Titan

eps. 14



Fourteen :

This heart I have, is like a caterpillar staring at the sky for not being able to reach the moon and stars. But a caterpillar always has a way, it processes, contemplates itself for a while until it becomes a cocoon, then flies off into a butterfly. Although still unable to reach the moon and stars, at least he can still fly across the clouds with a pair of wings.

"The food has died down, yes. We're going on a road trip, yuk?" Bring Titan. Tania nodded slowly and got up to follow the Titan.

The rain had indeed subsided, all that was left was a puddle of water along the way. Sometimes Tania thinks, if the rain is a moment that will certainly be stored in memory, then therefore the departure also not only leaves a puddle, but also memories.

"You're a gap why don't you get me?" Tania asked when Titan had just boarded and started the engine.

"It's really okay. Do I need to jog while raking three people from Japan said; it's okay, it's okay." Titan said with a soft tone and smiled lightly.

"Yes, not that time either. I just don't want to take care of you."

"I don't feel repotined. Really. I'm ready to be a motorcycle for you."

"Related?"

"Why? Too handsome, huh, make it a motorcycle taxi guy?"

"What the fuck, huh." Tania immediately put on her helmet and climbed onto the Titan motorbike regardless of Titan's last sentence. While Titan only smiled coldly looking for a moment Tania's cheeks seemed reddened.

Titan put on his helmet, and began to ride his bike at standard speed. There is a sense of comfort arising in the heart of Titan, he seemed to feel his world is much better if he was near Tania. The bitter memories that were once painted, as if eroded little by little, made Titan much more eager to run this life.

Titan never knew that falling in love would be this beautiful.

k a n g e n

As night fell, Tania who was seen being engrossed looked at the night sky filled with thousands of stars. Tania sensed that something was making her much better than before. Something that makes him comfortable. Something that makes him keep remembering the events of the afternoon - when the Titan drove him home, in a different way, because usually on foot, now the Titan was piggybacking on Tania with his black ninja who looked terrible.

"Gue had even forgotten how to fall in love. But is this a feeling of love? Am I in love with Titan?" thought Tania. Tania keeps trying to guess her feelings for Titan. But there is a little worry in Tania's heart, Tania is even too afraid to mention that she is now really in love.

"Don't be stupid Tania, Titan can't possibly like you. She was judged by the many girls in school, even among the girls who liked the same Titan, some were prettier than elo." Tania monologues to herself. He felt a worry engulf him.

"But ... I feel like there is something different about the way Titan behaves to me. He's nice, and he seems to show that he likes me. Oh, my God, I'm so worried about gini, anyway." Tania's monologuing again.

"Gue was sure, if now you are already really smitten with the Titan. Aye, right?" Said someone, who was currently standing in the doorway, with the right shoulder position leaning to the side of the door, and both hands folded. Tania looked towards the person.

"Queen? Why are you here?" Tania seemed confused, it was almost late at night, why the Queen was here.

The queen smiled bitterly, "ordinary, I'm in trouble again. I came here."

"What problems? How busy are you?"

"They're not busy, Tan. Maybe the people who do not understand their situation and condition. In fact, I felt like I was going back to childhood, Tan. A time when I was innocent, didn't understand anything, and my bokap-nyokap was also always there for me. My life was very happy when I was in Bali." The queen said as she approached Tania and stood right beside Tania.

"Queen, you still have me. I care about you." Tania patted the Queen on the shoulder, then the Queen smiled.

"Gue's lucky to have kayak lo, Tan. Let us know from the school entrance, yes. Maybe our friendship is much longer and more colorful. The point is, I'm happy to have a friend like you," said the smiling Queen, Tania also threw a smile at the Queen.

"You have known for a long time, or still only know, whose name is friendship if it has been fostered with a sense of sincerity, will forever make us feel lucky to have it," said Tania.

"A, Tania. I am so moved." A pair of Queen's eyes looked teary, and hugged Tania for a while.

"Tonight I'm here, okay?" The Queen again.

"Seriously?"

"Yes I'm serious."

"But in my house, especially in my room, there's no AC, Rat, no kayaking in your house." Tania said slowly.

"Well, you don't know what I'm doing here, anyway? Gapapa Tania, no AC also gapapa. I can live without AC."

"It's not ngizinin, Rat. But rather than in my house, why don't you try to make a trip at Deo Yoyo's house? Your house is next door to your cousin, the Yoyo," Tania said.

