The Huckold Married??

A Friend Who Cares

"You guys said it came so fast!" Raisya immediately sprayed two mechanics who were checking his car.

The two look at each other confused to hear the woman car owner even angry because they come quickly, usually people will be very happy if the mechanic they call immediately comes, but this woman is the opposite.

Strange, making the two men frown each of them, until one of them finally ventured out.

"So Mr. Rahman, ask us to come immediately so we hurried to come here Ma'am," explained the man wearing the hat, he knew who was dealing with at the moment, the woman was the employer of the man who contacted earlier, the man who regularly came to the workshop where he worked to check the four-wheeled vehicle that was now in front of him, so a little bit he certainly already knows how the condition of the vehicle.

Raisya snorted then ruffled her waist by showing off an unusually arrogant and gluttonous face while taking out sentence after sentence from her mouth without thinking about the feelings of others.

"Yes but don't be fast too, Lo both make me fail alone and Raffan know not!?" cecar Raisya does not want to lose.

Raisya's conversation was increasingly incomprehensible to the two men in front of him, annoying and unreasonable words really make the two men catch their breaths in annoyance but they have to keep doing their job well, because if not these types like Raisya will complain to superiors who can threaten their work.

Just be patient, the woman was willing to babble anything let alone, their minds then do the tasks they should do while occasionally shaking their heads to hear Raisya's speech that was like dissatisfied nagging since.

"That night Raf, you didn't come home?" Agam approached Raffan who was standing on the terrace of the workshop which since an hour ago was already deserted no one else came to fix the motor, he said, the young men who usually race have gone home all from 15 minutes ago, Rio Gerry and Gumay also just came home about 5 minutes ago now there are only the two of them in that place.

Raffan shook his head and let out a long sigh, "gue still wants to be here, go home is also free there is no Deefa," he said he turned a glance at the friend then turned his gaze back to the dark sky decorated with scattered stars and did not miss the night light, the moon which now only looks half, the crescent moon name.

"Lo if you want to go home first, go home" he said without looking at Agam who was fixing the plastic chair that had been messy blocking the road.

"So I told you last afternoon that Lo would like to tell you that I can tell Raf the same story, even if I can not help but at least I can be a good listener so that Lo a little relieved not to save the problem Lo itself," said Agam attention.

An Agam only wants to help his friend without intervening with his friend's personal affairs let alone he knows his friend is married, already have a wife so obviously the problem may no longer be the same as it used to be when still not married.

Problems that may be concerned about the household he understands well outsiders should not participate in meddling but as a friend at least he is able to be a good and sincere listener may be able to give a little input later.

Raffan sighed then said, "the conscious idea of the household is not good to talk to unrelated outsiders, but I really don't know who to tell the same story, just like my father I don't think I can tell because I'm afraid he will talk to my mother, the same story my mother is more unlikely because the beginning of this problem occurred from my mother, yes," Raffan.

Agam looked at the friend after this he was sure Raffan would definitely start telling me about what his friend was dealing with, obviously not a trivial problem because a usually unreasonable Raffan already looks very much different, more quiet and not even talk when his friends are raving a lot.

"Lo believes in me, we know this not only a matter of months, but good years bad nature we already know, even arguing until not reprimanding each other for days we ever, but, but the name of the friend if the friendship is sincere will still return as good as the beginning, I will not talk to anyone Raf," Agam convinces the friend who still gathers his courage to tell what he feels, "gue just wants the mind You tuh a little plong, relieved, and, about I can help or not it's business later as long as Lo's mind becomes calm, aja," obviously the man who is usually already serious now even more serious after knowing that the problem his friend was thinking about was related to the household, as he had previously thought.

Raffan who had been standing was finally moving, the man moved to the sofa and threw his body that felt very tired, was tired because the mind also had an effect on the physical.

Agam also sat on an empty sofa next to his friend, "want me to drink first?" tawang Agam's.

The man thought that maybe Raffan would be thirsty later after finishing what he wanted to talk about, but all Agam got was a headband from his friend to reject the offer he said.

"Gue is confused where to start," said Raffan while massaging some of his face.

"Relax first, take a deep breath and then take it out slowly," suggested Agam with a worried mimic.

Raffan said he did what his friend said, took a breath filling his lungs and exhaled slowly, calmed himself first and then fell silent for a moment maybe looking for the right word.

For this one problem, of course, he can no longer behave as he pleases, can not just talk because he actually does not want to open and talk about the shortcomings of his wife to others, but how else when the brain and mind are increasingly confused if you have to hold it alone.

