The Life of Introverted Girls

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" If something goes wrong, I'm wrong.

If anyone misses, your miss is nothing from my miss.

If there is a word of regret, my regret this is a sea of endless regret.

If there's an apology, I'm the most embarrassed person to apologize to you "

" If my fault can be forgiven, is it worth your apology ?

When the wind will whisper to you about my miss.

Will you hear that ??

If my regretful words will bring you back to me, I will drown my ego and beg for a shred of hope for my love.

When... !! well, it's just a word that's capable of slipping in my brain, but I'm too shy to express that "

" My dear.. !!

Maybe right now my body can't see you.

But I keep you by my side all the time.

This love glow always lights up on you.

He kept giving light to my life and I made it my strength for solitude.

I punish myself with this solitude so that I realize your departure is 'my fault '

💔💔💔

A man in his early forties stares at every verse of poetry he has just written in his diary.A review of the smile of pain painted on his lips.The eyes of his eagle stare blankly.

The thick black book, leaving only a few blank sheets of paper in it.Over the last six years, he has shed all his regrets and longs only through the scratches of his pen ink.

Every bit of regret came gnawing at him, it was the paper that was the target of his regret.

" Hhfff "

The beautiful-looking adult man inhaled his breath and threw it away violently.Close the black-coated book and put it back into the nightstand drawer in the room he occupied.

The man was back in his place.

' Maliq Ahdan ' the handsome man, has left the house he lived in with Syifa for the last six years and chose the office to be his residence.

Every time he saw the luxurious house he had ever occupied with his wife, at that time the regret in his heart further pressed his mind.

Maliq closed all access related to his family.Only the Mamah who freely communicate with him.Pun when his grandfather died two years ago, the heart of Maliq not the least touched to just come to worship.

Maliq day spent by working without knowing the time.Usaha he acted has widened into various fields, not only engaged in broadcasting as he opened the business.

He has built a car showroom in the hometown of Syifa.Usaha property is also done.Hari day is spent just to develop his business.

When knowing the secret of Kak Dewi who has removed Syifa cruelly, she, Maliq drove Sandra and her son from his home and he left his palace.He left his house to Bu Ati and Pak Sani with a salary that he doubled for his assistant and security guard.

While his relationship with his in-laws, until now has not improved since he was frank with the two Syifa parents about the departure of Syifa.

Mamah and Papah Syifa were very disappointed in Maliq.They had given Maliq a second chance the other day, but Maliq repeated the mistake and caused Syifa to disappear again without a trace.

Papah Syifa is very angry, but not to curse Maliq.He just drove Maliq and said he did not want to see the face of Maliq as long as Maliq has not found Syifa.

Likewise with Nurul, he was very disappointed in Maliq.He decided he no longer wanted to process the variation workshop that he processed so far.But Maliq pleaded with Nurul, he said, in order for Nurul to continue to process his business under the pretext that the business is absolutely owned by Syifa, no longer hers.Dengan heavy heart, Nurul continues to cultivate the business without any more interference from Maliq.

Maliq flinched from his daydreams hearing the ringing of a mobile phone located above the nightstand.

" Hello, Assalamualaikum Mah...!! what's up ?? " Say Maliq as he raised the call from his Mamah.

" Where else is son ?? " Task Mamah.

" In Mah's office..!! "

" Turn on your tv and open the channel R*T* !! then open the picture that Mamah sent through WA "Titah Mamah to the point.

Maliq frowned. " What is Mah for ?? I'm not in the mood to watch "

" Turn it on now, son..!! before it's too late !! " squeak Mom impatiently.

" Astagfirullah...!! " Maliq sigh jengah.She again lazy to watch.She wants to rest her body that feels weak because it is fasting in the month of Ramadan.

Maliq grabs the TV remote on the nightstand and searches for the channel that was notified by Mamah.

" What's important here anyway ?? " maliq grunts while pressing the TV remote.

" It's got Mah's channel..!! what am I supposed to see here ?? " Task Maliq to Mamah.

" Open the image you sent in WA !! " Titah Mamah made Maliq even more confused but he still carried out the orders of the Mamah.

Maliq frowned when he saw the picture on his phone.

" This is a picture of me as a child !! " His murmur was confused and then turned his gaze on the 42 inch LED tv screen in his room.

Maliq stared at the flat screen in front of him.

" She...!! "

" Why can it ?? " Sizzle Maliq with wide eyes.