THE SOUL FROM GOD

Chapters 11. Accepting decisions for our relationship

Leaving a faithful person, for the sake of loving others.

After a long and tiring journey, now Edi and I almost arrived at my village.

"El, wake up soon this angkot will arrive at your village." Said Edi to me while waking me up asleep in the amber.

"Yes why?" I asked in shock as I rubbed my eyes and looked around

"It's coming soon to your village." Edi said to me while tidying up my unraveled hair

"Oh yes. Thanks." I replied to Edi in a soft voice.

"You're not coming with me to my house?" edi asked me with a serious face while looking at me.

"No, I go down to my house" I said to Edi in a soft voice.

"Well I'm not forcing you." Edi replied briefly with a lethargic face.

"Look, I'd like to come with you to your house, and see that you're going to laugh with that woman, you son of a bitch." I said in my heart, looking at the trees through the windshield.

"El, does your family already know about our problem?" ask Edi with a faint voice.

"Yes! I told my family, if we're not going to continue this relationship, it's your stupidity to choose another woman." I answered firmly to Edi in a soft tone of voice, because there were many people in the questionnaire.

"Yes, say hello from me to your father." Edi said to me, in a soft voice.

"OK." I answered briefly to Edi.

The car stopped right in front of my house, visible from far away my father was standing in front of the house.

"Hello Dad." I said to my father.

"Who waved to Dad through the Angkot glass?" asked my father to me while looking at the passing of the angkot.

"That's Edi, we were together on that trip." I answered Dad with a panicked face.

"Why can you go home together?" asked my father with a serious face while looking at me

"That happened to meet Edi in the ferry, and then we continued our journey together." I answered with a serious face, standing up I felt uneasy because I had never cheated my father, this time I cheated my father just out of fear.

"I continued my steps towards the room that was mine, I put the bag on the table and laid my body on the bed after 1 hour of rest, my phone trembled."

When I looked at my phone screen, it turned out to be a phone call from Edi.

"Hello" I replied to Edi.

"El, I'm sick. I'd like to ask you to come see me tomorrow at home." Edi replied with a hoarse voice.

"Ok, I'll let you know when I get my dad's permission." I answered Edi.

"I hope you can come tomorrow El, I'm waiting for you." Answer Edi.

I stepped out of the room and met my father who was in the viewing room, was engrossed in ball chanel.

"Dad, I'd like to talk to you for a second." I said in a soft voice to Dad.

" Yes, what do you want to say?" father asked me while taking his eyes off the screen to me who was standing next to him.

"Look Dad, Edi just called and he asked me to come to his house tomorrow, because he's sick." I replied to my father in a soft voice while standing looking at Father expectantly for Father to give me permission.

"May, but lest you get lulled and choose to reconnect with him, Dad already disagrees!" Father replied firmly to me, because my father didn't want to see me cry.

" Yes Dad, I promise after I see Edi I'll go straight home." I replied to Dad with a spirit plus happy because it is still allowed.

That morning I was preparing to leave for Masohi city to visit Edi at his home, using an angkot and within 2 hours, I arrived at Masohi city terminal.

" Edi, I'm now at the city terminal, and will continue on to your home." I said to Edi via sms.

" You use the motorcycle to hurry home, I'll wait for you at home." Reply to me Edi.

Using the services of an ojek, I arrived at Edi's house and when the taxi driver passed, I looked at Edi's house, it was true that the door of his house was open waiting for me.

" Good morning." I said before I went into the living room."

" Please enter me alone at home, I'm not going to the office today because I'm sick." Edi replied with a hoarse voice to me, while lying on a sofa located in the viewing room.

"I'm right now in your eyes, and what can I do for you? or is there something you want to tell me?" I asked Edi with a soft voice and an annoyed face.

" I'm sorry El. To be honest I already loved that woman, it wasn't her fault, I liked her, and this happened because you were far away from me, no one comforted me."

Edi replied in a hoarse voice while shedding tears, he tried to get up sitting down and explain to me.

" Have Edi, don't talk much later you get sicker, better scarang, I make hot tea for you also breakfast." I said to Edi while massaging his hands, then I let go of his hands and walked into the kitchen and made breakfast for Edi.

After a few minutes, I returned to meet Edi with a small tray filled with breakfast.

" Edi, you have breakfast. After that shower, I'll make you some warm water." I said to Edi while putting down a glass of tea and a plate of Edi's favorite fried rice.

" Thank you El, you care about me. You're still as I used to know." Edi said to me while crying .

"Then let's finish that breakfast, before it gets cold." I said to Edi while wiping his tears.

" El, you now have the right to choose anyone to be your girlfriend, because I'm unfaithful and I'm sick like this, I don't want you to stick with me, and if we get married later maybe we won't have any children (children) because of the illness I'm suffering from." Edi said to me with a hoarse voice and tears, I fell silent and heard all Edi said.

" Well, you calm down and continue to eat breakfast." I said to Edi while massaging his head and shoulders.

" Edi, after you've finished your bath, I'm going home, Dad told me not to spend the night here." I said to Edi while continuing to massage his aching head.

Indeed, all this time Edi had told me about the pain he felt, initially "Tumor benign", after successfully cut, now continued with "Prostat". I was thinking, right for my future.