The Pending Wait

I'm back

I'm appalled.

When I saw my phone ring and listed your name there.

You finally called me again after all this time Dinda.

"Hallo Momo." Say it slowly.

"Hallo, Dinda ya." My answer.

"Are you still mad at me? can I tell you what happened."

I paused for a moment, looked at my old guitar and then I answered.

"I have no reason to be angry, I'm not who you are!"

"When you talk like that, I'm so sad!" Her speech.

Then he slowly told me what happened that night.

Dinda recounted all the events that happened that she was forced to leave without news because her Grandmother in Medan died.

They immediately went to hear the news.

Dinda also explained that she had called me but I did not answer.

Feeling unresponsive Dinda decided to contact me after on the road later, but suddenly it fell when Dinda tried to put the phone in the bag and only realized when he was in his car.

He was confused how to tell me in addition Dinda was sad at that time because of the loss of his beloved grandmother.

It also went wrong.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Dinda." I said to her who seemed to be crying there.

"Why are you the one who's apologizing, I'm the one who's wrong." Dinda replied with her voice that turned hoarse.

"Have you come back here?" My toot.

"Yes, tonight comes yes, let's settle the debt between us." Dinda replied, but his words referring to solving the problems between the two of us sounded like he wanted this relationship between us to stop here.

"Why do you keep quiet, still angry?"

"I can't come!" Answer's short.

"Well, you don't miss me." Legally.

I'm kangen.

But I'm aware.

Tell me now you won't realize this.

there is only as much as asking.

What awaits here is only me.

What misses and languishes is only me.

Is it that easy it all has to happen.

"Bang Momo, how do you keep quiet? I hung up on him." Dinda said, sounding a disappointed tone from her voice.

"All right, see you later." I answered and then put the HP back in its place.

"As long as I'm gone, you've changed!"

"Why?" My answer.

"I know I'm wrong, but give me a chance, I don't want to lose you!" Her speech.

I was shocked, and he said he didn't want to lose me.

My heart was pounding and getting louder.

"Didn't you want to leave me alone" I answered briefly.

"Oh bego yes, if I want to leave why I called and told to come."

Seems like he's serious, what's okay what's like this, what this feeling really is.

I was both happy and sad, because there was a sense of unworthiness for me to have Dinda.

I'm afraid I'll be disappointed in my situation but I don't want her to be owned by anyone else.

Think of me always convoluted like this when I think of you.

"I'll come but this time I don't promise." My answer.

"OK, I know, yes." Greet him and hang up the phone.

Happy and happy, that's what I think right now.

How can Dinda miss me and still love me.

Maybe I'm too small to talk about love but come on love comes to whoever he wants no matter the place and the time.

Am I right.

Okay now the most important thing is to ask my mom for permission so I can be let out.

But it looks like it's very heavy, what else is it still haunting our family.

But what's wrong with trying, it might be given permission.

Without a second thought I immediately looked for my mother, and it turned out that she was on the porch.

"Ma, I'll be out tonight." I said whining.

"Where are you going?" Ask mom.

"Come to the girl."

"Can't!" My mother replied briefly.

I also immediately seduced my mother to be given permission for various reasons, but my mother was very difficult to persuade.

I was also sprained and disappointed, tired of persuading my mother but there was no good response from her.

I also sent Dinda a message that I was not given permission to leave for some reason.

And fortunately the response from him was good, Dinda was indeed an understanding person.

Even the night came.

I sat in the chair still feeling annoyed.

I want to see Dinda, want to ask her news and see her beautiful face.

I miss sitting next to her, holding her tiny hand, and wiping her hair exactly like the drama I saw on television.

It'll probably be so much fun.

Oh no. I'm so fantasizing too far, I'm still a kid can't think too much like this.

Maybe by looking at his photo on this phone can treat a little bit of my longing.

I opened the gallery and looked at all the pictures.

So cute and adorable is his mannerisms in this gallery.

I smiled happy to see how she posed so cute and suddenly I found a photo that opened Dinda.

Zakia, this is a photo of Zakia during the UN exam, how can I have it.

I wasn't even close to him at the time.

Did he send this photo.

I should probably just delete it, I thought.

But my view was immediately diverted when before the meticulous motorcycle entered the yard.

From a distance there is a smell of perfume that smells and dazzles.

But it is difficult to recognize him because of the darkness of the night.

He then got off the bike with something and entered my house and made me confused.

I like to recognize the man, his short shoulder-length hair and his small and petite posture make me keep looking at him.

Instantly he entered the house and came another motorbike that was certainly no stranger to me, Andi.

I went straight into the house and it seemed like the girl had come at Andi's direction.

Not long after Andi came back out and called me who was sitting on the bench outside the house.

My sister also went out and helped me in, so I rushed into the house.

I don't know who's coming but I'm also curious about that figure.

"Hi bang Momo, are you healthy." Say it while welcoming me who just came in.

"Corn Momo sit down first, this steady sump." Welcome Andi.

Andi why do you always think so I do, you've always been kind to me and how can I repay you.

The woman looked at me with a familiar smile on my mind.

"Are you forgetting me, it's me Dinda." Her speech.

I also smiled and my eyes glazed but I could not bear to spill on my cheeks.

"I know." I answered while stroking her hair and immediately sat next to her.

His eyes looked a little bruised like a lack of sleep and somewhat pale.

But her smile shuts all that down.

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