The Pending Wait
A Flavor
Chapters. 2
"let's just say you're still here, then,,
,,""let me get you off my nail until you're really comfortable with me here but right now I don't know where you are and who you are,,,, and,,,
,,""maybe I'm just your outlet when you need me, after you get what you want
,,""you never came back until now I'm still waiting for you until you get back in front of me and tell me you're one of the best in your life,,
,,""but it feels like it's just my dream that can't forget you that has made me this way just a promise you made me,,
""what a fool I am waiting for you,,
,,""please understand my feelings that await how much it hurts me if you don't return before me, please,,
,,""should I seek you to the ends of the world so that this feeling will not again be broken and brittle stranded on the rock,,
,,""only one door I return to my side, my,,
,,""only you wish me one in this soul and body, perhaps for you not how much it is worth but for me you are the beauty of my heaven when you return by my side.
maybe it's my destiny to have to wait for you, man,,,
,,""how evil have you been to me, so as to make me this way,,
,,""and there's a clear spring in your life, you might come back here, you know,,
,,""but it's not possible and it'll never come true as soon as I want
,,""yes, it may be my destiny to wait like this?!!!!!!
,,""And let only I can feel how much pain is in my heart if this is the path I have to go through but I will not despair,
,,""Only you who know God, give me a clue as to how to go beyond this waiting, and,,
,,""How heavy is the path I take to get beyond this delayed wait,,
,,""may I be able to pass through and discover the meaning of this life I'm experiencing???
,,,""Without his presence I can't do anything,,
,,"The color I love him is so sincere it's just that I may have known him less for longer!!
,,""so that my wait could not be met,,
,,""maybe my dear god is with me, so that I am tested like this,,,,, that,,,,
,,"" may this be my lesson so that I may be more careful to trust someone I have longed for??
,,""Believe all this for a while,,
,,""Maybe he's busy working or with his family""
,,""I don't think I've ever made him upset or hurt, though,,
,, God give him to be a memorable person in my life because without him I can not live??
,,""If I hadn't met him at that time, maybe I didn't feel this deep??
,,""I still remember the first time I met him so I couldn't just forget!!
,,""And if he comes tomorrow I'll make him always comfortable with me and I'll never let go because he's the good guy in my life I've known??
,,""I love him so much and open the door of his heart to meet even with a situation not as perfect as I want because the loyalty is in my heart Love you this pending wait!!!
