartbroken," said I, Ajeng was a little surprised by my words, clearly his mouth was a little muddled.

"Absolutely?"

"Yes, seriously."

"Again permit me to date?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"I'm not wrong?"

"No. But there is one thing you must know; you must be able to take care of your heart, yes. If you're ready to fall in love, then you have to be ready for heartbreak." I sat down next to my Grandpa, throwing a smile at my Grandpa, while touching his shoulder.

"I swear, I had a dream. Ah, thank you Bang. I love you, brother. I promise, I'll be the Adek who can boast Brother. Because in this world, I only have a brother." Ajeng hugged me tightly, I felt that I was a good brother, yes although sometimes the nature of the son of a bitch I like to relapse.

A second later, I let go of his embrace.

"Don't say thank you to Brother. If not for someone who has realized Abang, maybe now Abang will be angry with you. Angry sign dear, yes." I smiled, poking my little nose Adek. My grandfather smiled.

"Ah, who? Who made my brother like this? I have to thank that guy."

"She, I'm."

"Who? What girl is a guy?"

"Yakali boys. Girls, let's."

"girls? Brother's girlfriend? Oh, I know, brother Ngizinin I'm dating, 'cause brother has a girlfriend too, right?" My Adek question at that moment made me only able to crack slowly.

"He's not my boyfriend. In essence, you have received permission from Abang, you still cannot be too serious, just walk it all like cement, and make your girlfriend as your encouragement in studying at school. The negatives have to be removed, yes. Inget, you're still Junior High, your future is still long."

"Yes, I promise. I'll also be a high school boy. Eh but, really someone you just called that's not Brother's girlfriend?" I'm still talking about that. I turned my face to look the other way and I took the time to rub my own face slowly-before answering my Adek question.

"It's malem. You better get some sleep." Not the answer I love, I can only divert the conversation. I pulled the blanket and changed my position so I lay on the bed.

"Did I upset you?"

"Drowsy, want to sleep."

"Yes answer my question first, is he brother's girlfriend?"

I pretended to be asleep, with the snoring sound that I improvised as loud as possible. Yes, I do not want to answer the question posed by my Adek, even though I have the answer, I am not ready just my cheeks change color to the color of boiled crab. Shy, coy. Again alone, the shadow of Tania can make me crazy, because of her own smiles, let alone talk about her? I don't want to, my image maco in front of Adek I fade. Yep, it's kind of prestige, but what do you want again? Sooner or later, I will tell my grandfather if the time is right.

"Ih Brother. Answer first. Responsibility dong, already made to gini. He's my brother's girlfriend, isn't he?" I even tugged at my blanket, trying to build me up.

"New candidate," said I slowly, by maintaining my position.

"Girlfriend-to-be?" Ask again. I can only mumble in my heart, Adek I am too kepo, I think it is a disease of children today, kepo.

"No. Prospective employer."

"W-what? Seriously, cake! That's prayer."

I opened my eyes, and got up-turned from sleeping to sitting down, and looked at my Adek who was sitting on the edge of my bed. I clucked slowly, it turns out I'm not good at acting, pretending to sleep and crouch it can not make Adek me out of the room, he still just menggepoin me. Ck!

"No, what did you say?"

"The future employer, anyway, Bang. Which really is. Do you want to be the queen?"

"If you have to, why not?"

"I'm still not satisfied with my brother's answer. Is she brother's girlfriend? Please, this is a question I need to answer honestly,"

"You don't hear what you're saying?"

"Ih Abang why muters, anyway, talking? I'm horrified, Brother said he's a prospective employer Brother, but not a deacon!"

"Not that. It's a shame, you have to sleep, tomorrow's school."

"Yes, answer my question first. I'll get out of Brother's room, if you answer my question."

Ck! I sighed softly, I should not say about Tania who has made me give permission to date to my Adek. My grandfather was too pampered. I think, Adek I bear as the queen of kepo in school, the questions are really inevitable.

"She is not your boyfriend, nor is she a potential employer. Now you are out of your room. Brother wants to sleep."

