The Life of Introverted Girls

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The sun grew faint and was replaced by the king of the night who is now enthroned. The full moon slowly adorned the night. Its luminaries swept across the universe, giving it its most beautiful rays.

A pair of clear netra stared at the perfectly round full moon nanar. A thread of teary-eyed circles flashed unexcusedly on her alabaster cheeks.

" What should I do, O God. My son wants to meet his Abinya. But I was afraid to bring them together. I'm afraid this is gonna hurt my son even more. I'm afraid his presence remains unwanted by Abinya. I was afraid of Abinya's refusal. " The owner murmured the clear net without taking his gaze off the full moon.

Time shows at nine o'clock. But Syifa was still sitting in the gazebo behind her house, while the other residents were already asleep in a dream. Ba'da Isya earlier, they chose to enter their respective contest to release fatigue.

While Syifa chose to release the fatigue in his mind by pulling over for a moment. His heart had been broken since hearing his Mom's words earlier this afternoon. And it turns out that the beauty of the full moon tonight can't erase the distress she feels.

" Shypha...!! " The soft voice calling Syifa's name shifted her attention.

Sontak Syifa turned to the origin of the voice.

" Sister !! Brother hasn't slept yet ?? " Tanya Syifa looked at her brother who was walking towards her.

" I'm actually going to sleep. But you see adek is not in the room, so you look for adek, and it turns out to be here.

" What's here at night, deck..?? It's getting late. The night breeze is not good for your health !! " Nurul said softly after sitting side by side with his sister.

Those natural pink thin lips formed a faint curved line.

" Mama's asleep, brother ?? " Tanya Syifa without responding to her brother's speech earlier.

" yes..Zian wants to sleep in Mamah's arms. So Mamah sleeps in Zian's room "Answer Nurul answered with a funny smile considering that Zian has not let go of Mamah since this afternoon.

" Hi.hi.manjaanya kumat "

" Over the last few months, he has never again bounced on me or on Fatimah's brother. He was more quiet and closed since returning from Jakarta "Lirih Syifa voice arrived to be sad.

Nurul gently stroked Syifa's arm to calm her beloved sister's heart.

A moment later the atmosphere became silent. The brothers drowned in their minds.

" The moon is beautiful, brother !!. It's a shame to miss "Syifa suddenly broke the silence.

Nurul frowned while looking at the beautiful face of the sister and then chuckled softly.

" But what you see, you're not enjoying the full moon "

" What's bothering you, deck ?? Story to sister !! " Nurul said softly while stroking his sister's head covered in instant hijab.

Syifa took in her breath that felt tight.

" It turns out I'm so selfish, brother. I was selfish to separate my son from his father. I didn't know that she missed her Abinya. All this time he never asked his Abinya. I don't think he needs that figure.." Syifa bowed her head deeply, as if the burden on her chest felt so heavy that her head could not even look up to her beautiful face.

" And worse yet, I was never sensitive to what my son, my brother, felt. I am indeed a very bad mother to my son "Embuhnya again with a soft voice.

" But look at that little boy, brother. He is too sensitive for the size of his peers. He harbored all the questions about Abinya in his heart. Not once did he offend me about Abinya. I thought, she doesn't need her Abinya. Turns out it was all he did, so I wouldn't be sad. He was more concerned with my feelings than his "Syifa said.

Nurul grabs her little sister's body and takes her into her arms.

" Shhhh. said who's a bad mother to Zian. Adek is a tough woman and the best mother. It is not easy to raise a child in a city of people without relatives. So far adek has managed to educate Zian to be a sholeh child. For the size of a single mom you're the best "Nurul's gentle remarks try to calm Syifa down.

" But the evidence is that Zian was very depressed, and I never realized it at all "Syifa chimed in on her brother's words while dropping her head into the brother's arms.

" In fact, I have long intended to bring Zian to Kak Maliq. But, I'm afraid Maliq refused Zian's presence. Surely my son will be greatly wounded, sis by the rejection of his Abinya !! " Syifa's chirps arrived a moment later.

The memory of Maliq's rejection forced him to flashback with his pain. He is sick with Maliq's rejection of his son, always haunting him. That is why he does not want to bring Zian to Maliq.

Syifa is not a typical vindictive. But there are things that make it sensitive and instantly sentimental, including things related to his son. Half his life.

