The Huckold Married??

I'm Tired Deef..

Arriving at the house Raffan immediately pulled his wife into kicking the door until her thudding voice hurt the ear.

"I'm tired, tired of facing your mother who is too naive." until inside the house immediately stood holding her head which she really felt like breaking.

"You naive Deefa, naive!" Raffan shouted loudly venting the already mounting anger.

"I only allowed my husband to remarry was that wrong?" Deefa asked in a hoarse and heavy voice anyone could tell from her voice that was clearly harboring sadness, sadness that she made herself.

"Salaahhhh!" for the number of times today Raffan makes a very high sound, so high as if he is going to tear down the house.

"You're like very deliberately trying to push me to hell!?" holding both shoulders his wife then gripped with all his might as if forgetting that he was facing was a woman.

Deefa understood the meaning of her husband's words, in polygamy, of course, a husband must be as fair as possible if only giving birth to a living, Raffan is quite capable but regarding the inner living, obviously, the man will not be able to be fair because of feelings of affection also the love of a Raffan Alawi is only for himself, and it will obviously make it difficult for her husband in the afterlife.

"I can never! repeatedly I said I couldn't!!" now his voice is growing higher, like a trumpet ready to destroy the world and its contents.

After so jarring for a moment then Raffan changed to display a face that was so sad, so sad that the man's eyeballs shook with water that had been pooled in his eyes.

She became the most depressed person among two women, one woman she loved at once she respected and the other one was the woman who had mastered her heart even she dreamed, wishing with all his heart and prayer to reach heaven together, if it had been like this would he still be able to realize his dream? the prayerful hope of all mankind in the world when it comes to having a partner.

"I'm sorry Deefa Mas."

"What is your apology for? at the same time you continue to let me down and despair, feel useless and only add to the wound," spoke in a voice that sounded so agonizing, saying, he's a grown man although at his age he still seems to be often labile but for that matter his feelings seem to be very consistent with what he says.

In her lips and heart will remain the same, one woman has filled and fulfilled, that means there will be no place for another woman anymore.

Raffan turned to sit on the sofa bowing his head with both hands that seemed to squeeze his head, if he could, he would probably have smashed his own head because he was so tired he had to think of two women who were like a plot to attack him.

Attacking under the pretext of making her happy and having the perfect family with cute kids.

Does marriage really have to have a new offspring considered perfect?

"Do I really want to go? yesterday I was gone a few days just didn't seem like enough to make you realize and understand that you need me in your heart and in your side and in your life." raffan's talk has further shown him that he is frustrated and his life is very concerned.

The man spoke without raising his face to know the expression of his wife who became indifferent to hear what he said.

Deefa shook her head and shed tears even without any sobs that could be heard greeting the ears, crying by biting her lips to hold the tightness that instantly hit the deepest recesses.

"I don't want you to go M.."

"But your attitude seems to drive me away!" Raffan barked angrily cutting off the words of his wife, all words that felt unreasonable, did not want him to leave but wanted him to marry again, is it not the same that they should be separated at any time because he should be obliged to be with his young wife?

Raffan became inexhaustible and now even a sense of regret why he had to marry a woman like his wife, too naive to think of others but ignore his own feelings and also the people who love him.

"It's not wrong to be a good person, but not to be blind to the pain of you and me!" this time he looked at the woman who was still standing not far from him.

Standing with his head bowed down, I don't know what to look for near his feet.

Raffan looked at the woman who might not be able to look at him, then stood up while breathing very long and heavy, the distress was already very dominating him, his lungs became squeezed to make it difficult to breathe.

He pinched the base of his nose staring intolerably but he was also tired if he had to keep fighting for the same problem, this was not their first quarrel since his mother had asked about pregnancy, make it unable to withstand the mounting anger.

Slowly Raffan stood up after repeatedly taking a heavy breath, standing not far away but a straight line brought him to the figure of a woman who only had a height limited to his shoulders.

"If you still keep asking me to get married.." Raffan paused his words sighing time and time again showing he was very heavy to say, "i'll chop you up."

The deg!

So shocked by her pounding heart Deefa raised her face to look at the man who had just uttered a threat to her, the man who was now unceasingly stepping away left her with all disbelief.

Deefa squeezed out all her fingers with uneasiness, she was all her might to choose one of the two choices her mother-in-law had proposed, she endured the pain but now her husband threatens to drop her talaq if she insists on asking him to remarry.

Not meeting for a few days she had been crying all day, then what if she had really parted with her husband?

The woman was still standing in her position since then, standing up but her body began to tremble marked she had indeed cried no longer withstanding her sobs..

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