Titan

Titan
eps. 11



Eleven :


"Lo smart ass, huh." Tania taunts Titan, Titan just smiles. Titan and Tania are so perfectly compatible, like a couple in a gray white uniform on a date. The small chatter that filled their journey, looked so fun, that their footsteps looked swallowed. Both of them often throw a smile on the sidelines of the conversation.


"Yes very wise times. You don't know about my daleman." Titan said with a smile, but his gaze focused forward. Titan's gait looks relaxed, both hands he put into his pants pocket. He looks really handsome, the glare of his eyes also sometimes looks charming, implying a sense that cannot be described.


"The alman?" Tania squinted her eyes, and stopped her steps. After the Titan realized Tania was stopping her steps, Titan turned her head and turned to face Tania, Titan sighed and smiled anxiously.


"Don't think of it first. I mean--"


"Who's missing?" Tania dodged and managed to decide on Titan's sentence.


Titan smiled with anxiety. "But how are your cheeks red?" Titan asked worriedly, Tania just lowered her head to hide her flushed cheeks. "Hayo, think what?" Reciprocity.


"Gu-go ... My cheeks are reddened by the heat." Tania looked really nervous. Titan knew that, knowing that Tania was really nervous. Seeing such a nervous Tania, Titan grew even more anxious towards Tania. Tania is so sweet.


Titan sighed softly, "for a long time if you keep the same deck, I can be diabetic, nih."


"You mean?"


"Lo's not pretty, Tan. But you're really sweet, the sweetness of elo is more than the sugar. Especially if the situation looks nervous like this. Bikin. Her cheeks were reddened by kayak-" Titan hung up his sentence.


"What's kayak?"


"Kayak the baby's ass," said Titan giggled amusedly, but Tania like she was weaving her lips a little.


"Rese, lo, yes! I think I want to do some boiled crab kayaking. Do you want to give me or praise me?" Ask Tania. But Titan did not answer him, Titan only sighed followed by a smile and walked back south to continue his steps. Tania slightly swept her lips, and walked back to match the steps of Titan.


Titan and Tania look like very compatible lovers. From the look of Titan's face so clearly describes a speck of happiness from the corner of his lips that are stretched thin, as well as the glare of his eyes are relaxed, but deep there is a sense that is implied. Titan is fond of this - bringing Tania home, though Titan is well aware that her position is nothing to Tania. Titan hopes all of this is not only beautiful in taste, but also beautiful in real. Although often the Titan thinks that; Tania is too beautiful for her. But the other side of a Titan says that; Tania is the best girl who will make her turn for the better. That way Titan might feel that his life and world are not too cruel and scary. In this instant, Titan realizes that the feeling of love comes without saying an excuse, without knowing when he will fall in love, who he will fall in love with, or who he will fall in love with, and where he'll find someone who made him fall in love. Yes, the world is very narrow. Titan only realized that it turns out that at this Kejora High School there is a girl who is so special, like Tania. Titan should have been diligent in school, or at least participate in the membership of OSIS, maybe he will be familiar with Tania. Unfortunately Titan is a student who is too bad, indifferent to the lessons, and seems to not care about the school environment. Yes, Titan should have been Tania's older brother, since Titan had not been in class for a year, he had become an eleven-grade Tania position. If only Titan cared more about his school, he might have found Tania a long time ago. And if Titan had been diligent about Monday's ceremony, he might have met Tania. However, all of it is not as smooth as imagined, in fact now they are met by the fate of God who will either end up like what. Maybe this is a cliche, about the love story of a teenage boy in a gray white uniform.


k a n g e n


At night, the moonlight managed to enter through the window of Titan's room. The room that seemed not too contrasted with the light, looked quiet without sound. Titan sat down, focusing his gaze in front of the laptop screen located on his desk - which looked messy. Only the study lamp and moonlight were illuminated, but it did not dissipate Titan's concentration to fiddle with Tania's laptop - which was damaged and had to be repaired. A glass of nescafe becomes Titan's friend. Titan who now only wears singlet shirts with jeans subordinates who look torn at the knee, it shows its own charm for a Titan. He is even now very serious, his fingers playing smartly on the laptop keyboard, whatever and which parts he is repairing in the laptop, he said, however this job was one that his father often did - while still alive.


Titan sighed, and grabbed a glass of nescafe-which was on the right side not far from the position of the study lamp. After Titan took a sip of a glass of nescafe, he put the glass back. "OKAY. This is the first time for me to do a job that has been working first," he said very slowly, followed by a slow breath.


