The Life of Introverted Girls

04

Today is Sunday.I and my brother are in the backyard picking cassava leaves that are deliberately planted by my mother, make a side dish later in the afternoon.

"Dek..".said my brother named Nurul.

"Yeah.grandfather".

"What's wrong??".tanyaku.

"Fandi yesterday morning nyariin you, he said you never come to the library again".

"Where are you really going if I'm the wife??"

Well, it's been a week since I hit Mr. Irman for avoiding Fandi, anyway,I've never been to the library again.I've been bothered with Fandi every day and He knows best where I am every wife.

Lately I've changed my habits since 1st grade hanging out in the library every hour.

Now I have a new favorite place, I'm hanging out next to the Lab.Computer.There the air is cool, I love sitting under the hibiscus flower tree while reading books,and most importantly Fandi does not know the place.Cause Fandi class with Lab.Computer is very far.This means I succeeded in this week avoid Fandi.

"Deek...!!!"exclaimed sister Nurul surprised me.

"Yesia Brother.."Whyyy???

"You are the deck, he is even dumb" grumbled Kak Nurul.

"From that brother to you, not answered".Where are you at the israhat clock??

"I'm in your class".I replied hiding where I really am.

I know very well, My brother is most supportive if Fandi likes me.If I tell you can-can leak my hiding place.By Kak Nurul the same class as Fandi.

"Haah in class??.kemarin the day after I was with Fandi nyariin you in class but you are not there".desak brother again do not believe my explanation.

"Deeg.."can the look I'm lying.I'm panicking.

"iii.it, maybe I go to the toilet".I answered a little stuttering.

"Why the hell, sister, I always support Fandi bother me.Kak will not know I'm uncomfortable".I complained in an annoyed tone.

"Haah..disrupt??

"He doesn't bother you, Grandpa..."

Yes also...Fandi is never nosy.Batinku...

"Yes no nosy indeed Brother.but do you know yourself, I am not comfortable with others."

"Dek..pelan ubalah your closed nature, try to open with the outside world.Why the hell are you always comfortable with your loneliness??you also need other people, you need the opinion of others.The insight is not just you get from the book you read.You want to be forever considered strange as people??not the deck...??one day you will inevitably have to mingle with others, not just have to be with me, Mama, or Papah.Sometimes you will get married, but you will get married,and at that time you will meet a new family.So from now on, try to open yourself to the outside world of the family environment.There is nothing you need to avoid there, there is nothing you need to avoid,instead you should be looking for what's out there to make you smarter"...My brother's advice is long.

I bowed silently to hear the advice of my Brother.My bathin justifies that .But, I was already too comfortable with the nature of my solitude that was very clear rejecting what my Brother said.

"Hhhffff..later, I tried Brother" said Lirih.

"Well.already Deck..The brother loves you, I'm sick to hear people looking at you weird".

"When you are beautiful, Smart.Ngga there is a reason that makes you stay away from people, you should be confident.So continued my brother while stroking gently my long mane.

"Nurul...!!"

"Shyifa...!!".

"Where are Naak's cassava leaves...??"My Mom is soft.

My mom is very soft.The 45-year-old adult woman still looks beautiful in my eyes. With a clean yellow skin, clear round eyes curved neatly.Tak wonder Me and My Brother have a fair yellow skin,it turns out that it is the legacy of Mamahku.Kalau narrow eyes that is inherited from Papahku.Papahku has a slightly brown skin due to sunburn, slightly narrow eyes but has a sharp gaze that decreases to me.

Well..I am grateful for all that God has given me.Warm and loving family, even though financially we are far from enough.

My parents always taught us to always be grateful, never complain not to be a loving human being, That is what my Papah always emphasizes when we are gathering with family.

"Yuukk Dek.kita into, Mamah is waiting for the cassava leaves".Take my brother while walking towards the kitchen door.I walked behind him while looking down, thinking about what my brother said earlier.

"Hhff...Can I be like everyone else??my monologue is in my heart.

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