The Holy Love of Amayra

Chapters 90. About Azab

"Sorry what May is?" satria asked confusedly, suddenly his wife apologized.

"I'm sorry I'm sick. I can't look after Rey, let alone serve my sister as a wife" she said with a grim face. Amayra felt guilty because Satria had to come here because of her. He could also see the tired face of his husband.

"Astagfirullah May, why apologize for that anyway? I guess why. The pain can not be predicted, maybe God love you sick so you can rest for a while. Because it's my turn to do it all" Satria said with a gentle smile, her hand stroking Amayra's cheek.

Amayra was silent as she devoured the food that Satria had fed her. She feels bad because of her, Satria has to take care of her and take care of Rey as well. Not to mention he had to work because he could not leave.

"Sister, isn't the hospital angry? Big brother takes a lot of leave and-"

"Can you not talk about it first? Spend the meal" said Satria, cutting off Amayra's words, she wanted to stop talking about the job that gave her a headache. Especially when going to Africa as a volunteer.

Oh my God, how should I? Going to Africa, do I have to talk to Amayra now? Wait for Amayra to recover and talk to her.

Looking at her husband's face, Amayra concluded that Satria may have been rebuked by the hospital. Finished finishing his dinner, Satria helped his wife take medicine. "You're sleeping, rest let's recover quickly and quickly go home to look after Rey,"

Amayra nodded, "Yes, brother. We're going straight home, okay, brother?"

"Yes back to our house" Satria stroked his wife's head wrapped in a blue veil with affection. "You're sleeping, May,"

"Where are you going?" amayra asked to see her husband walking away.

"I want to go to Doctor Daniel's room first, I'll be here again. If you recover faster, we can go home sooner." Satria explained.

I need to talk to Doctor Daniel about going to Africa. I can't leave Amayra and Rey, let alone for 2 months. I could've taken Mayra there, but Rey how? Rey is too small to travel far.

"Sister, does anyone want you to talk to me about?" amayra looked at her husband worriedly. He saw there was unrest in Satria's eyes.

"No, you why May? You want me to accompany you until you go to sleep?" Satria sat down next to his wife.

"N-no! Am I a child? If you want to go, you are already gone. I'll take a break" said Amayra half-screaming.

Satria's hand pinched Amayra's cheek with anxiety, smiling at his wife's behavior. "You're a kid, you're not even 18 yet! Son yesterday afternoon, but you're cute.." .

"W-What?" Amayra was stunned to hear her husband's words.

"I'm glad you're so much younger than me" Satria said with a smile. "I'm glad to tease you like this" Satria kissed his wife's lips in a quick, fleeting gesture.

Amayra was flabbergasted by her husband's attitude that not only tempted her, but embarrassed her. "Sister! It's in the hospital, what if someone sees it?" Amayra looked around, afraid that someone might come to her room suddenly.

"Certain why? We are husband and wife" replied Satria casually. He again kissed his wife, this time on the forehead. "I met Doctor Daniel first yes, sleep well.don't forget to pray,"

Satria stepped away, then Amayra held her finger. "Sister, after I've recovered, I'm ready to give myself up entirely to brother,"

Satria was speechless in astonishment, she could not believe the words like the invitation were coming out from her beautiful lips. "You-you.. May what are you talking about?"

"Hehe, I can finally embarrass you!" Amayra chuckled at her husband's reddened face and nervous voice.

Satria smiled grinning, "You should be punished first," Satria again approached Amayra, she buried her lips on Amayra's lips gently. Satria clasped his wife's fingers, this is how he punished his wife.

"Satria's sister, this brother is really, really," Amayra turned her shy face away.

"What's? Still want to laugh at me again? If you still talk, I will do something else" Satria said in a firm and serious voice.

Amayra did not reply, Satria went from there to see Daniel's doctor. Amayra begins to get sleepy after taking the medicine, but she fretts over thinking about how Rey is home without her and Satria.

While going to sleep, there was the sound of two women who were chatting in front of Amayra's room. They talked about Satria being punished by Doctor Daniel for taking time off. After hearing the two women's words, Amayra felt increasingly uncomfortable. She has troubled Satria a lot, even putting her husband's work in trouble.