"That's not your answer!"

"That's the answer you have."

"So far why did you spontaneously say that he was the future brother."

I sighed softly, again I lost, and Adek I was a good bettor I gave him an answer that made him satisfied with it, "okay. Brother replied. She's my Wife's nominee brother. Any more questions? If there's nothing, you're going to sleep." I pulled the blanket back and stretched my body.

"Ah, I guessed it. Brother must have said it was like that. Because you don't want to date? The boyfriend said brother only makes girls hurt, right? That's not it, Bang. As long as the guy is good and earnest, the girl must be happy," he said.

"Udah sleep there! It's malem! Don't bother Brother! Brother wants to sleep," I exclaimed with my eyes closed while defending my position that was lying handsome on the bed. This time I really want a handsome boob.

A second later, I went outside my room. And I re-opened my eyes, and thought; about what Adek I said it was. In fact, I'm an asshole. My life has many plans, but I don't have the courage to make all my plans happen. Never thought; I do not want to date, it is because I am afraid if I have to hurt the heart of a girl later. But, that does not mean one day I will still be like gini, aka anti dating. I can't call myself anti-dating either, because there will be a time when I have courage for macarin girls. Yeah, I hope so. I sighed softly, staring at the ceiling of my room which was plain white without any stains. I was so anxious, I once asked. He said; what is the sweetest thing in the world in your life? I said: mango. But now ... The sweetest thing in the world is to fall in love. Falling, but not hurting, actually makes people smile themselves. Like what happened to me this second.

🍁🍁🍁

I fell in love with her, like a rabbit's speed when running. But when I want to forget it, it's just as slow as a walking conch.

The next day, when I was at school, right at break time, I decided to go to the cafeteria. After a few hours my brain grew because I learned mathematical formulas that I did not like at all. It's not the staging I don't like, but the teacher, really cruel. If the mathematical formula problem is not how I think it is, it is still easy. More dizzy maybe if you write a code-coding formula ala girls, well it's more difficult, sometimes the girl is complicated, if anything says it should code first, why not to the point alone? She is a creature of God that is hard to understand.

"Mas, the siomay pesen is a serving." I ordered siomay and immediately switched to the table available in this canteen.

I sat in one of the chairs in this canteen-waiting for my siomay pesenan so. I play on my phone and don't care about the people around me. The point is, I laper, if laper gini, I don't want to bacot a lot, because if laper, usually I like to menggeleselin. As usual, the state of the canteen is always crowded, even now my existence in this canteen is the center of attention of the girls-gue aware of it. But I don't care at all. But the one I'm looking for is, where's Tania? I haven't seen him this morning.

"Tempo then I ngerasain insompret, afternoon tdownloadpret alias ngantukpret, uh malemnya I galaupret. Not because I saw the other ex, yeah. But the feeling was there when I saw the dream that seemed to me with the sound of prepetprepetprepet, the kind of song Munaroh bang Ojit came, you know? Aelah, I'm a jackass, Pret!" Someone who sits not far from my position.

"Why, Jon?" Ask her friend who just came.

"This is Prety dead."

"this ist. Prety who? Which boy? A class isn't the same as us?"

"Not people, but laptops. The name of this laptop is Prety. He's dead! Ngeselin, right? Where am I anymore, bokek."

"****. Laptop named Prety, you healthy? I think you should go to a mental institution, Jon. Anyway, I can't believe that you're bokek, you're rich."

"All my facilities are drawn to my parents, because my grades are all like eggs. And this that's not my laptop, this is Tania's laptop, I pinjem to him. When I minjem this laptop is still alive,"

At that moment I went straight to the direction where Jonathan was sitting, he called Tania. I already know my ears are really intensive if the name of Tania, directly nyut and really - instantly my hunger pangs. It's magic, Tania is able to make my attention can't be distracted. Not only see his face I can not turn, but hear his name I have immediately nanggepinnya spirit. Is this love? I think it is. I'm even crazier than people who fall in love.

