The Holy Love of Amayra

Chapters 168. I'm sorry Mas

The man who had just had his first night with his wife was in the bathroom for quite a while. To make Diana the wife think that is not.

Especially last after they make love, Bram looks disappointed and sad. Is it anger or not? When asking his wife virgin or not, the look on the man's face can not be guessed by Diana.

"Mas Bram why the hell? Am I not satisfying him?" Thought Diana with her innocent face. He was confused as to why Bram looked upset. His hands were squeezing the blanket, his mind was starting everywhere.

Is it because I'm a virgin? Is Bram not satisfied with me? Is that why he's angry? I don't know

"Astagfirullah, I thought what the hell. Never mind, I better get some clothes for Mas Bram to sleep on." Diana said as she tried to get out of bed. But he was struggling because he felt his body hurt.

He forced himself to clean the sheets as well, even though his body felt like it was crumbling. Bram's nightgown was also prepared in bed.

The sound of water flowing in the bathroom. While waiting for her husband, she sat on the bed. His hands were holding his hips, his eyes glancing towards the clock that was already showing at 12 p.m.

"I think we did it for only half an hour, it turned out to be 3 hours, but with a few breaks as well anyway. Mas Bram's energy is very strong, yes it must be because he is diligent in exercising." The woman muttered while shaking her head.

Cheat up!

The bathroom door opened, Diana moved from her bed. "Mas.." greet Diana with a sweet smile.

Bram looks cute with his cold face. He approached Diana, then asked her to sleep. "Rest On,"

"But I'm gonna take a shower,"

"Tomorrow at dawn" said Bram, not daring to look at his wife. He opened the towel and took his sleeping pajamas on the bed.

Diana was a virgin, what to do? Astagfirullahaladzim..why do I sin? Should I, who have bathed in this sin, have a good woman who has never been touched by anyone? I really don't deserve all this!

"Yes it was Mas," Diana replied obediently. He frowned, not understanding Bram's overly sudden indifference.

Diana stepped up with pain all over her body, heading to the bathroom. Bram saw his wife. "I'm going to tell you to sleep instead of taking a shower!" Bram cried while looking intently at his wife.

"Mas..why suudzan first? I'm going to the bathroom to clean my bottom while I get changed." Diana was clear to her husband.

Seeing his wife having trouble walking, Bram felt more and more guilty. The man also held Diana. "Mas..why am I being carried?"

"You're going to the bathroom, right? I'm with you, " said Bram attentively.

"Why the hell?" Diana's lips pursed, her forehead wrinkled. She looked at her husband in confusion.

Bram did not answer, he carried his wife into the bathroom. He helped Diana stand up straight, even bringing her clothes. As Diana was about to pick up the face soap, Bram helped Diana to pick it up.

"Thank you," said Diana with a smile. He turned on the tap water, then wiped his face with the water and soap his face clean.

Bram was still behind her, waiting faithfully for Diana. Diana was amazed why Bram was still there, even though he wanted to change clothes and apply ointment on the lower part of his body that hurt. "Bag,"

"Yes? Do you need anything?" Bram who was leaning directly stood straight towards Diana.

Diana looked at her husband from the mirror, "Are you disappointed with me?"

"What do you mean by disappointed?" Bram asked with a frown.

"You're disappointed in me, aren't you? Because I'm inexperienced and you're not satisfied with me, ma'am." Diana expressed the grunts that were in her heart.

Astagfirullahaladzim, have I made Diana think that?

"Yes right? Are you angry and disappointed with me?"

"My dear, it's not like that. You misunderstand me, that's not why I'm acting the way I was." Bram hugged Diana tighter and tighter.

Diana raised her eyebrows, "Certainly why are you angry? Why is your attitude so after we finish making love? You're not satisfied, are you? Be honest, my mom!"

"Astagfirullahaladzim, forgive me for making you think so. But it's not because I'm disappointed, it's because I'm upset with myself. When I found out you were a virgin, I couldn't imagine how upset I was,"

"Why are you upset with yourself?" Diana turned her body, she came face to face with her husband.

"Because of this filthy me, I feel that I do not deserve a holy woman like you. I even hurt you, you should have.ah.had it not been your fault, kok!" Bram doesn't know what else to say.

He was very upset with himself who had been covered in sin. He remembered what it was like to hurt a virgin by force, for example Amayra. How painful that woman was when Bram forced her, now she's doing the same to Diana.

Diana looked at her husband anxiously.

"I didn't know you were a virgin, you must be in pain." Bram said, crying, feeling guilty and unworthy of Diana.

Oh my God, I really don't deserve it!

"Yes..." Diana held her husband's face, then she kissed Bram's lips. "I'm sorry Mas, if I knew you'd feel guilty and hurt like this.I should have told you from the beginning that I was a girl. I'm sorry, I just thought that this suprise would make you happy on our first night. But, I'm actually making you hurt.I'm sorry Mas." The woman felt guilty also to the husband because he did not tell about the state of himself who was still in a holy state.

Mas Bram must be reminded of his past. Tonight has his old wounds reopened, I shouldn't have hidden them. He should be surprised...

"No, it's my fault.I should have done it weeks. You're hurt, sorry Diana. sorry.." Bram imagined how painful Diana was on the first night, let alone that she was not playing softly enough. Without warming up, he stuffed his own into the still-sealed hole. Uh, it must have hurt Diana for the first time.

Diana smiled, she wiped away Bram's tears. "Udah Mas, don't cry. It's my fault, I should have said that I was sick. But I didn't say anything, I'm afraid you're disappointed. I'm sorry I made you sad, Mas,"

On the first night of their marriage, the two married couples even forgave each other after making love. But after this they know about each other and how they heal each other's wounds.

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5 Days later, at the house of Amayra and Satria. That morning Satria again nausea, but Satria had checked herself to another doctor and there was no problem with her body.

The nausea returned as Satria sat down at the dinner table and saw fried rice as her breakfast menu.

"Uwekkk Uwekk!!" Satria sprinted to the bathroom.

"Mass? Uh she's nauseous again?" Amayra frowned, she was confused because Satria's nausea returned when she wanted to eat.

Rey was next to Amayra, the boy was sitting on a small chair for the baby. Rey blabbed, "Mawmwa. mamama.."

"Ah? What dear?" Amayra turned her head towards Rey, when she heard the child muttering.

"Mamma.ma pwapapa.." Rey smiled, her innocent eyes without any burden were staring at the mother who was holding a spoon preparing to bribe her.

"You call mama? Dear son, it is not your father who is called his name at last! O God my dear," Amayra was happy that Rey could finally call her name.

"Mamma!! Mamwah.." Rey calls again Amayra.

Then Amayra kissed Rey on the cheek and embraced her affectionately. He was very happy with his son.

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