The Life of Introverted Girls

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Syifa was pensive on the edge of her bed as she stared softly at the face of her little angel who was asleep in the box in front of her.

" I'm sorry, son.Umi has to take you away.Umi can no longer be here.Umi does not mean to keep you away from Abi. Umi hope that if you grow up later you can understand everything "Syifa murmur wirih.His hand outstretched gently stroked his son's face with the back of his index finger.

Syifa immediately took half of her clothes out of the closet and arranged them in a small suitcase.She next arranged all her baby clothes and all her equipment in a large suitcase.

Important files were tucked between his son's clothes.

" Now dede wear bedong yaa..!! later we walk the path and seek our new world.Our world now rejects your existence.But do not worry son.Earth wide.Definitely the other hemisphere will accept you with joy " Syifa tried to communicate with her baby.

The baby who had not even one week opened his eyes and blinked funny.Seulas the smile on his tiny lips, as if he gave his mother's blessing.

" Bu Ati.I say yes first.sorry if there is my fault with Bu Ati "Syifa said while hugging the body of her domestic assistant.

Bu Ati tergugu.He is no longer able to get out the word he said.

" Already ma'am.don't cry anymore.Healthy ya ma'am !! " Syifa stroked the middle-aged woman's back which trembled withstanding the cries.

" Son.can't we talk about it with Mr. Maliq anymore ?? why should I go, son ?? "

Syifa shook her head slowly. " Sister Maliq no longer wants me here ma'am..!! and he didn't expect the presence of my son "

Syifa unraveled her embrace. " Mr. Sani..!! may I ask for help one last time ?? Please take my suitcase to the side of the road.I waited for a taxi there "Syifa said a little hesitating on the security guard of the Maliq house who was staring at him hugging Bu Ati.Sat this time they are on the porch of the house.

" Yes.by Nak..!! or you should take it to where Nak Syifa " Said Mr. Sani with a sad face.The red eyes hold a sad cry.

As long as he devoted himself to Maliq, he knew Syifa was friendly and always respectful to her.

" No sir..!! I am no longer the master of Mr. Sani who must be delivered to where I go.Again, it's the car of the brother Maliq, not mine "Sahut Syifa while smiling towards Pak Sani.

Mr. Sani took the two suitcases of Syifa and lifted the other goods and placed them in front of the gate.

" Let you find the cab, son..!! "

" Ooh.iya thank you sir..!! sorry for the trouble "

Mr. Sani shook his head without a sound.He wanted to answer Syifa's words but his voice was stuck in his throat because it held a feeling of sadness in his heart.

A moment later the taxi came and Syifapun pampit for the umpteenth time to Pak Sani and Bu Ati.

The two middle-aged people felt really devastated to see the departure of Syifa.Both looked at Syifa's departure with tears.

Syifa stopped a taxi in front of a hotel.She wanted to stay at the hotel for the next two days until she got a rented house.

After checking in.syifa carried her child into the room followed by hotel employees who brought her goods.

" Hhff.forced Umi to ask for help om Fandy again, deck..!! who knows if Fandy is willing to help us once again "

At seven o'clock in the evening ba' da Magrib, Syifa tried to contact Fandy. He asked Fandy to find a simple contract for him and his son.

Fandy agrees and he promises to find her tomorrow after hearing why Syifa is looking for a contract.

Syifa told only the core of the reason why he was looking for a contract.But he did not tell in detail the problems of his household.And Fandy who did not want to be too busy with other people's affairs, I can understand what Syifa wants.

The next day, Fandy came to visit Syifa at the hotel.She came with her fiance.

" Syifa..!! you can stay in my apartment.That was my apartment when I was in college.And now I rarely live, because my office is far from my apartment "Fandy's fiance offers his help to Syifa.

The pasmina hijab-wearing girl offered sincerely.His friendly smile always adorned her lips when talking to Syifa.

" What is not a hassle ?? " Syifa said.

" No Syifa.malah good, there are people who occupy the apartment.Biar did not mubadzir.The plan was yesterday, I want to sell it.But my father does not allow it.In his opinion certainly one day will be needed.And it turns out now you again need a place to live " Said the girl named Tasya gently.

" Yes Syifa..Didn't you say yesterday, you will teach at the University where you used to study ?? incidentally the apartment was close to the campus "Tukas Fandy arrived after a long time just listening to his lover's conversation with Syifa.

Syifa threw her gaze towards the window of the hotel. " I did accept the offer.But it seems like I want to teach at the branch of the Foundation that is on another island.I want to try a new life by way of disposing of my past.I want my son to grow up without any shadow of people who does not want it "Syifa said softly while breathing heavily.

Fandy and Tasya flinched. " Where are you going Syifa ?? you can't go far with your little boy.Even his age hasn't even been a week "Tukas Fandy in an anxious tone.

" Campus party offer there are two options.Teaching in this city or teaching on the island of K branch of the campus here.After I think from last night, the, I'd better teach on the island of K so that my son doesn't meet his Abinya family who will only hurt his heart "

" And yes...God willing, I wait for my son to be one month old, I just left "Syifa explained to Fandy and Tasya.

Fandy and Tasya just nodded resignedly to Syifa's decision. There is a sense of unwillingness in their hearts to let Syifa go far across the island.But they must respect and be aware of Syifa's decision.

" Alright Syifa.I will call the person who used to clean my apartment first.Let tomorrow you can move "Tasya said arrived after a moment of silence.

" Thank you, Tasya..!! so troublesome "Syifa said while gently grasping Tasya's hand.

Tasya smiled." No Syifa.I do not feel bothered.I am even happy to be able to help you.Helping a friend of the future husband is very pleasant "Tasya said accompanied by small oddities.

Fandy smiled at Tasya. His eyes expressed admiration for his lover who was willing to help Syifa.

" Oh yeah..Syifa..do your family already know about this decision of yours ?? Fandy asked arrived.

Syifa looked up and shook her head slowly. " No... !! I waited mentally ready to tell my household trip to my parents.I can not see the disappointment and sadness in their eyes.And I beg to keep this matter a secret to them first.Depending on me who will come see them when I'm ready "

" Okay..!! if that is your decision, I can only pray that you will find your happiness later " said Fandy in a trembling voice answered with Amiin of Tasya and Syifa.