The Pending Wait

Memories

Less days at school, now I began to feel that I would miss their friendly and funny figure.

My precious friend, are you going to remember me after we split maybe he and maybe not.

Stories of love, friendship, longing and also jealousy will become memories.

The UN exam has passed and now we are just waiting for the announcement from the school while spending time at school without lessons.

Yes my friends many friends who go to the cafeteria, there are also dating behind school and also disturbing the younger class.

While I'm lazy just sitting in my chair while drawing.

I really like to draw even to join the race as many as five times and get 3 trophies.

Why only 3 trophies, because first and second I entered the race I was still confused and nervous.

But after that I became more pede and serious to get 2 trophies champion 1 and 1 cup champion 2.

That's a good achievement in my opinion, even though I'm still in the shadow of Heri Asnan.

Heri Asnan is my SD friend, since the 1st grade of Elementary School he was flattered for having good drawing talent according to them.

Even though it's ugly to me, people like the picture and no one praises my picture.

I began to envy him, I began to improve the quality of my images, it gradually until we went up to grade 4 SD,

Until one day a teacher and also the vice principal told him to write words on a notice board.

Heri's writing is so good and people continue to praise her until envy arises in my heart until I also try to participate in writing under Heri's writing.

I imitated his writing style and followed the curve of the writing, but the vice principal came and deleted my writing immediately.

He even threw away my chalk and also he said rudely back then.

It really stuck in my heart even more he threw me out while the others laughed at me.

I was angry, I was ashamed and also hurt.

I was moody and never drew again and tried other things like singing, it was so good, I started getting people's attention because of my nice and beautiful voice, I started not drawing anymore, but Zakia asked me to draw a house and a tree.

It made me happy, even more so he praised me that my picture looks more real than Heri's.

He also showed another friend a picture of mine.

It makes me happy.

Yes, I am very happy with my picture.

the compliment gave me some more spirit.

It only happened for a while, Heri who just bought a brush and paint painting menjukkan his paintings and make friends and teachers amazed.

Of course I am very envious, because many people compare the results of my paintings and Heri's.

I had no money to buy paint because it was so expensive.

Until we were in the 6th grade a woman gave me a gift of paint and also a very complete brush and also expensive.

I didn't know the purpose but I was very happy at the time.

His name is Sri Rahayu.

he was an orphan because his mother died giving birth to him so he only lived with his father.

He was also my singing friend or duet friend, we often sat together and sang a song that is My HEART performed by Acha and Irwansyah.

It was a very popular song at the time.

we often performed and sang duets of the song and the most epic part of the song was the reef.

When we love others

Maybe this heart will be strong

As much as possible never will

My darling will be gone

If you love someone

Could we be this strong

I will fight to win

Wouldn't risk my love

Even just one night

Our love will stay in my heart

My heart

the song that is currently the most beautiful memory between me and ayu.

Ayu also advised that I continue to draw until my picture is recognized by many people.

But when we started going to Junior High, everything changed, I no longer saw Ayu because she was in a different school.

We had passed each other but only briefly it did not greet each other, even though I missed him.

It is also a deep regret for me now, not about love but about memories that are still engraved in the heart.

I want to know what's up and ask if you're okay.

Oh why I got so late in this.

Maybe I should ask Dede once more about Ayu, because they are good friends and also familiar.

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The school bell also reads a sign that it is time to leave this school.

I opened my phone and put a headset in my ear while listening to the My Heart song again.

But it is not Ayu who is imagined but Dinda, because indeed Dinda who rules this heart is not another.

Although there are memories of Ayu, Dede, Selviah and even Zakia but still Dinda who is in the heart.

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Maybe it was because the pictures filled my gallery that I couldn't escape from, or maybe it was because the look was so beautiful or maybe it was because he gave me so much attention and reconciled my heart.

even though he disappeared from my life, his shadow still haunts me.

Maybe this is what is called poets with words

*PENDING WAIT*

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Oh he almost forgot, maybe you want to know about the continuation of the story of Final and Eka, this morning when I arrived at the final class was waiting for me at the school strip.

I bowed down to apologize in front of another friend, admitting all his mistakes to me and explaining why he did it.

All because he was jealous of Eka chasing after me was Final like Eka a long time ago.

In addition, Eka often confided about me to the Final, even to the point of crying because of it.

The thing that made the Finals hate me.

That's why he started inciting Mr. Ibrahim and also Eka.

So that I stay away from school and don't make Eka cry for me anymore.

Eka also apologized to me for eating the Final talk, and also he said that in the bottom of his heart he still really likes me.

But I firmly explained that I had fallen in love with someone else.

Although disappointed he still said that he would continue to like me until one day I will be owned by him.

It was very strange, but the word was like a mirror to me who had chased after Zakia and ignored her.

I also told Eka and Final about my first love Zakia clapping one hand.

I told her so that Eka would understand and ask Eka to forget me.

Also ask him to return to the Final, but with 1 promise that the Final will not repeat his deed.

The final swore to be witnessed by me and Eka.

after that I left them both behind the school.