The Life of Introverted Girls

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A pair of pitch-black clear netra stared at the nanar outside the window of his room. The object of his sight was in his place. I don't know what's on that guy's mind. The owner of this net does not know and does not want to know. He was just calming the rumble in his chest. His face was flushed red with clear drops slowly decaying from that pitch-black netra.

" Why not be honest, let me know why you rejected me. Really, I want to hold you tight and shed all my longing all this time. But it is very difficult indeed to realize my desire that has been hidden all this time. I can't deny, that I'm an unexpected child "

A moment later, the sturdy-looking boy turned his body out of place.His tiny hands with reddish white skin pulled the knob of the nightstand drawer. A book of blue-covered diary. Opened the diary sheet with a difficult gaze to interpret.

" I'll unite you with Umm. Umi's love is too big for you. I promise, it won't be a barrier for you two anymore "

Mumbles after murmurs glide profusely from these tiny, natural pink lips.

" I'm sorry Zian, Mi. Zian took Umi's diary with no strings attached. Not Zian wanted to be a brash child, but with this book, Zian finally could know the contents of Umi's true heart. And after this, Zian will return it in its place "

Eight months ago, before Zian went to Jakarta for the Hafidz Qur'an. Zian accidentally finds Uminya's diary tucked between books in the Umi's workspace. At that time he was looking for a hadith book that he would learn.

The Flash Back

" i'm..Zian can borrow Umi's hadith book ?? Zian wants to memorize the hadith "Zian met Uminya in the rear gazebo.

Syifa looked up to divert attention from the laptop he was holding.

" Zian looking in Umi's workspace. If Umi does not remember wrong, the book is on the desk of Umi "Sahut Syifa while throwing a sweet smile at her son.

" Okay, Mi. Zian will search there. Thank you in advance " said Zian to turn his body.

" Eeits.it is borrowed not free loh..must have paid "Seloroh Syifa to his son.

" Mm...Zian pay for what, Mi ?? " Seru Zian pura thought. He already knows what Uminya wants.

" Yes... Already if not paid do not need to borrow "Syifa pura sulking. Lips pouting.

Zian giggled amusedly and approached "Cup.cup. That's payment. Thank you, dear Umm !! Zian dear Umi, love Umi...very very saayaaang Umi !! " Zian kissed Syifa's cheeks affectionately and hugged her body tightly, he wanted to convey his affection through his embrace.

" Umi also really loves Zian. Sholehny son Umi. Umi's research. Umi's life. Continue to grow healthy son and remain a child who obeys God "Syifa returned the kiss of her son and gently stroked the black mane of his son.

" Aamiin Umi... !! " Sahut Zian then kissed once more Syifa's cheek and moved from Uminya's place.

" Where the hell is that book ?! Umi said at the desk. But why is there no ?? " Murm Zian while researching one book that is on his desk.

" Aah.Possibly on the bookshelf "Zian went to the bookshelf behind the desk Uminya then turned the stack of books there.

" Pluk "Inadvertently Zian dropped a thick blue-covered book, when he was about to pull the book he was expecting.

" Athaghfirullah.aah, messy deh "Gerutu Zian saw the book that fell on the floor.

Zian picked up the book. His forehead wrinkled after noticing the book cover.

" My Love Story "Gumam Zian read the writing on the first page of the book. Zian understood what the writing meant, because Syifa often taught Zian to speak in English.

Zian was more and more interested in the book he had just discovered. Slowly he sat down in Syifa's work chair and began to open the sheet.

" Maliq Ahdan, My Love "Murm Zian again read the inscription engraved behind the photo of an adult man who looks very handsome in Zian's eyes.

Zian's eyes looked very happy. " Maybe this is a picture of my brother. He's very handsome and eehh.he looks a lot like me "

Zian jumped up from the chair and moved towards the small mirror hanging in the corner of the room.

" He does look like me "Pekik Zian happily stared at the reflection of his face in the mirror and then looked back at the photo in his hand.

Zian happy. Finally he could see what the face of the person who was his father looked like.

Zian sat back down on the chair and opened the diary sheet and read it carefully.

" Uuh.most use English writing. I haven't read it yet, there are still many incomprehensible vocabulary. Ckk.mesti diligently learn English "Silent Zian while continuing to open the paper diary.

" Maybe people say that I'm a stupid woman. But the heart is the power of God. I can't forget you, I can't erase you from the recesses of my heart. My love is still the same as the beginning of my falling in love with you. You are my first love ( Maliq Ahdan) I still hold you in my prayer "

Zian read a series of sentences written in Indonesian with glass eyes.

" It turns out Umi misses Abi a lot. Where does Abi think he is now ?! If I meet Abi, I'll tell Abi that Umi misses her so much "Siss Zian and then closes the diary back.

When he wanted to return the diary to his place, Zian suddenly hesitated. " I'm curious about English writing. I learned English and then I read it again. Let me borrow this book first "Gumam Zian stopped returning Syifa diary to his place.

Since then, Zian has become increasingly curious about the father. But he did not dare to ask Uminya. His curiosity was buried deep within. She did not want Uminya to feel sad and depressed when she asked about Abinya.

Until one day, he was very surprised to see an adult man who looked like his Abinya come to him and invite him to meet.

The man introduced himself by the name of Ahdan. Zian believed it was Abinya because it had a name like Abinya's.

Zian has been very happy ever since. Her day returned cheerful after the events that made her leave home. He was determined to meet Umminya with Abinya.

But there was one night that broke her heart. He listened to Umi and the group. It turned out that he was a child who had not desired his presence by his Abinya. Heart's broken. Her dream all this time wanted to be happy with both parents, now extinct.

" It turns out my friend's story is very true. I am the cause of Abi and Umiku's separation "

" Okay Umi. I love Umi so much. I will restore Umi's happiness back to "Zian's determination in the heart.

" Flash back off "

" Tok "

" Tok "

" Zian..are you in the boy ?? Open the door !! " Snake someone from behind the door.

Zian flinched from his daydream. He wiped away the trail of tears on his cheeks and went into the bathroom to wash his face.