"Laptop lo is broken?" I asked Jonathan a question.

"Eh, Tan, who even looks handsome even though still in the womb, aka already looks handsome when fitting in USG. What is it about my laptop is broken or not?" Jonathan even mocked me, I can only smile lightly.

"It's okay, anyway. I wanted to help you make your laptop. But---" my talk was interrupted.

"Can I actually use a laptop?" Ask Rian-his fellow warrior Jonathan, who is equally beloon if again see bohay chick.

"Can," I'm short.

"Can what? Can you just make it up?" Jonathan Tympal.

"Jude, the hell."

"Seriously could a laptop? That's a sign you know technology?" Ask Rian.

"Seriously. I used to work in that field. Let me see his laptop." I switched to look at the laptop.

"Oh, this is the hard drive can still be read. Must be serviced, nih. I have tools at home. If you want, I bring the laptop to the house first, and I guarantee, tomorrow it can live again," I continued, while fiddling with the laptop keyboard.

"Seriously?"

"Gue seriously."

"Judek. I believe you, Tan. If the laptop can live again tomorrow, I'll be your friend in return."

"Necessary. I'm too bad to be a temen. This is my good again just want to help this laptop. If so, I take it to class, I bring the laptop. And you take my siomay pesenan, I know lo laper." I brought my laptop, and left the canteen.

"Aah, you know that I'm a joke, Tan. Thanks, bro," said Jonathan, I could only smile thinly and leave the canteen with a pink laptop.

Ja. No one knows in the world that I know a little about computers. But at school I was labeled as a student who was not sinter-pinter very, never went to class also for a year. In the past, I was a technician, knew all the technological stuff, when I was a kid I had seen a computer, from which I began to learn. Actually, if it wasn't Tania's laptop, I wouldn't have helped Jonathan. Ck! Again, when it comes to dealing with Tania, I'm too excited.

The deg! As I walked down the corridor, I stopped my footsteps, because I saw Tania walking towards the cafeteria with one of her friends. My eyes were fixed straight at Tania, silently staring at every beautiful curve of Tania's face that made my heartbeat like it was going to explode. After Tania was lost in my sight, I could only sigh slowly, and resume my footsteps.

Sometimes you are something that is difficult for me to understand, difficult for me to understand, difficult for me to describe. But whatever it is about you, I like it.



Titan

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Author notes :

Hii. Greetings from the author of KANGEN, here. Wkwkwkwk. Sorry, yeah, this is not a clear story. I am still a beginner as an author of*****, I hope many like. Maybe here there are my readers on fb who follow me on ******, sorry, maybe I will not write facebook notes again. I want to focus on *******. What name does it want in********* the same in facebook notes? Yes ramean when I wrote on facebook notes, the comment was a super fussy rame. Why did I migrate to *******? What reason? Maybe on the outside there is a saying; is it lo len nulis *******dreaming by the publisher? Been a movie? After all, I dream of lo sono. Muhehehe, I can only be diem, and I stay without caring. The reason why I moved, I would like to be neater in nulis, if in******* that one work, if in FB notes random updates. I do not care about deserted cake, want no response, the important thing is I still write for the passion of the hobby, but thankfully there are those who like, like, and respect the same writing. Muhehe. Or if there is criticism, let's go. Or even want to be insulted, hehe, it's okay if it's for progress. The point is, my writing will not live without readers.

Oh, ja.

Bethe, please,

My story is called Star Falling in Love, it is the last SMASH fanfict project I wrote, and later I will not write SMASH fanfict. Honestly, I just like Bisma. Muhe. Maavkand. About that story, I do not want how many people want to read, no one read even though I gapapa. Hehe. And for now the boygroup again I mendengin it EXO.***, I like Kris, Jongin, and his friends. The K-Drama virus The Heirs also again belittles myself, muhehehe. I watched The Heirs a few times, still a baper.

Okay, it's too taffy like arisan's mother-mak. I have arrived here, this is my longest author notes XD

Btw, update KANGEN once every two days, yes.

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Lens.