The Journey of Starla Love

First Love

I'm not gonna lie. All of these are amazing feelings for me. We chatted all the time. The calls we make often end at 06:00 in the morning. Honestly, I don't know what we talk about so much every day. Even when the two of us didn't say anything more, I still felt happy when I found out he was across the phone.

After our relationship changed, Adam started to pick me up often to go to school and always drove me to my class every day even though he himself was almost late for his class.

My life was completely ruined by Adam. I had to eat the chocolate every day she was given. I blame him for my body becoming fat. He made me laugh by doing a lot of crazy things with all that stupid stuff.

For someone who has never felt love before, everything I feel feels like being in a paradise that is so beautiful to me.

I feel that every day my feelings for Adam are getting bigger and every day I am getting more and more crazy towards him.

Have I lost my mind? It might be.

Suddenly I felt that my boring days were now turning out to be more interesting due to her presence.

What's changed?

I became happier than I felt before because of the love I felt for her.

I wake up every day feeling a lot happier. I'm so happy to spend my time with Adam and will do anything for him.

I was really stupid with my feelings for her and I forgot about my life, my duties and my responsibilities.

"Starla will you go with us at the mall that just opened a few days ago? Everything will be so much fun." Bela.

"Emmmm. sorry Bella. I had other plans with Adam today. What about next week?" Reply me.

I'm not an extrovert, so I have a few friends.

Bella and Stephanie are two friends that I have and I spend all the time in school with them. Gossiping, laughing, studying and talking about other women we didn't like.

But I didn't spend my time with them after school, because I'd rather spend my after-school time with Adam.

This is a lesson I can learn from everything that happened to me.

But what happened to me, I did not pay much heed to my current lessons and I found myself losing my interest in studying. I can say that my priorities changed because I enjoyed my relationship with Adam so much. So the lessons made me feel bored and I was always procrastinating to learn.

The second lesson is, always make it your first priority. Never turn the corner from the focus you have been doing to pursue your dreams and hobbies.

Pursue what you aspire to and do not stop just because of obstacles or you will only blame yourself later.

But, what happened to me, I still did not focus on my lessons until I finally finished high school. I decided to continue by going to college. And in order to get into the college, I had to enter the exam to be accepted there.

The third lesson is, children in the present have a life unknown to their parents.

Children often ruin their lives. Young people usually start entering the world of drugs, alcohol, smoking and other things that are not known by their parents.

Parents should be friends with their children. Parents should try to guide them and understand their situation as opposed to shouting so angrily at them.

Parents should understand, because parents have also been at a young age like their children.

This is the time for their hormones to start to climb new levels. Parents should guide them, support them and stay with them when they need their parents the most.

Parents should listen patiently to what their children want to say. Don't scold them too cruelly.

But for me....

Mama never supported me and Adam, because she never liked Adam that much.

Mama said that Adam would hurt me and would be a hindrance to my dreams. But I tried to explain to Mama, that I can't love anyone else like I love Adam. But Mama still disagreed even though I convinced her. So I have to hide my relationship with Adam from Mama now.

As for the children, make a good relationship with your parents and siblings. Share with them and never be afraid of the consequences that will happen or it will all disappoint you. Try to make your parents and family understand what you want.

Seriate....