The House in the Middle of Sawah

True Feelings

The day changed, I began to forget the mystical events that happened to me. My thoughts these few days have been sidetracked by turmoil, heartbreak. But today I made an agreement with Lik Wo, who said he wanted to come home. Even though it has been almost a month since I had an accident no more strange events, I feel I can not be complacent. I feel the need to make sure that my house is okay. After all, the dream when I was in the hospital at that time felt very real. I still remember every detail. I feel the need to have a chat with Lik Wo.

The sound of a motorbike was heard in front of the house. I saw Febi coming alone. This time he came wearing a long-sleeved yellow shirt with jeans with a pretty menor face makeup. Honestly, this girl is actually pretty and sweet. There are a lot of guys out there who have a crush on her. However, to me he has not been able to defeat Erni in my heart. Erni's plus point for me is to her natural. Erni without makeup will look very extraordinary. Yesterday I had thought of trying to get closer to Febi to forget about Erni, but.

"Hey, how alone?", I asked Febi, before she could say hello.

"Lik Wo will follow", replied Febi as she gawked into the living room.

"Not told to go in yet", I smiled, grimace.

"Lha you, there are guests, instead of being told to go in first, sit first, even nyari who has not come" replied Febi pretending to sewot.

"I'm blinded by Lik Wo Fee", I chuckled, somehow this time I want to tease her a little.

"Lhoo, is that it, I'm not needed? I didn't come home?", Febi moved from her seat, looking annoyed. Maybe he's really upset?

I hurriedly grabbed her hand, afraid she was really angry. My intention was just to joke. But the pull of my hand turned out to be quite strong, so Febi was interested and fell on my lap. His head was stuck in my chest. Smelled of fragrant hair. Shit, my chest is rustling. Febi looked up, this time our gaze met, with a distance that was too close.

His heartbeat was heard in my eardrum. He seems as surprised as I am. This FTV-like moment was completely out of my plans. What am I supposed to do? I fell silent, pecking.

Suddenly, Febi brought her face closer, and. .her lips touched mine. This time, my heart felt like it was going to explode, my blood was being pumped (not with a manual pump, but a diesel) very quickly, a moment that was completely beyond my expectations. I was shocked to glare, but unable to resist. The next second began to feel, the touch of her soft lips and. .sugary, I don't know, I can't describe it. Febi closed her eyes.

"Daann??" she called out softly, took off her kiss, but remained on my lap.

"Hmmm?", that's the only sound that can come out of my throat right now.

"I like you. .", he whispered softly, moving away from me, turning to his seat earlier.

I was silent, silent, sculpting. Stupid, stupid you Dani .ayo answer him, shoot him, this beautiful girl likes a young man like you, that's a gift O Dani Bawana. .ayo say, I also like youuu. . .This time my heart raged. But deep down my heart still says, first convey your feelings to Erni, do not make Febi runaway for your love failure.

I saw Febi, this time she didn't see me, she was busy playing her HP. Perhaps, he was relieved to have conveyed his feelings to me, and perhaps. . I think I also need to convey my feelings to Erni first, and then give an answer to Febi. Is that the right thing? May. . .entahlah . . .

"Feee?" I called Febi, slowly.

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