The Life of Introverted Girls

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Syifa stared at the dark sky filled with stars whose dim light was drowned out by the glittering lights all over the city.

At this time Syifa stood on the balcony of her room while clutching her chest.Khimar waved in the wind that blows cold.Udara felt very cold caressing Syifa's cheeks because winter had not changed.

" Wff..." Syifa breathed his lust violently.

" I am indeed very sinful to ignore Kak Maliq, as said Mamah and Papah.But honestly my heart has not been fully healed" Gumam Syifa recalled the advice of his parents yesterday when vidio call to Maliq's mobile phone.

The Flash Back On

" God ...!!!" Maliq murmured in panic as he stared at the screen of his phone.

Syifa gave a quick glance towards Maliq then frowned.

" Deck...Mamah vidio calls "Lirih Maliq while showing her phone screen towards Syifa.

Syifa looked at Maliq confused." Why,Kak ?? why did Maliq panic ??

The problem aa I have not told the same family in Indonesia that you are again in hospital.I fear they panic "Obviously Maliq with a guilty face.

" Ooh.no what, brother, let me explain to Mamah and Papah " Said Syifa while reaching for Maliq's phone.

Maliq handed his phone to Syifa. " Deck..!!I went to the cafeteria for a while to buy breakfast.What do you want to leave ?? " Say Maliq.

" I want to eat, food in the canteen only.Bored the same hospital food.Samain with Kak Maliq !!" Syifa.

Maliq nodded then stepped out of Syifa's ward.

Syifa swiped the screen of Maliq's phone lifting a vidio call from her parents.

" Assalamu alaikum Mah's..Oh. wow..!! " Syifa exclaimed in a longing tone as she looked at the mobile phone screen displaying the faces of her parents.

" Greetings warrahmatullahi wabrakatuh.dek !!how are you ??? " Say Mama and Papah Syifa simultaneously while smiling broadly at the camera.

" Alhamdulillah..adek baik.Mamah sama Papah how are you also ??"

" Thank God be good too, Son !!!".

" What else is it ?? " Tanya Mamah while frowning noticed around Syifa.

" It wasn't in the hospital ???" Another imbibing.

Syifa nodded softly at Mamah's question.

" Yes, Mah.Syifa was admitted to the hospital "Syifa voiceover.

" Astagfirullah.What are you sick with, Son ?? " pekik Mamah was worried.

" Aaadek does not what Mah.aadek just abdominal pain continues to loose, maybe the influence of cold weather.But said the doctor Insyaa Allah tomorrow,adek can go home" Lies Syifa with a brick stamped voice.

Papa frowned while staring intensely at Syifa. " Syifa..!!! You're not lying, are you ?? " Tanya Papah.She knew Syifa was lying right now.

" Ttt no Pah..!! Adek is just a stomach ache " Syifa said with a vibrating voice.His hands sweat.She is not used to lying.

Syifa misbehaved with Papah's murmur heard in her ear.

" Where's Maliq, dek ??? " Mamah asked to mediate a momentary awkwardness.

" aa...Kak Maliq again to the canteen Mah.buy breakfast "Syifa replied.

" So how's your relationship with him, hmmm ?? " Mamah's soft voice asked but it felt like lightning to Syifa.

" Eehmm..good,Mah ..!! " Syifa replied while throwing away her gaze avoiding the gaze of Mamah and Papah.

" Mamah means..Have you been able to accept Maliq back ??"

Syifa was throwing her breath out violently." I don't want to lie anymore "Inner Syifa.

" God can't be Mah yet...!! " She was bowed to avoid the gaze of Mamah and Papah.

" *Astagfirullah...Syifa..!! Why are you like this, Son.How many sins have you reaped ?? What happens in your household is the will of God.It is not good to keep the hurt too deep, it will hurt you and will make you suffer death in life".

"Remember,Son !! The household is a field of reward for all who want to be patient with their partner.Maybe at that time Maliq was caliph and now he came to acknowledge his error..so forgive as long as he really wants to correct his mistake.Do not ever consider yourself to be true forever, this will make you become a man and will forget the decree of God."

"In the household it is not about who is the best, but how together together to be better every day.Remember Nak...!!! marriage is the longest worship in life, and never ruin your worship with your misleading passions* " .

Papah spoke at length advising Syifa.He did not want his youngest child to be arrogant because he felt himself despised in his marriage.

Syifa looked down deeper and deeper at her Papah's advice.A drop of clear liquid fell on her lap.

" I'm sorry Adek... Mah, Ah !!! " Syifa's voice felt guilty.

" Yes, Son.do not apologize to Mamah and Papah.but please forgive Allah and apologize to Maliq sincerely so that your heartache will be erased replaced with a sense of relief ".

Syifa nodded slowly without saying.

" Yes.sudah.Papah hang up the phone.Beristrahatlah to quickly recover.Mamah and Papah always pray for you here.Titip greetings for Nak Maliq.." Said Papah gently with a loving gaze.Mamah smiled beside Papah while staring no less gently towards Syifa.

" Yes Pah, Mah.adek misses Mamah and Papah "Syifa said as she sobbed in tears.

" Don't cry, dear ...!! Yes.already...Assalamu..." Mama's words ended their conversation.

" Waalaikum salam warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh.." Answer Syifa while closing the vidio call.

Flash back off

" O Allah.forgive me, O Allah.Have become a proud man ..!! " Gumam Syifa.

" Dek...wapain is here ?? "Syifa gasped to hear the baritone voice greeting her.

Maliq stood next to Syifa and rested his hands on the balcony.

" The air is very cold, dek..enter it !!! .You haven't recovered properly !! " Say Maliq while looking at Syifa with a gentle gaze.

Syifa took a quick glance at Maliq and then moved into the room.