"Yes, yeah, anyway. But I'm sorry if I go to Yoyo's house. Because usually at this hour, he likes to watch Mahabarata. And you know, smilebelin what is that brute cousin named Deo aka Yoyo? I will not be able to sleep with his chatter he who looks like a gereget the same colossal film Mahabarata. If we do not watch it, this is even like what you know, if people say sunda mah, boisterous," said the Queen, Tania was seen chuckling to hear the Queen's story.

"Lo can be late now, can you?"

"Little, hehe."

"By the way, Jevin still likes to go to Bandung again, Rat?" Tanya Tania switched the conversation.

"No, Tan. In the past month he has rarely been to Bandung. Besides, I also feel sorry for him if I have to go back and forth Bandung-Bali just to meet me doang."

"Lo's still unconscious?"

"What's up, Tan?"

"Jevin likes you. That's why he's willing to go back and forth Bandung-Bali, every weekend and every holiday."

"Gue's the same he's just a friend, Tan. Not more."

"But I see he wishes more of the same lo."

"Ah, not ah. I just care about it mediocre. Maybe it's just your feelings, Tan."

"If she really likes what?" Ask Tania.

The queen scratched at her itchy nape, smiling faintly, and the look of it seemed compelling to say; that everything about her relationship and Jevin was mediocre. However, Tania actually even more cornered the Queen and made the Queen almost blushed and misbehaved.

Jevin was a childhood friend of the Queen when the Queen was still living in Bali. Because the Queen is the only child of a wealthy couple and super busy, making the Queen assume that Jevin is no more and no less, just a brother for her. Yoyo also knows Jevin, and they are even good friends, because by chance, Jevin is Yoyo's neighbor and the Queen.

"Jude, yeah. The point is I'm with Jevin there's nothing to do with it. He has my own brother, Tania," explained the Queen.

"Yes, yeah, yeah. I believe it."

"Lo will know for myself, if I like Rayn," said the Queen, then Tania's smile which had been wide, turned thin.

"Gue's getting more convinced that love is naive." The queen said slowly, and smiled faintly at the Queen.

"I also really want to forget Rayn, Tan. I want to escape this feeling of love. But truth? The more I try to escape him, the harder it is to cast off his shadow. Even I realize he's too good for me." The queen said with a serious look in her eyes, and really showed that her love for Rayn was deep, so that she never saw the bad side of Rayn-when it was clear, it was true, The Queen knows the bad side of a Rayn Mahardika.

"He's not too good for you. But Elo is too perfect for him. Sooner or later, you'll find your soulmate." Tania patted the Queen's shoulder gently.

"Gue will try to avoid Rayn. I promise."

"No need, Rat. Because God created the brain it's good to remember, not to be forced to forget. Want as strong as you try to forget, you will not be able to forget, let alone this is about the heart. You can't forget forever, unless you have amnesia" Tania explained.

"Yes too, anyway. Uh, but how do you feel about Titan? Do you like Titan?" The Queen instead switched the conversation, making Tania look silent for a moment before finally answering the Queen's question.

Tania sighed softly, "Gue doesn't know either, I like it or I don't like Titan."

"Now I ask; what would you say if you were a Titan?" The Queen asked quietly, the more urged Tania to express all her feelings.

"I'm Rasain, anyway." Tania hung up her sentence, her face looking quite confused to answer the question posed by the Queen.

"Confidence, right? That's not what you rasain was when you were next to Titan? Uh, if this is the story, anyway, I want to sing again the perfection of love from Rizky Febian," said the Queen.

"Kok even connect to the love perfection song from Rizky Febian, anyway?" Wonder Tania. The queen smiled as she shook her head.

"Yes. Which lyrics; being in your arms, teaching me, what comfort means, perfection loveaaaaaaa." The queen was singing as if she was teasing Tania, making Tania a little annoyed to hear it.

"Lo so fucked me, anyway?"

"Yes it's a risk that people who are in love again, must be ready to be fed."

"Yes I haven't told you that I'm in love now, Rat. Lo rese, here." Tania said, her lips looking slightly pursed. But the Queen seems not satisfied with this friend.

"What's? I'm not wrong, am I? You said you're not in love yet? Means the word 'yet' in your sentence means 'will' right? Will you fall in love with Titan? Hayooo." The Queen further cornered Tania, leaving Tania not knowing what to answer. The Queen is most clever in the affairs of the ledek-meledek.

"For a long time it was the exact same as Jonathan." Tania said as she changed her position to sit on the bed.

"Oh Tania, you if diledekin gini more visible if you have the same taste of Titan. Lagian lo mah strange, use my name is the same Jonathan, where exactly try the same me? Obviously I'm the same Jonathan has the opposite character."

