The Life of Introverted Girls

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In Zian's room....

" I'm sorry Zian, Mi !! Zian has disappointed Umi.Zian is not worthy of being a child Umi.Zian can only disappoint and trouble Umi's life !! " Clearned Zian's voice in between his stifled sobs.

Zian drowned his head between his knees.The body of the handsome boy curled up in the corner of his room nuanced blue.

" Of course, at this time, Umi was very disappointed in Zian.Umi did not like Zian to talk rudely. Pardon Zian, Mi "Murm Zian again while looking up his head.Zian promises will restore happiness Umi.Zian sick always see Umi crying silently silent "Smooth voice Zian while shrinking tears that wet his smooth cheeks.

Zian rose and smiled perih.Shot his eyes describe there is an inner war that is being harbored dead.

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" Kak.why yes, Zian has not returned also from the mosque.It is eight o'clock passing by loh, sis !! " Syifa's sigh was agitated with a gaze pointing out the house which was already dark.

" Yes yes.Not usually Zian slow to go home like this "Timpal Fatimah is no less restless.She is very fond of Zian like loving her own biological children.All Zian activities, all Zian activities, and, he was the one who watched and sometimes accompanied the boy to activities.Syifa busyness that caused Zian more time with Fatimah.

Suddenly the sound of bells ringing interrupted the conversation of the two hijab women.

" Maybe it's Zian !! " I cried Fatimah sumringah.Sontak he rose from his seat.

" No Zian, Sister.Zian's height has not reached the bell button of the house.Maybe there is someone else "Timpal Syifa lethargic then he went to Zian's room.

" Let Brother see first " said Fatimah then stepped into the main room.

" Czech "

" Askalamaikum !! " The young couple cried when Fatimah opened the main door.

" Waalaikum salam warrahamatulli wabarakatuh " replied Fatimah while smiling at a pair of young people in front of her.

" I'm sorry, Sister..!! Is the godmother there ?? I'm Ashar and this is my friend Lani.We are the guidance student of Ms. Syifa "Tell the handsome young man in front of Fatimah politely.

" oohs..Yes.Mother of the Syifa is again inside.Let's go in, deck !! I'll call his godmother. " Said Fatimah as she opened the door and invited Syifa guests to enter.

" Yet !! Zian, Brother !! " Syifa screeches from Zian's room shocked the people in the living room.

Gegas Fatimah ran to meet Syifa who tumben tumben loud .As long as he was living with Syifa this time he heard Syifa make a high voice.

" Dek...What's up ?? " Sheek Fatimah while running to the origin of the sound.

Ashar and Lani throw one another a glance with their frowns interlocked.

" Why is Miss Syifa ?? " Murm Ashar asked himself.

Lani shook her shoulders with a straight look towards Fatimah who disappeared behind the wall.

" Syifa..!! why ?? what's up ?? " Cecar Fatimah when she found Syifa sitting drooping on the floor of Zian's room.

Syifa sobbed while staring at the nanar of a piece of paper in her trembling hand.

" Zian go, Brother..!! My son is gone, brother..!! hicks... " Syifa's voice was accompanied by her stuffed stuffing.

" Aap what do you mean, deck ?? " Task Fatimah in a panicked tone as she approached Syifa.

Syifa was silent with her face bowed lethargic.Disodorannya toward Fatimah a piece of paper in his grasp.

Fatimah grabbed the paper and read the sentence sequence written there.

" Ziaan..!! " Fatimah's lips trembled after reading the writing on the paper.Tears flowed profusely from the corner of her net.

" Assalamualaikum, Umiku dear !!

Sorry if Zian went unseemly to Umi and Mommy.Bukan Zian does not love Umi and Mommy, but Zian wants to see Umi happy.

Zian was sad when he saw Umi crying silently silently.Umi certainly miss Abi, grandparents right ?? so, let Zian go yaa Umi...

Zian loved Umi...Inshaa Allah Zian will always pray for Umi from afar.

" Zian "

" Ssyifaa..ii this is Zian's ?? " Clearned Fatimah's voice with a doubtful tone.Given back carefully the handwriting of the 3rd grade SD boy.

" Why did Zian have such thoughts ?? who poisoned his mind ?? " Murm Fatimah while wiping the drops of clear liquid that escaped on her cheek.

Syifa was silent with a blank look until she suddenly got up and stepped hurriedly out of Zian's room.

" Shypha..!! where are you going ?? " squealing Fatimah while tailing behind Syifa.

Syifa rolled her gaze toward the family room table and hurried to pick up the keys of her car that she placed there.

" Shyfaa ..!! where are you going, deck ?? " Sheek Fatimah pursued the broad steps of Syifa out past Ashar and Lani who were not aware of their existence.

" Come for Zian, Brother..!! " Syifa turned her body around to answer Fatimah's question.

" Sister come, deck..!! "

" No, Brother !!.Later when Zian came home, no one at home "Shyifa cried out to Fatimah's request.

" I'm sorry, ma'am.If you can tell, what's going on ??" Ashar's voice arrived with a condescending tone.

Syifa shifted attention to the origin of the voice while linking her eyebrows.

" Are there guests ?? " Syifa muttered somehow asking who.

" I'm sorry ma'am.We interrupted Mom's time.I'm Ashar, Mom's guidance student".

Syifa nodded faintly. " I'm sorry, I haven't been able to help you script guidance.I'm still busy.Come next time "

" Aah.iya.Sorry ma'am.we came at the wrong time.If it is not wrong I heard you want to look for Zian.Sorry, if you may know, Zian where ya ma'am ?? " Tanya Ashar was a little hesitant.She was very familiar with the little boy from her lecturer.If Zian followed Syifa to campus, Ashar often chatted with the handsome-looking child who he thought was the type of child who was fun.

Syifa shook her head weakly.His beautiful face more and more softly heard Ashar's question.

" I'm sorry, I'll stay !! " Syifa said without answering Ashar's question as she stepped into her car parked in the courtyard of her house.

" Let us accompany you to find Zian !! " Seru Ashar chased after Syifa's steps and then pulled Lani's hand to follow him.

Syifa stopped her steps. " Thank you, but I don't think it's necessary. I'll find my own son. " Syifa.

" Shypha...!! let Ashar and Lani accompany you to find Zian.Your mind is in a mess right now, you will not focus on driving. Danger bring a vehicle with your current situation "Timpal Fatimah while walking closer to Syifa.

Syifa snorted softly and then nodded weakly.Honestly at this time her soul was very hit with the departure of Zian.Hati was very miserable.Never did she feel as bad as this.When she left Maliq first, she did not feel this sad.

Syifa who usually faces problems with calm and patience, now not like that.His mind is very chaotic.She is afraid of losing children just wayangnnnya shivering her fear of facing life without a husband.

" Let me ride in my car, ma'am " said Ashar yelling at the daydream of a beautiful lecturer whom he admired silent.

" Let's mom...!! "

" Come on, Lan..!! "

Ashar opened the car door for Syifa.

Fatimah approached and guided Syifa's body to Ashar's car.