Throne For Princes In Novels

Ep. 43 Getting Misdecorated

Louisse POV...

Leonard's current attitude is lest...

"I love you Louisse... I don't want to part with you."

Her... Really saying. A confession of sincere love and so desperate I finally really heard coming out of his mouth. Now that I heard it firsthand, I remembered all his actions and treatment all this time just to show that he was sincere with his feelings for me. Even Vianty who is not very familiar with us realized that and had given me a signal but I was too stupid and insensitive.

"Then Louisse... How are you feeling?"

The question is a simple one, but why do I feel confused and confused about what to answer?

My feelings? To me... Leonard... What's she like to me?

All this time I thought that my feelings were not important because they were not needed in the novel world that has been determined how it ends. It would be very disturbing if I had special feelings for the characters who had already determined their fate. The media will expel me at any time if it is deemed useless and the Emperor will also kill me if I do not divorce Leonard. I've killed my feelings to be able to adapt in this world. Then... How long do I have to sacrifice my own feelings? Until I don't know what to answer when Leonard asks about feelings. What kind of feeling do I have for her?

When Leonard expressed his feelings for me, I realized that the story was a mess. Why does this feel so unfair to me? Why should I be the antagonist?!

"Lou, Louisse... Why are you crying?!"

Leonard's voice rattled me with all the noise in my head just now. And unconsciously my tears just fell.

"Ma, sorry Leonard... Ak, i. hyks.. I can't answer it yet... Hicks! Can you wait a minute? Hicks..." Unknowingly I started to sob. My chest really feels tight.

"You're still as whiny as you used to be. It's okay, I've been used to waiting for you so... Don't cry anymore.." Leonard's gentle words while wiping away my tears made me feel touched and a little guilty.

"Leonard..."

"Std... Never mind, we better get some sleep now." He said, leading me to lie down and cover me. Then he got out of bed as if he was going to leave.

"Where are you going? You're not sleeping?" I asked with a worried face, I somehow became afraid if he left me.

"Sometimes you treat me like a child, do you forget that I'm a man too?" His protest was a little upset.

Ah, I forgot that he just expressed his feelings to me. He must be a little awkward.

"I can't sleep every 'Date Night' and the next day I can't focus on crunching..." Leonard immediately stopped his speech as if he was aware of something.

Waitaminute! Any 'Dating Night'?

"Don't tell me that before you go to war you already like me." Guess directly.

"Ter, whatever you think! I definitely don't want to stay up anymore!"

After exclaiming like that he went straight to the sofa and lay there on my back while enveloping himself with a blanket.

"Is it okay if you sleep there?" I asked her but she answered him with a sniffle.

"Not mind me!"

Ah, he's back as before. You brat, though he can go to another room if it's uncomfortable. Maybe he doesn't want to hear rumors that say if we're caught not sleeping one room in the night 'Dating Night'. He was always good...

"Good night Leonard..."

"You too, good night..."

Then how is this? I just got a confession of love...

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It was finally morning before and I couldn't sleep all night thinking about this and I think Leonard was going through the same thing. I know he's sneaking out of this room right now. I'll pretend I'm still asleep until you get out of here because I'm also embarrassed to see you like this.

Suddenly there was a loud enough clashing sound that shocked me. My reflexes awakened to see what was happening.

"There? You why? I heard a pretty loud bang earlier." I asked impatiently. But what I saw there Leonard was looking at me with a stifled expression of surprise. He was holding his forehead which looked red.

"Ti, there is none! See you later!"

He immediately left just like that after saying that with a blushing face.

Can his forehead accidentally bump when he wanted to come out earlier? Should I have pretended not to listen? Ah... She is still adorable if shy like that.hihi...

Haaah... Keep now how? I've been thinking about it all night, so Leonard should end up happily marrying Vianty in the novel. Then, for me to play the antagonist, peacefully divorcing is the best option. I suddenly felt emotion! Being an antagonist is not my wish!!

Waitaminute! "My wish"...?

If I can change the storyline as I wish, it's possible...

The POV Louisse Off...

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Leonard POV...

It's been a week since that 'Dating Night', I kept avoiding Louisse for being awkward when I always missed her. Ah... What is Louisse doing now? I hope everything will be okay as time goes on.

Whatisthis? A letter? Why is there a letter mixed up with my pile of documents? Is it possible to accidentally get mixed up here? But this symbol... Coat of arms of Louisse. I was so clumsy, could she have sent me a letter because I always avoided her? I'd better open it now.

'For Oscar...

For some reason, it would be best if we do not meet for a while and temporarily do not visit my palace. I'm sorry about this, next time I'll explain. (Louisse)'

I was so shaken and just walked out of the study after reading a letter from Louisse that I thought he sent me. In fact, he was referring to the letter to Oscar.

Woof! Woof!..

"Are you worried about me Sami?"

Now I'm in the back garden of my work space with Sami. Perhaps he is the only one who has always been faithful and will never betray me.

"You're better than human Sami..." I said as I hugged Sami, the female dog I grew up with since I was a child.

"Kiss... He said it's better they don't meet for a while. Is it possible because I've already expressed my love for her?"

Many have seen their closeness. If the relationship between Louisse and Oscar had gone that far when I was on the battlefield, I think it makes sense. Plus Louisse's words about divorce made even more sense.

I'd better go and ask Louisse!

POV Leonard Off's...

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Seriate....