The Pledge of Love Embroidered Heaven

CHAPTERS 106. Puzzle Longing

A twenty-six-year-old woman handed Fatih to her husband.

"Mas, please take Fatih away." The man who was none other than Naya's wife, Rara's older sister passed by carrying their child.

Naya and her parents stared intently at the man, who was in front. The man remained silent, neither showing a fearful face nor returning a sharp gaze from the people in front of him.

Just like me, I also looked at the man with a gaze full of anger, even at this moment I was very hurt by what he was doing. Although he said it was not him who asked a man named Galang to do the bad thing.

His hand gripped the glass on the table, not even aware if the books back his hand to whiten made.

"What are you doing Ridho with my sister!" The woman looked very angry. The older brother who was very close to his sister rubbed his face rough. His hand moved, moving from the white, plant-furnished glass to his chest, rubbing it slowly. Seeking to find peace for himself.

All pairs of eyes were staring at Ridho. Glorify the sharp and cynical look. Rara's entire family does not accept the treatment Rara has received so far. Including the incident that claimed Rara's life which is known to have Ridho's involvement in it.

"Ridho, did I and my family ever make a mistake with you until you did that?" ask with breath up and down. My originally high tone is now weakening, even my body feels weak.

Ridho raised his head, staring at me for a long time.

"Sa, honestly I never thought to finish Azzam's life that way" said Ridho.

"Then, what did the man named Galang say?"

"Galang has said a lie, Dhanisa. I never told him to kill Azzam."

"There's no way he would have done that if Galang hadn't been told by him."

"OKAY. Well, I'll tell you everything without any fabrications and lies. That time on the rooftop Galang and I did meet and I told him everything, that I hated Azzam very much, and I asked Galang to do something to him. But, I really did not think that Ridho would do such an act."

Ridho swallowed his saliva before returning to the test. "And for the love words I often say to you. Be honest. It was just a mere remark. I never had any feelings of love or liking for you. My love is still the same for my wife, Rara. Not another woman. I didn't like you at all at that time Dhanisa, I just made you as an outlet for all the problems that befell me and my family. I didn't know what to do, my parents urged me and even made heavy choices for me. I myself can't put myself where, Sa."

Ridho shook his head again. " What I'm saying is true. Trust me, Dhanisa. After all, why would I do that, it would be the same as killing my wife, Rara!"

P L A K ...!!

My hand was hot after landing a hard slap into Ridho's smooth cheek.

I slowly stepped back, when I was unable to accept the situation at Ridho's confession just now.

Brother Soraya held my body, as I began to drift.

"What did you say? Huh! You can say that easily, you jerk!!" fikri is full of anger. He took a step forward while clenching his hands tightly.

B R U K's...

Ridho again hissed in pain, when his body crashed hard onto the floor, after Fikri threw his fist head hard into Ridho's face.

At that time also the man in the room was holding Fikri's body, so as not to continue the next blow. Meanwhile, the police who had been standing in the middle of us also broke up. He forcefully took Ridho's body, and handcuffed both his hands. Although Ridho does not feel involved with this case, the police will still take Ridho to the police station to prove everything.

Regardless of the words and confessions made Ridho Azzam family still do not accept it. They all want Galang who has clearly been designated as a suspect, so that Ridho also raised his status as well as Galang. They must endure his depraved deeds. Although in fact it can not restore the lives of Rara and Azzam back. But at least the family feels a little relieved, because justice can be done. The perpetrator can be severely punished.

Fikri smiled cynically. "How, sick?" Fikri stared full of anger his roar of breath was still unstable.

"The pain you've received has nothing to do with the pain when we have to lose our loved ones!"

***

After finishing folding neatly and arranging the clothes belong to me and Azzam. With a flickering step I headed for the bed laying my body up there. I closed my eyes when the dizziness returned.

"Oh Allah, why are you so dizzy again" I muttered my temples with my hands.

I looked at the clock at twelve o'clock. I finally decided to go to sleep, hoping that this dizziness would disappear.

When I was just a few minutes asleep, I felt a hand curled up in my stomach, rubbing it.

"Darling, are you asleep?" whispered kelingaku.

'Oh, who the hell is curling me up like this. What is Aya's sister?What Umi? But his voice is male.' My mind with my eyes still closed.

"Dad, please don't bother Nisa. Nisa is drowsy and feels dizzy. Nisa wants to sleep first huh. "my words without turning to the source of the voice.

"Darling, don't miss my brother?"

My eyelids are open wide. 'Huh, brother? Whose brother? Bang Fikri what?' I was still wondering until I decided to turn my back, from a sideways sleeping position.

"Bang Fik.ri." my voice slowly swallowed when I realized that he was not the person I meant.

The man was so handsome, was throwing a smile right in front of my face. Wearing clothes in white robes. That man is Azzam.

I gasped, looking straight at him without blinking a single bit.

"Act... Azzam's?"

"Dear, this is my brother" he greeted.

Unable to speak anymore, I immediately carried her in my arms. I cried happily, when I was able to see her face and smile again.

"Nisa misses no brother?" the question was after I let go of that longing hug.

