
"Raffan needs to talk to his mother" Raffan told the mother, who had just opened the door for him.
The look on her son's face that looked very serious had clearly convinced the mother that what the child wanted to talk about was certainly the problem of Deefa, the woman who yesterday got hurtful words from him.
The woman who was ready to go to the supermarket to buy basic necessities in the house was forced to delay and let her child into the house with galloping steps signifying the angry turmoil that wanted to he told himself.
Raffan is looking for his father who is not visible, in this condition of course he really needs help from the Father, without him knowing that his father also finds it difficult to control his wife, all the advice he gave was not accepted, not even heard at all.
"Father there is an invitation out of town," said without needing to be asked because of the eye lyrics of the child who moved here and there to make him understand his son was looking for the father.
Raffan looked at the well-dressed woman of course he knew her mother would go out.
"Sit down if you want to talk" the mother asked, "mother made you drink first."
"No need to Raffan not long," reject Raffan who really wants to immediately say the intention of his arrival quickly and does not want to linger in his parents' house just alone with the mother without his father, without his father, of course because he did not want to fight with his mother because he who since yesterday had been ignited by his mother who had firmly scolded Deefa.
"About Deefa?" although already know but still ask, of course it is just a pleasantries or indeed want to be sure.
Raffan nodded in affirmation, "Raffan asked that the mother should not interfere with the Raffan household, let alone to scold Deefa, she was not wrong, who lied to Raffan, if the mother wants to be angry, he said, angry with Raffan."
"It's not about Raffan's lies!" sentak the mother.
"Then? about Deefa who couldn't give Raffan a descent, so?" Raffan was grieving, according to him his mother did not have any right to interfere demanding what she just received, not who lived and felt in the future if she was not blessed with children.
"That's not mom's business, Raffan did it."
"But you're a mother's son!"
"Anyone even knows that Raffan is indeed the mother's child, the only mother's child who is now the mother who is being demanded to give offspring, without knowing what and how Raffan feels!" reply Raffan no less tight.
"You also realize you're only a mother's only child, shouldn't you think you should not be selfish just for loving!"
"A selfish mother, willing but indifferent to the feelings of others," the two engaged in a mutual argument, if at this time there is an imran maybe the man will be dizzy half-dead listening to the two without being able to stop because the two who are both hard are not willing to budge.
"Don't be too naive everyone who is married certainly wants the presence of children, there is no need to glorify love too much."
"What's? Raffan glorifies love? Raffan married only at the wishes of Mom and Dad, Raffan has refused but mother and father have their own wishes until finally Raffan as a child obeys what you want, he said, even the mother herself who chose Deefa for Raffan, then now after Raffan wants Deefa does not want anyone to disturb him, but Raffan's own mother who even became a teaser makes the tranquility of the Raffan household disturbed, is it appropriate now that I blame Raffan? weird mom!" accusation Raffan can not read the mind of his mother who seemed to just go into his personal affairs.
"It's not mom's capacity to get in!" raffan exclaimed with both ears twitching and reddening, his ears were hot since earlier hearing every sentence thrown by the woman he should respect, but after this day will he still be able to respect his mother?
The mother gave a pushy look, sliced with her son who now became very brave to answer everything he said, defying violently even put on a face laden with anger.
"Even if you were a naughty child and unruly but I never heard you say hard to mom let alone yell, this is what you get after you married Deefa? did you choose wrong?"
Raffan's forehead shriveled at her, at this time his mother again blamed Deefa, completely attacking his wife looking for every mistake that even Deefa had ever done, he doesn't feel changed he doesn't feel Deefa made him into an ungodly child, Deefa never asked him to fight her real mother, then now his ears hear the mother blame her wife.
"Whatever Raffan did today and maybe later it was purely Raffan's wish, not Deefa asking, not Deefa turning Raffan into disrespectful to mother, so Raffan please stop blaming Deefa." Raffan said anxiously with his jaw hardened.
Raffan took a heavy breath staring at his mother, "can not Mom, can not arbitrarily make a decision while Raffan himself has not agreed even maybe Raffan will not agree," said Raffan restless.
"Can! I'll do anything for you and you just stick to it!"
"You want to find a woman who is how else? are you sure about your choice? while Deefa was the mother herself who chose," Raffan reminded that the woman who is now constantly being blamed by her mother is the choice of the mother.
"Mom admit you're wrong, so I'm trying to fix it."
"Repairing by making Raffan polygamy? Raffan can't afford polygamy!" raffan said firmly.
"If you don't want polygamy you can divorce Deefa" said the mother lightly without any burden at all, as if she wasn't a woman.
Raffan stroked his chest inexhaustible with the words of his mother it felt like he could no longer hear every word that came out of his mother's mouth, lucky he did not take Deefa if it was impossible that his wife was completely destroyed now feeling how piercing what was said from the lips of the mother.
"The reality is not that Raffan is changing but that mother is already very different, mother is turning into a cruel mother."
"Raffan doesn't want to fight back on his mother, so please stop bothering him to blame Deefa" Raffan pointed out.
"Then follow the mother, remarry another woman."
Indeed, at this time Raffan felt his heart and head very boiling, the feeling of emotion that was bleeding his blood rose rapidly to the head making his breath go up and down, for a moment he closed both his eyes trying to control himself so that he would not be provoked, didn't she come to her mother's house to speak well but why after seeing her mother's face she remembered that her mother's treatment of Deefa caused her to finally be provoked.
"Raffan will follow mother."
The mother carved a smile at the child's answer, looking pleased with the breath that became very normal when her son said he would obey.
"But Raffan asked for time."
"Time?" the mother squinted her eyes.
"Two years, Raffan asked for two years if Deefa is not pregnant or you can do whatever you want," raffan said with a heart that actually did not accept and was certainly angry but he had also promised Deefa, hoping the two women would change their minds.
The mother who had shown a happy face was back to change quickly, according to him two years will be wasted because if Raffan married now of course in two years Raffan will have children.
"Can't," his mother shook her head to refuse the request that her son made Raffan straighten up and looked at the mother who was also staring at him.
"Mother." Raffan called out helplessly to the words of his mother.
"From now on you just have to prepare yourself" said the woman who stood up, "mother wants to go shopping, at the dinner table there is your favorite rendang, eat first," added the mother as she approached her son and stroked the child's hair just wayangnya while saying, "all that mother do for your good and happiness."
Raffan did not respond to what his mother said, the man just sat helplessly in the living room of the house that had been warm to him even though he very often made trouble, he said, but now he became very uncomfortable to linger in the house, right after the car that took his mother away he immediately got out of the house, without a care at the dinner table there was his favorite food, he said, at a time like this, can he still eat? of course not!
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