"Obviously you're the same Jonathan is a big clop, Rat."

"Clop from where?"

"Lo was a good reader, and Jonathan was a writer. It fits together. The reader love writer. If there is ajib soap opera, tuh." This time Tania managed to sneak the Queen, making the Queen immediately put on a flat face and pursed her lips perfectly.

"Nyebelin very lo ah, Tan, I swear."

"Hehe. Excuse me. Oh yeah, it was school afternoon, you went to the bookstore? Buy what novel?" Ask Tania.

"Geez, I forgot to bring the novel. Usually, if I want to sleep, I always read a novel first. I hunted a peeper down here, anyway, so I forgot not to bring a novel." Queen Cengengesan, "Ta-tadi, I'm buying teenlit, it's her work Ma'am Esti Kinasih, the trilogy of Orange and Dusk," continued the Queen.

"Long lost, don't know anything minjem, don't know how. I want to re-read the story Ata, Ari, and Tari, so I buy again, deh. Actually I can just download the pdf, but I appreciate the author more, as long as I can still buy, I have to buy. Because for me, buy pdf it does not appreciate the author," explained the Queen.

"Yes, yeah, yeah. You are the queen, deh, if business is a business of pennovelan."

"I'm the queen, kelleus." The queen chuckled.

Tania and the Queen just threw smiles at each other. Tonight the Queen accidentally stays at Tania's house, because for her, Tania is a friend who wants to hear all her complaints or can be called if Tania is willing to be a friend when the Queen is happy or difficult.

k a n g e n

Thousands of stars decorate the night sky, making the atmosphere tonight feel much better than the gray nights ever missed. Now, it looks Titan who sits focused his gaze on the laptop screen, put on a face that is quite relaxed, often his lips sing a smile. That meaningful-looking eye highlight, emits a sense of its own, hidden behind the deepest wall of the heart.

"Mother, Father," he said softly, a thin smile was placed on his lips.

Perhaps far from the bottom of his heart, Titan longs for the figure of the Mother who is present like a wingless angel. He also misses the figure of the father who used to always encourage him when he fell from the bike. It looks painful to Titan, he really feels that it turns out that longing is heavy. When longing struck him, which he certainly could not find again the faces of his parents, even wanted to touch the soft hands he could not, he could not, all he could feel was just holding a longing and staring at some photos of his parents stored in folders in his laptop.

"Maybe I can hide all these wounds very neatly. But, I can't bear to endure this heavy longing." Titan said with a heavy voice, because it looks like his pair of eyes were glazed.

Then, a beautiful memory stored in the memory of his brain. Titan recalled in detail those fond memories. Now time seems to laugh at him, even he looks so fragile. Titan has not been a child who can boast of both parents, which makes him sometimes very hit.

"Titan, Daddy's hotshot. So boys can not cry, the time to fall from the bike should be crying. Be a strong boy, son. Be as you imagine. Because your life is in your hands. Daddy loves you, "he said with a radiant face, making the little Titan wipe away his own tears and stop crying.

"If Entan is already big later, Entan wants to really like Dad. Dad was great. The greatest father in Entan's eyes. Entan loves Daddy," said Titan, hugging his father tightly.

"Dad loves you too, son. Be a good boy. Be the greatest. Dream as high as the stars, because if you fall, a cloud will catch you" he said gently.

"Entan promised, he'd be a good boy, not for Dad or Mom, but for Titan himself. Entan's promise to Father and Mother is; Entan will be the first to wipe away the tears of Father and Mother, when weeping."

"You're Daddy's hotshot. You're the star in his heart, Mother," said the father as he slowly poked his nose toward Titan, Titan only smiled blush at that time.

All of those memories were recorded so vividly in Titan's memory. In fact, all of it looks so very beautiful, until now the drops of Titan tears fall, freefall wet the cheeks. It is not strong to remember those memories. If time can be turned back, maybe Titan wants to go back to the time when he was still fully reunited with his family.

"Even a past is like history, it should be learned not to return." Titan said softly with eyes that seemed to hold sad.

Not only sweet memories, all bitter memories seemed to come back recorded. Titan recalled the moment where he had to watch his parents have to be the victim of a single accident at a crossroads with the condition of a car that had been burned out, and found two bodies-whose entire body was burned, until the shape of the face was not clearly recognized. But at that time the police found the identity of the two bodies, which were named Ginanjar Wijaya, and Sela Fatmawati-wife of Ginanjar Wijaya. Yes, it's the name of Titan's parents. How devastated at that time, Titan who was still a child-about eight years old, had to watch his parents were snatched and not saved.

