The Huckold Married??

Not About Usual Or Not

Now Deefa was sitting alone with her husband who even just looked down not daring to look at her face, while her husband's in-laws and friends and lawyers were trying to guarantee that Raffan could be free.

"Father and mother are used to dealing with this Deef," said Raffan remained lowered, there was fear when his wife came with a sad and hurt look when she had to meet her husband in prison.

Which wife will not be sad to see her husband whose face has been battered by his fight with a man named Marco who is also equally detained.

"It's not about the usual or not Mas, it's about the fact that Mas hasn't been able to change even after our marriage is five months old, that means it's been almost half a year," deefa said in a trembling voice as she began to cry, showing great disappointment in her husband's actions.

"Can't you hold back your emotions or control them?" Deefa pulled out Raffan's hand that had been on the table and held it.

Raffan raised his face to look at the slightly pale sad face in front of him, "I've been trying for two months to hold back Deef's emotions, I try not to get lured in by anything Marco does even as he continues to challenge me to race I ignore it while you know for yourself how crazy I am with my hobby on that one," said Raffan returned the grip of the wife's hand that felt stronger.

"But when he started carrying my wife, did I still have to be quiet? do I just have to ignore her while she laughs happily with all her insults," Raffan shook his head with emotion that is now visible when he remembers what Marco did to make him so angry and emotionally ignited, "I can not just be silent, as a husband I do not accept," raffan explained how he felt.

"Just a word instead of touching or physically hurting me, it shouldn't be a problem and I'm okay" Deefa replied disagreeing with her husband.

As long as Marco doesn't touch or hurt his body it doesn't matter, he doesn't know what Marco is saying either, let the people say what they want not need to repay because there is a God who will always give justice to his people who are hurt.

"You may be okay, but I'm not you! I'm not the one who's going to be silent when the one I love is despised in such a way, I'm a husband who has to protect my wife from anything and anyone!" firmly Raffan looked at the wife with dislike when the woman did not even show anger when she knew someone insulted her.

On the other hand, Deefa was flirting with eyes of disbelief, after five months of marriage she finally heard her husband say love, did she not hear wrong? oh or is this the wisdom behind the disaster? with the disaster that happened, she finally knew that her husband had loved her.

"I love you, I don't like it when people are vilifying you Deef, please understand why I'm like this" Raffan said with a heavy sigh.

Hearing that Deefa was only able to cry, I don't know that she felt this was still sad because her husband was detained or moved by the confession of her husband who had always thought he had not loved her.

Deefa brushed off the tears that would not stop, her heart pounding uncontrollably knowing that her husband already loved her.

Raffan really proved his point when the man asked Deefa to be patient when they were almost separated, and now Deefa can get love and affection from her husband.

"Don't cry and I'm fine, I've been used to sleeping in a cell for more than a day and even for a week or so," said Raffan reached out to wipe away the tears spilled from the eyelids of the woman in front of him.

"Now different Mas, now there is Deefa who will be alone at home if Mas Raffan can not be free today as well, last night Deefa couldn't sleep then what about tonight and the next nights? Can Deefa be alone at home?" Deefa looked at the man who was now staring at her words.

Yes, then and now different, he was still a bachelor who would only make his parents sad with his behavior, but now there is a woman who is his responsibility, a woman who must be lonely and sad because she never thinks first of the risks she will get with all her actions based on emotions.

"I'm sorry dear" he said, finally realizing that what he was doing was only detrimental to himself and his loved ones.

Deefa took Raffan's hand and put it on her cheek, "don't repeat, don't repeat anything that will make a loss, Deefa doesn't want to be alone without Mas Raffan, just a day it feels very painful Mas," lirih Deefa begged the man whose gaze became sad to see how his wife was the victim of the emotional nature that he could not control.

Raffan stood up and hugged the trembling body of his wife, dissolving her in arms by repeatedly giving a warm peck at the top of his head trying to provide calmness, although now he is the one who becomes unsettled if he sees his wife still have to cry and live in his own home without her.

Guilt also successfully rooted in his heart to swear ignorance in the name of emotions that always come first before him rather than logic that feels can never win against the nature of his emotions that are always dominant.

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