The Pending Wait

Secret

When you wake up in the morning, think about what is special to, to breathe, to think, to enjoy and to love.

Live with hope, because hope is the sun.

The sun still rises despite the dark clouds, though it is cloudy and raining but the sun still rises.

Maybe you didn't see it because the cloud shut it tight.

But you never realized that the light was still with you.

The cloudy morning, the speckled rain dyed this cold morning, the fog that enveloped the streets felt like clouds falling from the sky.

I wake up every morning and it will be a great day.

You will never know when your day is over, so be thankful.

Step by step it feels so good, I play music and the headset in my ears.

Walk enjoying the morning.

Walk away from all the negative things that appear near me, for example Zakia.

Yeah, I'll take it as a negative thing to get me out of it, but I honestly don't hate it.

I'm just trying not to interfere with his life anymore.

Maybe he thought of me as a negative thing so he stayed away from me.

Poto Dinda is still a wallpaper on Hpku, because I'm still waiting for him.

No no, not waiting but rather I expected her to come and give me an explanation.

Giving certainty and even hope.

This class was quiet despite so many people.

My house feels empty too.

There is a hole in the heart.

I myself, feel the space narrowing and squeezing.

No explanation, no news, no certainty.

All of these things make me sick.

I'm sick of expecting you, sick of forgetting you, and sick of thinking this.

Come back and see me, then leave if you don't want to.

Give me free, so I can fly again even if my wings are broken.

"Momo what are you doing?" said Selvi who suddenly came to me.

"No, just daydreaming" I replied without looking.

"Momo, want my picture not" he said thrusting Hp.

"Your picture, me?"

Selvi what you really think, do you really want to give me your heart, as your joke says.

I have to be honest if you're the best person in this school, and you're also very comfortable around you.

But I can't make room anymore, because my heart is filled with someone.

Someone I don't know where I am now.

"Yes make a memory, because this abis we will be different schools" he said, there was sadness on his face.

I raised my phone and put it on the table so he could send the picture.

But he was silent for a moment to see the wallpaper on my phone.

Not long after he took and opened WhatsApp and sent his photo via chat.

"Where's your photo?" ask selvi.

"I don't have one yet, I mean I've never taken a photo with this phone" I replied.

"Yaudah, I live first yes, thank Momo" he replied and then he came out of the room and entered several notifications on HP.

A new number appeared with a few short messages.

Selvi turns out you're after my number by sending your photo.

Very strange, but funny too.

In stark contrast to Dede, Irma and Ayu asked for my number.

He does it very well, in this way he does not need to ask for a phone number, but it is not good to also give a photo to someone who is not who you are.

Ah I don't need to bother about this.

Selviah and DEDE Andiani

**

Every day we face tutoring every time we go home from school, and that continues until the UN exam is held.

Boring, bored and hungry.

Especially now in this class there is an additional duo bucin namely Final and Eka who every tutoring they are dating in class.

I don't have a problem with their courtship, but I can't stand their way.

**

I came home from school with a friend on foot.

It's also fun to talk to them, friends who will soon be separated from this environment.

Yes we will not be able to walk together because it will be busy at their respective schools.

Get new tasks, new friends and a different place than before.

I'm glad to know you guys.

If you meet again on the road, please greet me.

Be friendly and consider me your friend.

Because I would too.

"Well, I've arrived first, yes" I told them.

They answered in unison "Yes" then waved their hands.

**

Evening arrived, at this time Andi and I will see a show near the school, because there is someone who celebrates his son, or rather provide entertainment at his son's wedding is a jarkep show.

Actually I don't like jarkep but I'm tired of being at home and staring at Dinda's photo on my wall.

Jarkep stands for Rare Japanese is a Javanese cultural tradition.

His performance is Javanese dance but his dancers are possessed by a subtle spirit or a nation of demons.

Some people believe, but many do not believe like I do.

Don't forget I bought boiled peanuts to make it easier to watch this show.

"Hoy, again!" someone surprised us from behind.

"Who are you?" ask her.

Imbecile, this is Selviah" Andi told me.

"Loh really" I asked seriously.

"Momo did not recognize the face of my age" Selvi said.

"No, it's dark here"

"Yes, by the way who are you" added Andi.

"Sama temen tuh" said Selvi pointed at her friend.

Andi also took the opportunity to get acquainted with friends Selviah while I do not care about anything they do.

I'm not arrogant, I'm not used to approaching women I just met and I'm also not good at saying words or laughing like Andi.

I am a fool, this is how I am.

Unaccustomed to this spectacle, I got bored and decided to go to school to sit on the terrace.

While Andi was busy with those women, Andi looked very happy and enjoyed tonight.

Let her enjoy the beauty of life she has, and I will mourn my Dinda.

"Momo likes to be alone?"

"Selvi, ah no, I just don't like jarkep" I replied.

"Oh, me too".

"Then why are you here, find a guy"

"I'm Nuri's guy, and I got it now".

"Waw, then why don't you introduce me?" my spoken.

He pinched my arm and looked angry,

"I saw you, too".

"Why am I wrong again, what am I wrong?"

"Cowok I mean it's you" Selvi said firmly.

"Oh no, you can't find me".

"Oh yeah, why?" answer's rancid.

"I will only hurt you, you will be sad if you are with me and your beautiful smile will be gone" I replied.

He stopped smiling, looking down at his face as if he was losing his spirit.

For quite a while he was silent, and I also stayed next to him while playing my HP.

Until the sound of screaming ears could be heard behind the school.

Selvi and I spontaneously got up and went to that place.

Andi is also already in that place with Madi and Rizky.

"Who's fighting?!" my many.

"Final and his brother Eka" said Madi calmly.

"Kok you shut up!".

"But males really help people strong as a final kayak" said Rizky.

I thoughtlessly rushed to them too.

But Selvi and Andi prevented me, Madi also forbade me to go there.

But I don't care, I keep running to that place and helping the Final.

Madi Pin ended up helping because he saw me, and Andi also broke up the fight.

The final was battered by 2 people while Eka was seen crying on a wooden chair.

The fight also invited many people.

Those who were curious also crowded the place.

While the final looks chaotic, many clothes torn.

Maybe he was pulled by both of them.

Usut got a fight kick start because Eka cried because of ************ in remas by Final and worse Final until forced open Eka's shirt.

That was the trigger for this incident.

So who reported this to his brother Eka.

There's no way they can know without someone telling.

The anger of Abang and his brother Eka's friend began to subside, while the Final was between his house by Andi.

His brother Eka also thanked me for breaking up the fight.

Yes I also apologize for the Final treatment as his childhood friend, although I still apologize.

He praised me because he thought I was a polite and kind child, but after he asked Mamuju and I answered him, his emotions exploded again.

He spontaneously pushed me until I fell down.

I was confused, trying to get up and protect myself.

"AN***G YOU" he said and other profanities.

He tried to attack me, but I easily repelled him.

His punch is rhythmic and not necessarily direction, this is easier to field than the straight and sure Ibrahim punch.

But he still tried to hit me until Anita and Dewi shouted.

"BANG, HE'S A GOOD GUY!".

And of course the people around him catch it and stop it.

Anita also explained that I never disturbed Eka, even because Eka I was expelled from school, that was also because of Final instigation.

We were also surprised by that statement.

We just knew the mastermind behind all this, Final turned out to be the one who planned this, including also instigating Mr. Ibrahim.

This sounds ridiculous and absurd, but Anita's statement seems very clear.

Selviah, Madi, Rizky were sure of said Anita.

But there was a big question in my mind.

What the final did this for.

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