When it was nine o'clock at night, it was a sign that it was two hours more, Titan focused on repairing Tania's laptop. I don't know what makes Titan feel excited to fix the laptop, because the point whatever concerns about Tania, Titan is even too excited. Tania is like a spirit to Titan. Even Titan is happy, because this afternoon can bring Tania home, even though Titan is well aware that he is no one. Maybe loving it doesn't have to be anyone in her heart. Because love may not have to. But also not that silent, love will certainly know in the heart of who it will dock. Ready to fall in love, you have to be ready for the risks.


"Big!" Titan smiled faintly, his work done. Tania's laptop is on again-as-you-can.


A thin smile and Titan's eyes glare at the laptop screen. "Seeing the laptop makes me miss the same as his," said Titan slowly. A second later, Titan rose to his feet, turning to the window of his room that was left open.


Titan stared out the window, occasionally staring at the dark expanse of sky filled with thousands of stars. Titan's two hands held the lower window sills, his body slightly bent forward, and his eyes seemed to be focused only on the night sky. Occasionally Titan smiles, albeit thinly.


"A star needs a dark place to keep it looking bright. My life is full of darkness, and she is a star. Without me, maybe he wouldn't shine bright." Titan said slowly, seconds later he turned back-to-back toward the pink laptop. Before long, Titan looked back at the dark sky filled with thousands of stars. Again the Titan smiled, albeit thinly.


"This is the most beautiful feeling I've ever felt. It's crazy, but this afternoon I brought him home, but why I miss, yes. Falling in love can sometimes drive people crazy. My own smile is like this, right? This oath is crazy." Titan monologued again, shaking his head slowly.


"Cieee's in love," said someone. Soon the Titan turned his body-to turn to the person.


"A-adm?" Titan looks nervous, he just scratches his nape that does not itch.


"Don't be nervous ah, Bang."


"Who's nervous?" Titan dodged, by positioning his body as relaxed as possible.


"Hm, I don't think anymore." Ajeng also knew that his brother was hiding something in front of him. Then, Ajeng unintentionally turned towards his brother's study table. Ajeng narrowed his eyes when he found a pink laptop on his brother's desk. "Who's laptop, Bang?" Ajeng asked in an intense tone.


"Huh? Which was? That one," said Titan trying to ngeles. Titan only scratched his nape that was not itchy, while thinking; what answer he would give to the question of his sister.


"Yes, that one. Which one else tried? Laptop Brother is the color of the item. Besides, my laptop is on me. Continue ... Whose laptop is that?" Ask again.


"Nobody's, really."


"Have a sister, huh?"


"Bu-not."


"Masa? A girl for sure? It's pink." That's it."


"You can at most make your brother do not know what to answer. The point is, it's a laptop that has a brother. You don't need to know who it is. And about color, don't worry. Okay?" Titan tries to divert the conversation, but his sister just nods her head with lips that look slightly pursed, as well as a lazy eye glare - because knowing his brother will definitely not give a satisfactory answer. "And one more thing, if you enter your room, knock on the door first," continued Titan.


Take a slow breath, "yeah, yeah, okay. But I send a message, if she's a girl brother, I hope you know me with her. Let the relationship between me and my sister-in-law be smooth." Ajeng said with a slightly soft tone, accompanied by a small laugh. Then seconds later, Ajeng passed without a word.


Titan smiled, and turned his body - to look out the window again, watching the thousands of stars flickering spoiled. "Is it true that I am in love now?" Titan asked the silent sky noiseless - which obviously would not answer his ridiculous question.


k a n g e n


It is different with Tania. Tania was in her mother's room. Her father didn't come home tonight, having to look after the orphanage. For the past five years, Tania's parents have been trusted to guard the orphanage by the owner of the orphanage foundation. The economic condition of the Tania family is now declining, plus the nature and behavior of Bian-Kakak Tania, who seems not to understand the situation is all mediocre. Whereas in the past, the Tania family was a family that held a rich reputation, his father was a director of this large company in Bandung, but all of his father's wealth disappeared because his company had to go bankrupt. Maybe Tania can accept everything even with compulsion, but Bian is not as clean as that, for the past five years with conditions from being all-sufficient to all-round mediocrity, he said, it makes Bian a bit of a protest-by changing his lifestyle for the worse, happy to spend, and his habit of squandering money still lingers within him. From there, Tania began to understand, that life forever is not always on top, there is a time to feel bitter when under. Because Tania believes, no matter how big the problem of her life, God must always be there for her, and always hear prayer in every prostration.


"Mom, how's the massage, good?" Tania massaged her mother's feet gently. Tania treats her mother so very sweet-reflecting a very devoted child. Her mother, who was sitting on her back to the end of the bed, saw her son smiling.


"Son, this is malem. You sleep. Tomorrow's going to school" his mother said softly. Tania smiled.