Because of me, brother Satria punished? O Allah, I have much trouble for Satria.

Secretly Clara peeked at Amayra who was still not asleep, she was happy because Amayra heard her chat with sister Tina (Friends near Clara).

"Tina, you're sure she heard everything, right?" clara whispered to Tina.

Tina nodded confidently, "I'm sure, just look at the village woman! She pondering with a face full of guilt," Tina smiled looking at the silent Amayra with a puzzled face.

"Good, so that he realized that he was only disturbing the life of Satria. His future for Satria is ruined because of him" said Clara Nyinyir.

"Yes right doctor Clara, I also do not like dirty women like her who seduce Satria's doctor," Tina ninyir told Amayra for no apparent reason. She did not like her idol doctor at the hospital to be married to Amayra who was already pregnant out of wedlock. He felt that Satria was being taken advantage of. "Oh yes, doctor Clara about the doctor Satria who is going to Africa.Why not just say all of you?"

"Later on, just this early enough," Clara replied with a smile. He was happy because Amayra's reputation was bad for everyone in the hospital.

Clara and Tina left after making Amayra upset. That night Amayra pondered, before she fell asleep due to the drowsiness she could no longer endure, due to the effects of the drug.

Clara goes to see her father, doctor Candra, who is resting in her room. "Father!" Clara hugged her father with a happy feeling.

"What's wrong? You want to ask for something else?"

"I heard papa put Satria's surname on the volunteer list?" Clara hugged her papa spoiled.

"Why? You're not happy?" ask Dr. Candra while holding her daughter's hand.

"I'm so happy, pa! Thanks to pa!" Clara exclaimed with a big smile, she knew that this was her papa.

"Your chances there will be wide open, so you make good use of it. And make doctor Satria papa's son-in-law yes," said doctor Candra hope Satria a doctor with a bright future will be her son-in-law. He also felt affection because Satria's life had to end with Amayra.

"Papa was just feeling sorry, why would Satria's doctor have to marry such an uneducated woman and such a village. A man like him would be successful if he had a smart and well-educated wife according to his status" explains Dr. Candra.

"Papa take it easy, I'll realize papa's wish. Thanks a lot, pa.." Clara hugged her papa again with a happy feeling.

"Dear dear, papa did this because papa loves you so much, "doctor Candra is happy to see her only daughter happy. Doctor Candra always spoiled Clara.

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Meanwhile at the Calabria family home, Nilam is seen busy with baby Rey who wakes up at night. "Dear, why are you waking up all these nights? Later Oma so stay up late dong," complained Nilam to the grandson who was lying on the bed.

"Oh mama, how come Rey is like that? He knows where he is. Bram used to stay up like this, right?" cakra said while wearing his sleeping pajamas, he was preparing to go to sleep.

"Yes yes, Bram used to be a baby. Rey was exactly as papa when she was a child" Nilam told his granddaughter.

"Yes, papa can't deny that. But ma, please don't say something like this in front of Satria and Amayra yes, papa is afraid they will be offended," Cakra sat next to Rey who was still awake, wailing around.

"Why should you be offended? Indeed, the fact is, if Rey is similar to Bram," said Nilam while inviting his grandson to play with a toy of a tadpole. "Ba, dear.Oma's granddaughter.."

"Nilam, you don't do that. Do you want to be punished by Allah because you love to be with people?" cakra asked as he shook his head, riled up with Nilam's attitude that returned to his old nature.

"What kind of a custom is pa? There is no such thing as a punishment!" nilam did not believe in punishment.

"Astagfirullah ma, tired of papa talking to mama. Mending mama see deh Bram, mama's own son. He was afraid of sin and the coming of doom, now you see he has changed a lot after his marriage to that woman was destroyed."

"Azab no pa, look at mama? Mama's okay, right?" nilam said casually.

"Because the torment has not yet come, ma must repent before it comes. When my mother had a stroke yesterday, my mother suffered a mild doom" Cakra said to his wife.

"Haha, papa's funny! Mama just happens to be sick again, not doomed to punishment," said Nilam while chuckling in disbelief.