Nurul parsed her embrace at Syifa gently.

Syifa looked back at the brother.Keningnya linked then nodded slowly.

" Could, brother !! What do you want to tell me ?? "

Nurul exhaled his breath which felt filled his chest cavity.

" In fact, Kak Maliq already knew that adek was slandered by his sister. He's looking for you all the way to our town. He came to apologize to Papah and Mamah. He thinks he's coming home to Papah "

Sontak Syifa looked back at her brother's face intensely but did not chim in with her brother's words. He wanted to listen to the continuation of the sentence from his brother.

" Papah and Mamah were angry and struck with the reality brought by Abinya Zian. Papah almost hit him. He was very disappointed and regretted giving Abinya Zian a second chance at that time "

" Papah kicked him out and said he didn't want to see his face while he couldn't find you "

" Since then, Abinya Zian has been coming home every month. He continued to come even though he continued to be expelled by Papah. He was very sure that we knew where you were. At that time, we were confused to find you where "

" I'm sorry, brother !! I've made you worry " said Syifa to hear Nurul's words.

Nurul reviewed her smile. " We understand the deck.certainly at that time adek was very hit" said Nurul.

" The more intense the day he comes home. Until he often brought your in-laws along with him. I don't know what that means. But for sure, this made Mamah forced to accept their presence. Mamah Sungkan should expel your in-laws as well as "Nurul continued to continue the story.

" Every time you come, your in-laws must stay at home.But not with Abinya Zian.Maybe he would like to stay at home, he chose to stay at his hotel "

" The hotel ?? " Beo Syifa's. Maliq has no hotel.

Nurul smiled and continued his speech.

" The first beginning comes your in-laws repeatedly apologizing for their son's mistakes. After that he never again mentioned your departure.As if he did not want to build awkwardness between himself and Mamah and Papah "

" Since that time, Abinya Zian has made a lot of business in our city. He built a five-star hotel, a property business, his show room was two, and he built a resort in a tourist spot. And does adek know ?? He built his business and on top of his name his ownership belongs to Zian "

" All the letters of business ownership, he entrusted to Papah. Papah repeatedly refused. His hotel, resort, show room and property ventures he named 'Maliq Junior '. Because he didn't know whose name his son was and until now we didn't tell him. He is very confident that one day you will return and he has prepared for Zian's future. "

" I'm sorry, deck.it's not like we didn't want to tell you about Abinya Zian all this time. But according to Papah, let you be united later by God in your own way. Papah no longer wants to interfere with your feelings and your decisions. Papah said, if you will be reunited, it must be in accordance with what you feel yourself not because there are considerations from other parties, including us your family "

Syifa took her breath slowly. Instantly his mind raged. " Does Maliq really expect his son ?? Shall I meet Zian with Kak Maliq ?? " Syifa's inner screams further pressed down on her chest.

" Deck..!! Forgive us yes, deck !! " Nurul repeated his apology when he saw Syifa not responding.

" Yes Brother. Why should I apologize ?? I should be thanking you " said Syifa Lirih.

" And need to know too. Zian was already a sultan despite his age is still so " said Nurul while smiling towards Syifa.

" The sultan ?? What do you mean ? " Syifa asked in puzzled mimicry.

" Zian's savings book entrusted by Abinya to Papah, the balance is very fat. Zian is a child billionaire. Saldonya billions, deck " Say Nurul immediately enthusiastic. But this is the opposite of Syifa's reaction.

Syifa's face turned flat with a blank look forward.

" What he did all that for. After she refused the raw raw and insulted my son's presence, she was willing to pay for my pain and Zian's money with those billions ?? " Syifa's circus in a cold tone.

Nurul was stunned to hear his sister's words. " I don't know, deck.but what you see he's so sorry "

" The day he spent building his own kingdom. It's more time to be in our city. His efforts have plagued him there. And not the least time he missed to come to apologize from Mamah and Papah. He's very sorry, deck "

Syifa threw out her breath. " I don't know, brother. Is there still my trust in him with that regret. If there were no Zian among us, it might be too much if I said this wound still mengagaan "Syifa Sizzle with eyes full of wounds.

" I still can't forget it and probably never will. But my wounds might not heal either. I do not know.I wait for the destiny of God " Imbuh Syifa in the heart.