The Holy Love of Amayra
Chapters 114. Just miss it already
...For a second, I never forgot you...
...Because I love you too much...
...Look at my heart getting hurt and getting fragile...
...Because you are far from me now...
...Are you there to miss me...
...God help me I'm tormented miss...
...Let me meet even in a dream.....
...Because I can no longer afford to miss...
...Look at my heart getting hurt and getting fragile...
...Because you are far from me now...
...Are you there to miss me...
...God help me I'm tormented miss...
...Let me meet even in a dream...
...Because I can no longer afford to miss.....
...Are you there to miss me...
...God help me I'm tormented miss...
...Let me meet even in a dream yeah...
...Because I can no longer afford to miss...
...Miss you...
...Dygta - Tortured Longs...
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Amayra was unable to hold back her tears as her husband went far away along with the plane taking off to other continents, countries and cities that were different from the land she was on.
...Go home, be careful on the road....
Diana patted Amayra on the shoulder while calming her down. Diana and Bram have promised Satria to take care of Amayra and Rey, they will be older sisters to Amayra and also second parents to Rey.
It must be hard for Amayra right now, she must be left behind by Satria.
"May, here I carry Rey!" Bram stretches out his hands, he asks Rey of Amayra.
"Yes, sister" replied Amayra, handing her son over to Bram.
Bram carried Rey affectionately, looking at the child like a father who loved his child.
"Let's go home son, take it easy.. Satria will definitely return safely and well" said Aaron, calming his son.
"Yes father," answered Amayra briefly.
Aami.. Amayra let's be excited, you and brother Satria are still in the same world, we are still climbing the same land. It's just a different place, everything will be beautiful in time. Bismillah, O Allah.
Amayra and Diana walk together, while Bram, Rey and Aaron walk behind them. They saw Amayra who looked upset, the road became a shudder. Luckily, Diana encouraged him.
The heart of who will be sad left by the husband goes far away, in a state of danger in a faraway country. Not knowing they can communicate often or not, how much they miss each other when they do not meet for a long time that is two months.
If I were Amayra and Bram would be far away from me. I'll be just as upset as he is. I had to comfort Mayra Diana's inner self while looking at the languidly bowed Amayra.
"Mas, let's have lunch first, shall we?" diana asked Bram in the back.
"Well, at a restaurant near here." Bram replied with a smile.
Diana and Amayra walked first to the car. Bram, Rey and Aaron are still in the back. They had a little chat about Satria and Amayra.
"So calm down, Diana and I will take care of Amayra and Rey. They are our responsibility as a family" said Bram wisely.
"Yes thank you. I believe in you and Dr. Diana,"
The deg!
O Allah why my head. Please not now, later Amayra and the others can be suspicious.
Aaron suddenly froze in his place, he felt his heart pounding and his head throbbing.
"Sir Aaron? Are you okay?" bram asked the middle-aged man who was suddenly silent.
"Sa-I'm fine," replied Aaron nervously.
"The face looks pale, why sir?" bram asked anxiously at Aaron's pale face.
"I'm fine Mr. Bram, just a little sleep deprived and tired of work" said Aaron with a faint smile.
"Oh so, well, after lunch, I'll take you home so you can rest" said Bram attention to his sister's father-in-law.
"Yes, thank you Bram."
Oh my God, how should I? If I were to tell you my condition now, wouldn't it be a burden to Mayra who was just left behind by Satria? No, it's better not to be told.
They got into the car to the restaurant for lunch. They had lunch together at a restaurant, after which Amayra and Rey were escorted to Calabria's mansion.
It felt lonely because she did not go with her husband to the house. Although he was accompanied by his brother-in-law. "Assalamualaikum ma" Amayra told Nilam, taking the middle-aged woman's hand and kissing her.
"Vaalaikumsalam. Come on in, rest first, you must be tired" Nilam told his daughter-in-law. His attitude has become better on Amayra even though it is a little ketus, it is due to the influence of Diana.
"Yes ma" answered Amayra lethargic.
"Here, give Rey to me. You rest and pray Zuhur first," said Nilam attention.