"I'm still looking for Mom. I must be tired all day at the orphanage, taking care of the kids. So, I went to Mom's incitement, so that Mom's tired of it little by little is gone." Tania said ending with a thin smile that expands on her lips.


"Thank you, son. You've been willing to serve and treat Mom so sweetly. There's no treasure more precious than having a son like you, son." His mother smiled, her eyes were teary. Tania also grabbed her mother's hand gently, rubbing it with a touch as soft as silk.


"Say people, sugar is so sweet. But in my opinion, there's nothing so sweet in this world, other than Mom's smile." Tania smiled.


"What about your school, son?" Ask Mom while stroking Tania's hair.


"My school is going well, Mom."


"Thankful then. I pray that whatever you do can go smoothly. Because you are like a rose in your life, and you will be willing to be a thorn in your frame, keeping you out of the hands of those who will hurt you" she smiled.


"Tania loves Mom very much." Tania hugged her mother.


A mother's warm embrace, able to beat the warm morning sun refreshing. The love of a mother, able to defeat the loyalty of the dew that awaits the dawn. Every prayer that a mother prays is a most powerful sanctuary. Therefore, in any condition as severe as the family economy is increasingly declining, Tania will never forget how to worship her parents, she said, because this is only about changing the habits of his lifestyle that was once enough, not about forgetting the devotion of a child to his parents. However, Bian still could not accept the reality.


k a n g e n


Tomorrow, at seven in the morning. Titan had not yet entered the school gate, he was waiting for someone in front of the school gate. His relaxed style - leaning his back against the side wall of the gate - did not even care about the few other disciples who one by one entered into the gate.


"Hey, bro. Meet us again, "greet someone, with a familiar and well-known, Titan scrunched his forehead.


"Who are you?" Ask slowly.


"When don't you know me?"


"Do you know me?"


"Oh, I'm Deo. Who asked for help at that time. Inglet?"


"What are you doing here?"


"Gue moved to this school."


"Moved?"


"Yes. And I know the name lo, lo Titan the king of PHP, right?"


"You where my name is? At the time, I didn't know my name."


"I'm that kind of person sometimes."


"Ah, eleven and twelve."


"Oh." Titan is ria. He even looks ordinary. "I'm at this school with PHP. Not a false giver of hope, but a Guardian of the Female Heart," continued Titan, his paltry slanted smile making Deo shudder.


"Ngeles to you! I know, if you're a fake hopeful guy."


"Ck! Yaudah, anyway. Don't worry about it either, do you?"


"Gue can ask for a theory? I also want to be called the King of PHP. That's a sign that many girls are good at the same time you."


"Let's go. What theory? I don't use theory. I guess what's with theory." Titan breathed slowly. The mood was instantly angry because of Deo.


"Titan! How's the laptop healed?" Suddenly someone came up to Titan, with a breath that sounded panting-it seemed he had run to get to the school gate, and, without further ado, he immediately asked for a laptop that Titan had repaired yesterday.


"Greetings first cake, nyapa first cake. Durhaka is very much the same as me." Titan flat test.


"There's no time. It's seven o'clock, the bell is coming in. I have to finish the drama script for the show later," he said.


"Eh, I want dong. I think I've seen elo, deh," Deo told Jonathan, Titan again surprised Deo.


"Siaaawhat are you?" Jonathan asked, saying the word 'who' with a long rhythm.


"It's normal again. I've seen you, kebelet boker," said Deo. Ck! Instantly Jonathan put on a flat face while staring at Deo dislike. Titan seemed to chuckle casually, while shaking his head slowly.


"Lo's wrong people!" Elak Jonathan's.


"Gue can't be wrong. Because without realizing it, I was again hanging out in a coffee shop located in the north ten meters from Pelita Bangsa High School. Right behind the coffee shop with a distance of ten meters, there is a***** tuh, well the bridge again rame that digantri. So you decided to take the stone. I know," explained Deo at length. Jonathan looked up at Deo not like it.


"Oh so elo Pelita Bangsa High School boy? What the hell are you doing here? Want to pick up a brawl? Okay, I'm jabanin." Jonathan challenges Deo, as he is already upset by Deo's remarks, which open his disgrace and destroy his reputation in front of Titan.


"Gue moved to this school. My name is Deo Arilangga. You can call me Yoyo. What's your name?" Ask Jonathan. Jonathan was silent.


Titan sighed, knowing that Jonathan would not answer Deo's questions and greetings. Jonathan is seen putting on an annoyed face towards Deo. Deo is too innocent to say hello to Jonathan, not even realizing it has upset Jonathan.


"Lo Deo's name?" Jonathan smiled faintly, "very strange in name. It is very suitable if the extension is a Deo-dorant ketek," continued Jonathan with a soft tone.


