The Holy Love of Amayra

Chapter 207. Throes

Bima looked at Amayra's face which looked confused. Amayra herself is still staring at the writings of Bima in her book. His mind wondered, could a person's personality, handwriting change because that person was amnesiac?

Some strange things Amayra felt when living with Bima. Satria's personality is inversely proportional to Bima's personality, being the trigger.

This face is the face of my husband.but why do I feel that his personality is a stranger? Is this true because Satria is losing his memory? But.this is very strange, especially his handwriting.

"May's? You why? Are you sick?" ask Bima worriedly.

"I'm nothing" replied Amayra still with a confused face.

"Is it really okay?" Bima braved herself holding Amayra's forehead.

"Yes..."

"You don't have a fever. Maybe you are tired because of a lot of activity, rest Mayra." said Bima with a gentle smile.

Amayra saw Bima's gentle smile on her, a smile that dropped a hint of Amayra's suspicion on the fake Satria. "This must be just my feelings, there is no way that Satria is someone else.Obviously he is in front of me even his smile is still the same, yes.mas Satria changed because he is losing his memory."

"I'm fine, oh yeah.why would you like coffee?" tanya Amayra offers coffee to Bima.

"May." Bima replied with a smile.

Amayra smiled faintly, she moved from her own seat to make the coffee. Amayra was somewhat surprised, as she knew Satria did not like coffee and preferred to drink tea in the morning.

After making coffee and delivering it to Bima, Amayra sat down next to him again. Bima sipped the coffee slowly, occasionally he blew it. "Thank you Mayra" said Bima with a smile.

"Same-sama.."

Amayra watched Bima. He looked uneasy again with a frown. He remembered carefully when he had just married Satria. One morning, Amayra made tea for Satria and the man spewed it because he was most anti-coffee.

Then why Satria who now likes coffee? Amayra was getting restless with the man in front of her. "He is Satria, I cannot doubt him. Who could he be? Satria has no twin brothers! And if there were, the twin brothers would not have disguised themselves as Satria. No way!"

"Aww.." screeched the pregnant woman while holding her stomach. "Ugh.."

Hearing Amayra moaning in pain, Bima hurriedly kept her coffee glass. "May, what's wrong with you?"

Did something happen to my nephew?

"It's okay, Mom, our baby's kicking."

"Really?" ask Bima stammered.

"Yes, try it. You hold my stomach. You can definitely feel it kicking." Amayra held Bima's hand, she put Bima's hand to her stomach.

Bima was agitated, she shouldn't have touched Amayra. But seeing those innocent eyes full of hope, Bima became heartless. He wants to make Amayra happy too. Bima held and stroked the distended stomach, she felt something twitching and even kicking her hand. "Eh yes? He really kicked my hand! There really is life in here." Bima smiled sweetly.

Somehow he looks happy when he feels the kick of life from inside Amayra's stomach. "Well, is it mas?"

"Why can he move like this?"

"That's because he felt the presence of his papa, he wanted to be greeted by his papa."

"Am I that? What's in here, I can say hello?" bima asked plainly while looking at the distended stomach, sitting on his knees squatting in front of Amayra.

"Yes dong mas. You must have forgotten what sister Diana, she once said that the child in the womb can also feel the affection of her parents. After that every morning you always greet our son, you say hello and ask him how he is."

"Who is she?" asked Amayra who heard clearly what Bima muttered.

"I mean it's me.. So before I lose my memory, I often do that?" ask Bima.

Amayra nodded slowly.

All right.I'm doing this for your son and wife Satria. I didn't mean anything, sorry I touched your wife's stomach.

Bima's hand stroked that distended stomach. "As-assalamualaikum..."

For a long time the man did not say hello, until his tongue was stiff and he stuttered. Amayra smiled, she asked Bima to keep talking because their baby would hear her.

"Assalamualaikum, good morning papa's children. How are you guys doing? You guys okay in there?" for this one, Bima did not pretend. He sincerely asked the condition of the twin babies in Amayra's stomach.

"Alhamdulillah good pa." replied Amayra with a small voice.

Bima looked up at Amayra, she who was always cold to others was laughing with Amayra. The two laughed together and threw jokes at each other.

"You sound like Mickey mouse May" Bima exclaimed with a laugh.

"Mickey mice? Didn't I always say that my voice was like Masha's?"

"Masha's? Who's Masha?" Bima does not know the cartoon Masha and the bear.

"Masha and the bear." replied Amayra with a smile.

Bima held onto her chest, for some reason when she saw the woman smiling and laughing her heart became happy and her heart was racing for no reason. Why should he be happy just from seeing the smiles and laughter of others? He thought inwardly astonished.

Why am I so happy to see the smile and laughter of this woman?

Nilam and Cakra saw Amayra and Bima from a distance. They were happy because finally heard laughter from the couple after 3 days Amayra and Bima were far apart like everyone else.

"It seems like Satria is starting to open her heart. Thank God he's been talking and even laughing with his wife."

"Yes, papa's right. But do you feel there is something strange not the same Satria? Since he lost his memory, his personality changed a little..Was it really a memory loss like that?" Nilam told her husband that there was something strange about Satria's personality since the man had been in an accident.

"Yes, papa also feels Satria is a bit changed.yes it may be because she is still confused or indeed she is in a daze with the circumstances around her. That's what made Satria a little changed." Cakra explained giving his opinion on the state of Satria.

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That night, Amayra invites her husband to sleep one room because she wants to take care of Satria up close. Bima refused the offer, because how can he sleep one room with his sister's wife.

"May, wouldn't it be better to stay in a separate room first before my memory returns?I don't want you..."

"Mas.I am your wife, it is my duty to take care of you. I think after this morning, you've started to trust me. But it turns out I was wrong, you still don't trust me completely." Amayra lowered her head sadly.

Bima was powerless to see the pregnant woman grieving, her cold heart was now starting to melt. "Okay, we're sleeping together tonight."

"You can't sleep together!" the voice of a man sounded resolute, forbidding Bima and Satria to sleep in one room.

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