
"I'll go straight to the workshop, baby," Raffan said as he enjoyed breakfast served by his wife before he left for college.
"Don't forget to pray and go home too late" Deefa said, pouring water into her husband's glass, a glass of warm water.
"God willing," answered Raffan in a voice that sounded much better than last night.
Last night Raffan also realized he had done no good to his wife even though only from the words and tone of speech he knew what he was doing it would certainly hurt the feelings of the wife.
Deefa nodded then hurried to sit across the table scooping up a little rice and also the side dishes, really just a little because somehow she felt her heart feel a little bad, there was such a disturbing feeling that it was a hunch something would happen to him or maybe even to the two of them?
"Why do you always eat a little?" looking at the plate in front of his wife made Raffan ask.
"No appetite" Deefa said.
"I always notice every time you eat a little Deef, do you not have appetite every day? deservedly your body is thin," some Raffan guess maybe what makes his wife's body thin is the portion of food that is less for the size of an adult woman.
"Since childhood Deefa's weight is difficult to rise, want to eat a lot or a little still the same," I Deefa about the condition of his body which since childhood is fairly thin even to adulthood though.
"If Mas Raffan why is his body like that? what all men have.."
Deefa did not continue the question she just realized and suddenly very embarrassed by the question she asked, why could-can he even discuss the body of her husband is indeed extraordinary, so, its shape and when held it feels very hard and dense to make Deefa even so reddened the top that came out of his mouth just now.
Raffan glanced and his eyes narrowed, probing and then a moment later throwing a smile that can be beautiful makes Deefa will always be amazed to see it and sometimes feel jealous of her own when her husband shows a beautiful smile to the woman out there.
"Don't that mean you really admire the shape of your husband's body, baby?" raffan's tone became heavy and full of hidden meanings that might only be understood by him and his wife, until Deefa's face was made red so because of the word.
"Emm, it seems like Mas Raffan has to leave now," Deefa tries to save herself by reminding her husband to leave for college immediately.
"I'm lazy to go to college, just want to be at home with my wife who is secretly very amazed by my body," said Raffan who immediately made Deefa too tired to hear it.
"Want to go to college again?"
Raffan nodded with a smile review loaded with hidden meanings.
Deefa shook her head very quickly sign she did not agree, "Mas Raffan has too often had a college break, how would a graduate be quick if college just a lot of truancy."
It seems that Deefa really does not agree with her husband's wishes because she knows when her husband is off college she will be exhausted later because she has to serve all her husband's wishes even more from eye movements and a smile that is not good enough the husband shows signify that in the mind of the man there is already a plan that is profitable for the husband but even troublesome himself.
The woman felt very sorry for what she had said, she should not have said the fishing thing because she knew for herself how her husband was.
Raffan let out a disappointed breath actually wanted to be at home but his wife instead forbade, "yes I've left for college then," said the man who finally complied, saying, after all, he also had an affair with Agam which felt impossible for him to delay because this concerned him and Deefa.
Deefa nodded enthusiastically at the words that came out of her husband's mouth, so excited that she even helped her husband to bring a bag and deliver him to the front door.
"I'm leaving, be careful at home if there's anything on my phone right away" Raffan said.
The man will always tell his wife when going out of the house, reminding the wife to be careful in doing anything.
Of course Deefa was pleased with the nodding of her head even more so when Raffan dipped the top of her head covered by a veil.
"Wa'alaikumsalam" Deefa said.
Then Raffan walked towards the car and got into it, looked at the wife and smiled before finally running his four-wheeled vehicle out over the fence leaving his wife at home.
Really Raffan is very trying to make his household with Deefa can go on well, trying to control him according to expectations even though he knows everything he expects and plans may be against the will of the owner of the universe.
The man did not know that the khaliq already had his own plans for his household and also himself, the Khaliq seemed to want to test already how far the changes that happened to him.
Once he arrived at the Raffan campus immediately looking for Agam, his friend who he contacted last night and he asked for help about the doctor who could help him, hopefully Agam has come hope Raffan.
"See Agam no?" asked Raffan when he met one of his campus friends.
"No" replied the young man who was walking along with his two friends.
Hearing the answer, Raffan left the three men with a small run up the stairs, the goal is currently the class because usually Agam has been sitting in a henchman in the class even though the new lesson will start half an hour later, his friend was always the most exemplary of the other.
And sure enough Raffan's guess, Agam was already in the classroom with a notebook open on the table, seemed to be recording something.
Raffan immediately approached with a very rushed step as if afraid that his friend would leave.
"Gue does the job first" Agam said as he watched Raffan approach him.
Raffan nodded then took his place beside the friend and patiently waited for the friend to finish what he was working on.
Deefa at home looks busy tidying up the folds of clothes that she just ironed, stack the clothes she brought to the room.
Deefa's footsteps were so slow that she was very careful when climbing the stairs to get to the top floor where her room was, the woman immediately went into the room to the wardrobe, next to her hand moved to open the closet door.
Deefa sighed when she found the contents of her husband's closet, "it seems like just yesterday in tidying up why now it's messy again, does a man always like to make the contents of the closet messy?" he muttered while putting the clothes he had brought on the bed and then took down the clothes in the closet intending to tidy up and arrange them again properly.
Deefa's forehead shriveled as she stacks her clothes and sees a white envelope she's never seen before, plus a hospital logo that increasingly forces her to pull out the two envelopes.
The woman was astonished yesterday when she tidied up her husband's clothes not to find the two envelopes, "I didn't see this yesterday" she said, holding out a hand to pick up the envelope that didn't know why it bothered her feelings, there was a curious mix of anxieties that somehow quickly overpowered him.
"Maybe this is the result of his examination" he said, controlling himself to remain calm even though his heart was very opposite.
Until finally his fingers began to move to open the envelope to meet the sense of urgency, he said, as a human being, it would be very natural to have curiosity, even though he has the right to know what the contents of the sentence of the paper in the envelope from the logo he can guessing that it was a report from the examination that he and Raffan had previously lived through.
The sky had started to darken again with water droplets gradually descending soaking the earth in the middle of the day like this, though the sky was very bright but in an instant turned dark as if hiding the sun that used to shine on the earth during the day.
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