Police found a mobile phone lying not far from the scene of the crime scene while monitoring the scene of a single accident, which killed a couple. A phone with a cracked glass condition can still be lit, the police immediately called the family, and from there the police found the identity of the victim.

The police called a contact named 'Amira my sister' in the cell phone-Amira who is none other than the sister of Sela Fatmawati or rather the Aunt of a Titan Wirasena. At the time the police called Amira, Amira's position was driving a car to drive the little Titan home from school. Therefore, after Amira got the phone, Amira immediately turned around and went straight to the TKP sports venue. The Titan asked me repeatedly what was going on? But Amira only focused on driving with teary eyes, even Amira repeatedly said the sentence, "Whatever happens, Titan must be strong," he said. However, at that time Titan did not know what the meaning of the sentence that was thrown from the mouth of his Tantenya.

A few minutes later, Amira drove her car right behind the crowd of people who witnessed the accident. Amira immediately rushed out of the car, she thought chaotic and her feelings shattered.

DEG!

Titan was silent for a moment as he looked at the crowd of citizens, several times he asked inwardly, 'what happened? Why did Auntie bring me here?'

With a slow step, Titan got out of the car, and stepped into the object that is currently a spectacle of the citizens. A plain face that understood nothing, and a feeling that was shrouded in a huge question mark, Titan broke through slowly the crowd of citizens. And what's going on? He saw Amira crying a mouthful in front of two blackened bodies from the fire.

At once Titan's knees shook violently, a clear circle fell from her pair of beautiful eyes, as she heard Amira mention her Father and Mother's names to two bodies that are now a spectacle of the citizens. Many police here, the sound of siren ambulance has sounded like an elegance of pain for Titan. Titan slowly approached Amira.

"Auntie what happened? Let's go home. My mother and my father must have been waiting for me at home" said Titan bitterly, trying to shake off everything he thought. His eyes were glazed over, hoping that this was all a dream, and he was trying to wake up from this nightmare.

"Son, you may no longer be able to see your Mom and Dad. They've gone a long way, and won't be back with us." Amira said in a very sad tone, however Amira had to tell Titan the truth, that her parents were really gone.

"Why is Aunt crying?" Titan removes the tears that plunge down Amira's cheeks. Titan tried to dismiss as much as possible that the two bodies that are now in front of him are not the bodies of his parents.

At that instant Amira could not resist the pain, she immediately embraced Titan, shedding her tears as she embraced Titan.

And the police approached Amira, "I'm sorry, ma'am, we're going to take these two bodies to the hospital, and we're going to find out what caused this accident. We ask permission from the family to allow us to bring two bodies on behalf of Ginanjar Wijaya and Sela Fatmawati, to be taken to hospital" the police said. Amira just nodded resignedly while wiping away her tears.

Then, Titan innocently asked the policeman, "Who are those two bodies? Why is his name the same as my mom and dad?" Said. The policeman looked down at Titan.

The policeman patted Titan on the shoulder slowly, bent his body slightly and matched the height of the child, then smiled broadly with excited eyes.

"Your father and mother are already part of the stars. You must pray that your Father and Mother will always be happy in Heaven there. They must be proud of you, "the police said encouraging Titan.

"So, right? Those two bodies are my mom and dad, and they're dead?" Titan said, his voice sounded painful, as he tried to hold back his sorrow and tried to shake off all this bitterness.

The policeman could not answer Titan's question either, he just nodded slowly, while looking at Titan with a look that seemed to hold pity. Then, Titan turns his body towards the ambulance that just drove carrying two bodies - none other than Father and Mother of Titan. Titan cried uncontrollably, staring at the ambulance that was getting away from him, then with a broken feeling that was in pieces, Titan ran trying to chase the ambulance, while shouting.

"Letoooooooo!!! Ibuuuu!!! Do not stay on Titan." he said while running, trying to chase the ambulance. His steps were limped, tears kept wetting his cheeks. Then, Amira tried to pursue Titan and try to calm the heart of Titan, but in fact the elegies are more perfectly created in the heart of Titan.

"Titan has to be strong, son." Amira immediately hugs Titan, but Titan is only able to cry and scream, he just wants his Father and Mother back.

At that instant Titan's daydreams were scattered, he could not bear to remember all the terrible events in his life. Titan immediately removed the clear hair that fell from his pair of eyes, then his eyes were fixed on the thick script lying on the left of the laptop, a drama script that tells the figure of a mother. And it was the script that made Titan remember about his parents. Moreover, told in the story, if Titan is very obedient, loves his mother, has even made his mother proud. Perhaps the last point that makes Titan's mind drift, he can not boast of Mother and Father, because the togetherness created was very short.

