The Huckold Married??

Is it Heartbroken?

A black car passed on the highway in the sunlight that quietly began to show its light after a short rest and its position to give light to the earth was replaced by the moon.

The chirping of small birds flying because they are busy again to find food or maybe just flapping their wings to play with the wind.

In the car since last night no one has opened the mouths of the four adults plus the little boy who is still asleep.

Of course the boy was sleepy and exhausted from yesterday afternoon being in the car for hours until they finally arrived at their destination, but also they were not long in a place that he saw a lot of people dressed as Abah, Mama and Papa, he said, then they had to go back after the adults were involved in a conversation that he did not understand only that he knew over and over again that they had mentioned Deefa's name, the woman he praised was beautiful and she called Aunt, and from that moment on she found Om's usually smiling face looked very different.

His oms became a quiet figure with sadness that was clearly visible from the look of his eyes.

Ah is there anything that the boy named Kinara does not understand about the beloved Om?

Until his eyes drowsy Kinara still can not answer because his brain is certainly not enough to come to understand the affairs of adults.

"Gam." Restu the Brother-in-law began to make a sound trying to break the silence created greeting his sister-in-law who was sitting next to him controlling the car.

Restu understood even very well with what is now felt by his sister-in-law, he said, he had also been disappointed to ever feel heartbroken but it was when he was a dozen years ago until finally fate brought him to meet an extraordinary woman named Dinar.

Breathing out from the lips of the young man beside him told him that what he finally knew was very heavy and was amazingly shocking.

"Game is okay Bang," said Agam lying.

Clearly his face showed that he was not doing well, it was clear that there was a feeling of disappointment that was struggling inside him.

Yes, he was disappointed and angry at the reality he just knew.

Yesterday his father invited them to east Java to ask about Deefa to Kiyai Burhan at once if possible will immediately menghitbah woman who has stolen his heart since the first sight so as not to cause sin because keep imagining the dream woman every time.

But finally what she got was the fact that she was already the wife of another man and more painful was that her own friend had become the husband of that shady woman.

Raffan, disappointed then filled the recess of his heart even more when Raffan introduced Deefa as his cousin.

"O Allah" Agam said softly as he rubbed his face, remembering what Raffan had said.

"That's the point of listening to the parents' words, if only you don't obey and just keep approaching Deefa you can be sure you will be stamped as a bully people's wives," timpal ustad Sabar who sat in the back bench with Dinar who stroked Kinara's head that had been awake and now sat on his lap.

Agam did not answer, all his thoughts drained thinking about what was really in Raffan's head when he did not recognize Deefa as his wife, then Agam knew very well until now even Raffan was still approaching Fara, and so on, even the last he heard Raffan and Fara were already in a relationship.

"Pity you Deef," he murmured softly at the thought that it was not only him who was sick at this, but, but also Deefa who had to marry a man who even instead of completing a relationship with other women even more established closeness.

"Well," call Agam to the old man behind her.

"Why Gam?" said the man so gently, he knew right now his son was heartbroken because God did not give what he wanted.

"If Deefa and Raffan get divorced, can Agam approach Deefa?"

"Astaghfirullah."

Ustad Patience, blessing and Dinar beristighfar simultaneously heard the question from Agam.

"You must not be like that Gam, it is the same as you are against the will of God" said Restu.

"As long as you know Gam, we women want marriage only once in a lifetime if someone is divorced and then remarry believe me because there is something that cannot be repaired," Dinar reminded his sister to always be clear-minded.

"Don't pray, Agam just ask anyway with Raffan who does not recognize Deefa as his wife it has indicated that their household relationship is not going well, right? there are problems in the relationship between the two," explained Agam.

Indeed, he did not intend to pray for Deefa divorce, he also realized that no woman would be a widow because in society a widow would be underestimated, even though they are honorable widows.

But the name of the widow will still be synonymous with things that connote bad for others.

"Istighfar Agam," asked Dinar to help his sister to be aware of what she had said.

Agam sighed with a very long breath only after his mouth began to call out for sighfar as requested by the Brother.

"I'm sorry, Agam" he said, leaning his head and closing his eyes.

"Om Agam, tomorrow we go to Aunt Deefa's house again."

Agam further tightened his eyes to hear his nephew speak.

Didn't know the boy that his uncle was heartbroken right now.

Is this what you call a broken heart? it felt like only this time he had a broken heart that was completely broken like nothing else could connect him to return to fullness.

It feels silly indeed, he who just knew Deefa had experienced the impossible feeling of his heart, but this is the name of the will of the owner of the universe, if he had willed it all would happen.

Dinar rubs the child's back asking him to no longer say anything, also slowly to understand, although it will be quite difficult because Dinar knew his son was very fond of a woman named Deefa who even though he had never met him.

But from the story of the child, Dinar was sure that Deefa was a good and loving woman.

"O Allah, O Allah, O Allah," whispered Agam to his creator many times as if he were asking for help.

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