The Pledge of Love Embroidered Heaven

CHAPTER 49. The Bully

I slammed my body on the bed. My thoughts brought me back to what Jihan said.

Said Jihan, why do you keep people who are not necessarily going to be your soul mate. God has sent the best man for you.

Maybe my incompatibility with Fey right now, a sign that we are not a match. While if I see the sincere attention of Azzam, I always seem to reflect on the shortcomings that exist in me. I even feel like I hate myself.

I don't understand why this kind of feeling should be created on earth. Is it intentionally complicated? People from birth, can not choose to be born from whose womb, live life with whom, and will live with what kind of person, with what kind of life and problems as complicated as what.

Maybe avoiding Fey and forgetting that relationship will at least lessen the burden on my life, bringing back the situation that I was in, I didn't know and knew about how to like men.

I slept sideways, clutching tightly to the pillow bolsters.

I imagined the expression of feelings that Jihan bluntly conveyed, including a story about Bu Lydia, whose love was rejected. I imagined how I would be when I was in that position. Being an unelected person, an unloved person turning back, a person who has to go through life faces heartbreak and the painful feeling of being unwanted. I'm not in that position. But how's Azzam?

***

Take a shower and wear school uniform. I'm heading for the dresser. I put on a little makeup on my face to make it look fresh and put lipgloss on my lips. When I was done, I stared at my reflection in front of the mirror, occasionally flipping my body left and right.

"It's neat" I muttered in front of the word.

Before leaving the room, I picked up the phone on the nightstand, which I had been charging, my phone dropped last night and I had only had time to charge it at dawn after prayer.

I played the phone for a while. Opening WhatsApp checks the notifications of messages stacked up from his classmates. I was quite astonished, and there were about 12 messages. The message was sent at 11 p.m., just a few seconds apart from the previous messages.

I just read the last message I got, from Fey because Fey sent the most messages. I didn't have much time to read the other incoming messages.

📨"Nisa, is that true?"

📨"From the information circulating that you are married to Ustadz Azzam. What yeah?"

📨"You should clarify everything, if it's wrong. You don't want to be slandered."

📨"On facebook there is an account that makes status about you who said married secretly"

📨"Nisa, let's reply to my message?"

📨"I need an explanation."

📨"Reply Nis, until now I have not slept. Waiting for a message from you!"

The message that Fey sent. It ends at 01:49 p.m.

I'm surprised I'm not playing. Curious, I opened the facebook app, and sure enough. Facebook's homepage account column wall is full of their comment posts.

Kasian deh you guys who ngefans the same ustadz Azzam😅

Hikss is heartbroken... 😭😢

But how can you, Ustadz Azzam even choose Nisa to be his life companion? I don't think fit🤔

It was a soul mate kali

But I don't accept it😣

The shaman's pake may be a child, so Ustadz Azzam is smitten! Haha

Haha, try it

But where possible, the devil won tempting ustadz Azzam who diligently worship. Yeah, the demon must have escaped. Not having that

Don't you guys come bad dong. Should be happy and doain them last.

Astagfirullah heard that comment above

Letin, we are we. He's yes he is.

Ehh we should call him by a new name, is that about right.

Wife Ustadz...

Not just mending ustadzah.

That right!!!!

Congratulations to Nisa, no ngabarin anyway!

Barakallah Nisa may last kpn his marriage

Steady title first tent bro @Fayzulen_Fey how is it?

Lha Fey blm broke up with Nisa?

Blom is like.

The BGT Kasian will soon be cut off! haha

If that means the evil Nisa donk huh, duain Ustadz Azzam. Uh! more precisely cheating the fall.

Kasian was also the son of his beloved's marriage. Very heartbroken sure😪💔

Nisa is evil. Apparently the guy is not committed. He should've broken up with Fey. I have a husband too!

BASIC CHEAP!

Ja. He should have broken up Fey just married, or not refuse ustadz azzam proposal if not willing.

Not ready, ready to dong. The proof is that he was devoted to our teacher.

You guys didn't finish squatting anyway. It's been a night of sleep. You want to be punished with Mr. Herwin because late one school is not funny.

Uh, try Fey's dong tag, let it show up, nisa tag too.

There are many other comments. I felt the blood rise to the crown. I threw my body on the edge of the bed. The backpack that I had been holding, I immediately threw it in any direction. Today makes lazy to go to school, of course I will be the bullyan material for the class children.

At this time I do not know who made that status and tagged the homepage of my facebook account. I've been trying to check the status creator's profile, there's no identity on his profile. It looks like a new Facebook account.