"Kok lo snaggedek, anyway?" Deo began to get carried away with emotions.


"Ck! Umpidiously. I don't want to see you arguing in front of me. For lo Jon, the laptop can already turn on again like before," said Titan gave a laptop to Jonathan. "And make lo, Yo, the name of the creature on my left is Jojon, he's my classmate," continued Titan.


"****, lu Tit. My name is Jonathan. I'm not sure if you call me Jojon. Pake talk about him again, najisin lu ah," muttered Jonathan.


"Oh my classmate? Means later will be the same class as me also dong?" Deo asked Titan, Titan only smiled faintly and nodded his head slowly.


"You mean? You're gonna be in the third grade?" Jonathan throws a question at Deo.


Deo nodded, "yes."


"Dream what I am. Uh, this sugro apocalypse is mah." Jonathan grumbled indistinctly. His mood instantly shattered. Without a word, Jonathan enters the school gate - leaving Deo and Titan behind.


"Yaudah bro, I go in first," Deo told Titan, Titan just nodded.


Titan kept silent, maintaining his relaxed position leaning his back against the wall. Titan occasionally glanced at the clock in his hand. It's seven o'clock, the sun has also begun to rise and blister, why hasn't Tania arrived yet? I don't know, Titan will wait until Tania comes. Titan let out a rough sigh, and threw his face towards his right side, seconds later he turned his head back towards the left, and yes, he saw Tania a few meters away from where he was standing, Tania walked towards the gate - getting closer to Titan. Titan smiled at Tania, but Tania was unaware of it.


As Tania gets closer to the gate, Titan approaches Tania to greet her.


"Morning, Tan," said Titan to Tania.


"Titan?"


"Why? Surprised, huh? Sori, yes, I'm not lebay or anything. But I just want to be the first to say good morning to you." Titan smiles.


"It's still morning. What's the problem?"


"Related?" Titan scratched his non-itchy nape, and put on a confused face, "sincere idea. If I ever again tambet, forever I do not want to be aware," continued Titan. Tania smiled as she shook her head, and hurried to continue her steps again.


"Wait a minute." Titan holds Tania's hand, and manages to make Tania undo her footsteps.


Tania saw Titan's hand holding her wrist. Titan's handrails feel warm, "yes? Why?" Ask Tania slowly.


"Gue has broken up to change all my sentences at the same time you talk," said Titan, Tania frowned not understanding what Titan was talking about.


"meaning?"


"Me-you," Titan smiled, "it's just like you that I'll change all my sentences" he continued.


"Huh? But ... On what basis?" Tania doesn't understand.


"On the basis ... Em, maybe a friendship."


"Deliver!" Suddenly Rayn comes across and immediately releases the Titan's hand grip on Tania's wrist. Of course there Titan was upset and immediately his face immediately saw Rayn with a very dislike.


"Rayn's? Lo what the fuck, anyway?!" Tania.


"What the fuck, Tan? Lo my girl, your hand is held by another guy. I'm obviously angry." Rayn said slowly but full of emphasis, Tania's wrist was held tightly by Rayn, so Tania difficult to pass Rayn's hand.


"Get rid!" Tania tried to let go of Rayn's hand.


"It's seven o'clock. We have to go to class" Rayn said.


"Wouldn't you be rude to a girl?" Titan is provoked by emotion when he sees Tania looking in pain due to Rayn's tight grip.


"It's none of your business!" Rayn's assertive.


"Obviously this is my business! If you feel a real man, you should be able to appreciate a girl! Not a gini. And I remember you, Tania is no longer a nobody, right? So, you must be able to maintain your attitude and behavior to Tania. You should be able to appreciate him. Your existence in Tania's life is only limited to the former, nothing more. And don't expect more!" Firmly Titan, and managed to release Rayn's hand grip on Tania's wrist.


Ck! Rayn grunted in annoyance. His emotions begin to burn, but Rayn tries to keep up the attitude.


Then, Titan pulls Tania's hand slowly, bringing Tania past from Rayn's presence. In this instant, Titan promises himself to continue to look after Tania, to love Tania properly, even Titan does not care if even if his love story ends not with a happy ending. Titan will continue to love Tania, selflessly, and hope to be loved back. Because for Titan, feelings that grow in the heart by fostering sincerity and constancy, will not make those feelings expect rewards. Even Titan was well aware, that Tania was too beautiful, too good and too special for her. But Titan believes that stars that want to shine also need a dark place to keep it looking shining, so that everything looks beautiful and perfect, so that everything, not only is it interesting and beautiful from sheet by sheet that contains stories and love stories forming a written narrative, but it is also beautiful in taste and real.


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