The Pending Wait

Meaning of name

Good morning everyone, this is a shitty morning.

My eyes were hot and my head was dizzy from last night's events.

Not sleeping all night made my body feel sick and also limp.

This is due to the sound of gamelan that was heard until that morning made it difficult for me to fall asleep because the sound will be stronger if I close my eyes and also the mystical aura that makes my feathers stand still.

Fortunately, I have not yet entered school, otherwise this would be very disturbing.

Right now I'm still lying limp on my bed.

Nausea and dizziness also make it difficult for me to move.

It made my mother worry about my physical condition and also my mental state.

Because when I was a kid, I was also missing from my grandmother's house.

It was around 12 midnight.

We stayed there because there was a family event.

I was 2 years and 4 months old.

At first I disappeared from home because I was sick stomach, while my grandfather's WC was far behind the house.

The place is very dark and surrounded by kuwini trees.

In the past WC was mostly like that far from home and also the shape is only a piece of wood also covered with black tarpaulin.

I woke up and tried to endure my stomach ache while trying to wake my cousin Steven.

But he did not want to be afraid, so did my uncle Irawan.

I tried to wake up the others but the result was the same.

Finally I went to that place alone without friends and only with a small flashlight.

I walked without the slightest fear, walked and continued walking while enduring this stomach ache.

but the more I stepped where I was headed the farther and it felt like my stomach was getting sicker.

I got tired and stopped for a moment in a tree.

Suddenly the place had turned into a market and many people approached me and took me to a place.

I was taken to a big tree where there was a swing.

They put me on the swing and swung me carefully while singing Javanese songs that I did not understand.

At that time I could do nothing and just follow what they did.

It feels good to be in that place, moreover they are very kind and friendly to me.

I was given fruits and also a lot of food even in the garland of flowers that fragrant very good.

Not long after I felt hungry and wanted to eat the fruit they gave me, but suddenly someone hit my hand and the fruit fell.

I stared at the man who looked like me, very similar, but he had two horns on his head.

He held my hand tight until I felt pain.

I screamed but there was no one to help me, the people there looked down in fear at this man.

Until the atmosphere of this place began to change, which was light slowly the land became dark, so dark that I could not see anything.

All I felt was the grip of this man's hand and the cold.

Suddenly I was under a huge tree.

Samar can be heard calling my mother, father, grandfather and those who seek me.

Someone still clasped my hand but this time he smiled while I just looked at him blankly.

We just looked at each other but not a word was said between us.

They had a dialogue for a while and the man laughed very loudly and let go of his grasp.

He rubbed my hair and turned around, while I kept staring at him.

Instantly he became a very high black shadow and suddenly he disappeared.

I was surprised because it disappeared so quickly.

I reflexively turned towards my grandfather but he also disappeared somewhere.

I was alone, standing still not knowing where to go.

The voice of the call calling my name was getting louder and it was true that the voice of the call was the cry of my parents as well as the person who was looking for me.

My mother hugged me tightly when she found me in that place while I was surprised by their panicked reaction.

"Why is rame?" I'm confused.

"Where are you from, my mom is worried about you." Said my mother who was crying at the time for looking for me.

03:14 a.m., I did not expect that I had been gone that long.

All I remember is I was gone for about half an hour, but in fact I was gone for 3 hours.

It is only fitting that many seek me.

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That's what I remember the rest of the time I forgot what happened.

Maybe that's why my mom was so worried, she was afraid I was gone and not coming back.

Even my mother forbade me to fish behind the house again, not only on the strip but I was not allowed to fish again maybe for a long time.

Oh right, since that incident, my grandfather gave me a new name and that's why I was called Momo because Momo is not my name.

It's okay if I'm happy to be called Momo because it sounds unique and there is rarely a name like that.

The time goes on during the day when the sun is directly overhead.

Even a hot day burns flowers in my yard.

They look withered like I lost you, you are Dinda.

Looking at your photo on this HP makes my shindles boil even more.

I thought what you were doing there I thought.

Then I tried to call you and it turned out that the call came in, but there was no answer.

"What the hell are you and why don't you pick up this phone." Thought.

In my heart I thought maybe Dinda didn't want me to bother anymore.

"yes! maybe all this time I've been bothering her life because that's why she's gone."

"Now I have to go so as not to be a prankster in his life."

Thinking of Dinda makes me sad, because I like her so much.

Although only briefly knowing him but this feeling really tormented me.

I know and also believe that he likes a lot but I feel able to have it now.

I feel like it's mine and I won't let anyone take it, maybe it's selfish but I really don't want to lose him.

The ringing sound rang out and my HP vibration made this phone move.

I who had no spirit took the phone without looking and right then and there.

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