This fake facebook account was deliberately created to provoke and spread the word about my marriage.

Who could have done that?

I shut up and thought. What Jihan? He was that bad. But it could be that he is taking revenge for heartache. If he knew I was married to Ustadz Azzam while he also secretly liked Ustadz Azzam as much as Bu Lydia. The difference is that Ms. Lydia had the guts to be blatant.

I tried to catch those bad thoughts. It's not like Jihan said it was her feelings. Now it's not.

"Nisa, don't go to school, son?" ask Umi from outside the room.

I was still silently stunned, the call was not heard at all because I was so confused at this time. Still busy guessing the fake account maker.

I let out a heavy sigh, why is everything so weird. I've made a big mistake. People will look at me differently. Even disgusted.

I rubbed my face rough, completely frustrated at this moment.

Krieett...

After a long period of silence alone, Brother Fikri appeared in the doorway of my room.

"Nis, don't go out. Umi called from earlier ngajak breakfast" reprimanded Bang Fikri.

I was shocked. "I don't think I'm going to school" I said, staring at the floor.

"Why are you sick?" Fikri who was standing in the doorway, walked into the room and approached.

"Lazy away"

"How lazy? I also wear school uniforms"

"But-"

Brother Fikri quickly dragged me out.

"But Nisa grab the bag first" I said forcing to take off Abang Fikri's hand.

***

Today I joined Soraya's sister, she also happened to want to go to work, even though the direction was different, Soraya was willing to offer to come with her.

The car pulled over when it arrived near the school gate. I removed my seat belt and got out of the car.

"False, Brother. Want to go straight to work?"

"Yes. What time will you be home?"

"Hour 4 Brother, because there is additional learning"

"If I have time to stop by pick up, otherwise you take a gap yes or no angkot."

"Yes. Assalamu'alaikum"

"Wa'alaikumsalam"

There was a god-level nervous feeling as I walked towards the classroom hallway. Early in the morning the students were so crowded. I glanced at 07:10. It turned out that they were not the ones who left, but I was the one who left a little afternoon.

Change students back and forth along the way I walk to class. Some of them seemed to throw cynical gazes, highlighting with motley gazes.

I became uncomfortable, and accelerated the pace so that I could quickly get into the classroom.

Suddenly two women appeared in front of me while laughing loudly. She is Requeensha and Nora.

I had to stop the steps right in front of the two of them. I looked at Requeen and Nora in wonder. My forehead wrinkled.

"Woow" Requeensha said with sparkling eyes, as if she had just found a treasure in an unexpected place.

"Who is Nora?" requeensha's finger pointed at my face.

"Ustadzah Nisa" Nora.

"Ups, yes? How can? " requeensha's sarcastic quip.

"Can dong. His wife." They laughed loudly at the same time.

I just peeled in my heart. Trying to dampen emotions by not responding to the words of the two of them.

"Udah Nisa, their speech should not be heard"

I gasped a little when the voice suddenly appeared. Jehan. Jihan came to defend me. I looked at him a little strangely.

It's still a big question for me who did the news. That person hated me and didn't like me. I looked at Jihan. Until now I still suspect Jihan the perpetrator of the news spread. Because only Jihan knows about this marriage.

"Heh, you're not in the end looking for trouble with Nisa. Want you guys what? Huh huh? I'd like you to still nge him. I'm not reluctant to confess your behavior to BK," snapped Jihan.

"Huu.. Scared," Nora pretended to shudder.

Requeensha and Nora take a look, then giggle again.

Jihan looked at them cynically, and ignored their indistinct attitude. "Udah Nis, let's go to class."

After that I felt Jihan's hand land on my shoulder. He grabbed me and took me to class.

I slowly shook off Jihan's hand.

Jihan just kept quiet, looking at her best friend in wonder.

Without a second thought I walked past Requeen, and did not mind Jihan next door.

Suddenly. Bruck...

"Aww" I grimaced in pain as my knees hit the floor, and it hurt.

Requeensha purposely blocked her legs and made me stumble.

I heard laughter, they seemed satisfied. Both of my eyes were tightly closed, my right hand twitching the painful temple.

"Sha, you're really evil huh!" hardik Jihan does not accept her best friend being treated harshly. "Nisa, let's get up" Jihan reached out her hand, intending to help.

I prefer not to greet Jihan's helping hand, and try to stand alone despite her painstaking efforts.

Without caring about the pain I looked back at these two annoying creatures. My eyes lit up the spark of fire. My chest is hot. The head was about to explode holding back the anger that was ready to come out at any moment. I threw the bag and threw it on the floor.

