The Life of Introverted Girls

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" Your..!! you eat first, Son..!! from yesterday you haven't eaten "Mamah's soft voice trying to persuade Nurul.

At this time Nurul went home to her parents.She was very disappointed with her husband and in-laws who wanted Irman to remarry with childhood friend Irman.Their reasons are not reasonable.

Irman's parents wanted to marry Irman on the grounds that Nurul could not yet give them a grandchild.

Nurul, who did not want to be pitted, chose to return to his parents' house by taking Zahrah with him.

Irman actually did not allow Nurul to leave, but he was powerless against the wishes of his parents.

Nurul gave Irman a choice.If Irman wants to stay Nurul with him, it means Irman will not marry again.But if Irman will still be married, Nurul will still leave Irman.

Irman could not choose between the two, but he could not fight the will of his parents.And finally Nurul chose to leave despite having to pass a great drama.

Irman allowed Nurul to leave without having to take Zahrah, but Nurul with all kinds of ways could finally take Zahrah by running away.

" I'm not hungry yet, Mah...!! " Nurul said weakly with a hoarse voice because he was crying too much.His eyes were blankly staring out the window.

" What exactly happened to you, Son ?? from yesterday since you arrived, you did not tell me what.And why are you only two with Zahrah.Abinya Zahrah why not come ?? " Mamah poked Nurul with the question he wanted to ask from yesterday.

Since Nurul got home yesterday, she just kept quiet and cried without telling her what it was.

Mama approached Nurul and grabbed the body of her eldest daughter and carried her into her arms.

" Cry, Son, if you really want to cry so that the tightness in your heart is a little reduced.Mamah does not want to force you to tell a story, but Mamah still waits if you are ready to tell a story " Mamah gently stroked Nurul's long black hair.

" But no matter what your heart is, keep on being privileged so that your soul is not empty.Remember..!! the sorrow that you are feeling now is a form of testing from Allah for you.And Allah will not test His servant out of bounds.It remains special to remember the owner of life "Embuh Mamah again cools the heart of Nurul.

" Astaghfirulah...!! " Nurul suddenly breathed his heavy breath and beristighfar repeated.

" I'm sorry, Mah...!! it makes Mamah sad " Nurul said after the stuffing subsided.

" That's okay, Son.know, dear.the most comfortable place to return when all the world makes you grieve is simply to complain to God.and the most comforting embrace is only the embrace of a mother who is always sincere with her love "

Nurul hugged Mamah tightly seeking comfort in treating her wounded heart.

" You eat first, Son..mau Mamah bribe ??" Persuade Mamah still with a soft voice.

Nurul nodded slowly then rubbed the rest of her tears on her smooth white cheeks.

" Zahrah where, huh..?? " Tanya Nurul suddenly remembered her daughter.

" Again the same Papah.jaga shop "Answer Mamah while feeding food to Nurul's mouth.

Currently Nurul's parents can build a grocery store in front of his house.Modal given by Maliq by forcing his in-laws, they use to build a grocery store.

In addition, Papah also already has a rice factory that is quite large.Modal given by Maliq from a year ago without the knowledge of Syifa, it is,managed by Papah well so that it can develop until it can build a rice factory.

While the money sent by Syifa the other day through Nurul, used to renovate the house.Their house is now quite large by having four rooms, and built permanently.

" Astaghfirullah...!! why talk like that, dear ?? will Nak Irman divorce you?? what's wrong with you guys??" Cecar Mamah was surprised by Nurul's question.

Nurul stared blankly and then blew his breath violently." Abinya Zahrah wants to marry again with her childhood friend.My parents want a boy who until now I have not been able to give birth ".

" Astaghfirullahaladzim's....Oh Allah...!! " Mamah smothering his mouth while beristighfar.She was like hearing the sound of lightning in broad daylight hearing Nurul's words.

Mamah looked very shocked.For a while she was only confused with the corner of the eye that drained clear liquid.

" I'm sorry Nurul Mah..!! Nurul can't keep Nurul's marriage." Nurul again sobbed at Mamah's reaction which looked very surprised.

Mamah immediately realized from her shock.Diusapnya Nurul's back while wiping away the tears that flowed in the corner of her eyes. " The patient, Son...!! this is the test of your life.God tests you like this, meaning God feels you are capable.And Mamah asserted, Mamah is not ashamed to have a widow's child.Mamah still receives Mamah's child whenever you return to Mamah ."

" If it is your decision with Nak Irman that you will get divorced, what can you do..! As a parent, Mama can only support the best in your opinion.But Mamah's advice, try talking from heart to heart with Nak Irman, think there is Zahrah among you.You should not be selfish." Said Mamah gently advising Nurul.

" I'll try Mah.but, for now I want to calm myself down first,for sure he will come after me here.But if he does not come it means I have to file for divorce "Nurul said in a sad tone.

Mama threw her breath away heavily." Many ask for guidance with God before making a decision.Don't ever make a decision in an emotional state, the results will not be good." Mamah's advice again while looking at Nurul with a loving look.

" Divorce is something that is halal done, but very hated by Allah.It is possible to talk about your problems with a cool head, so as to avoid divorce "Imbuh Mamah again.

" yes..Mah "Answer answered Nurul briefly.

" Yes.already..Mamah want to pray Ashar first.You have prayed ??" Ask Mamah while moving from her place.

" Not Mah.after this I want to take a shower and pray "

" Yes.sholat just first,Son..pray on Allah.please seek guidance from Allah !!".

Nurul gave a small nod then hugged Mamah tightly again." Sorry,Mah...!! " Wish.

" Already..!! you who are patient "Mamah rubbed Nurul's back gently, giving strength to the eldest child.

Mamah stepped out of Nurul's room after successfully calming Nurul.Dihapusnya tears that continue to flow from earlier." O Allah. sincere servant, You give such a trial.Hamba please give patience to the servant child !! " Mama's mind prayed as she stepped toward the kitchen to deliver the dishes Nurul had eaten earlier.

" Granny...!! Grandma ..!! " The cry of the cry of the little boy called to his grandmother.

Mamah who was folding her face immediately ran to find the origin of the sound.

"What's up, Zahrah ?? grandma just finished praying" cried Mamah as she approached the cute boy.

" There's ante...!! " Said Zahrah while pointing towards the store with her small index finger.

" Ante ?? ante who, dear ??" mama asked confused.

" Alamu aleikum...!! "