The House in the Middle of Sawah

Explanation of Febi 2

My name is Febi Resti Kinanti.

I woke up from my sleep, realizing I was already in college. What the hell's going on? Maybe I sleepwalk? My head feels heavy. I have trouble remembering what happened. What is clear in front of me is that Dani is eating meatballs with me. Is this Narsih?

Dani invited me to eat meatballs as a thank you for driving her to Lik Wo's house. I'm so happy, I can eat both with Dani. I feel the need to thank Narsih later. I'm sure it's all because of him.

When I came home, all the way I was endlessly humming. I'm happy today. My plan to ask Irul to take a picture of me with Dani proved to be a great success. Everyone thinks I have a special relationship with Dani. Ah, my heart is flowering flowers. Hopefully starting from gossip and prejudice, I can actually be the same Dani.

When I got home, Narsih was not in my room. I don't know where he went. A phone vibrates my HP, a phone from Erni.

"Hallo Fee, assalamualaikum," Erni said her greetings first.

"Waalaikum salam Er, what's wrong? Don't ask for a sociology assignment, I haven't done it yet," I immediately nyerocos without permission.

"Ah, angg, not really. It doesn't matter either. Just want to talk," Erni sounded confused.

"What the hell is it?" I don't understand asking for an explanation.

"On this, I was curious. Are you really the same Dani? Kayak in gosipin temen temen temen," Erni sounded nervous and her voice was soft.

I finally understand. Erni also put her heart on Dani. There was sadness and anger raging in my mind. Kuremas squeezed my bed sheet.

"Feee?" Erni called out as I kept quiet.

"Ah, yes. About it . . How is it. Sure enough, I did lie to Dani. . . Don't be bothered lhoh ya," I laughed, I lied to myself and Erni.

"Ah, it's not. I was even horrified," Erni quickly chimed in on my words. We laughed together. The same fake laugh. After that the conversation turns to the discussion of assignments and courses, and the next few moments our phone ends.

I sat in the corner of the bed. I don't know why there is anger in my heart. Dani's love for Dani is becoming more and more so, leading to an excessive obsession. I feel like something's wrong with me. I'm sleepy. It feels good if I close my eyes.

I fell asleep, feeling very long. Dream after dream I've been through. Dreams that feel real. I could see myself on campus, walking the streets, studying, and doing my usual activities. If this is real and what I see is me. What am I now? Or where am I? My mind is starting to get messed up.

The HP ring resuscitated me. I was sitting on the front porch this morning. Nita called. I was still a little confused, I felt like I had just returned from a long daydream.

"Halloo Fee," Nita greeted me.

"Dani was in an accident last night. Let's take him to the hospital, '" Nita replied, a response that struck me.

I immediately agreed, and hurried, ready to go to the hospital.

Arriving at the Hospital, Dani is seen lying weak. I can't bear to see it that way. She seemed to be trying to cheer up, but her body full of cuts and abrasions made my heart ache.

Returning from the Hospital with sadness and worry I laid down my body and closed my eyes. Again, it was like I was dreaming, looking at me walking the street, eating, a few times I was smiling in the mirror, a strange smile. I feel separated from my body.

I am constantly a spectator of my activities and daily life. That afternoon I was seen at Dani's house. Talk to Dani. And bravely myself . . . kiss Dani. Whatisit? Obviously it wasn't me. I started to scream, but my voice wouldn't come out at all.

I moved, on a street. Who am I waiting for? Huh huh? It was Lik Wo who came. And what's going on? I pointed my index finger until Lik Wo lifted up and fell into the abyss. I laughed a shrill chuckle. This time I realized what was happening. My body has been taken over. Narsih's? Yes Narsih has set me up.

I am a spectator without doing anything. Even I who could initially see my body from up close felt more and more distant. I saw Erni who was silent under the stairs of the 1st floor of the campus after a fight with Dani. And I saw Narsih wearing my body approaching. He hugged Erni. Erni arrives limp, Narsih shoulders her lightly and locks her in the shed. Narsih dumped Erni's motor into the ravine. What's he gonna do? Night Narsih returned to the campus, put the security people to sleep and moved the security to one of the rooms on campus so lightly.

Narsih was seen hovering over Erni's shoulder on the 3rd floor. I began to worry, what Narsih did was over the limit. After all Erni is my best friend. I see in front of the campus there's Dani and Irul. They looked at the guard post, no security there. I tried to yell at Dani, to break into the campus. I can't make a sound.

What am I supposed to do? I tried my hardest, forcing my consciousness back. I have to get back to my body, it's mine. Slowly my consciousness was restored. I lowered Erni's body off my shoulder. I tried calling Dani, not picked up. I tried several times, and finally my phone was picked up. But when I was about to make a sound, my neck was strangled from behind. Erni woke up with all-white eyes. Shit, Narsih got into Erni's body. Strangled me strong, with a strange laugh coming out of his mouth and managed to knock me unconscious.

After that I felt more and more distant from my own body. I could no longer see my body taken by Narsih. I don't know what he's doing anymore. I was like a psyche tossed about, the longer I began to forget. Who's my? What's myname? I only remember one name, Dani . . .

Suddenly I was carried by several people in black coffins, without being able to rebel. I'm stiffened. Only my eyes can blink and move. I freaked. It was like being buried somewhere. But I don't know where it is. I was about to cry, but no tears came. Until finally the wet ground hoarded me. Now there is only darkness.

The darkness is frightening and painful. The darkness locked me away, imprisoned me.

Bruugh. Sound heard. What is that sound?

Bruugh. Like the sound of something hitting something.

Bruuggh

And a hand suddenly appeared from outside the pit. Pulling me violently out of the dirt. A father whom I did not recognize attracted me. He took me to walk after him. And in the end I arrived at Grandma's house with dozens of cats in it.

The grandmother was named Mbah Ginah . . .