"Okay ma, May tipped Rey for a while" Amayra told Nilam.
Nilam carried his grandson affectionately. While Amayra went to the bathroom to fetch water ablution, because she had not yet prayed Zuhr.
Bram moved from his seat, he would also perform the Zuhr prayer. "Wait for Bram! Mama wants to talk to you for a second.."
"Yes, ma?" Bram sat back on the sofa and looked at his mother.
"Have you set a wedding date?" ask Nilam suddenly.
Bram looked confused after hearing Nilam's words. "Whose wedding date is it?"
"Of course you and Diana, who else?" nilam ketus.
The man smiled with a pounding heart, what does Nilam mean asking about the wedding date? Has Nilam accepted Diana fully?
"You don't gr first Bram, mama asked like this because mama must have plans for your wedding later. Mama wants everyone to know about your current wedding, so the party has to be fancy. But this doesn't mean that you accept Diana as your daughter-in-law entirely,"
"Ma.. " Bram was stunned by Nilam's yellow words for her to marry Diana immediately.
"Mama is just afraid that you are getting older, you have to have a family so that someone takes care of you! Just because of that, not because of Diana!"
Bram approached Nilam, he hugged Nilam who was holding Rey with a happy smile. The first time Bram felt proud of Nilam, behind his indifference it turned out that Nilam was very thinking about Bram's happiness.
"So you just found out now? Mama has loved you the most, you know!" nilam half grumbled. He smiled faintly at Bram being happy. A smile she rarely showed.
"Thank you very much Ma, I love you too.." Bram kissed his mother's cheek with a frenzy like a child.
Nilam recalled Bram's childhood, when Bram was still spoiled for him. Nilam just realized that happiness is simple by looking at people we love happy. And this is what Amayra told him.
"Yes Bram, so you and Diana don't disappoint you! We need to set a good date for your wedding, right away,"
"wedding date? Not engaged first ma?" bram asked while releasing his embrace from Nilam.
"Yes, no wedding date, no fiancee yet." Say Nilam to his son.
"But ma, Diana wants a fiance first. He's not getting married yet."
"What's the reason he's like that?" tanya Nilam.
"There's no reason at all,"
"If so, come on. Next month you'll be married!" Nilam yelled firmly.
Bram was flabbergasted, he was so happy that Nilam whose heart was frozen had now started to melt. She could not wait to tell Diana about this good news.
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That night Amayra and Rey were playing in the room. Rey hasn't slept yet, but usually Rey has slept at 8. The 3-month-old was even engrossed in play, joking with his mother in the middle of a quiet night when everyone was already asleep.
"Darling, you miss papa huh? You usually don't sleep if you haven't come home. Papa will come home but later, so you're bobo first baby,"
"Haoo.haaohoo.." Rey blabbed, her hands going around.
Amayra gives a small toy to Rey to hold. "Mama's also kangen papa, just like Rey. We pray papa that papa will always be okay. Let's follow mama praying for papa huh,"
Amayra smiled, she raised both her palms. "Bismilbornrahmanirrahim, Allohumma hawwin ‘alainaa safaranaa hadzaa waatwi ‘annaa bu’dahu. Allohumma antashookhibu fiissafari walkholiifatu fiil expert.meaning: O Allah, ease us into this journey, and draw near its distance. O God who accompanies the journey, and You who protect the family."
After he finished praying, Amayra said Aamiin, then he saw a wall clock showing at 1 am, he estimated the time until Satria to Africa Mozambique area affected by the storm Idai.
The time until Satria from Jakarta to Africa, ranging about 20 hours more. While the time is now only 14 hours, surely Satria has not reached its destination.
Just a few hours apart, Amayra had felt a longing stir in the recesses of her heart. He who was used to Satria, felt lost and lonely.
"Not a day have I missed my sister, what's the news with two months? God, may those two months pass quickly" said Amayra praying that time would pass quickly.
Tok, tock, tock
Amayra looked towards the door and saw who was knocking on the door.
"Sister Bram?" He saw his brother-in-law standing in front of the room door.