And, Titan got up from his seat, he switched out of the room, moving his feet towards his sister's room. Titan has a great responsibility to take care of his sister as well as possible, because according to him, the only way he has to make his parents proud is to take good care of his only child and be a responsible brother, he said, and the latter should probably appreciate women. Because when his mother was alive, Titan always got advice from his mother, that later he was an adult, Titan should be able to appreciate women. If Titan hurt one woman, it might be the same as hurting his mother, his mother said.

Now, Titan opens the door to his sister's room, he finds her already asleep. A thin sunging ranum was engraved on Titan's lips, however much he loved his sister.

"Gue promised myself. When the stars are not able to reach me, at least I can still enjoy the flickering light even from afar." Titan said slowly, then he closed the door to his sister's room again, he just wanted to make sure that his sister had really slept.

Mom and Dad are already part of the stars that decorate the night sky, which you may never be able to reach. But you do not have to worry, however, you can still enjoy the flickering of the light, even from afar. Invite the stars to dance, to dance with the glare of the eye that gives meaning in the loving.

k a n g e n

Day after day had passed, now that it was exactly at half-seven, Titan was already beside the school gate. His style looks relaxed, he leaned his back against the wall, with one leg bent backward, while two hands were inserted into the pocket of his pants. Even his appearance was not too neat, Titan left the top two buttons of his uniform open just like that, revealing a black necklace coiled around his neck.

Yes, Titan is not alone, on his left is Yoyo, and on his right is Jonathan. Whether there is a miracle, making Titan seem to let the two men befriend him.

"Lo should know, Tan, this early in the morning you should be a chance to spread charm to every girl," Jonathan said lightly, saying, Titan only smiled as he heard the disgusting words that came out of Jonathan's mouth.

"Rese bin kampret lo, ngajarin who is not real. It should be early in the morning tuh lo see the broadcast of Mamah and Aa, let you dapet hidayah," Yoyo told Jonathan.

"Eh, diem lo curut. You know what, the hell, about me? You just know how to eat soy sauce doang." Jonathan songong.

"Pake is doing me again."

"Ah, instead of me arguing here, I'd rather just go in. Going to the cafeteria, going to breakfast, laper, because early in the morning gini is usually only fried and barley that understand me the most," Jonathan said in a tone filled with jokes,

"Tan, I go in first, ye," Jonathan continued, Titan just nodded his head while smoothed thinly.

"No man like him?" Yoyo put on a flat face, a face he did not like, while looking at Jonathan's back that was passing.

"Why?" Ask Titan slowly.

"Jonathan's a strange creature."

"There's something even stranger."

"Who?"

"His mood. His name was Udin, commonly called an astral being." Titan spoke in a completely unconvincing tone.

"Seriously lo?"

But Titan was just a whimper, without wanting to extend his chatter with Yoyo. Then, Tania walked across Titan, making Titan's attention instantly distracted for Tania. Tania is not aware that she is passing in front of Titan, because Tania is busy walking while playing her phone. Yoyo realizes that Titan is watching Tania, and Yoyo immediately calls Tania.

"Tania," called Yoyo, Tania turned her head.

"here." Yoyo told Tania to approach him.Tania approached Yoyo, who was standing next to the Titan.

Titan's eyes were fixed straight on Tania, trying to look at her deeply, and trying to take Tania's heart through eye-to-eye, but it seems that Tania still keeps her heart strong, because often PHP rumors are found in Tania's brain. In fact, far from the inside, Tania felt a different vibe when she came face to face with Titan.

"What's up, Yo?" Ask Tania.

"Semalem Queen nginep at your house?"

"Yes, why?"

"Pillotent. I don't have it in his house. I was afraid he was telling me. Though he should have just done it in my house, why all the way to your house, yes."

"It may be because the Queen does not want to disturb you to watch the Mahabarata" explained the Queen.

At that instant Titan held back a laugh, but his style remained relaxed. "You should thank me, Yo. So the show you do not bother," said Titan. But Yoyo was ashamed of himself.

"Jude, I'm going in first, yeah." Tania said goodbye to enter the gate first.

"You ... Don't you want to push me?" The Titan question immediately stopped Tania, and Tania turned to Titan again.

Both eyes stared at each other. Highlight a pair of Titan eyes showed such a deep taste. Tania tries to interpret the taste with her own reason, but again, Tania's heartbeat beats increasingly irregular, even this is too early to feel the vibration of love from the spotlight of Titan's eyes.

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