"Gue lied to my parents and now I intend to lie to Deefa too" Raffan said in a heavy voice.

"meaning? lie about what, and why do you have to lie?" tanya Agam wanted to know more clearly what story Raffan was talking about.

"Deefa can not have children," said Raffan in a very slow voice even Agam had thought that his friend was whispering.

The look on Agam's face changed very quickly to become very pias like no blood flowed, he was not being misheard right? Agam even had to lean his body to be closer to his friend.

"Raf." Agam tried to reprimand and signaled that Raffan would repeat what he said just now, he was just afraid that his ears were wrong in hearing.

"A few days ago Deefa and I did an examination, and that was because it started from my mother who asked why Deefa was not pregnant until finally she asked Deefa and me to check, I really don't want to, though, I refuse because I think marriage is also not there for one year I feel still want to be satisfied with the first halal courtship with Deefa but it turns out that Deefa maksa make a check because she feels the demands of my mother, my mother, Deefa was depressed until I finally yayin, I agreed to check," Raffan stopped to take a long breath loosening his heart that might feel there was a crush that made him tight.

Agam looks so faithful waiting for his friend to continue his story, being a good listener without pausing when his friend is talking.

"Gue already got the results," Raffan again stopped with eyes that had begun to turn red, really at a time like this Agam increasingly so not bear with his friend.

Before even he had never seen Raffan this way, looking so fragile and weak as a man.

"Gue already took the results of the examination but I lied to Mom and Dad, I lied to them about the results, I lied to them about the results, about Deefa who can't love me child I can't possibly tell them especially my mother because I know what she'll do if she finds out Deefa's troubled."

"Gue said to Dad and Mom that I have problems, I don't want Deefa to be cornered by Mom, I don't want Gam! I love me dear Deefa," Raffan covered his face, at this moment he can no longer stem the grief he has been harboring since yesterday, the sadness that if she opens up will instead set her apart from the woman she loves.

The woman who has managed to make him much better, the woman who managed to make him fall in love even though at the beginning of the marriage he was very disliked and sometimes upset if he saw the woman's face with a sad look.

"Gue wants to be with Deefa forever, Gam," I'm Raffan.

Agam took a breath, it turned out like this is a person who is truly sincere in love, willing to do anything for his beloved woman even if he had to lie to his own parents.

"Now what should I do?" Raffan raised his face with the teardrops he had already wiped away.

"Talking to God Raf, talking to him because he is the best place to lament talking about what we feel, the doctor can only convict but God is the one who gives destiny, the doctor can only judge, man-made tools can be wrong but the fate line only God knows, You can find other options to other doctors, if indeed the results remain the same, if indeed the results remain the same, do not despair that God will always show his power to his servant who is eager to try, close to Allah," the advice of Agam makes Raffan's heart a little calm.

"But I obviously can't be honest with my parents about the results of the examination" said Raffan.

"Gue understands, lying for the good is okay as long as not to do it too often under the pretext of good, because the name lies is still a lie," papar Agam patted the back of the friend whose eyes were still reddened.

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On the bed Deefa moved unable to stand still, the woman seemed very restless unable to sleep because there was something she was thinking.

"Mas Raffan has taken the results of the examination yet huh?"

Apparently the woman thought about their examination, waiting for her husband to call to tell her but until the night the man did not contact her, making her unable to close her eyes for a minute.

Deefa picked up her phone on the table and became increasingly lethargic when her husband really didn't call all day.

"Maybe busy with college." think positively so that the anxiety does not increase.

Suffice she to fret over the results of the examination do not add to it with vague thoughts about her husband who is far from her.

The woman then lowered her legs hanging on the floor and swung them slowly just like a child playing a swing.

"Hopefully the results of the examination are good, there is no problem either me or Mas Raffan, I do not want to part with him, I have been very dependent on him," Deefa muttered.

His heart became restless again so that he finally decided to pray the night prayer and asked the almighty to be willing to facilitate everything he hoped.

Deefa got out of bed and walked out of the room to the bathroom behind the house with the sound of crickets and other night animals.

In the village there are still many night animals such as this cricket, different from in Jakarta, perhaps because it has become a metropolitan city so that the animals are slowly extinct because their dwellings were replaced with high-rise buildings or elite housing.

Deefa took ablution water and then returned to the room wearing a mukena and held a prayer and then began to pray at night in addition to asking for what she wanted as well as to calm her heart that was very restless.

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