The Journey of Starla Love

Mark's Feelings

I'm sculpting. It's all really not what I thought would happen.

"Mmmmm I don't know. If I could take a day off tomorrow, what would you like to eat?" My toot.

I don't know why, but I'm nervous. The thought of me going out on a date with Alden, with a man sexier than any man on the planet being so mysterious and fascinating.

I was so surprised that he could ask me something like that. I feel that I am so unsuitable for him. He must have played around with a lot of other women. That's probably why he's always out late at night, and he rarely even comes home. I looked at him as if he was a playboy from a rich family who would always be surrounded by women.

When I served him food, all those thoughts kept bothering me.

"What do you think, baby? Am I so bad that you won't answer my questions and don't even pay attention to me?" Her speech.

I wanted to jump because of that voice. He was right behind me and it was so close to me.

"What did you do by getting off Alden's bed?" My speech.

"I'm doing fine. It's all nothing don't worry about it." Her speech.

'Why can he say that?'

Normally, a person would feel scared if he was shot with a firearm. But why is he so calm about it?

"All right, I'll go with you." Saying to him.

I have to take this opportunity to know more about him.

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The next morning when I went to the kitchen, I saw a note in the refrigerator.

'Don't prepare breakfast for me, baby. I have to go this morning. There is something emergency for me to do. So I'm not coming back for the next 5 days just take care of yourself.

^^^Alden'^^

She just asked me out on a date and now she's gone for 5 days. That's good, isn't it, because I don't have to go on a date with her.

'But why do I feel disappointed?'

Then I went to work. Mark asked me about Alden, but he seemed obviously uncomfortable about me taking care of Alden and staying with him the whole time.

Mark asked me about my routine more often than usual. Even when I told him that I was feeding Alden, checking him out, I saw that Mark didn't seem to like it. I don't understand why.

'Is he feeling jealous?'

I mean, I should be happy.

'Isn't that so?'

There is something different between love and love. I really like Mark because of his personality, how he treats me. But I don't have any feelings of love for her. I don't want to give him false hope.

Maybe with time, I can feel the love for her, but not now. So I stayed with him as a friend.

We go out often and eat whenever we have time and I like to go with him.

So my days were so nice that I was able to get through some pretty hard work and I even had a successful operation on a patient.

It's time for me to leave when Mark asks me.

"Would you like to go see a movie with me tomorrow, please?" Her speech.

"Oh, I really like to go with you." Reply me.

It's been a while since we just went out to eat and watching a movie was the first thing we did.

"Well, now you can be free early tomorrow and go home. After that we'll go. So at 06:00 I'll be at your door." Speak with eyes that look bright.

"Ready boss." Reply me.

"Mark what's going on?" Saying to him.

"What?" He said asking me back.

"Why don't you watch the movie? Is the movie not interesting or is there something strange on my face?" Ask him.

"I just don't find anything more interesting than you. So why should I watch a movie when I can see something so beautiful in front of me." Her speech.

I shouldn't have put a blush on my face because my cheeks now feel 10 times as much red.

'Is Mark teasing me or am I dreaming?'

Doesn't he make everything seem real. He wanted to take a step, but he did not say it clearly.

"Silence and watch Mark's movie. The movie is very interesting." My speech.

"No." He whined like a baby.

"Mark look ahead or I'll beat you up until you don't want to." My speech.

I heard her sighing which I thought sounded adorable.

After the movie we ate and she looked adorable. It made me want to hold her until she lost her breath. I've seen Mark so caring, intellectual and adorable. But today he looks different. He seemed totally open to me. He no longer covered himself.

After that, he took me home.

I invited him into the house and he didn't waste the opportunity. He went inside the house and started looking around. I know who he's looking for.

"He's not at Mark's house." My speech.

"Oh Where did he go?" Ask Mark.

"I don't know. He just got better and then left by putting a note in the fridge saying that he'd be gone for 5 days." My speech.

Mark's eyes sparkled like diamonds. He grinned as if he had already won a race. He really is like a child.

"It's late, Mark. You have to go home." My speech.

"Oh yeah okay." Reply Mark as if I had messed up his moment of victory.

We hugged her goodbye and she left the house. I closed the door and was about to enter my room but a moment later, I heard the doorbell ringing. I opened it again and saw Mark standing there. He said his car was damaged and that it could not live anymore and there were no taxis at this time.

"Oh no problem, you can stay here tonight." Saying to him.

"Yes thank you Starla." The reply.

He went straight into the house and I showed him the guest room.

"Can't I sleep with you in your room?" Her speech.

"No Mark. What's the problem with this room?" Ask him.

"Ah no, it's just that I feel good to be around you." Her speech.

"We're actually in Mark's same house, stay here. If you need anything, you can tell me, okay." My speech.

"All right." The reply.

Of course he was expecting something more.

I changed my clothes and went to sleep, but I heard a knock on my door.

'What else now?' I said in my heart.

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