"The unjust will be punished which they did not expect. Allah SWT said, “Then Allah sent to them punishment from a direction they did not expect,” (QS. Al-Hashr: 2)" said a man who had suddenly been in front of the door of Nilam and Cakra's room. The Koran verse that is read only translation, makes Cakra and Nilam stunned. The man who spoke of the Koran was Bram.

"It's hard to do much wrong to Amayra and Satria, it could be the cause of mama's torment" Bram said as he approached Rey who was still awake.

"Haaahhh.. Do you want to be an ustad? Whose fear do you lecture your mama like this?" Nilam looked up in disbelief that Bram would lecture him.

"Hell listen to what your son says. Papa is glad you've changed Bram," Cakra patted his eldest son's big shoulder proudly. He has seen a lot of change in Bram.

"Thank God, Bram is trying" Bram said with a gentle smile, unlike his emotional character.

Nilam was stunned to see Bram who looked different from the previous Bram. Are they both crazy? Or have they been exposed to the village girl virus? It seems I'm the only one who's sane here. Everyone in the house, they've become pretentious.

"Do you want to come here, Bram?" asked Nilam in a displeased voice, like an angry lecturer.

"I want to take Rey," Bram replied, holding his little boy's hand. Rey looked at Bram with her innocent look.

Are all babies like this? Small, adorable whatever they want. Surprisingly, I felt very calm looking at him. Is it because Rey is my flesh and blood? Oh my God, why do I realize it's so late. Had I not gone and taken responsibility, Satria and Amayra would not have married. Rey and Amayra should have been a happy family. But, everything only remains if.

However, everything is only in Bram's imagination. As she opens up for the better, neither Amayra nor Rey can be with her as a family. Because there is a Satria who is their leader.

"Do you want Rey? Don't tell me you want to take care of him?" ask Nilam to guess.

"Yes ma, Rey's sleeping with me tonight!" Bram is sure.

"Bram, taking care of a child is not as easy as it seems. Maybe you will complain upset later, especially tomorrow you will have to get up early and go to work. If you're upset how," Nilam nagged, Bram wouldn't be able to look after the baby.

"God willing, I am used to getting up early. I only sleep 4 hours a day if I sleep. I can sleep in my office later" said Bram casually, with eyes staring at Rey affectionately. Like a father to his son.

"What did you say? God willing?" pekik Nilam was surprised by the words spoken by his son. As if what Bram said was wrong.

"Mama why the hell? Should Bram say innalilahi? Or astagfirullah?" Cakra was astonished by his wife.

"Mama doesn't seem to know much about the meaning of God's lafadz and under what circumstances it should be pronounced. Mama seems to have to learn from the book that Bram borrowed from Mr. Ustadz Arifin," explained Bram again lecturing his mother who is far from religion.

"God! You two really, what the hell are you guys doing?" Nilam was stunned by the different attitude of Bram and her husband who had changed a lot. Lebai in his own understanding.

"Astagfirullah ma, not jeez!" Cakra and Bram compactly advised Nilam. Making the middle-aged woman could not dwell in front of the two men.

Finally Bram holds Rey and takes the boy to his room for the first time. She was so happy to finally be able to sleep with Rey all night. Nilam again reminds if Rey is crying or fussy, then Bram must hand Rey to him.

Now in Bram's room there is formula milk, bottle teats, hot water in a thermos, baby diapers, baby clothes and Rey toys as well.

"Darling, you still don't want to sleep? Wh why? You think of your mom, right?" ask Bram while changing his wet diaper. "You take it easy, mama you're fine. He'll get well soon, pray for your mama, baby" she said.

Rey, the little baby squirms. His hand reached Bram. She smiled at Bram. "You don't know how happy you are, seeing you in your papa's room tonight,"

Although not skilled at putting diapers, Bram tries as much as possible to make his son comfortable to get used to his touch. "Wee. uwee.."

"Why baby? Oh, you want some milk, huh?" ask Bram to his son.

Bram immediately picked up the empty teat bottle, but he was at a loss as to what he should do. "Where is it? Must be as hot as water and. ouch.I forgot to ask my mother," Bram was confused himself, while his son was crying. It turned out that taking care of the baby was not as easy as she had imagined.

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