"I'm out of the kitchen and I hear Rey's voice, I think I'm hallucinating. Turns out he hasn't slept. Or is he awake?" asked Bram who was still standing in front of the door. He began to restrict himself from entering the room, let alone having no Satria there.
"Rey is not asleep, I want to carry him first so he sleeps" said Amayra while holding Rey.
"Let me just be fat, give Rey to me." Bram told Amayra.
Poor Amayra, she looks tired.
"No need brother, sister just sleep. Rey is sleeping, too,"
"Let me. I'm just gonna carry her until she's asleep" Bram told Amayra.
Amayra carried Rey to her doorstep. He gave Rey to Bram to carry her. Rey looks restless, her eyes are still wide open yet shows signs the tiny baby is going to sleep.
Finally Bram and Amayra take Rey to the living room. "It looks like he's fretting, does he really like waking up at this hour?"
"Usually Rey will sleep if Satria's brother has come home" explained Amayra sad.
"So he hasn't slept because he's waiting for his papa to come home.haahh. Don't worry, there will be Papa Bram here too. Papa Bram will accompany Rey to play and take care of Rey," said Bram to Rey who is still not asleep.
"Haaao.haooo.." Rey responds to Bram's words to him. His innocent eyes were staring at Bram.
"May, you just sleep. Let me take care of Rey,"
"Eh why is that? Let me take care of Rey, brother who's sleeping."
"Tomorrow Sunday and I want to sleep with Rey, you go to bed. But before that, bring some formula, diapers and warm water in the flask for Rey to my room, please,"
With Bram's attention share Amayra's shared duty to look after Rey. That night he was guarding Rey, while Amayra was inside her room.
The next day, Amayra and Nilam go to Bram's room to see Rey. Bram was still asleep because he was sleep deprived, Nilam took Rey who was awake lying next to him.
"Basar Bram, he said he would take care of Rey? But he was sleeping instead," Nilam muttered in his head to see Bram still sleeping.
"Hehe, it's okay." Amayra just smiled.
Nilam and Amayra work hand in hand to take care of Rey, now Nilam's attitude has also become better even though sometimes the words are glutinous. After Rey finished bathing and nursing her mother, Nilam held Rey in his arms and took her to bask in front of the house with Amayra as well.
As they were basking in the morning sun, Lulu came to Amayra and Nilam.
"Non, not Amayra!"
"What's bi?" amayra asked astonishedly to see Lulu running hurriedly towards her.
"There's a call, there's a call from Mr. Satria to the house phone!" lulu explained quickly.
Amayra was glad to hear the news from Lulu that her husband had contacted her. He immediately moved from his seat.
Has Satria arrived there? Praise be to Allah, Brother Satria is well.
"Ma.." Amayra glanced at Nilam who was sitting holding Rey.
"Yes you've just left pick up the phone from your husband, hurry up! Maybe your husband can't call you long from there" Nilam told his son-in-law.
Amayra hastily entered the house, she picked up the phone handle of the house with a face sumringah. "Assalamualaikum sis, good morning." Amayra's voice trembled slightly as she thumped.
["Waalaikumsalam dear, it's still midnight here,"]
"Oh so it's still midnight. Brother, is brother there yet? Brother ate already? Is brother okay? What's your sleepy brother?" Amayra attacked Satria with various questions.
["Darling, ask her one-on-one.."]
"Sorry brother,"
["Haahh.heard your voice.I became calm, but I also fretted May. I've missed you already,"] Satria's voice sighed.
"I am also a sis" said Amayra in a soft voice.
["You take it easy, I'm fine. I just arrived and I just wanted to eat. What are you and Rey again?"]
"Alhamdulillah if you have arrived safely. Rey and I are sunbathing, Rey is with Nilam's mom outside the house."
["Oh that's it? Thank goodness you guys are okay. Say hello to my long kiss for Rey. You take care of your health, do not forget to study for college, do not forget to eat, pray, take care of our children well. Maybe I can't call you often, if I haven't been able to reach you yet, that means the signal here is very bad,"].
Amayra was silent at her husband's words. He looked sad.
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