I pushed hard on Requeensha's shoulders, until her body almost fell down.

Unaccepting. Requeen woke up quickly, his gaze more lustful. He pushed me back, but it didn't work. I hurriedly avoided.

"Hush! dong fought!" pinta Jihan was worried, as some students started to gather watching the commotion this early in the morning.

"Surge! move aside! What the hell is it?" Fey appeared among the crowd of students.

"They're both noisier again, Fey." Tell Jihan, panic.

Fey dragged my hand out loud, he invited me to speak four-eyed at the back of the classroom.

"Nisa, I want you to be honest now?" Fey's eyeballs stared intently, highlighting both of my eyeballs. "Are you married to Ustadz Azzam?"

I'm trying to catch my breath. Then say the word "IYA" out loud.

Fey was silent, Nisa's lap was like a thunderbolt that struck her soul. Fey's hand clenched violently, his fist smashed against the wall of the classroom wall.

"Now you're talking about? And now it's up to you to do what. You want to hate me, get mad at me, please! I accept it because I'm a fool!"

"When did Ustadz Azzam marry you?"

"Two months ago" I answered without looking at him.

Fey braked loudly while shuffling his hair. He felt himself crazy!

"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?"

"Because I'm afraid you're leaving!"

"Nisa, you know this way, for two months I was called your affair. But I didn't know you were married. In this case, I will be the third person in your household. You're like setting me up, Nisa!"

"I didn't mean it at all!" my tukas. "As I said earlier. That I—"

Fey threw away his gaze. "Udahlah. I didn't expect. You are a selfish woman, you realize that what you did hurt me. Maybe even Ustadz Azzam. I don't think what kind of reaction Ustadz Azzam will give you when you know, as long as you're married to him we're still in touch."

I'm silent. I don't know what Azzam's going to do either, it's possible that his attitude is the same as Fey's.

Fey tried to get his feelings in order, he took a deep breath, feeling his oxygen supply was lacking.

"I just wish you a happy life." Fortunately, that sentence was able to be completed well. After saying that sentence, Fey turned his body away.

My breath is still irregular. "You think this is what I want Fey?" my peek. "Not at all! It's my parents' will!"

Fey's steps were locked.

"I didn't expect this marriage to happen at all" I said in a trembling voice.

"Forget that! And forget that we ever knew and said hello!" sahut Fey without looking. He chose to continue his steps.

I sat on the ground, sobbing. My head sat down deeply, the drops of clear liquid alternately fell to the ground.

"Nisa, let's get up!" a touch landed on my shoulder. I wiped my face and looked up.

"Why did you come here? Already satisfied?"

Jihan looked confused, the words of her best friend.

"You made me fake it and spread the word about my marriage to Ustadz Azzam. Though I'm sure with me to tell you, you can keep this a secret, until my school business is done," I explained.

Jihan frowning. "What fake account? I never created an account!"

"Not lie! Who else would spread it except you because only you know everything."

"Yes but I don't really spread it Nisa," Jihan denied, when she was accused of being a fake account maker and news spreader who made Nisa in an all-out bully.

"Alahh, it's free! You say, I don't think it's all happened!"

Jihan was getting upset, not accepting the charges against her. "As far as you! What is clear is that I don't accept the accusation without proof from your mouth, Nisa!"

Jihan left with a feeling of disappointment towards Nisa. He really did not do what Nisa was accusing him of.

***

I headed back to class through the hallway with my head down. My feet are weak, my heart is sad. I can't continue my school today. Just go home.

Upon arriving at the doorstep and wanting to enter the classroom, my eardrum instantly caught the faint sound of sneers being heard. I'm sure they're talking about me.

With slow steps, I sat on the chair slamming the bag a little rough on the table. This morning's mood was terrible! Really bad!

I had trouble breathing, his name was endlessly mentioned and became the topic of conversation of children. Even his classmates talked openly about him.

A few minutes later, Jihan sat down. But not to sit. He just picked up his bag. And invites to exchange sitting positions with Charisa.

Jihan is upset over the unsubstantiated allegations against her.

I just kept quiet not knowing what to do. During the lesson hours I did not listen at all to what my teacher was saying in front. The mind is divided, everywhere. I can't think straight.

After two hours of lessons.

The break bell rings. The savior heaven for the students and schoolgirls finally came as well. My classmates finally came out one by one.

Fey, Sadam, Jovan and Jihan did. They walked right past me. No matter that I was still in class. I want to cry and just change schools.

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