"Darling, Nisa missed so much. Every day Nisa always imagined the face of her brother. Nisa has lost. No more people who care about Nisa, if Nisa is lazy to eat or take medicine, like brother" I said spoiled, then back to embrace her again.

"Abang also misses his brother's wife and brother's son. You boys should?"

"No. Nisa is not well. Nisa's sick like Laila's almost crazy like Majnun because she knows she's gone forever to leave Nisa." Unknowingly, the clear circles coming out of my eyes just slipped away.

"Cups... Cup... Don't cry, baby." Azzam wiped away the trail of tears on my cheeks.

"Honey, Nisa please don't leave Nisa again yes" I put my hand on her neck, Azzam's face dropped right over my face.

The corner of my lips expands my smile.

"Sst... " I grimaced a little when I felt a slight pain in my stomach.

"Darling, sick again?"

"No. No, no." I forced a smile.

"It's really okay?" azzam was worried.

"Yes. Grieve bias. Maybe dedek also misses the same father. Yes dear."

"Hm so yes. I can't wait to see him born into the world. It feels like the happiness in your life will be as complete as possible."

"Wish that everything goes well until labor, dear."

"Darling," call me spoiled.

"Yeah." Yeah."

"Nisa, I miss you so much. Can Nisa be bobbed tonight in the warm embrace of Nisa's husband?"

Before he could, I had stolen the chance to kiss his lips and put my head on his chest.

"Hem naughty yes wife brother. Emm... " Azzam tightly wrapped his big hand on my body. Hugged me very tightly, and he did so with great anxiety.

I laughed as I pulled her thin beard that had not been shaved.

The drowsiness that whack, slowly lead me to melt sleep. Tonight, it will be a night where I can fall asleep as usual. Without the burden of thought.

***

Allahuahbaal ... Allahuahbar...

I squirm when the voice of Adzan caught my eardrum.

"Dear to wake up at dawn"

My tang fumbled into the bed next door. Blank. I don't feel anything. When I turned my head so surprised I found some sleeping pillows still neatly arranged next to me lying down.

'It should be next to Azzam sleeping. Where's she going?' My toot.

"dude? Where's brother?" call me with a little scream.

My step led to the door to the bathroom toilet. Who knows I found Azzam there. But in fact after I checked, I did not even find the whereabouts of Azzam who slept with me last night.

"But! Where's brother? I went to the mosque. How did you wake up Nisa?"

Maybe mom heard my calls and screams until she came in to see me in my room.

"Nisa, what's wrong?"

"Mom, Nisa is upset. Azzam slept with Nisa last night but Nisa Cariin wasn't there. Surely he went to the mosque did not say it first, play as long as he left" I said by putting on a disappointed look.

"What is Hamidah?" tanya Umi Salamah, who just followed with Brother Soraya.

I saw that mom was whispering to Umi, not knowing exactly what she was saying to her. I can't hear at all. Meanwhile, I also did not care about it, with still a crab I looked for Azzam on each side of the room. But I really didn't get it.

"What if Dik Nisa keeps on like this Umi. Sis Aya does not want later neighbors around say Dik Nisa is crazy."

"Hust, what the hell are you talking about Aya."

Mom looked at me pity.

"Son, come with me. We pray at dawn. We pray for our families always in protection and always bestowed blessings and blessings from Allah Swt."

"Mom, which father is Abah? Did they go to the mosque also with Azzam huh?"

"No, Nisa. They're preparing for prayer." Mother was calm as she led me to sit on the long sofa chair in this room.

"Son. Can I have one thing with Nisa?" mother said with a serious look. On the other side Umi and Sis Soraya came closer, they all smiled as I looked at their faces one by one.

"What request?"

"We've all let Azzam go forever. Nisa also had to do that as well so that the deceased's spirit would be at his side."

"Mom, Nisa was sleeping with Azzam. He came earlier, Mom. We wait, after the dawn prayer he will come"

"Nisa, stop being stupid! You're the only mother's child, you won't be strong and hearty if you're told you're crazy by people!" the mother's tone rose with the sound of a slow sob. Mother said it was accompanied by tears of sadness.

"Mom... You scolding Nisa?" ask me sad with teary eyes. "Mother said Nisa was crazy?"

"Hustt... Hamidah, patience. We have to be patient with everything. Nisa is like this because she has not been able to accept the circumstances that befall her." Umi took me in her arms. Trying to sow myself.

"No Son. Your mother. Just mispronounced. Nisa's a good kid and doesn't do anything wrong. So no one scolded Nisa" said Umi Salamah calmly and with all her softness. That's the character of Umi, I never heard him angry or scold his sons, he taught his son about something kindly and gently. Maybe that way he can give birth to the figure of a boy of soft character and wise like Azzam Alhusayn Zahidi was also with his other children.

"Astagfirullahal'adzim Forgive mom, son. I didn't mean to say that."

Mother and Umi Salamah both locked my body with her arms.

"Yuk we take abudhu, father, brother and Bang Fikri also Ali must have waited for us."

We all took a turn to take ablution preparing to establish congregational morning prayers performed at home.