The Life of Introverted Girls

59

"Black.."Maliq slammed the car door and then drove his vehicle above flat.

Syifa ran and went straight into the room and threw her body on the sofa.Hati perih was snapped by Maliq.Cupped her face with both palms while sobbing bitterly.Shadowed the eyes of hatred from Maliq continues to spin in his mind.

"What's wrong with Maliq.Why does he hate me so much??whatwouldmywrong??was she okay?".Syifa muttered in between his sobs.He was confused by the attitude of Maliq who arrived suddenly changed drastically.

"clek"..all of a sudden the door opened from the outside.

"You can come in, honey?".

"Let's go in Mah..."Syifa hurriedly wiped away her tears and smiled towards Mamah.

Mamah walked towards Syifa and sat beside Syifa

"Shypha.."Smirked Mamah's voice while stroking Syifa's head covered with her hijab.

"Yes, uh..!!"Said Syifa as she looked up her head staring at Mamah's sad gaze.

"Syifa wants to promise Mama one thing??"

"Promise what Mah?"Syifa asked as she frowned confusedly.

"What exactly is Mah??"Syifa was increasingly confused by Mamah's question.

With a heavy heart Mamah tells what she knows about Maliq and Linda.Syifa is not surprised anymore.But she can not lie that her heart is very sore to hear the story of Mamah.She has not fallen in love and does not know but as a woman who knows her husband loves another woman, her heart hurts a lot.

"So promise me son..Syifa will not leave Maliq".Mamah's voice honoured, pleading with Syifa, having finished telling Syifa everything.

Syifa's face stiff.He did not know what to answer to Mamah.When silent.Syifa's eyes were empty looking ahead.

"Syifa can't promise what...Mah....Syifa is just an ordinary man.But surely Syifa will try to be a human who is not selfish in addressing the marriage of Syifa.Syifa will walk in accordance with the will of God.Syifa will survive as much as Syifa can to survive"Syifa said with a gentle smile,..he looked at Mama's face with a million pangs.

"Excuse Mama Darling.anak Mamah has dragged you into a pit of pain" cried Mamah Pilu, her tears rushing down her cheeks that began to show fine lines.

"Why Mamah should apologize to Syifa.There is nothing wrong here Mah, not Mamah, not Kak Maliq or who.We are only being tested to where our faith in Allah..and to the extent that our belief is to depend on God alone.We, especially Syifa, are going through the process of the destiny of Mah.whether Syifa will pass this test and will take his wisdom,or will Shifa be a kufr man who will curse destiny.We can only pray and strive to be able to go through this all sincerely"Tutur Syifa while holding the hand of Mama gently.

"Masyaa Allah..Honey, turns out Syifa is very wise.Although Syifa's age is still young but Syifa's thinking is very mature.Forcuse Mama Darling as if forcing Mamah's will on Syifa"Mamah grabbed Syifa's body and held her affectionately.

"Yes Allah.do not separate this son-in-law with my son Maliq, she is a sholeha woman"Mamah's prayer in his heart gently kissed Syifa's head while shedding her tears.